Shieldwolf Chapter 3: Skulls and Bells by Hades

January 27, 2012

Chapter Three: Skulls and Bells

     Jonathan was surrounded by mist. He was amongst gnarled, stunted trees, completely bare of leaves. The mist swirled around his shoes. It rose to chest height, and everywhere it touched his skin, he burned. He screamed and screamed, and the mists burned him. He looked down at himself, and yelled again; his body was covered in angry red bumps and hives.

As he sank to the ground in agony, he looked up at the trees. Now their branches were not bare, but full of crows, black and shimmering. They hopped from branch to branch with fussy little caws. As he watched them, they turned as one bird to stare at him. Again, as one bird they spread their wings, and lifted into the air. As one bird, they dove-

Jonathan was lying in his bed at home, the blankets wrapped tightly around him. They were stranglingly close, and the more he struggled to tear them off, the more trapped he became.

“Josh!” he yelled “Josh! Josh! Help me!”

“You’re sick, little brother.” came Josh’s voice from somewhere out of sight. “You need to stay in bed today.”

“Josh! Please, Josh, help me!”

Josh only laughed. The laughter grew louder and deeper until it vibrated in his teeth, in his bones. And he was burning, burning, burning…

He was running up a hill, Scott’s Hill, through the snow. He was panicked, terrified. He had to reach the top. He glanced back, and there was the wolf. Its muzzle was flecked with blood, and its eyes shone with malice. It drew closer and closer, and he forced himself to speed up.

He was getting away! He sprinted on, and suddenly it was snowing. Except the flakes were not white, they were iridescent and black; not flakes, but feathers. He was running through a storm of crows, and the wolf was on his heels again. It leapt-

Jonathan opened his eyes. Tob’s hand was on his forehead. He tried to push her away, but he was weak and shaky. He blinked. He was no longer in the forest. There was a ceiling that slanted down to the floor on both sides. It looked as though he was in some sort of attic. Not an attic though, for there was hay all around. A barn loft, then.

“W- what did you do to me?”

“Knocked you unconscious.” Tob said matter-of-factly. “Well, spelled you to sleep at any rate. I was a bit nervous about using magic on you, but it seemed safe than hitting you over the head with a rock. We had to get you on that speeder somehow. Anyways, I woke you up just now. We couldn’t find an inn with any room for us to stay, so we’re staying in here.”

Jonathan closed his eyes. His head was pounding.

“If I had eaten anything today, I think I would be throwing up right now. I just can’t believe this. You guys could have at least told me what you were going to do.”

“Old habits die hard, I guess. It’s a bad idea to tell someone when you’re going to use magic on them. Most people know how to resist at least a little bit.”

“Where’s Ari?”

“Paying the owner of the barn.”

Jonathan kept his eyes closed and did not say anything. He heard Tob fidgeting with something a little ways away. He wanted to prop himself up to see what she was doing, but it seemed like far too much effort. A few minutes later, he felt a blanket being drawn over him. He tried hard to open his eyes, but they were suddenly very heavy.

The next thing he knew, low voices were whispering somewhere in the dim loft.

“-don’t know why you haven’t told him.”

This was a woman’s voice; Tob’s voice. She sounded exasperated.

“What does it matter to you?”

A lower voice, surly, and defensive; Ari was speaking now. “He’ll know in a couple of days anyways.”

“If it doesn’t matter, then why don’t you explain it to him? You’re being ridiculous, Ari!”

Keep your voice down!”

There was a pause. Jonathan made sure his breathing stayed steady.

“Anyways,” Ari continued, “I don’t know how he’ll take it. I mean, he’s a Traveler. If his world is anything like ours, then-”

“That’s not what I’m talking about. My point is that you’re pretending to be a-”

“And my point is that that doesn’t matter, Tob.”

Jonathan turned his head slightly and opened his eyes a crack. Ari and Tob were sitting close to the Fire Box, facing him. As he watched, Tob touched Ari’s arm lightly.

“Ari, it isn’t fair to the boy. He is depending on us completely for protection, poor little bastard. I think he deserves to know at least a little bit about who we are.”

“Yeah, and you’re one to talk.”

“Don’t start. You know that this,” Tob gestured to her face, “is a safety measure. Rimvolf is a dangerous place for my people now.”

“And this is a godsdamn safety measure too. If the Royalists found me, who knows what they’d do? It was a risk even going to Aeolik.”

“So you think that they are still looking for you?”

“If they found me, I’m sure they wouldn’t waste much time in administering their punishment. But I’m more worried that my parents will find me and ship me off to some godsforsaken castle in Corithis.”

Tob leaned forward and kissed Ari on the top of his head. Obviously irritated, Ari withdrew, wrinkling his nose.

“Don’t worry about that right now. Get some sleep. I’ll stay up and keep watch.”

Ari nodded crisply and curled up near Jonathan. Jonathan hurriedly shut his eyes. He considered snoring gently for effect, but thought better of it. Late into the night, he replayed the conversation in his head. He fell asleep wondering what secret Tob and Ari were keeping from him. When he dreamed, he dreamed an empty, maze-like house.

Ari prodded him awake at the crack of dawn. Jonathan was dimly aware of eating something flavorless, and being bundled out into the cold morning. He yawned enormously. Tob drove the speeder out of the barn, hopped down, and placed her hand on Jonathan’s forehead.

“Wait, I don’t-”

He woke up swaddled in blankets, lying on an under-stuffed mattress in a dim room.

“Will you stop doing that!” he snarled feebly.

Tob shrugged.

“Where am I anyways?”

“Red Eagle Inn, somewhere off the main road. We’ve got another day of driving ahead of us, this time off road.” Ari said from across the room. “You’ll need to slow down a little, Tob. I swear I thought we were all dead when that patroller came around the corner. You could have run into them.”

“Could have is a long way from did, my friend. Besides, I thought you wanted me to get you there in a hurry.”

“In a hurry, but also with all limbs intact.”

“I’ll do my best. For now, I’ll leave you two boys to talk.”

Tob winked at Jonathan, and made an unfamiliar hand gesture at Ari, and left the room. Ari shook his head ruefully.

“How do you feel?”

“Sick. Tired. I don’t like getting knocked out every morning and waking up somewhere random. It makes me feel like I’ve been kidnapped.”

“Sorry. If you come up with a better solution, tell me.” Ari sounded brusque again.

“I will. Do you have any food? I haven’t eaten since breakfast.”

“Yes. Here.”

Jonathan had some rather stale bread, a handful of nuts, and a hot drink that Ari brought from downstairs.

“Is there somewhere where I could wash off?”

“Yes. There’s a wash basin in the other room, but the water is heated by magic.”

“Never mind then. I’m going to sleep.”

Silently, Ari left the room, locking the door behind him.

As soon as he left, Jonathan pulled off the blankets and got up. There were three mattresses in the room, all of them on the floor. He crept past them. There were three doors leading off the bedroom. Ignoring the one Ari had just exited by, Jonathan opened the next door. It was a closet. Inside was Ari’s pack. Jonathan smiled grimly.

Stealthily, he opened the pack. Inside, there were a number of tins and packets, each labeled neatly with words like “Jerky”, “Biscuits”, and “Dried Fruit”. Under the food were dull colored blankets and clothes, all folded crisply.

In various pockets, Jonathan found bandages, bottles of ointment, rolls of twine, several types of little round tablets, a number of efficient-looking tools, a small bag of coins, a wooden case that would not open, the Fire Box, and half a dozen sewing needles in various sizes.

Other than the locked box, Jonathan did not find anything that seemed to pertain to Tob and Ari’s strange conversation. He closed the pack, closed the closet door, and tried the next one. It opened onto a room with a large bronze tub inside it.  Jonathan closed that door as well.

He walked around the bedroom twice, but did not find anything of interest. He sat down on the mattress, defeated.

Jonathan rolled over and closed his eyes. He counted splotches on the wall. He tried to remember all of the geometric proofs he had learned the year before in math class. He recited the words of The Star Spangled Banner backwards in his head. He attempted to touch his nose with his tongue. When that proved impossible, he started pondering possible solutions to The Sussex Vampire.  With a pang of regret, he realized that he would never finish it. He rolled over again.

After a couple of hours, Ari and Tob returned. Tob was laughing at something Ari had just said. Her chuckles were louder than usual, amplified, Jonathan supposed, with alcohol. Ari held a finger to his lips, motioning to Jonathan. Jonathan narrowed his eyes until they were open only a crack. Blurrily, he could see the two figures in the doorway.

“Is he asleep?” whispered Tob.

“I think so. Keep it down anyways, just to be safe.”

Jonathan watched the taller figure open the closet and retrieve the pack. He tensed slightly. Suppose he had left a pack undone, or something was out of place…

Ari took out his cloth and started cleaning his daggers. Suddenly, he froze.

“Tob, have you been going through my pack?”

Jonathan stiffened.

“No. Why?”

“Someone has.”

He shut his eyes as Ari approached his mattress. He felt a strong hand gripping his shoulder, shaking him. With feigned grogginess, he opened his eyes and sat up.

“What? What is it?”

“Have you been looking in my pack? Answer me! This is important.”

For a moment, Jonathan considered lying outright, but thought better of it.

“Y-yes. It’s just that I was…hungry. And I didn’t want to leave the room, so I was just looking for some food…and…um.”

Wide-eyed, he stared at Ari. At first, Ari scrutinized him suspiciously, but after a moment, he gave an irritable jerk of his head and shrugged.

“Don’t do that, you stupid sonuvabitch. I thought someone had been in here sneaking around.”

“I’m sorry.”

He made his voice as meek and contrite as possible.

“Just don’t do it again. I’m sorry I woke you up. I had to check, though. Go back to sleep.”

“Oh, I’m not tired now. I think I’ll stay up a while.”

“Fine. Try to stay in the rooms. I’m going to go bathe.”

“Need any help with that?” Tob asked.

Her face had an expression of angelic innocence. Ari glared at her. He picked up his pack, and stalked across the room. Tob winked cheerfully as he passed her. With a loud slam, the bathroom door closed. After a moment, the noise of running water could be heard.

Uncomfortable at being left alone with Tob, Jonathan tried to think of some way to occupy himself. There were not many options.

“Game of Four Armies?”

Jonathan started a little.

“Um…no thank you.”

“That’s just as well. You need four players, and I haven’t got a board.”

“Oh.”

“Want to play cards, then?”

“What game?”

“Anything. Capture the Fortress, Skulls and Bells in the Green, Triple Goddess.”

“I don’t know any of those games.”

“I’ll teach you.”

Reluctantly, Jonathan got up and sat by Tob on the floor. She got out a deck of playing cards.

“Let’s start with Skulls and Bells. It’s the easiest.”

Curiously, Jonathan examined the cards. They looked more like a tarot deck than a set of playing cards. They were illustrated on one side with little pictures of what looked like gods, goddesses, monsters, various symbolic figures, a skeleton or two, and a number of animals. On the other side, each card was printed with black diamond patterns.

“Right, so you draw seven cards each round. You try to get a pantheon, full court, battalion, half court, trinity, or duality. Any lone cards get added to your score.”

Tob began expertly shuffling the deck. The cards blurred beneath her fingers. Jonathan watched them, mesmerized. This close, he could distinctly smell alcohol on her breath. He watched her carefully for signs of intoxication, but her hands were steady as she dealt the cards.

“What were those things you’re looking for, sorry?”

“A pantheon is all seven part of a set. Full court is six upper cards. Half court is three. Battalion is four or five of a set, in order. Trinity is three in a progression, and duality is opposites. Anyways, you can pick up cards from the deck or the top of the Graveyard each round. You can’t have more than seven cards. First person to have no lone cards turns their cards over, and the round ends. If you get a pair of Green Men, you have to discard your entire hand. Reapers and Grey Ladies are wild. Bells don’t count for any points if you have them left over. ”

Jonathan had to ask a lot of questions before he understood the rules. It was, indeed, not very difficult, and actually quite fun once he got the hang of it. Tob did impersonations of the little characters on the cards, explaining who they were when they turned up in the game.

He and Tob chatted and laughed through the rounds. Jonathan began to relax. He gained confidence.  In the last round, he was ahead by fourteen points. He glanced at his cards and smiled. There was a half court: the smith, the phoenix, and the girl in fire. He had an additional Grandmother Spider, hanged man, and Great Whale.

Tob laid her cards down with a snap.

“Pantheon.”

“What? You haven’t even drawn any cards!”

“Lucky deal, I suppose.”

“No way. Let me see.”

She passed him the cards. There they were: the Lady of Earth, the Green Man, the Great Tree, a green dragon, a golem, a Reaper, and a Grey Lady. His eyes widened. Tob smirked.

“And that means I’ve one by one po-”

“OH GODSDAMNIT!”

They leapt up, card game forgotten. Jonathan, who was closest to the bathroom flung the door open.

“Ari, are you o-”

The first thing Jonathan noticed was blood. Ari’s hand was stained red. A knife was lying, as though dropped, on the floor. The second thing Jonathan noticed was that Ari dressed only to the waist. And the third thing…

Ari dove for a towel, but it was too late.

“Y-you’re-”

“Shut it!”

“But you-

“Didn’t I tell you to shut your mouth?”

“But-”

Tob elbowed her way into the room.

“Ari, are you…oh.”

“Everyone get out. I’ll be out in a minute.” Ari snarled, clutching the towel more tightly.

Jonathan retreated. His face was burning.  He stared appealingly at Tob.

“I didn’t know- I didn’t mean to…”

“I know. I know.”

“But why did-”

The door snapped open. Ari, hair still wet from the bath, was standing there, fully clothed, and glowering. The injured hand was no longer bleeding. There was a hideous moment of tense silence before Jonathan found the courage to speak.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Does it matter that much to you?”

“Well it is kind of an important thing to tell someone.”

Why?”

There was venom in Ari’s tone. Jonathan opened his mouth and then closed it. When a reply was not forthcoming, Ari sighed and ran a hand through her wet hair.

“I’m the same me,” she said, “I’ve just got a few different…parts.”

She smiled a little as Jonathan blushed.

“It’s not just that! Don’t you trust me?” he muttered.

“Should I? You’re this just some traveler I met a few days ago. We don’t even come from the same world.”

“I’ve had no choice but to trust you, and you don’t even have the courtesy to tell me that you’re…not a boy!”

“That’s enough. I don’t have to explain myself to-”

“Comrades,” Tob cut in, “there is something you might want to pause your charming little argument for.”

“What?” Ari and Jonathan asked together.

“That.”

Their eyes followed Tob’s pointing finger. The door was shaking, and muffled crashes sounded from the hall beyond.

“What is it?” Jonathan breathed.

“Guards, probably. Ari, that man at the bar, the one who was asking questions. He must have driven back up the road to Kerik, and-”

“Never mind that! We need to get out!”

“Window again?”

Ari sprinted across the room and opened the shutters a crack.

“No good. They’ve got it covered. How many do you reckon are in the hall?”

“Don’t know. But the passage is pretty narrow. We could probably take them.”

The door trembled in its frame. Ari slung on his-her, Jonathan reminded himself-pack. She drew her knives, and passed one to Jonathan.

“I don’t know how to use this.”

“It’s easy. You hold the blunt end, and stick the pointed end at the angry bastards in the grey uniforms.”

“But-”

“Understood? Excellent.”

“Hold on, I-”

“Tob will open the door in a few seconds. Some guards will come hurtling in. Tob will deal with them. Follow me down the hall, and above all do not get lost.”

“Okay, but-”

Tob opened the door.

“Wait!”

A man fell headlong into the room. He had obviously not expected the door to jerk open just as he was ramming into it with his shoulder. Tob leapt at him before he could rise. Jonathan did not see what happened next because Ari was tugging him out into the corridor. The hall was filled with people in grey uniforms.

At first glance, there seemed to be dozens, but a quick headcount showed that there were only seven. Three where blocking the hall on each side. One was doubled over in the middle of the floor, clutching at a puncture wound in his stomach. Ari kicked him out of the way, not bothering to wipe her blade.

There was a shocked and awkward silence. Then, as one, the rest of the uniformed men surged forward. Jonathan winced in preparation for sudden pain, or death by dismemberment.

Neither came.

Instead, the wall behind him exploded. He was flung forward and peppered with chunks of plaster.  The noise was incredible. There was something underlying it too, a sort of penetrating buzz: magic.

Then, there was a blessed pause.  Around him, he could hear coughing and little groans of pain. He blinked. Gingerly, he glanced up. Thick, white dust obscured everything more than a few feet away.

His moment of repose was rudely interrupted when someone hauled him to his feet. He cried out, protectively cradling his throbbing head. He was being dragged down the hall, past the prostrate guards, down the stairs, and into a milling mob of people.

Head still ringing, he flinched at the noise and light.

“Can you walk?” Tob hissed in his ear.

“I…I…what did you do?”

“I’ll take that as a ‘yes’.  Follow me.”

“Hold on! Where’s Ari? Where are we going?”

“I’m here, and right now we’re going away from this inn.”

Startled, he jerked around. Ari was, indeed there, covered in dust, and bleeding from a cut on her face. Her hair was still damp. Powdered plaster clung to it, making her look decades older.  Jonathan stood there blinking until Tob started tugging him forward again. He realized that he still had Ari’s knife squeezed in one hand, and dropped it compulsively. The world was a blur of confused voices, and frightened faces.

“Did you hear that? Never been so scared in my life! I thought-”

“Whole hall way full of guards-”

“Have you got any idea what just-”

“-wall completely blown out!”

“They say it’s an attack from Grek!”

“They say it’s those rebels again!”

“They say it’s-”

Unnoticed in the confusion, Jonathan, Tob, and Ari slipped out the back door and into the night. They narrowly avoided a group of guards by diving into an unnecessarily thorny bush. The guards rushed past, shouting and gesticulating. They were headed toward the inn as people poured out of it. Jonathan heard screams. He smelled something burning. The inn’s upper windows flickered with orange light; soon flames were licking at the roof.

“What did you do?” he asked again.

“Only thing I could think of.”

“I said we could take them.” Ari grumbled, dabbing at her temple.

“No need to take that tone, love.”

“’We can take them’ doesn’t mean to blow up the whole damn building.”

“I didn’t blow up the whole building! Just a wall.”

“It started a fire!”

“Not our problem. With any luck, it will serve as enough of a distraction to let us get away clean.”

“Where did you leave the speeder?”

“I’ll show you. Jonathan, come on- Jonathan? Are you still with us?”

“What? Oh…yeah. Yeah, let’s go.”

He shook himself. This was no time to fall apart. Clumsily, he hurried after Tob. The speeder was stashed just out of sight of the inn.

“We don’t have time to put you out and hide you in the hold. You’re going to have to hang on very securely and try not to vomit.”

Tob strapped on a pair of goggles, and leapt onto the speeder, followed by Jonathan and Ari. As the contraption rose and accelerated, Jonathan saw red spots.  The sensation was comparable to nothing he had felt before. He felt as though his bones were full of fire. Lightheaded, he teetered.

“Stay awake!” Ari hissed in his ear.

Tob was fidgeting with some dials. All of a sudden, the speeder shot forward. Jonathan winced as a tree rushed toward them, but they swerved at the last moment. The forest rushed by on all sides. Ari was yelling something, but he couldn’t hear it.

“TELL-TOB-TO-SLOW-DOWN!”

Still dizzy, he leaned forward and relayed the message to Tob.

“SHE SAYS WE NEED TO GO FAST. THERE ARE GUARDS FOLLOWING US.” he called back to Ari.

“SHE’S BEEN DRINKING. WE NEED TO SLOW DOWN.”

Tob merely swore at him when he told her. He shrugged at Ari and focused on clinging onto the back of Tob’s jacket. He shut his eyes tightly.

Cold air numbed his face. After an immeasurable length of time, Ari tapped him urgently on the shoulder. He glanced back and understood the problem at once. There were lights behind them in between the trees. Faintly over the rush of air, he heard shouts.

“KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN!” Ari yelled in his ear. “TELL TOB.”

“THEY’RE CATCHING UP! ARI SAYS TO KEEP LOW.”

Tob said something indistinct.

“WHAT?”

“I SAID, HOLD ON TIGHTLY!”

Something roared over their heads. It left purple afterimages hanging in the air. All of them crouched a little lower in their seats. Tob jerked the handle bars, and they turned so sharply that for a moment, Jonathan was leaning out over empty space.

“THEY’RE SHOOTING AT US,” Tob informed them rather unnecessarily.

Jonathan glanced back. The other speeders were only yards behind. They were grey, and marked with an official-looking crest: a golden bird rising from red flames. They were slightly larger, and much sleeker than Tob’s tank-like vehicle. Four uniformed guards sat on each.

They made another sharp turn. This one felt somehow less controlled than the last. Jonathan’s vision flickered. Ari shook him, and he straightened a little, only to feel something hot miss his head by inches.  He hunched down again..

“TOB!”

Ari yelled so loudly that Jonathan started. One of the grey speeders had pulled up alongside them. The guard sitting behind the driver was holding a very serious-looking weapon of some sort. More than anything, it reminded Jonathan of a flamethrower.

“STOP YOUR VEHICLE IMMEDIATEL-”

Tob once again yanked on the steering wheel. They slammed into the grey speeder very hard. The impact jarred Jonathan so badly that his vision distorted for a few moments. When his head cleared, they were off again, trailed closely by three speeders. The one they had just rammed was lagging slightly.

The two undamaged vehicles were attempting to flank them. Nimbly, Tob guided their speeder between two large trees. Just as they were almost through, she braked. The two closest pursuers rocketed past. However, the driver of the slightly slower, crippled craft noticed the ploy. The guard with the projectile weapon was taking careful aim.

They lurched forward with a shocking burst of speed. Jonathan almost toppled off the vehicle, but saved himself by catching hold of Tob’s shoulder. He jolted her arm slightly, and the speeder yawed right.

At that moment, a burst of bright blue light scythed through the air an inch away from Tob’s left elbow.

“THANKS!”

Swiftly, they streaked away into the trees. In the distance, the whine of the pursuing speeders sounded faintly. Tob breaked their craft and twisted around to look at Jonathan and Ari.

For a long moment, they hovered there, panting faintly.

“Well. That was fun.”

“Let’s not do it again.”

“Agreed.”

The night was silent. Jonathan could no longer hear the hum of pursuit. He slid off the speeder onto the ground, and pressed his face to the cool earth. He heard a faint click, and behind him, the speeder settled to the ground. There were no words to describe the relief he felt.

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Shieldwolf Chapter 2: Thunder and That Which Follows by Hades

January 27, 2012

Chapter Two: Thunder and That Which Follows

     Jonathan was not nearly as astounded as he should have been, but the word still made him stop. Unmistakably, it had just come from the wolf’s mouth. It hadn’t actually growled, but spoken.

“Hello, Jonathan.” There was a pause.

He looked at the wolf. The wolf looked at him. Its head was tilted expectantly to one side.

After a few seconds, it prompted “this is the part where you say ‘hello’ back.”

There was a sexless, ageless, inhuman quality to its voice that Jonathan couldn’t place.

“Wolves don’t talk,” he said stupidly.

“Of course they don’t. They don’t have the right vocal cords or mouth shape. But you shouldn’t take my word for-oh no you don’t!”

The wolf bounded after him as he darted toward the street. Its paws hit him hard in the middle of the back. He toppled. It stood on top of him, its weight crushing the air from his lungs.

“Now we can have an intelligent conversation without you running off.” The wolf’s voice was close to his ear. It was quiet, calm, and pleasant, but this scared him more than anything else could have. Panic was twisting uncomfortably in the pit of his stomach. His heart pounded. There was icy breathe on his face.

“Now, let’s skip the tiresome business of ‘oh goodness a talking wolf? How can this be? I must be dreaming! I must be hallucinating. La dee da dee da.’ This is real. A talking wolf is standing on your back. And it’s going to eat you once it finishes this increasingly one sided conversation.”

“Wait, why?” he managed. The wolf’s bulk was making it difficult to draw breath. “Why do you want to eat me?”

It seemed amused. “I’m hungry, of course. And you are an interesting edible food creature. An interesting mind. I will be very happy to gobble it right up after I’m done with the rest of you.”

Suddenly, the weight vanished. Jonathan sprang up, fists clenched, prepared to strike and flee. The wolf was crouched a little way away. Its tail was waging playfully.

“Run!” It said happily.

He dropped his backpack and ran.

Soon, he was gasping for breath: short, ragged inhales, and heavy, panting exhales. A howl sounded close behind. It was hopeless. Impossible. Jonathan knew it. Nevertheless, he sprinted on.

He wondered if he could somehow get far enough ahead to ambush the beast. He considered this. He could hide in the trees, and when it came around the corner, he could hit it with a branch; injure it enough to get away. Would it work? Could it work?

Jonathan was still not entirely convinced that he was not drugged, dreaming, or hallucinating.

He cast a glance behind him. There was no sign of the wolf. He sprinted on for another few minutes before checking again. Still nothing. Tentatively, he slowed to a jog, then a walk. He was completely alone. There was a momentary flicker, almost as though the world had blinked.

Turning slowly in a circle, Jonathan stared up at the surrounding trees. There was something odd about them that he could not quite place…

A sudden panic rose within him. He was lost. He was lost in the Woods with a talking, potentially imaginary wolf that wanted to eat him. Desperately, he stared around for some sort of landmark. There was none.  Even the familiar path, with its itchy, shredded red bark was gone.

He started walking in what he guessed was the direction of his house. After what seemed like an hour, he stopped. He could not have run this far. Pausing, Jonathan reflected that he could have accidentally turned himself around during his mad dash through the Woods. Cautiously, he took a few steps in the other direction.

After an impossibly long time, he gave up. He had no idea if his search for a landmark had brought him closer to or farther away from his home. He was hot. He took off his jacket, put it on a tree stump, and sat down. Not knowing what else to do, he waited.

More time trudged by. He found a heavy branch and propped it up against the stump. Still no sign of the wolf. He was beginning to wonder if he should build some sort of shelter, but it seemed like too much effort. He felt slightly stupid for even thinking of it, as though he were some rugged hero in a survival story. It was still mostly light. He sat there in the silence, one hand resting on his make-shift club, and other clenched on nothing. He got up and paced. He sat back down.

“Growl, growl, woof, woof. Have you missed me?”

Heart racing, he sprang up, turned, and swung the branch hard. Jonathan gasped as he overbalanced, stumbled against the trunk, and fell. The wolf sprang on him, taking the back of his shirt in its jaws. Cold breath on his neck.

“Ahm oing oo ea oo ow,” the wolf mumbled around its mouthful of cloth.

The words were unintelligible, but Jonathan thought he understood the jist of the phrase. He struggled harder, even as icy drool dripped down his back.

“Stop!”

The jaws opened. Jonathan fell, grazing his palms. The animal was still close; its bristling tail almost brushing his face. Very slowly and quietly, he got to his feet. The wolf didn’t seem to notice. It was staring at two people standing in the path across from them.

Jonathan glanced at them, looked away, and then did a double take. He had never seen people so…odd. At first, they seemed to be slim, angelic boys. Then, Jonathan thought they were androgynous, prepubescent girls. He could not tell for sure either way.

One had a shock of jet black hair; the other a mop the color of a dandelion clock. The first had truly white eyes without irises or pupil. The second’s were uniformly dark. Both had skin of a medium grey that fell precisely halfway between black and white. Each wore a knee-length grey tunic belted at the waist over grey leggings.

Their clothing seemed too scant for winter. Admittedly, there was a warm lightness to the air that puzzled him, but he did not pay it much attention. Very stealthily, he began creeping backwards, away from the wolf.

“What do you want, master of duality?” it sneered. “I was just playing with my food, so if you don’t mind…?”

“We do.” The dark haired one stepped forward. “He does not belong to you, Wolf. He belongs to us, as all things do.”

He hardly heard their words, so total was his focus on the placement of his feet.

“You have no right to make that claim! He’s mine! I found him, I caught him, and I’m bloody hungry, so back off!”

The wolf glanced back at him. He froze with one foot half raised.

“For what it’s worth, I agree with those guys. You should definitely not eat me.” He said, surprising himself slightly with the words.

“No one asked you, edible human.”

It turned back toward the odd people. Jonathan slunk back another few inches.

“Listen to us, wolf.” the white haired one said. “You have entered our domain. The human is subject to our will. And our will is that you will release him immediately into our care. There will be no argument.”

The wolf tensed as if in preparation to spring. Jonathan almost cried out a warning. However, after a few taught seconds, it flattened its ear to its skull, tucked its tail between its legs and trotted off the path.  He only released his pent up breathe after its bushy tail vanished behind a tree trunk.

“Are you injured, Jonathan?”

“How-?”

“Rest for a moment only, then we must carry on.”

“What-?”

“All will be explained in time.”

“But who are you? What are you? What the hell is going on? What was the wolf? Am I hallucinating? This is all completely effing insane!”

The words came rushing out in a jumbled, tangles stream of questions and accusations. Jonathan was angry, Jonathan was scared, and above all, Jonathan was utterly confused.

“Silence.”

Disobeying the quiet command was physically impossible. Try as he might, he could not voice the objection on his lips. Tree branches trembled in the wind. It struck him suddenly that this forest was composed of tall, silver-barked, deciduous trees; leafless, but untouched by snow.  The landscape was arid.

“Come.”

Again, he obeyed, his feet propelling him relentlessly forward even as his mind rebelled. The two strangers led him through the thin underbrush. They walked in silence as the forest darkened. Jonathan realized that he had forgotten his winter jacket on the stump after being saved from the wolf’s jaws. He did not mention it.

He followed the little grey figures through the trees, his uneasiness growing. After a long time, or perhaps very little time at all, he saw a red glow faintly illuminating the trees ahead. They were walking toward it, Jonathan and the two strangers. The light brightened. Jonathan slipped between a pair of slim trees and emerged in a clearing.

The clearing was illuminated by a dull red light, and was much warmer than the rest of the forest. A figure sat at the center of it, warming its hands over a small, luminous cube. Its head jerked up as Jonathan and his companions approached. The man, or rather boy, leapt to his feet, drawing two long knives from his belt. Jonathan yelled, and jumping back about a foot. He stumbled and nearly fell.

“Oh,” the boy said shortly, “it’s you. Again.”

His voice was very sharp, higher than Jonathan expected, and strangely accented. Something Eastern European, Jonathan supposed. He was glaring with intense loathing, at the strangers, completely ignoring Jonathan.

Sheathing the knives, he strode toward them with a loose, feline gait. He was taller than Jonathan, and probably a few year older too; maybe seventeen or eighteen.  Jonathan flinched a little as he approached, not sure what to expect. The strangers had hardly twitched throughout the encounter.

The boy flicked a few strands of coarse auburn hair out of his face. His hair was long, slightly dirty, and drawn back into a ponytail. His bangs were uneven, falling into his eyes in some places, cut close to his scalp in others. It looked as though the boy had cut them himself, without a mirror, using a blunt sword.

He wore trousers, battered knee-high boots, and the same sort of sleeveless, mid-thigh length tunic as the strangers. His arms were sinewy, his skin a deep bronze hue. As he drew closer, Jonathan noticed many abrasions on his arms: faint, whitish scars, older, scabby wounds, and one ugly cut that looks almost fresh.

Ignoring Jonathan, the boy glared at the strangers with obvious hostility. They remained expressionless. Jonathan cleared his throat awkwardly. Tension was palpable in the chilly, evening air.

“Well?” the boy said abruptly. “What are you doing here? I don’t really care how you found me, but I’d like to know what you want so that you can leave.”

“Um, I don’t mean to be rude, but I don’t really-”

Jonathan trailed off as the boy drew a dagger and started cleaning his fingernails with the tip. He looked pointedly at the strangers

“Your implied threats mean little to us.” The dark haired one’s voice was even colder than usual. “Put the toy away.”

Defiantly, he tossed the knife in the air and caught it by its blade without looking at it.

“You are going to do a service for us, Ari,” the other commanded, “You will take this boy, here. He is a traveler lost, and in need of protection. You cannot object. We are owed a debt, and you must pay.”

“Does he want to join?”

“It does not matter.”

Although the boy, Ari still looked mutinous, he nodded curtly. He sheathed the dagger with ill grace.

“Hold on a minute. You guys are just leaving me here with this random person who just threatened us with a knife? Excuse me for not having complete confidence in this plan.” Jonathan’s voice cracked slightly as he said this.

“Ari will take good care of you, won’t you Ari?’

Ari shrugged. Jonathan was not convinced. Before he could object, the strangers strode away into the forest, leaving him alone with Ari.

Avoiding Jonathan’s gaze, he sat cross-legged in front of the illuminated cube. At this proximity, Jonathan could tell that it was giving off the light and heat in the clearing. Nervously, he sat a little ways away. As he drew close, he became aware of a sort of humming vibration. It was faint but perpetual and a little annoying. He shook his head. The buzzing did not stop.

“So…what is that cube thing?” he ventured.

“Fire Box.”

“Oh. I see.” he lied. “So, um…Ari. I’m Jonathan. Hi. I mean, hello. Listen, could you please-“

“No, I could not please. This is how this is going to work, Jonthen. Tomorrow morning, we are going our different ways. I will give you some supplies, enough for a few days. There is a town not far to the east. I do not have time to take care of you.”

“What town? The Woods are in the middle of my neighborhood, except all of a sudden, there’s this wolf chasing me around, and talking, and the snow’s gone, and I am hallucinating or dreaming, so why do I even care what you do? You know what, fine. Go ahead and leave me here. And it’s Jonathan. Not ‘Jonthen’.”

“Oh. That kind of traveler.” Ari started chewing the ragged end of a fingernail thoughtfully. “I suppose you’ve jumped.”

“What?”

Jonathan felt as though his brain was running at half its normal speed. He recognized the words, but when Ari strung them together, they were confusing and meaningless.

“Alright, you know what an Edge is, right?”

“Um…”

“How about fey?”

Jonathan shook his head.

Ari sighed, and pulled off a strip of fingernail with his teeth.

“This might be difficult to explain, then. Where should I start…let’s see… you live somewhere. You presumably live on a planet, in a solar system, in a galaxy, in a universe, right?”

“Yeah.”

“But there are a bunch of other universes. Got it?”

“So far.”

“These other universes aren’t exactly outside yours. They’re all sort of stacked, and overlapping. I guess, it’s more like the same universe repeated over and over, but changed a little each time. So one universe might be exactly the same as yours, except…I don’t know…people have eyes in the middle of their foreheads. It could even be something smaller. The most obvious example is of someone flipping a coin. It comes down face up in your world, but face down in another.

“So there are all these universes, an infinite number of universes, just existing. And they usually don’t bother with one another. And that’s where Edges come in. In some places, the separation between universes gets thin, and things can slip between them.

“This usually happens when something alive gets close to an Edge and is drawn through. Most of the time, they die crossing, or end up somewhere inhospitable. They could jump to somewhere with too much gravity, or not enough air, or something.

“So you were probably wandering around, being an idiot, really close to an Edge. And some sort of fey or Edge feeder, senses you, and comes along for a snack. You were lucky, because it looks like This One and That One found you and helped you jump to somewhere safe.”

Jonathan opened his mouth, but found he did not have anything to say.

“There are some things that can move easily between worlds; fey like This One and That One. They’re that dual creature that picked you up. Then there are things that live close to the Edges, and waited for prey there.”

“Like the…the wolf?” Jonathan said numbly.

“Wolf? What wolf?”

“It chased me. It talked.”

The wolf.” Ari repeated as if there was some profound meaning to the statement.

After a few moments, he ran his fingers through his long, rust colored hair.

“This complicates things. But who knows? You might be useful. If you want, you can come with me to True Home. It will most likely take a few days to get there, and I have an old friend I need to meet along the way.”

“Is there a way I could go…back instead?”

Ari looked directly at him for the first time. His eyes were a funny, silvery shade of grey. They were sharp, but a little pitying.

“No.”

“I guess I don’t have much choice then, do I?”

“You could strike out on your own, I suppose.”

“I guess I’ll come with you, if you don’t mind too much. I’m tired, now.”

“I’ve got blankets. Here.”

From a large, canvas pack, Ari produced two squares of material, each about the size of an envelope. He began unfolding them. When he was finished, he handed Jonathan two full-sized blankets. He took them without thanks, and did not ask about the strange fabric that was simultaneously thin, light, warm, and sturdy. He wrapped himself snugly in the blankets and closed his eyes.

Facing away from Ari, hugging his knees, Jonathan bit his lip to stop himself from crying. Despite his best efforts, he felt a few rebellious tears trickle across his face. He bit his lip harder. He tried to breathe deeply through his nose.

Jonathan did not dream that night. He lay awake listening to the forest until he sank into a dark state of oblivion.

“Up! Jonth- Jon-a-than, get up! We need to get moving!”

“Go away, Ben. I’m sick.”

“What?”

“I said…oh.”

Jonathan stared blearily into Ari’s sharp face. Ari was shaking him roughly. His eyebrows were drawn into a harsh “v”. It was still dark. Up close, Ari looked younger than he had the night before. Jonathan could tell he hadn’t started shaving yet.

“Are you coming or not?”

“What? Oh, yeah. Sorry.”

Weakly, Jonathan dragged himself out of the warm cocoon of blankets. Ari brushed the sparkling layer of frost off of them, and folded them methodically until they were once again crisply envelope-sized. He put them back in his pack, and rummaged for a second before passing Jonathan a small cloth bag.

Jonathan opened the bag. There were several things that resembled energy bars inside, wrapped in brown paper. He took a bite of one. It tasted distinctly nutty. He could not decide whether he liked it or not. He ate two of them.

By the time they left, Ari had erased every trace of the campsite.

“Why are you doing that?” Jonathan asked as Ari meticulously arranged leaves and branches on the ground to hide the imprint where Jonathan had been sleeping.

“To make sure nobody knows we were here.”

“Is that important?”

“Yes. If they find us, they’ll kill us.”

Jonathan was about to ask who they were, and why they were going to kill Ari if they found him, but decided not to. He was not sure if he wanted to know the answer.

Ari must have noticed Jonathan’s discomfort, because he added, “I’ll explain later. We need to go now.”

The forest was illuminated with a misty, grey light. Jonathan supposed that the sun was rising. He wished he could have slept a few more hours. More than that, he wished he were home, and not trekking through a strange forest with Ari, but he could not allow himself dwell on that. He listened to crows cawing in the naked branches of the trees.

They were walking west, with their backs to the rising sun. Their shadows stretched before them, pale, and thin, and elongated. Frost on the ground glittered, making the day morning seem brighter. Jonathan was cold. Ari was wearing a light, high collared jacket, but he looked perfectly comfortable. Jonathan did not say anything.

Although they walked swiftly and without many pauses, the going was fairly easy. The forest they traversed was open and largely free of underbrush. The land was flat. Jonathan tried to imitate Ari’s loose, effortless stride. He found that he could propel himself mostly by momentum if he let his feet do most of the work. It was a curious sensation. He felt almost out of control of his limbs.

They stopped twice that day. To eat a midday meal, they sat on a fallen tree. Jonathan twisted to scratch his back where the crumbly bark was making his skin itch. He jumped as a centipede scurried over his hand. Quickly, he stood up and had another bar, and a crisp, green fruit that tasted a little like a melon, and a little like a pear. Ari remained seated and had half of a bar, which he ate with very little enthusiasm.

Later, they paused for no apparent reason when Ari raised a hand. The forest was very quiet. Jonathan wondered if the mysterious ‘they’ had caught up and were going to kill them. After a few minutes of looking and listening, Ari motioned them onward.

When they stopped, Jonathan was very cold, and very tired indeed. His back hurt. His legs hurt. His feet were numb, but he was certain he would soon be feeling blisters. He wished he had his hiking boots.

They camped in a tiny clearing surrounded by brambles. Ari set up a small, canvas tent. He glanced at the sky.

“It’s going to rain tonight.”

Jonathan looked upward too. There were heavy clouds pressing against the tree tops. The light streaming down was weak and grey.

“Okay.”

“Are you alright? You look dazed.”

“I’m fine.”

“Good.”

Ari sat down beside the tent. Jonathan sat down too.

“So,” Ari said, “what’s home like, for you?”

“Um…”

“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it,” he said hastily, “it’s just that travelers are rare. They had one at court, but it didn’t speak Varrim. I don’t think it even had a mouth.”

“I don’t speak ‘Varrim’. I speak English.”

“Whatever. English for you, Varrim for me. Our worlds must be similar. Sorry.”

“No, it’s alright. I don’t know. I guess it was just home. I have…had a family. You know, parents, two sisters, a brother, three cats. My mom and dad work-worked for some boring company. They worked a lot, doing something that didn’t really matter to the world. They were depressing. They had no idea what was going on in my life, or in the larger world around them. My older sister Becky knew that too. She tried to tell them, but nobody listened to her except for me. Then there was my other sister, Celia. She was just a kid. Kind of stupid, and petty, but sometimes kind of sweet. My brother Ben was a year and a half older than me. We didn’t get on. I was jealous of him.”

“That sounds…unpleasant.”

“Yeah, I don’t know. It was just life. It was mundane. It was lonely a lot of the time. I guess it was just a lot of ordinary middle class problems. They add up and make it all seem so big and insurmountable.”

“You are the next to youngest in your family?”

“Yes.”

“I’m the eldest. I have two sisters.”

Jonathan was interested. This was the first time his companion had volunteered any sort of personal information.

“Oh. Are you close?”

“No. We do not see each other often.”

“Why not?”

“I ran off. I haven’t seen them for over a year now.”

“Oh. I’m sorry.”

“I’m not. Tell me more about yourself.”

Reluctantly, he accepted the change of subject.

“Okay.”

Jonathan gathered his thoughts for a moment. It was kind of nice to tell his story to someone who was entirely removed from his life.

“I go to a public high school. I’m in tenth grade. I don’t have a lot of friends. It’s usually just me and Alex and Lucy. Alex is a year ahead of me and Lucy. We were in orchestra together. He plays the viola, and I play violin. We always argue, sorry, argued about which instrument is better.”

“What are they? A ‘violin’ and a ‘viola’, I mean.”

“They’re stringed instruments. The viola is lower, and doesn’t sound as good. Anyways, we met a couple years ago. But Lucy and I were in elementary school together. We’ve been best friends since we were like eleven. We went to different middle schools, but now we go to the same school. We have lots of classes together.”

“Are you…romantically involved?”

“No. Everyone asks that. I had a major crush on her when I was in seventh grade, but then she came out.”

“Came out?”

“You know, of the closet.”

“What closet?”

“That means she’s a lesbian. She likes girls. She dated this girl called Sonja for almost two years, but they split up the day I, um, left.”

“So that is allowed in your world?”

“What, being gay? Uh some people think it’s immoral, but to hell with them. Why? Isn’t it okay here?”

“There are laws against…homosexual conduct. The fines can be quite high. Under the royals, if people were covert, it was generally ignored. The Auttans, however, are not so lenient.”

“I’m sorry. Are you gay?”

Ari inhaled sharply.

“You don’t have to answer that,” Jonathan added.

Just as he had decided that Ari was not going to respond, he said, very carefully, “I am not attracted to men.”

“Are you a homophobe?”

“No. I knew a number of…’lesbians’ during my military training. My shieldsister Germa was homosexual.”

“Yeah. I never told my parents about Lucy and Sonja. Dad always assumed she was dating a guy, and I never bothered to correct him. My parents are pretty Christian. Um, that’s a religion. I guess I’m Christian too. I don’t know though. I guess it doesn’t matter now. This whole interdimensional thing kind of changes one’s perspective on morality and theology and so on.”

“I am sorry. The experience must be beyond shocking. I would like to…apologize for my behavior earlier. I don’t much like This One and That One, you see. I don’t like fey much at all.”

“Oh. Is it that whole ‘owing them a favor’ thing?”

“It is a contributing factor. They convinced they fey Ramorrim to help lead our army as the Tactical.”

“Army?”

“Yes. I’m part of the rebellion against the Auttans. They took over our country, Rimvolf about three years ago. We’re part of their empire now. Kor province.”

A heavy water droplet splashed against Jonathan’s head. It started to drizzle. Ari extracted a bag made of heavy, light brown cloth. He set it out on the ground, and he and Jonathan crawled inside the tent. Ari took out the Fire Box and set it down in between them. It glowed dimly, illuminating the fabric walls, and giving everything a bloody tinge. Ari brought out some more bland, but filling food.

Jonathan took a small bite of a round, crumbly piece of flatbread.  He realized that the same odd buzzing that he had noticed the night before had started up again.

Ari reached over and drew the tent’s flap shut.

“We are fighting the Auttans as best we can with a bit of help from some of the surrounding countries. They’re afraid that they’ll be conquered next. Rimvolf used to be a convenient barrier against the Auttan Empire. I suppose we were just an annoyance, a small label on a map that was hindering their expansion. Our neighbors don’t want to openly oppose such a powerful empire, of course.  It’s been bloody difficult, especially since we split. Some of the rebels wanted to restore the monarchy, and go back to how things were, but the way I see it, there isn’t much difference between the royals and the Auttans. Either way, they’re in charge whether we like it or not. But a bunch of people, mostly the nobles want the crown back on the Hellick’s head, so to speak.”

Jonathan turned the piece of flatbread over in his hands.

“So I’m walking into a war zone with a rebel fighter?”

“I’m not taking you into a war zone. We’re going back to True Home. That’s where our main base is located. Then, the Trinity will figure out what to do with you.”

“Who are they? What will they do to me?”

“Don’t worry. You aren’t an Auttan, a Royalist, or a traitor. They won’t punish you.”

“But I don’t want to be a rebel. I don’t fight. I’m a pacifist.”

“A what?”

“A pacifist. I believe everything can be solved peacefully. You know, through civil disobedience and stuff.”

Ari looked puzzled.

“’Pacifist’ or not, I assume that you would prefer to accompany me back to camp than end up wandering the countryside by yourself. If you were lucky, you might end up as some sort of novelty in the Auttan court.”

“Well, what’s going to happen to me once you take me back to your base?”

“Like I said, the Trinity will decide. I do not know what will ultimately happen to you. Presumably, it will be in the best interest of rebellion.”

“But not in my best interest,” Jonathan muttered.

What was that?”

“Nothing.”

They ate. Ari started cleaning his knives with a cloth. The blades looked red in the bloody light.

“Does everyone here fight with knives and swords and stuff?”

Ari shrugged, still focused on his work.

“Only if they’re spelled. Regular ones are easy enough to protect against. We’ve also got some projectile things, but I like blades better. They soak up the spellwork more easily.”

“Spellwork? Like magic?”

“Yeah.”

“We don’t have that at home.”

“Then how do you protect yourself?”

“Um…there are laws, and policemen, and things. Some people have guns, but I think that just contributes to the problem, so I guess it’s mostly the government’s job. And we can fight physically if we need to.”

Ari snorted, but did not say anything.

“What, have you got a better solution?”

“Yes. Magic.”

“Well, unfortunately for us, we haven’t got magic. So we just make do with what we have.”

“You’re world doesn’t sound very well designed.”

“It’s not designed! It’s scientific.  It just sort of happened. And it works just fine. We can get by without magic.”

“Fair enough.”

“It’s just different.”

“Yes. It sounds as though it is. And that reminds me, you should probably change clothes before we get to Wall. You’re dressed incorrectly. We’re going to have to go into a city to meet my friend, and people will be excessively curious. I’ll lend you some clothes.”

Jonathan shrugged.

“They might be a bit big.”

Jonathan shrugged again.

“Are you alright?”

“Yeah. Fine.”

“That’s good.”

“Yeah.”

Conversation petered out. Jonathan noticed that the sound rain drumming against the sides of the tent had stopped too. He scooted a bit closer to the Fire Box. Ari put away his knives, and the cloth.

“C’mon.” he said quietly. “I won’t let anything happen to you. It’s not your fault that you’re here. I’ll try to make sure you don’t get swept up in our cause. Fighting isn’t for everyone. If it was, we’d have overthrown the bastards already.”

“Yeah. Thanks.”

“Seriously, though, is everything-”

“Everything is fine, thanks, Ari.”

It was beginning to get stuffy inside the tent. Ari put the Fire Box away. Closing his eyes against the intense darkness, Jonathan curled up and pretended to sleep. He breathed deeply to fool Ari, and he ended up fooling himself as well, because before he knew it, it was morning.

“Where are we going anyways?” he yawned as Ari packed up the tent. He did a slight double take when he noticed that Ari had braided his chaotic ponytail, and tucked the braid down the back of his jacket. He had also tied a rough sort of bandana over his head, effectively hiding his hair.

“Aeolik. Or as it’s now called, Mayin. We should reach it this evening, but we’re camping a few miles away. Now take these, and change.”

Jonathan took the stack of neatly folded clothes, and stripped down behind a tree. The ground was damp from the light rain of the previous evening. However, the clouds hung as low as before. Now there was a charged feeling to the air. Goosebumps erupted all over his skin. He felt defenseless, clothed only in his underwear, out of sight of Ari, in the middle of the forest.

He dressed himself in Ari’s clothes.  They did not fit well. They were loose at the hips and shoulders, tight across the chest and waist, and slightly too long everywhere. He felt funny in the high necked tunic, and trousers still worn over his running shoes. He came out from behind the tree, and Ari gave him a strange, grey coat. It came down almost to his knees, and buttoned all the way up to his chin. He assumed it was waterproof. It had a funny, shiny surface.

Ari had only a light jacket over his tunic, trousers, and boots. He seemed irritatingly at his ease; hardly inconvenienced by the chill.

The new clothes made Jonathan’s skin feel oddly electrified. It was not a pleasant sensation, somewhat like being exposed to low-grade static shocks all over his body. He tried to ignore it.

“That’s better.” Ari said. “If we could only do something about those ridiculous shoes, you’d look almost ordinary.”

Jonathan shrugged, ignoring the remark about his sneakers.

“Thanks for lending me the clothes.”

“It is not an inconvenience. But don’t lose them. They belong to the Circle.”

“The what?”

“The Circle. The rebellion. Just be careful with them, understood?”

“Yes. Thank you.”

He watched his breath puff out into the cold air like a cloud. He looked for trees with leaves still trembling at the ends of their spindly branches. He counted birds, and mushrooms, and shrubs with white berries. He made up a song in his head. He got bored. He wondered if he was allergic to the material of Ari’s clothes. The tingling, prickling sensation persisted.

“Ari?” he called.

Ari, who was a few paces ahead, glanced back. He paused until Jonathan caught up with him.

“What are these clothes made of?”

“They’re a little bit hemp and a little bit magic.”

“Oh.”

Jonathan was pretty sure that he was not allergic to hemp. Becky had bought him a hemp shirt once, and it had not bothered him a bit.

Since the silence had been broken, Jonathan tried to think of something else to talk about.

“Ari, who are we meeting in…Allik?”

Aeolik. But you’re to call it Mayin. That’s the Auttan name for the city. It means ‘the flower’ in their language. That’s the name you’re to use. And we’re meeting my friend, Tob. Tob’s from outside the country. She helps out the Circle by bringing us supplies, and weapons, and money.”

“Okay. I was just wondering. So where’s Tob from?’

“Grek. It’s North of here. They’ve been sending us lots of weapons, but no soldiers. We used to be allies. Not exact-ly allies, but trade partners. Anyways, we weren’t enemies. They’re supporting us over the Royalists, thank deity.”

“Thank deity?”

“I wasn’t thanking a specific god or goddess.”

“O-kay. Um.”

“What?”

“It’s nothing. Only, I believe in only one god. Or at least sort of believe in it. Him.”

“That’s very strange.”

“Not where I come from.”

They arrived at a road. It was paved in something that looked like neglected cement. Its surface was cracked and uneven. Spindly, spiny plants seemed to be in the process of destroying it from the inside. Together, the two boys glanced up and down the road. There was no one else in sight.

“We’re very close, now. We ought to set up camp.”

“Why can’t we just go into the city?”

“I don’t want to rent a room. We haven’t got much money, and I don’t want to get stuck inside the walls after curfew. It’s not safe.”

He couldn’t think of anything to say to that, so he suppressed his twinge of annoyed impatience. He followed Ari away from the road, and helped him set up the tent in a small clearing shielded from view by heavy underbrush. It was wet, and cold, and miserable that evening. Ari was especially laconic, staring almost angrily out into the now pounding rain.

Jonathan started to wonder what his family was doing at this very moment. Maybe his mother and father were making dinner. Chicken? No, they had had chicken only two nights ago. It would be steak, or maybe pasta. But perhaps the times were different, and they were not making dinner at all. Maybe hundreds of years had passed, and they were all dead. Maybe they had not yet been born.

Suddenly, Jonathan wondered if his world had ever existed at all.

He felt a creeping sense of loneliness so intense that it made him want curl up in a ball on the ground. It was isolation beyond words that no amount of companionship could assuage. He looked over at Ari who was crouched in the opening of the tent, and realized that he did not know this person, not really. Jonathan felt cold deep inside, as though his heart had frosted over.

He picked up a leaf that had blown into the tent and started carefully tearing it apart. He scattered the pieces of leaf on the ground. When he had nothing left but a stem, he broke it into tiny pieces and started fidgeting.

“Will you stop that?” Ari snarled after a few minutes.

“Stop what?”

“Just stop moving around. Stay still.”

“Fine.”

Thunder rumbled in the distance.

“Seriously, stop fidgeting. It’s making me nervous.”

“Well, it makes me nervous when you play with your knives.”

“I’m not playing with my knives, in case you haven’t noticed. Just stop, alright?”

“Okay. Whatever.”

Jonathan tried hard to refrain from tapping his fingers and shifting his weight. Accidentally, he itched his chest where the unpleasant feeling of the clothes was the strongest. Ari did not seem to notice. Jonathan concentrated on counting the time between thunder claps. He had read somewhere that one could calculate the distance of a storm based on the time span between the rolls of thunder. He was not sure exactly how to do this, but counting gave him a distraction. He listened and counted silently. The storm seemed to be getting closer.

In the entrance of the tent, Ari was humming quietly. Jonathan doubted that he even realized he was doing it. He looked very cold, even wrapped in a heavy blanket.  Rain plastered his reddish hair to his wet face. His arms were crossed tightly, but Jonathan got the sense that he would like to be fiddling with his daggers.

Rumble. CRACK!

Jonathan and Ari both jumped.  They looked sheepishly at each other. Jonathan smiled a little uneasily.

“Just lightening.” Ari breathed. “It was just some godsdamn lightening. We should be fine. There are lots of tall trees, but the rain should put out any fires. Maybe. We’ll be just fine.”

“Yeah.”

“Yes.”

“Okay.”

Rumble. Rumble. CRACK!

“Just lightening. Everything’s perfectly fine. Everything’s fine, fine, bloody fine. Godsdamn.”

Ari’s face was white. He yanked the tent flap closed, and scooted away from the entrance.

“Are you okay?”

Jonathan hesitantly laid a hand on Ari’s shoulder. He was trembling. He flinched a little at Jonathan’s touch, but did not pull away entirely.

“Yes. Of course. It’s just some godsdamn lightening. Nothing to be afraid of. Just loud noise and godsdamn light. I’ll be fine in a moment. I’m alright, really. It’s just lightening. I don’t like lightening. But I’ll be fine.”

CRACK! Rumble. CRACK!

Ari flinched again.

“Try breathing deeply. Or something. Er.”

This time, Ari did pull away. He sat up a little straighter. His face had gone blank.

“Thank you, but I am really perfectly alright. I am just a little…on edge.” Although steely, his voice was a emotionless as his face.

Lightening cracked again, but Ari hardly batted an eye. There was a frigid determination in his manner. Jonathan could tell he was fighting the impulse to react, but the only sign of his struggle was a faint tightness in the set of his jaw, and a quickness to his breathe. He regarded Jonathan coldly, but without anger. It was like looking at an unoccupied mask, or a house with blinds drawn over its windows; the windows themselves were visible, but everything within was obscured.

Jonathan shrank back a little bit. For some reason, he was keenly aware of the knives in Ari’s belt. Rumble. Rumble. Rumble. Crack.

The storm was receding. Each roll of thunder came farther apart. Nevertheless, rain pounded down with the same ferocity. There was a loud crack and a thump; a branch fell to the ground mere feet away from the tent. Jonathan looked up at the fabric ceiling uneasily.

The next morning, Jonathan and Ari surveyed the destruction around them. Fortunately, no tree limbs had fallen on the tent, which Ari claimed was due to the excellent spot he picked, but Jonathan suspect was more thanks to luck. It had stopped raining sometime in the night. There were thin branches and fallen leaves scattered everywhere. They did not wait for breakfast, but started toward Aeolik- Mayin, Jonathan reminded himself- immediately.

Although Ari led them on a winding route that never came quite in sight of the main road, Jonathan glimpsed a vehicle hurtling past every one and a while. He could not tell exactly what they looked like, but they did not seem to touch the ground as they zipped by.

They left the trees behind, and crossed an extremely marshy field. Muddy water soaked straight through Jonathan’s shoes in a matter of minutes. It seemed that the dry soil had absorbed every drop of water it could hold, but had been unable to drink up all of the rain that had flooded from the now distant clouds.

They crossed a somewhat less marshy field. They came to a foot path. As they walked, Jonathan spotted a few houses scattered far apart amongst the expanses of brown, broken stalks. The buildings had small windows, flat roofs, and thick, whitewashed walls. He supposed that they would keep a lot of heat in, or out, depending on the season.

Jonathan noticed it before they spotted the city. It started as a faint hum that was felt more than heard. As the city loomed on the horizon, the sensation grew more obvious.

“What is it?” he asked.

“What is what?”

“That buzzing!”

“What buzzing?”

“It’s getting stronger, and it…it hurts.”

It was true. As they continued to walk, the vibration reached a painful level. Jonathan gritted his teeth, not only against the pain, but to stop them humming in his mouth. Ari looked at him curiously.

Eventually, they reached a wider road.  There were other people walking ahead of them, but Jonathan hardly noticed them. He held his hands tightly over his ears. Ari led him to the end of a short line of people that had lined up before a wooden gate in the enormous, crenellated wall. There was a pair of men in official-looking grey uniforms flanking the entrance, questioning each person passing through.

“City Watch.” Ari murmured in Jonathan’s ear. “Shouldn’t be too much trouble.”

Jonathan nervously glanced at his running shoes. They did look very out of place. He looked again at the watchmen. They were both very tall and broad chested. He darted a glance at Ari, and was surprised to see that he seemed perfectly at his ease. He even smiled at Jonathan as if to say, not to worry, naïve traveler.

Jonathan was worried. He was worried about the guards, but he was more worried by the fact that the closer he got to the city walls, the more intense the buzzing became. He felt sure that his bones would shake themselves to dust before they got through the gates.

They reached the entrance in less than twenty minutes.

The first guard, a man with a rich brown beard and moustache said, “Names?”

“Burn Nick, and this is my cousin Lok Coil.”

“Business in A- in Mayin?”

“Visiting  my cousin Bret.”

“Duration of stay?”

“Just for the day. We’re leaving before nightfall.”

“What’s in the bag?”

“Camping gear.”

The first guard opened Ari’s pack and unenthusiastically rummaged. He pulled out the Fire Box. It was dull at the moment, not glowing or burning.

“Is this regulation?”

“Yes, sir.”

“We’ve been having lots people selling illegal Fire Boxes lately.”

“I’m sorry to hear that, sir.”

The guard turned it over in his large hands, rubbed the surface, and sniffed it before handing it back to Ari.

“Pay the toll. It’s a half crown.” said the second guard.

He was even taller than the first, and looked to Jonathan like he was from India, or maybe the Middle East. Of course, Jonathan thought, there is not India here. No Middle East either. If only that buzzing would stop…I think I’m going to throw up…no, I can’t. Stop thinking about it. Lalalala everything’s totally fine…

Ari rummaged in his jacket pocket and removed a shiny, yellow coin. Jonathan made out the sharp profile of a person before the second guard took the coin and tucked it into a bag tied around his waist. He handed Jonathan and Ari each a piece of paper typed with the words ‘Visitor Pass. One day only.’ The first guard yawned.

The vibration started to lessen as they drew away from the wall. Jonathan felt a bit better. He glanced around at the buildings. They were flat roofed, narrow, and closely packed. He thought of skyscrapers, but these buildings were nowhere near as tall as many of the towering office buildings back home. Pipes led from the eaves troughs to enormous rain barrels at ground level.

He doubled over and vomited.

“What’s going on?”

Jonathan spat. His mouth tasted disgusting.

“I don’t know. I just…I don’t know. I was starting to feel okay after we got away from the wall, but then…”

“Can you walk?’

“Yeah. I’m  okay. I just need a drink of water or something.”

“Wait here.”

Ari lead him to a mostly empty square. There was a fountain at the centre. He sat Jonathan down on its edge. Jonathan fidgeted uncomfortably. The stone he was sitting on was very cold. There were only a few inches of water in the fountain. He glanced at his pale reflection and winced. He looked awful.

A few minutes passed. Jonathan lay down and pressed his hot face against the cool marble. He closed his eyes. Suddenly, he jerked upright. There it was again! So faintly that he had barely noticed it before, the fountain was humming! He stood shakily and sank to the ground a few feet away.

“Jon-a-than?”

He sat up. Ari was back with a full water skin. He drank thirstily. Then, he took a small mouthful, rinsed, and spat into the fountain.

“Thanks. Ari, what is going on?”

“I don’t know. Maybe you’re just sick or something. Anyways, the sooner we get to our destination, the better. Tob should be staying at an inn a little ways from here. I’m showing up a little earlier than expected, and Tob can be a bit edgy, so it would be helpful if you stayed quiet and stuck close to me.”

“Okay. Sure.”

Jonathan trailed Ari through the narrow streets. It seemed to him that the surroundings were getting increasingly grubby and run down. They finally stopped before a squat wooden building with ‘Whit’s Inn’ painted on it in dirty white letters. They slipped inside.

It was cramped and dim within. Jonathan squinted into the gloom. He supposed that it was some sort of pub. There was nobody inside except for a skinny, tired-looking woman behind the bar. She glanced up half-heartedly, when they entered.

“We’re here to see Brettin Nick. I believe that she’s renting one of the upstairs rooms.”

“Nick? She said she didn’t want any visitors.” the woman said tersely.

“Well, let her know that Burn called. Thank you, milady.”

“I’ll be sure to tell her next time I see her. Good bye, sir.”

The woman turned away and started putting glasses away in a drawer. A scrawny, tousle haired girl entered from a back room carrying a tray. She stopped when she saw Ari and Jonathan and smiled shyly at them. Ari smiled back, nodded again to the barwoman, and led Jonathan back out the front door.

“What now?”

“Quiet. This way.”

Purposefully, Ari walked back up the street. Jonathan followed. They turned a corner, and slipped into an empty alley.

“Back entrance.”

Ari pointed to a door painted with chipped blue paint. He tried the handle. It was locked. He extracted a few oddly shaped pieces of metal from an inside pocket of his jacket, knelt, and began deftly picking the lock of the door.

“Are you crazy? What if someone sees us?”

“Sh!”

There was a muted click. Ari put on his pack, and turned the doorknob. The door opened a fraction.

“Hurry!”

He darted into the inn, Jonathan on his heels. They were in a dirty room full of wooden crates and barrels. There was a rickety set of stairs leading up. Just as Jonathan reached them, a door creaked open. It was the girl, now without her tray. He froze, heart pounding. She had not yet glanced up, but it was only a matter of moments…

“Mere! Come back here and finish the dishes!” a voice called from the front room.

The girl turned away from Jonathan. Stealthily, he put a foot lightly on the first step. It creaked a little, but the girl did not seem to hear it.

“But Mama, you told me to get you more barley crackers from the storeroom!”

Ari was beckoning to him. Jonathan held up a finger. Slowly, he put his full weight on the first step and placed his other foot gently on the second.

“Do as I say! Dishes first, then crackers!”

“Yes Mama.”

She left, closing the door behind her. Swiftly, but gingerly, Jonathan climbed the stairs. He and Ari emerged into a landing above. It was dim, the only lighting coming from a dirty window at the end of the hall. There were five doors. They tried each in succession. The first four opened to reveal dingy bedrooms. The third and final door was locked.

Ari sat down in the hall and brought out his lock picks.

“You can’t just break into-”

Quiet! This is a delicate procedure.”

After a minute or so, the lock clicked. Ari tried the door. It did not budge.

“Spelled. Of course.” he said, seemingly to himself.

Ari laid a palm against the wooden surface. His eyes had a faraway, unfocussed look.  After a few motionless moments, the buzzing surged so strongly that Jonathan almost cried out. It vanished just as suddenly as it had come, and the door swung inward with a faint pop.

Silently, they crept into the shabby rooms. Ari silently checked the hall closet, a bedroom containing a mattress, an empty bookshelf, and a small wardrobe, and a room that was completely empty except for a bare table. As Ari examined the scant contents of the closet Jonathan wandered back into the bedroom.

He crossed to the window. It overlooked the alley that they so recently occupied. It was not a particularly scenic view. He turned and started walking back across the room.

“Don’t move!” a voice whispered fiercely.

Something cold, sharp, and metallic was tickling the back of his neck. Jonathan froze. The point where the metal was touching his skin burned.

“Take four steps backward. Slowly now. Hands up.” The voice hissed.

Jonathan obeyed, mind racing.

“What are you doing here? Who sent you?”

“No one!” he whispered.

“Then what do you want?”

“We’re looking for Tob. Or Ari is anyways.”

“Ari? What do you-”

At that moment, Ari entered the room. He stopped, and stared at something behind Jonathan. A look of incredulous delight crossed his face.

Tob?”

“Ari!”

Someone darted out from behind Jonathan. There was a blur of motion, and suddenly, a slim, raven haired young woman was hugging a rather uncomfortable looking Ari.

“What are you doing here, Ari? I wasn’t expecting you for at least a week! I thought you were out scouting.”

“I was. But I’m going back to True Home earlier, so I thought we could both go. The fey gave me a Traveler to look after.”

“Who? Him?” the woman turned slightly, and Ari carefully slipped out of her embrace.

Tob was more than a head shorter than Ari, but looked to be about nineteen or twenty. Her skin was so pale that she almost glowed, and her hair and slanted eyes were black. She wore a red bandana over her head, a leather vest, tunic, and trousers decorated with horizontal stripes in black and grey. She looked somewhat piratical. Jonathan decided that she was extremely pretty in an elfish sort of way. He wondered if she was actually an elf. Perhaps there were elves in this world…

He rubbed the back of his neck. There was a small raised bump that itched horribly.

“Yes. That’s Jon-a-than. Jonathan, Tobbit Nix.”

“Um…” said Jonathan.

“Nice to meet you Jonthan. Sorry about all that. One can never be too careful.”

Tob grasped his hand and wrung it enthusiastically.

“Where were you hiding, by the way?” Ari asked.

“Wardrobe. It was a tight fit, even for me, but I managed it. I heard my door open, and realized that there were at least two of you, so I thought that it would be best if I was a tad on the cautious side if you know what I mean. Then, I slipped out to ask a few questions of Mister Jonathan Traveler, here.”

Both Jonathan and Ari looked toward the wardrobe. It was open. Jonathan could not imagine how anyone, even the small, delicate Tob, could fit inside it.

“I’m impressed.” said Ari.

“Are we heading out, then? I’m already packed.”

Tob retrieved a pack much smaller than Ari’s from behind the wardrobe and slung it on.

“Yes. What about the shipments.”

“I stashed them in the woods.”

“Let’s get moving, then.”

Jonathan trailed the pair out of Tob’s room. Ari and Tob weren’t actually speaking, but they kept exchanging subtle glances of the sort that made Jonathan feel like an intruder. Old friend indeed, he thought, giving a mental snort.

When they reached the stairs, Ari halted.

“We aren’t exactly…supposed to be here, Tob. The barwoman told us you didn’t want visitors, so we broke in through the alley.”

“Lock picks still in good condition, I take it?”

Ari wrinkled his nose. Jonathan could tell he was suppressing a grin. He cleared his throat, and Ari and Tob started slightly.

“How are we going to get out?” he asked, a little petulantly.

“Window.” Tob said. “I’ve paid for the entire month, so old Mitz can’t complain if I leave early.”

They went back into Tob’s vacant room. Tob shoved at the window.  Its hinges creaked stiffly, but it opened smoothly enough.

“Do we jump, or something?” Jonathan eyed the ground below nervously. Two stories was not really so high up, but the pavement looked extraordinarily hard.

Tob shook her head.

“We climb up onto the roof.”

Before Jonathan could ask for clarification, all that was visible of Tob were her feet on the window sill. After a moment, those too vanished up and out of sight. Ari followed.

Jonathan crossed to the window. There was a narrow ledge outside it. He glanced up. Ari and Tob were peering down at him from atop the roof.

“I don’t know about this.” he called.

“Get moving! It will be fine.” Ari sounded impatient.

Reluctantly, Jonathan got onto the window sill. He stuck his head out the window.  Very slowly, he shifted so that his back was to the sheer drop behind him. He grasped the edge of the roof with both his hands, and stood. He wobbled for a moment as he edged out of the window, but steadied himself against the building. He pulled himself onto the roof with a grunt.

“Okay. What now?” he was pleased that his voice hardly trembled at all.

“We climb down the rain pipe.”

Tob led the way across the flat expanse. Jonathan felt vulnerable even though the roof was as even as the ground below.

The street was deserted except for an old woman rummaging in a garbage bin. Tob gave a significant nod. She dropped her pack off the edge of the roof, then lowered herself after it. Jonathan craned his neck to watch her shimmy down the pipe. It looked disconcertingly frail.

“Go ahead, Jonathan. I’m going back to close the window.”

“Oh. Right. Okay.”

Descending the pipe was not quite as nerve-wracking as climbing out of the window, but Jonathan’s stomach still lurched uncomfortably every time he glanced down. The pipe held, but it was wet, and slippery, and hard to grip.

Ari came a short while later, first tossing down his pack, then expertly lowering himself. The old woman was still digging in the bin. She did not seem to have noticed anything.

As they started walking, the city seemed a little more alive, but just barely.  It was not so early that people would not be at work, Jonathan decided. He wondered if it was a weekend or holiday. However, he quickly discounted this idea. The few people in the streets looked subdued. They hurried along, not making eye contact with anyone.

Jonathan tapped Ari on the shoulder.

“What’s going on?”

It was Tob who had answered.

“Mayin is a royalist town. Imperial soldiers caught and executed a group of crown rebels two days ago. During the investigation, they found out that some members of the City Council were aiding them. They’ve been imprisoned, and are awaiting trial. The entire city is being punished with trade restrictions and curfews.”

“Oh.”

“Fortunately,” she continued, “they aren’t stopping visitors from coming and going. At least, not yet.”

Their route was more circuitous than the one that had lead from the gate to the inn, leading them deeper into the city. At one point, they came to a wall. It was taller than the first, and grey uniformed guards circled it like very orderly sharks. When no one was looking their way, both Tob and Ari spat on the ground.

“That’s where the government buildings are,” Tob said out of the corner of her mouth. “You need papers and a pass to get in at the very least.”

“Oh,” said Jonathan.

They came to the outer wall after a while, and exited. Jonathan was once again almost sick from the awful buzzing, but he managed to refrain from actually vomiting. There were two new watchmen. Technically, a watchman and a watchwoman, Jonathan supposed. Neither paid them much heed as Jonathan and Ari returned their visitor passes.  Tob pulled a much older, crumpled Month Pass out of a vest pocket, and the three of them set off toward the forest.

Jonathan plodded back across the field and into the forest with ill grace. He felt somehow betrayed. He knew it was stupid, that Ari of course had friends, and ‘friends’, and a life beyond Jonathan and the forest and the tent, but it still made him feel resentful. It was like being abandoned by a new buddy in elementary school in favor of one of their older companions who had suddenly returned. He kicked angrily at a pale brown mushroom. It collapsed satisfyingly.

“This way, now.” Tob motioned them deeper into the trees.

And after twenty minutes or so: “Here.”

She was pointing to a mass of brambles about ten feet away. Gingerly, Tob lifted a long, thorny vine, and vanished into a small hole in the foliage. There was a scuffling noise, then a bang, and a quiet, steady purr. Slowly, something emerged from the thicket.

Tob was sitting astride something dull green, and built like a small tank. It floated about a foot and a half above the ground, purring faintly. It had a depression where one could sit, gripping with one’s knees, a steering panel, and a windshield. There was room for at least four people to mount the vehicle. Ari clambered up.

“God.” Jonathan groaned. “Oh God. I think I’m going to-”

He wretched, but nothing came up. Ari leapt off the machine, and knelt by Jonathan.

“What? What is it?” his voice was low and urgent.

“That buzzing! It’s here again! It’s coming from that thing. It’s so strong. I can’t- I just can’t-”

“What’s wrong with him?” Tob murmured.

I don’t know. He was like this earlier after we crossed the wall, but he seemed to get better. I don’t know what’s going on.”

“The wall, the speeder… is there anything else that makes you feel like this?”

Jonathan tried to think. It was difficult because he felt like he was on some sort of murderous vibrating massage mattress.

“Um…the Fire Box, but it’s not as bad. It’s just this faint hum.  Ari’s clothes too. And your knife burned me and left a welt on the back of my neck.”

Ari and Tob looked at each other.

“Do you think it might be-”

“That hardly makes sense, but-”

“It’s just possible-”

“What?” Jonathan growled.

He sat up and glared at the other two.

“Spellwork.” Tob said simply.

“What?”

“You might be reacting to spellwork. You sense it as a vibration. The city walls of Aeolik are very ancient, and spellcasters have been reinforcing them for centuries against attacks. The speeder is powered by spells, as is the Fire Box. My knives are spelled to burn in battle, but they’re under concealment spells to avoid detection.”

Jonathan looked at Ari for confirmation. Ari shrugged.

“Some people are better at sensing spells than others. I’ve never heard of anyone having such an extreme reaction to it, but I wouldn’t rule it out as a possibility.”

Nevertheless, he sounded a little skeptical.

“So I’m like allergic to magic or something?”

“Yes.” said Tob.

“Perhaps.” said Ari.

“Then how am I supposed to ride that thing to wherever we’re going? I’ll fall off, or throw up, or pass out, or something.”

“Well, we can’t walk. The supplies…” Ari broke off midsentence.

He and Tob exchanged a look that Jonathan did not like one bit. He squinted at them suspiciously. After a moment, Ari turned to face him.

“Jonathan,” he said very gravely, “do you trust me?”

“Why?”

“Do you trust me?’

“I’m not going to like this, am I?”

“No.” Tob said.

She crossed to Jonathan and put a hand to his forehead. He tried to jerk away, but she forced his head forward with her other hand.

“What are you doing?”

Jonathan began to struggle in earnest. With an impatient noise, Ari pinned his arms.

“Ari! Stop!”

Tob closed her eyes, and her hand burned against his forehead. Jonathan cried out, and then-

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Shieldwolf Chapter 1: Avoidance Techniques by Hades

January 27, 2012

     As soon as the door closed, Jonathan felt stupid. He took off his sodden jacket and hung it on a hook. Somewhere upstairs, Becky was playing her violin. His mother and father were arguing about how to cook a chicken in the kitchen. The nightmare world of wolves and wind and woods seemed much farther that a wall’s width away.

By dinner time, he had half convinced himself that the wolf had been nothing more than a stray dog, or a particularly bold coyote. He was embarrassed about his panicked flight through the forest. There was nothing beneath those dark trees to be scared of. Nothing that he couldn’t handle, at any rate.

Jonathan ate quietly. He ate with his mouth closed, kept his elbows off the table, and chewed each bite thoroughly. His cheerful, intelligent parents had a cheerful, intelligent conversation. Jonathan suppressed the urge to glance over at his sister Becky and roll his eyes.

Becky had not touched her chicken. Becky, his rebellious, hippie sister. The violinist, the melancholy poet, the impractical idealist. She was the crazy one. Not Ben, who was loud, and funny, and popular at school, both on and off the Frisbee field. Not Celia, who desperately wanted a cell phone and blond hair and tickets to a concert she was too young to attend. And certainly not Jonathan.

He ate with a focused intensity. He helped clear the table without his parents reminding him to, and loaded his plate into the dishwasher. He was not paid for chores, but he worked efficiently and went upstairs to do his homework with the same blank ferocity. Jonathan’s face was expressionless.

He would not think of about the assignments, would not let himself rebel against the awful futility of the work. He would not think about the fact that he would write meaningless words, do meaningless calculations, turn them in, and receive more to do as soon as he returned to school. To avoid this despair, he unplugged his heart and his mind and attacked his assignments coldly.

Finally, after hours of essay writing, and graphing, and note taking, Jonathan lay on his back, staring at the ceiling of the room he shared with Ben. The door frame glowed orange with light from the hall. He lay flat, arms by his sides, legs straight. The lonely, slightly muffled sound of Becky singing in the room next door sent a cold tingle down his spine. It was a high, wild tune, probably of her own invention.

The wind was picking up again outside. At 8:00, the radio weather man had predicted that school would be cancelled the next day. A branch whipped the window. Jonathan thought of another branch, a branch in his hand that he had thrown in frightened fury. He remembered the sound of it breaking against a tree trunk. And then, the Woods. With uncomfortable vividness, he recalled the metallic smell of snow, the crunch of frosted pine needles beneath his feet, the rough cawing of a crow, and, most of all the silent, magnificent, terrifying creature that had stared at him with fathomless eyes. In Jonathan’s mind, it loomed hugely, magnified with almost crystalline clarity: the wolf in the Woods.

The need to share the experience built inside him like a headache, the pressure growing until he finally said:

“Ben? You still awake?”

“Mph.”

“Okay, so I saw this…dog, you know walking home the short way through the Woods.”

“So?”

“Okay, okay, I’m getting to the point. Anyways, it was big and it didn’t have a collar, and looked sort of like a husky. Except it was more wild looking. It looked kind of like a coyote or…you know…”

“A wolf?”

“Sure. A wolf.”

He heard Ben sigh. There was a rustling of sheets and a meow from Sparrow, the only one of the three cats that occasionally slept in their room. Ben had obviously disturbed her as he rolled over to face Jonathan and more effectively scorn his supposition.

“Jonathan, that’s stupid. We don’t get wolves around here.”

Jonathan did not like Ben’s tone.

“That’s not true. There’s a breeding program where they release wolves back into the wild and stuff. I read about it in the paper.”

“You read too much.”

“I like reading.”

“Whatever. Okay, so you like reading and logic and stuff like that, right? So let’s just think about this logically, Mr. Spock. People aren’t releasing wolves into urban areas. They’d be running around eating little dogs, and kids, and stuff.”

“One could have gotten lost and wound up in the Woods where it’s isolated and quiet. And besides, I just know it wasn’t a dog. It was too…” he trailed off, searching fruitlessly for the right adjective.

“Wolf-like?” he could tell Ben was grinning. “Can I go to sleep now?”

“Yeah. Sorry. Good night.”

“Night.”

Sparrow hissed as Ben rolled over again.

Jonathan stretched his leg, extending his feet beyond the confines of his blankets. He lay awake, listening as Ben’s breathing slowed to a steady rhythm. The house quieted.

Ben started muttering unintelligibly. By this, Jonathan gauged that it was probably close to midnight. He closed his eyes and sucked in a deep lungful of cool air. Sleep remained elusive.

Somewhere close to the house, a branch cracked. It was a sharp, intrusive noise. Jonathan stiffened. The sound did not repeat, and he forced himself to relax. The strange encounter in the Woods had left him on edge. He mentally berated Ben for his midnight orations.

There was another crack, somewhat louder, and closer than the first. Across the room, Sparrow hissed. He heard a soft thump.

Jonathan sat up and peered into the darkness. Something near the floor meowed. The cat leapt onto his bed, and jumped from there to his desk.  Silhouetted by the faint light, Sparrow looked out from the gap between the curtains.

Guarding us, he thought. He stared at the little grey cat perched on the window sill. For a long time, they remained in that fashion: the boy watching the cat, and the cat looking fixedly out the window. Then, Jonathan fell asleep.

He dreamed an enormous thorny tree with black feathers instead of leaves. He dreamed his friend Lucy was walking through a forest of eyes, dressed in vivid scarlet. He dreamed about a wolf leaping through his bedroom window in a shower of glass and devouring his family.  But he did not remember any of it in the morning.

School was cancelled that day. Even his intrepid parents were forced to concede that they would have to stay home. Celia practically deafened them all with her excited shrieks when she heard the news. Ben grinned, and fell back into bed. Becky shrugged moodily.

Jonathan sat down on the end of her bed. She was already up, writing something in a black-bound journal.

“Here.”

She passed the book to him. He read:

A Memory of Roses

she walks amongst them like a ghost

in the cold garden

where the roses used to grow

 

the spiderwebs all hung

with mists and moons and fire

black thorns harsh against the sky

 

written on her pale lips

in a sharpness that does not fade

flocks of crows in dark

feathered trees

a fretful forest

with one hundred eyes

 

He shivered.

“I like it.”

“Thanks.”

“Yeah.”

Becky looked at him strangely. Her tone was very grave, and the meaning was somehow profound when she said, “Thank you.”

“What for?”

“I don’t know.”

He frowned a little, and went downstairs. A fully dressed Celia was devouring a plate of eggs at the table. His mother and father were eating more sedately. Ben was nowhere to be seen.

“The snow won’t just vanish.” His mother reminded Celia as she inhaled her breakfast. “You can go down to the park with your friends, but please don’t go sledding on Scott Street. I swear someone will get hit by a car going down that hill!”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah. I get it. Stay away from the big, scary hill,” she said, shoving the last forkful of scrambled egg into her mouth.

When his mother turned her back, Celia rolled her eyes exaggeratedly.

“Jonathan, you’ve been awfully quiet.” His father was looking at him intently, an expression bordering on suspicion on his face. “What’s up?”

Jonathan hesitated perhaps a moment too long before answering. “Nothing is going on Dad. I’m fine. Really Dad. I’m alright.”

He continued his scrutiny, obviously unconvinced.

“Well, I think you should get out of the house today. You could go hang out with Alex and your girlfriend.”

“She’s not my girlfriend, Dad. Lucy is…seeing someone.”

“Lucky guy, whoever he is.”

“Yeah. Guy. I guess.”

He did not bother to correct his father. Jonathan rarely did.

“Well, why don’t you go hang out with Alex and Lucy-who-is-definitely-not-your-girlfriend?”

“I’m not feeling that well. I guess I’ll just stay home, and get some rest.”

Placing a palm on his forehead, his mother said doubtfully, “You’re a little warm. Still, some fresh air would be good for you. Why don’t you walk Celia down to the park?”

He shrugged wearily.

“As long as she isn’t too annoying.”

After eating, Jonathan pulled on a jacket and sneakers. Celia grabbed a small foam sled from the garage and set out into the wintery day. Once out of sight of the house, she changed direction.

“Where are you going?” he called from a little way behind.

“Scott’s Hill.”

“But that’s-” he stopped myself before he could add ‘across the Woods.’ Instead Jonathan said “Mom won’t let you.”

“So? Mom’s not here. And you won’t tell her, will you?” Celia sped up, the sled bumping over the uneven ground behind her. He hurried to catch up and grabbed the sleeve of her parka.

“It’s dangerous, Celia. And it’ll be my fault if you get hurt. I’m supposed to be responsible. You can’t go.”

Celia crossed her arms and regarded him with raised eyebrows. There was something distinctly Becky-ish in her determined expression.

“What are you going to do? Go wunning to Mummy and tattle on me?” she asked in a mock baby voice.

Jonathan breathed in deeply. Patience.

“Seals, I don’t want you to get hurt. You’re my sister. I’ve gone sledding there before, and it’s dangerous. Plus I’m not feeling good and I don’t want to go all the way over to there. So, I think I will go back and tell Mom and Dad.”

A little impatiently, Celia said, “No one has ever been hurt on that hill! Relax. You don’t need to be so uptight about everything. And don’t call me Seals. I hate that stupid nickname.”

She turned and started to trot away.

“Wait!”

Celia ignored him. If anything, she was walking faster. He stopped. He could see the snow covered trees not far ahead.

“Hurry up, Jonathan!” Her voice was sharp and impatient. “You know I can’t go through the Woods alone.”

“Why do you care about rules all of a sudden?”

She tilted her head and rested it on her hand in mock contemplation. “Well, let’s see. Maybe because I don’t want some creepy pedophile to kidnap me or something.”

Jonathan didn’t move. As he recalled, the only people he had ever seen in the Woods were their neighbors, the occasional jogger, and once, a homeless man asleep amongst the trees. Of course, that did not take the gigantic wolf into account.

“So if I stay here, you won’t go?”

“Don’t be stupid.”

With a deep intake of breath, he followed his little sister into the Woods. Celia waited until he had almost caught up with her. Then, she turned on her heel and half-walked, half-jogged down the path. The sled bounced erratically behind her.

They reached Scott’s Hill without any more pauses. There were about a dozen giggling preteens already there, each with a flimsy sled. A couple of boys were pelting each other with snowballs from behind parked cars.

Before Celia could scamper away to join her friends, Jonathan leaned in and whispered, “Enjoy your sledding while you can, Seals. I’ll give you forty-five minutes before Mom and Dad show up. Tops.”

Celia shrugged unconcernedly. Without a backwards glance, she ran off, yelling, “Tessa! Anne! Wait up, you guys!”

Shaking his head, Jonathan started off toward home. The hill was in a quiet part of the city, so he walked in the street. It looked like snowplows had been at work. Nevertheless, snow was soaking through his sneakers, and his fingers were bright red with cold. School tomorrow, he thought. Ben and Celia would be disappointed.

Determinedly staring ahead, he marched into the Woods. There would be no distractions; no delays. In less than half an hour, Jonathan would arrive at his house. It won’t matter if there is a whole pack of wolves; a whole flock of crows, he thought. I’m going home.

Before he knew it, he was out of the Woods and facing the back gate. He carefully scanned the area for signs of movement. There were none. He glanced up, then down.

Slowly and deliberately, he rubbed out the large paw print preserved in the snow with the toe of his sneaker. He opened the gate and latched it securely behind him.

“No need to worry,” he breathed. “Too late.”

The next morning, he decided to be sick.

“Get up, man! Jonathan! Up! We’ve got school! C’mon, get up!”

Pulling his covers up over his head, he croaked, “Go away Ben! I’m sick.”

“Like hell you are.”

“No, really. I’m sick and I can’t go to school.”

Ben gave a derisive snort, but exited quietly in case his brother was actually telling the truth. It was very comfortable, just lying there, eyes closed, listening to the distant sound of other people preparing to face the chilly, snowy world outside. Although it was stuffy under his quilt, Jonathan did not pull it away from his face. It would help bring his temperature up, should one of his parents demand to take it. Sure enough, his father arrived less than ten minutes later. Jonathan could hear a thermometer clink against something else he was holding, maybe his glasses, or car keys.

“Are you awake? Ben told me that you’re sick. Will you going to be able to go to school?”

Very slowly, and feebly, he pulled the blankets away from his head, and rolled over to face his father. He put a hand to Jonathan’s forehead, then handed him the thermometer.

“You’ve definitely got a temperature. How do you feel?”

Making his voice thin and frail, he whispered, “Dad, I can’t go to school today. I’m all cold, and my throat hurts, and I’m nauseous. I just feel really, really bad.”

“Hmm…then I suppose you should take some cold medicine and get some rest.”

It was a test, and he knew it. The cold medicine in question was a thick, brown, gelatinous syrup. It half-suffocated the helpless patient while simultaneously burning the coating off their throat. It tasted strongly of pepper.

This deterrent served to stop Jonathan and his siblings from faking illness to avoid school until they reached twelve or so. His cheerful, intelligent parents hadn’t figured out that they were sometimes willing to take the ghastly concoction if they thought that facing the alternative test, homework, or social problem was worse.

“Yeah. Having some would probably help me feel better. Can you bring it up before you go? Thanks Dad.”

“Okay.” He seemed convinced. “Do you want me to bring you up some breakfast too?”

“No thanks. I’ll have some plain toast if I’m hungry later.”

“That sounds like a good idea.” He ruffled Jonathan’s hair gently. “I’m sorry, but you’re going to be home alone for most of the day. Your mom and I can’t get off work today, but Becky said she’ll skip her violin lessons and come back early. She’ll get home around four.”

“Alright. Bye Dad.”

He listened as his father’s heavy footsteps faded. They returned, and a bottle of cough medicine was deposited on the bedside table. He took his dose docilely. His father reminded him to take another spoonful in the afternoon. He promised he would. Exit father.

Below him, Jonathan could hear his mother’s shoes clacking across the tiled kitchen floor. Spoons clattered on bowls. Voices buzzed unintelligibly. Keys jingled. Doors slammed.  Engines purred faintly from the driveway.

Silence.

He waited for five minutes, still listening. Nobody returned to collect a forgotten binder of briefcase. Slowly, hesitantly, Jonathan smiled with self-satisfaction. He was comfortable, and free to do as he pleased. Right now it pleased him to pick up a large book of Sherlock Holmes mysteries from his bedside table. He thought about what Ben would say if he knew that his brother was reading on a sick day. He frowned slightly. He did not like to think about his brother unnecessarily.

He opened the book and tried to immerse himself in the story. After a few minutes of reading, he succeeded in forgetting his family, and the life he was currently escaping.

“Mrow.”

He turned a page idly. He was about half way through The Sussex Vampire, and could not fathom what the solution might be.

“Mrow!”

He glanced up, annoyed. Sparrow was sitting by the marginally open door, flicking her tail impatiently.

Mrowle!”

“Listen, cat, I’m trying to read. This is classic literature you’re interrupting.”

Sparrow didn’t seem to care. “Mreo-o-o-ow!”

“Let yourself out. You’d only have to nudge the door with your nose, and you could leave. And the door was open earlier!”

“Mrow!”

“Oh for the love of…”

Muttering darkly, he folded the page to mark his spot and heaved himself out of bed. Sparrow wound between his legs, obviously pleased with her cleverness.

“There. The door’s open. Out.”

Without a second’s hesitation, she streaked away down the hall. Jonathan shook his head.

“So much for gratitude.”

For a moment, he was torn between clambering back into bed and going down stair to feed himself. Hunger won. Jonathan grabbed an errant sweatshirt before realizing it was one of Ben’s. It had a faded picture of a cartoon dog catching a Frisbee in its mouth, and the sleeves came down past his hands. He put it down and wrapped a blanket around his shoulders instead.

Shivering a little, he edged down the stairs, and sprinted across the cold kitchen floor barefooted. The house silent except for the hum of the refrigerator, and the faint murmur of the wind outside. Pale, grey light suffused the morning. Jonathan felt very pleasantly alone. He thought that Becky would have written a song or a poem about the solitude. A few lines came to him, but as he tried to hold them in his mind, they dissolved into nonsense.

Celia’s small, white tomcat Ed was curled up on the warm spot in front of the fridge. He stood, stretching languidly when he spotted Jonathan. To his great surprise, Ed stalked up and rubbed against his leg.

“You’re awfully solicitous.”

He gently scratched Ed under the chin, feeling the vibration of his purr. Then, he scooted the cat away with his foot, and yanked open the fridge. There was half a loaf of whole grain bread, a small square of hard cheddar cheese, and not much else. They would need more food soon.

Meditatively, Jonathan constructed a sandwich with far too much cheese. He sat in one of the straight-backed kitchen chairs, sandwich in one hand, newspaper in the other. Ed clambered onto his lap. He craned his small neck as if to read along with him. Jonathan raised an eyebrow. The cats were very friendly this morning.

When he was done eating, he carried his plate to the sink and left it with the dirty dishes from the family’s breakfast. There was a tap. It was a sharp, but slightly muted noise: the sound of something hard but dull striking glass. Jonathan paused, warily. It came again. He circled the kitchen, searching for the source. Tap. Tap. Tap.

“What the…”

He was face to face with the crow. It was perched boldly on a window sill, staring into the house.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Its ebony beak made hard contact with the glass.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Half entranced by the bizarre scene, he backed away from the window. There was a dream-like quality that prevented him from running up the stairs for cover. Jonathan was rooted to the spot, transfixed or perhaps hypnotized. Tap.

In a disconnected fashion, he thought, Quoth the raven ‘Nevermore’.

Then, he wanted to laugh at the melodramatic nature of what had just entered his mind. The whole scene was too surreal. He was half fascinated, half petrified…

MREO-O-o-O-o-OWLOWEOWMRoW!”

A hissing, thrashing, yowling, black phantasm hurtled past him. It leapt onto the counter and dashed itself against the window. The hypnotic moment passed. A massive cat crouched on the window sill, menacing the crow. After a few moments of intense staring, the crow gave up and flapped away.

“Inky?”

It was. The great, ink colored, half-feral cat had emerged from the attic. Jonathan was truly astounded. When Becky adopted her four years ago, she had been flea ridden, emaciated, and missing chunks of fur. Now, Inky was enormous, her black coat glossy. Although scarred and lacking part of an ear, she was well fed and clean. She never forgave them for it. The cat lurked in the attic, venturing out only to collect her meals from the stairway. Sometimes, not even then. Jonathan supposed that there were mice living amongst the storage boxes.

Her evil yellow eyes gleamed. Foolishly, he reached out to pat her and she shied away, hissing. Jonathan climbed back upstairs in a daze. Sparrow was sitting on his bed. He flopped down beside her and stared at the ceiling. It had a lot of interesting whorls and shadows to keep him occupied.

Although he lay there unmoving for a long while, he did not drift to sleep. He roused himself only when the doorbell rang twice: Becky was home. He heard the jingle of keys, the thump of a backpack hitting the ground, the gentler thump of a violin case being set on the kitchen table, and the quiet patter of feet on the carpeted stairs.

He sat up when she entered the room. Her face was very hard. School was not kind to Becky, he observed sadly. As she looked at him, she smiled a little.

“Have you eaten?”

“Yeah.”

“How do you feel?”

“Better, I guess.”

“I guess that’s good. Do you need anything?”

“No. It’s okay.”

“Alright.”

They looked at each other for a moment, and then Becky turned away and closed the door behind her. Jonathan sighed. One could only be sick for so long, he mused.

The next morning, he stared regretfully out the back window of his mother’s car. Rain was streaking down in freezing sheets. Water droplets coursed down the window of the car. He touched the glass. It was very cold. It misted slightly with his breath. He and Ben and Becky were getting a rare and welcome ride to school. His father had already dropped off Celia at the middle school.

Unfortunately, that afternoon they would be walking home despite the unfriendly weather.

The car pulled up in front of the high school, gutter water flying from its tires. Becky, Ben, and Jonathan sprinted for cover. In a few, brief seconds of exposure, they were completely soaked, their hair plastered darkly to their rain spattered faces. Ben shouldered open the door, and Becky followed, their wet sneakers squeaking on the linoleum floor.

Jonathan paused for a moment, staring out into the rain. The parking lot was only half full. His mother’s sleek, silver car had already pulled away. He thought about his parents working busily, happily, and contentedly at their respective offices. He turned away from the rain and wind and trees, and opened the door.

Crowds of rain soaked students were drifting between lockers and classrooms. He was intensely and unpleasantly lonely. Yesterday, he had been alone, and perfectly happy to remain so. Today, he was surrounded by people, but he had never been so isolated.

He frowned a little and put his hands in his pockets. A bell sounded, and he hurried down the 200 hall toward his English class; there was no time to visit his locker. Jonathan felt the sudden urge to turn around and dash out the front doors of the school. He had never skipped classes before in his life; well, at least not without feigning illness. He wanted to leave, unexcused, without seeking any permission but his own. He half turned, but the hall was full of blank-faced students. They were walking inexorably toward him. He could not look at them, could not face the awful anonymity of their blank, tired eyes, so he slipped into his classroom and went to his seat.

The day did not improve from that point. Mr. Stein handed them their new novel: The Scarlet Letter. Jonathan read the inside flap unenthusiastically. The cover was decorated with an ugly painting of a distressed young woman with big, sappy eyes. He stowed it in his already heavy backpack. Mr. Stein lectured them. Jonathan disengaged his senses, took crisp, boring notes, and stared attentively at Mr. Stein’s eyebrows. They were bushy, and grey, and they moved up and down as he talked.

In math, they had a test that he was thoroughly unprepared for. Science was so dull that he was bored almost literally to tears.  At lunch, Lucy told Alex and Jonathan that she was splitting up with Sonja. And so it continued…

He approached the Woods with a sense of impending doom. Frigid sleet trickled down the back of his jacket in an ominously melodramatic fashion. He wanted to feel cool and unimpressed, but nevertheless, he faltered indecisively. If he circled the Woods, he would probably end up walking home in the dark, down by the college. He did not relish that prospect. He did not want to take the bus either. The bus gave him a case of existential depression more severe than reading a whole book of “Peanuts” comics.

The rain cast a misty pall on the street. Thirty minutes. Then he would be home, ashamed of his weakness; his pitiful fear. There were odd things going on, it was true. But home, despite its flaws, was safe.

With a muffled patter, rain struck the trees above. Forest green was not an accurate name for a cheerful, plastic-Christmas-tree color, he thought. Forest green was an ugly, mossy black that darkened with wet weather.

He did not realize that he was in trouble until he lost sight of the street. Too late, he noticed the subtly sinister padding of leathery paws on pine needles. The wolf faded out of the shadows.

“Growl.” it said.

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Shieldwolf Prologue by Hades

January 27, 2012

In the beginning…

There was a boy. He was skinny, and tall, and looked as though someone had grabbed his feet in one hand and his hair in the other, and pulled hard in opposite directions. His feet were large, and clad in heavy, black running shoes that skidded slightly on the icy pavement. Above the clumsy feet, he was dressed neatly in jeans, a collared shirt, and a black windbreaker left unzipped. An overstuffed backpack made him lean slightly forward as he walked. His tousled brown head was bare despite the biting wind.

He hurried down the street, shoulders hunched against the chill of the late afternoon. Soon, the bustle of cars, bicycles, and pedestrians was muffled by the soft soundlessness of snowfall. The flakes fell around him and on his hair and shoulders. They dashed themselves against his warm cheeks and neck. He shivered, zipping his windbreaker up to his chin. This was sharp, angry snow that pelted down with the vengeance of hail, stinging slightly where it landed.

Faster and faster the flakes fell. The boy barely avoided collision with a cyclist riding the wrong way down the sidewalk. So thick was the snowfall, he almost continued on past the faint but familiar path that stretched across a field toward the Woods.

Frozen grass crunched beneath his shoes. He hung his head wearily and buried his hand deep in his pockets. Almost before he realized it, the Woods were directly ahead, looming before him out of the early dusk.

Their green shadow had already engulfed him. He faltered, glancing perhaps a little apprehensively at the blackness of the limbs above. Snow was falling faster now. Huge, thick flakes the size of quarters settled on a crisp outer layer that already blanketed the ground. The wind whipped the snow until it fell almost horizontally. The wind was blowing at his back, pushing him into the Woods’ embrace, and yet he hesitated.

Finally, after what seemed like five minutes, he took a deliberate step forward. He squared his shoulders, clenched his hands in his pockets, and kept walking.

It was much darker under the evergreen boughs. Occasionally, one of the trees would dump a load of snow onto the needle-strewn ground with a mighty, creaking thump. Then, the branch would spring up again, sending any remaining flakes cascading down in a glittering stream.

His footsteps were too loud.

A flurry of white crystals landed on his bare head. He stopped to brush the snow out of his already wet hair, shivering as some flakes trickled down his shirt. Rubbing his hands together vigorously, he hurried on lest the offending branch should attack again.

In the trees above, something croaked, deep and gravelly. The boy jumped a little and quickened his pace. Feeling a draft on his neck, he ducked as a dark something swooped low over his back. It soared upward again and landed in the low branches of a tree across the path.

Squinting through the dim half-light, the boy could vaguely make out the outline of a crow. Its impossibly black eyes glinted at him out of the gloom. The bird opened its beak and let out a loud, irritating caw.

He stooped and snatched a stick from the ground. When he straightened, the crow was nowhere to be found.

“Stupid bird.”

His voice was small, and young, and very quiet.

“I said, STUPID BIRD!” he threw the stick at a tree trunk. It split with a sharp crack.

And silence. It was as though the abrupt noise had switched off the howling wind, quieted the creaking trees, and ended the small scurryings of squirrels. The boy stared around wildly. He took a step back and whirled around, feet light and poised for flight.

There was a wolf in the middle of the path.

It was sitting there nonchalantly, watching him with tawny eyes. Snow crystallized the long, silver hairs of its coat, and encrusted its bushy tail. It was very still. In fact, it did not move at all except for the occasional twitch of its moist, black nose as it sniffed the air. It hardly blinked.

The wolf stared at the boy. The boy stared at the wolf. The seconds stretched on like hours. The boy eventually lost his nerve and looked down. He froze again, staring at his shoes instead of at the wolf.

Perhaps this scene would have stayed unchanged until the snow had melted and winter passed if a raspy cawing hadn’t momentarily distracted the boy. Perched on a branch across the path, the crow bobbed up and down, splintering the silence with its harsh cry. The repetitive noise visibly calmed him. He took a deep breath.

“Go on!”

He stomped his foot at the wolf.

“Go home! This is the city! You don’t belong here. Well, GO ON!”

The wolf twitched its nose, apparently unperturbed. The boy started edging around it, keeping a safe distance from the animal. With one fluid motion, it stood. Still watching him, it shook a few snowflakes out of its fur and gave a huge yawn. It had a lot of very sharp, white teeth that managed to glisten despite the low light.

It turned and trotted off into the Woods. He watched until the darkness swallowed it completely. The crow gave a low croak.

“What are you looking at?”

He adjusted the position of his backpack. The bird gave one last irritating caw and flapped away after the wolf.

“You do know that crows don’t fly at night!” he called after it.

Shivering slightly, he started walking toward home. Then he broke into a gentle jog. He heard, or maybe imagined that a branch cracked somewhere in the darkness behind him.

It was so cold…

He ran. He stumbled and nearly fell, but righted himself just in time. The wind had changed directions and was blowing in his face. Minutes later, although it felt like an hour, a day, a dark, snowy eternity, he arrived panting at the back gate, unlatched it, and slammed it shut behind him.  With clumsy, frozen fingers, he unlocked the back door and half-fell into his house.

The wind howled in the Woods.

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Unglossed

January 27, 2012

Since Unglossed moved addresses, nothing seems to have happened. What’s up? I submitted a couple of pieces, but I’m not sure if they were rejected or not.

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In Praise of Selfishness by Hades

December 6, 2011

What are virtues? Hands shoot up across the classroom.

“Kindness.”

“Cleanliness.”

“Being thoughtful of others.”

“Being nice.”

And what are some vices? Again, hands rise like mushrooms after a heavy rain.

“Slovenliness. Wait, that’s a word, right?”

“Unkindness.”

“Rudeness.”

“Selfishness.”

I raise my hand.

“I disagree. Selfishness in not a vice. It’s a virtue.”

And the objections begin.

In our culture, the idea that selfishness is a vice is deeply ingrained in our collective psyche. Small children are reminded ‘not to be selfish’. When they are a little older, they learn the second half of this lesson: one ought to be selfless. I was taught this lesson by adults since before I could think. But today, I am going to question this creed. Today, I am going to be selfish.

It is generally undisputed that selflessness and altruism are good, and one ought to work for the benefit of society. Although all of these values are slightly different, they boil down to essentially the same idea: one’s individual needs and wants are not as important as the needs and wants of other people. This value is demonstrated frequently in modern culture.

One obvious example of the promotion of selflessness is modern day fictional heroes. For example, most superheroes, though motivated in part by a need for personal revenge, are fixated on saving people they have never met, usually at immense personal cost. Often, the hero will question their obsessive quest, but come to the conclusion that the greater good is more valuable than their individual needs. In real life, the individuals a society reveres are often those who are considered selfless. For example, firefighters, soldiers, doctors, and activists are often considered to be altruistic heroes.

Emphasis on selflessness and the insignificance of the individual is also found in Christianity, and other popular religions. In fact, Christianity’s most sacred individual, Jesus Christ, is worshiped in part because he ‘died for our sins’. In diverse religions, one is required to humble one’s self before god, exalting this powerful being while giving up one’s pride.

A potential counter example of this is Buddha. Although he was born into a royal family, he abandoned his responsibility to grow up to rule the kingdom, and his obligations to his family to pursue his goal of enlightenment. 1 His actions can be construed as selfish because he put his own personal quest before duty to other people.

Finally, social interactions place high value on people who are selfless. Those who are willing to sacrifice their individual wants to make the group happy are often well liked. This is especially true of those who ignore their need for solitude, privacy, and personal space.

Many of these examples of selflessness may seem purely good. After all, what could possibly be problematic about a personal philosophy that results in societal acceptance, as well as the positive feelings associated with doing nice things for others? Ultimately, the question is this: does one value societal acceptance over personal integrity? Most would argue that these options are not mutually exclusive. I, on the other hand, feel differently.

Contrary to what I have been taught, I believe that selflessness results in lack of self and lack of identity, while selfishness allows one to become independent, pursue one’s goals, and find true joy. When one is selfless, one is working for the happiness of others before one pursues one’s own goals. However, when one is working for the good of another selfless person, and that selfless person is working for your good, it is ultimately more efficient to put one’s own needs first. After all, you know better than anyone else what you need and want.

When I promote selfishness, I do not mean that one ought to work solely for one’s self at the intentional detriment of others. I merely suggest that one ought to pursue his or her goals, and seek that which brings him or her real happiness, not instant gratification. Essentially, I am talking about long term life goals, not hedonism. Whether this true joy comes from water color painting, or tinkering with car engines, one ought to do what makes him or her honestly happy. One would think that pursuing these goals with a passion would not result in societal rejection.

Although these cases are somewhat rare, there are examples of selfish heroes in literature. The best example of a selfish literary hero is Howard Roark, from Ayn Rand’s novel The Fountainhead 2. In this book, Rand discusses her philosophy on individuality, using Roark as the ultimate example of the independent man. Although I disagree with some points she makes, the novel is an excellent demonstration of the true meanings of selfishness and selflessness. Other literary examples of the selfish hero include Yossarian from Catch-22 3, and the title character of Jane Eyre 4.

In addition, many historical heroes epitomize selfishness. This is especially true of now famous artists. Vincent Van Gogh is an excellent example of a selfish figure from history. Although people disliked his paintings, he did not change his personal vision to better suit the popular style. Modifying his paintings to be more acceptable would have brought happiness to the people who saw them, and it would have financially improved his life. However, Van Gogh pursued his artistic goals. This quest ultimately resulted in his insanity and eventual suicide due to the social pressures working against him. 5

Interestingly, many times selfishness or selflessness is merely a matter of perspective. For example, great artists who sacrifice everything for their art can be seen in one of two lights: they are selfish because they pursue their own goals regardless of everyone else, or they are selfless because they give up their personal happiness to make incredible creations for humanity to enjoy.

There are immense social pressures exerted against those who are truly pursuing their own goals. Others will attempt to coerce, intimidate, or frighten them into conforming to social expectations of selflessness. If only they would compromise, just a little! If only they would tweak their artistic vision so that it would appeal to more people! However, the truly selfish will not sacrifice their personal integrity for anything. It is the driving force in their lives. Although the world frowns, those who are selfish will follow their own path.

I cannot promote selfishness as a way to write laws or govern a country. It is, instead, a way for an individual to live their life. It is the pursuit of personal goals, goals that truly matter, despite the disapproval of others. It is the unwillingness to settle for anything less than real, honest joy that comes from the actualization of one’s inner vision. Selfishness is the realization of the self.

In my class, I argued until the teacher cut us off. Perhaps there were one or two people who quietly agreed with me. Perhaps some people doubted, for a moment, the dogma of selflessness. Perhaps not. Nevertheless, I walked out of the classroom feeling warm inside. I walked out with dignity.

1. Rupert Gethin. (1998). The Foundations of Buddhism. Oxford University Press.

2. Rand, Ayn. (1943) The Fountainhead. Random House Inc.

3. Heller, Joseph. (1955) Catch-22. Random House Inc.

4. Bronte, Charlotte. (1847) Jane Eyre. Random House Inc.

5. Unknown. Unknown. Vincent van Gogh: Biography. Retrieved from http://www.vangoghgallery.com/misc/bio.html.

 

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Honors Project Part VII by Hades

June 23, 2011

1780s-1800s

In which France has a Revolution, the Revolution goes sour, there are Troubles with Politics, John Adams violates the Constitution, and the political parties Transition.

Congress passed a tariff on imports in 1789. That same year, the Estas-General of France was called on By King Louis XVI to vote on tax raise. The Third Estas, which was composed of commoners set up a rival legislature called the National Assembly. Due to France’s support of the American Revolution, the government went bankrupt, inflation rose, and food shortages occurred. People demanded reform, but Louis did not listen to their requests.

The American Revolution had been popular in France. Ideals of liberty and equality resonated with the commoners. Like the American rebels, they were also inspired by Enlightenment values.

Many commoners supported the National Assembly. When it was rumored that the government was going to employ military force to destroy the Assembly, a mob stormed the Fortress of the Bastille. Between July twenty and August six, 1789, armed peasants roamed the country, destroying aristocratic property and killing many nobles. This was known as the Great Fear.

The National Assembly penned the Rights of Man, a document based on the United States Constitution and Bill of Rights. The Rights of Man abolished serfdom, confiscated church property, and removed hereditary titles. King Louis and his wife, Marie Antoinette were captured trying to flee France with their children. The pair was executed alongside many aristocrats.

Exiled nobles convinced Prussia and Austria to invade France. The new People’s Revolution Army of France managed to repell the attacks. Other European monarchs worried that the French Revolution would spark rebellions in their own countries.

Royalists in southern and western France revolted. The rebellions were repressed. After dealing with these initial crises, the revolutionaries schismed. About twenty thousand people, mostly commoners, were either executed or killed in civil wars. This period of unrest lasted from 1793 until 1794.

Britain, Spain, the Netherlands, Austria, and Prussia joined forces against France. They attacked in 1792. Despite their social and political chaos, the French were able to defend themselves. They went on the offensive, winning numerous victories between 1794 and 1795.

America was bound to aid France under the alliance they made in 1778. Democratic-Republicans (a party that was comprised mostly of Thomas Jefferson’s supporters) thought that the U.S. was bound to aid their allies. They felt indebted because France had helped America win their independence from Britain.

On the other hand, Federalists (Hamilton’s supporters) felt they owed them moral support only. They wanted to maintain a peaceful trade relationship with Britain. Britain was at war with France, so supporting the French would be economically unwise. President Washington issued the Neutrality Proclamation of 1793, declaring America neutral in regards to the war between Britain and France.

Britain ignored the Proclamation. They assumed that America supported the French and started attacking American ships. Federalists still wished to avert war.

Washington sent Chief Justice Jay to London in 1794. He was to negotiate a treaty with Britain. Democratic-Republicans were outraged. They felt that they now had good cause to fight Britain. However, Jay was attempting to preserve the peace.

Hamilton shared U.S. negotiation tactics with the British to sabotage Jay’s plans. He worried that Jay would cause war and economic disaster. Unsurprisingly, the negotiations were highly ineffective. The resulting treaty giving the British eighteen months to withdraw the last of their troops from American soil, allowed them to continue trading with Native Americans, and called for the United States to repay debts to England that they had incurred during the Revolutionary War.

The negotiations had one positive effect. Spain worried that America and Britain would become allies, so they worked to improve their relations with the U.S. They granted America regions of northern Florida and allowed merchants to use the Mississippi River to transport goods under Pickney’s Treaty of 1795.

In 1796, John Adams was elected president. His administration immediately faced challenges. The French felt that America’s actions violated the Franco-American Treaty of 1778. They began raiding American ships. Adams sent officials to negotiate with the French Foreign Minister. Instead, three French agents the Americans labeled “X,” “Y,” and “Z” communicated their requests to the minister.

In order to even speak to him, the agents demanded a $250,000 bribe, and a $12 million loan. Although bribes were commonplace at the time, the price was much too steep. This disrespectful treatment caused some Democratic-Republicans to turn against the French. Some people even wanted to declare war on France.

Although it would have made him more popular, Adams resisted Federalist demands. He did not declare war on France. Instead, he increased U.S. defenses and authorized privateers to attack French ships.

In 1799, the French Foreign Minister agreed to negotiate with the Americans. However, by the time the envoy reached France, Napoleon Bonaparte had become the military dictator of the country. Bonaparte wished to sever ties with the United States. France and America signed the Convention of 1800, annulling the Treaty of 1778.

The trouble with France caused political turmoil in America. Federalists controlled Congress in 1798. They passed a number of laws that appeared to make America safer but actually attempted to silence the opposition. The Alien and Sedition Acts were comprised of four laws. The laws served to punish newspapers that expressed negative views about the government, and attempted to stop immigrants from voting. Many immigrants supported the Democratic-Republicans.

The Alien and Sedition Acts backfired. They were seen as an abuse of power. Many labeled them unconstitutional. Jefferson and the Democratic-Republicans gained support.

In 1800, Jefferson ran against Adams (Federalist), Charles Pickney (Federalist), and Aaron Burr (Democratic-Republican). The campaign got dirty very fast. The Democratic-Republicans called the Federalists power hungry bureaucrats, while the Federalists accused the Democratic-Republicans of being godless extremists who wanted to turn the United States into a post-revolution France.

The election finished in a tie between Jefferson and Burr. The vote went to the Federalist-controlled House of Representatives. The election stretched into 1801. Hamilton despised Burr, so he convinced his fellow Federalists to support Jefferson.

To prevent future standoffs, the Twelfth Amendment was passed. It required a separate ballot in the Electoral College for President and Vice President. The amendment was ratified in 1804.

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Honors Project Part VI by Hades

June 23, 2011

1770s-1780s Part II

In which the blosoming America experiences Financial Troubles, we learn about the Problem with Printing Too Much Cash, the Articles of Confederation Fail, and Political Parties rear their Ugly Heads.

Without British restrictions, America could trade internationally. They initiated a trade relationship with Asia, trafficking fur, cotton, and ginseng (a spice) for silk, tea, and other luxuries. In addition, they could trade with Europe.

Britain would not let America trade with their settlements in the West Indies. Previously, most America wheat, fish, and lumber had been exported to those colonies. Once again, smuggling was on the rise.

However, Britain continued trading with their former colonies. They shipped cheap manufactured products to the United States. Because they had been unavailable during the revolution, there was high demand for them. The sudden influx of inexpensive British goods damaged the economy. Although many people wanted to place tariffs on imports, Congress could not levy taxes. The states were unable to agree on a uniform duty.

In 1784, Spain closed the Mississippi River to America trade, further damaging the economy. The Mississippi was especially important to small Southern farmers. They lacked an alternative way for their goods to reach international markets. Later, Spain reopened to Mississippi, but forced American merchants to pay a tariff.

America’s allies were not very helpful either. France wanted the U.S. to pay back their debts from the Revolutionary War. The financial situation was so bleak that America couldn’t comply. The French restricted American trade to punish them for their tardy payments.

Between 1785 and 1786, about half the states started printing more paper money. Most of it was loaned to farmers or given to veterans as compensation. The money depreciated,
leading to inflation. Rhode Island experienced the worst effects because they printed the most currency.

The economy was very unstable during the 1770s, 80s, and 90s. As a result of trade restrictions, decline in American manufacturing, states taxing imports from other states, and excessive printing of paper currency, the economy went into a recession. Congress had no ability to improve the situation by implementing taxes.

To generate money, Congress decided to sell the largely uninhabited western territory. The “Old Northwest” consisted of the land north of the Ohio River, east of the Mississippi, and south of the Great Lakes. The Land Ordinance of 1785 was passed by Congress. It divided the Old Northwest into townships, and divided further into lots. Reflecting public interest in education, every sixteen lots required a school. The lots were marked by lines cut directly into the ground. Most of the land was bought by development companies.

The Northwest Ordinance of 1787 was passed to organize the admittance of new states to the Union. Once the adult male population reached five thousand, the territories would be governed by three judges appointed by Congress. Once it reached sixty thousand, the territory would achieve statehood. Eventually the Old Northwest developed into Ohio, Illinois, Indiana, Michigan, and Wisconsin. Slavery was illegal in all of these states.

Because the methods of the land ordinances were so effective, they became a model for American public land policy. The sale of the Old Northwest generated revenue for Congress. However, economic difficulties persisted throughout the 1780s.

The western counties of Massachusetts revolted when their state legislature would not reduce the high taxes on farmers. Daniel Shays, a veteran of the Revolutionary War, led about 1,200 farmers to the federal arsenal in Springfield, Massachusetts. Shay and his followers demanded more flexible financial policies, suspension property confiscation, and a postponement of taxes until the depression ended. The military suppressed Shay’s rebellion. Shay was condemned to death, but was pardoned before he could be executed.

Shay’s rebellion motivated Congress to reform the Articles of Confederation. In 1787, a Constitutional Convention was held in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. The major issue they faced was that Congress could not make courts or taxes, regulate commerce, or enforce laws.  They decided to write an entirely new constitution.

Although many options were proposed, the Connecticut Compromise was adopted to organize government structure. It established a bicameral legislature consisting of the House of Representative which would have delegates from each state based on population, and the Senate which would have two delegates from every state regardless of population. Bills would be voted on first by the House. If they passed, they would proceed to the Senate.

Congress could not place taxes on exports. This was on the insistence of the Southern States who relied on European markets. However, Congress could place tariffs on imports. The North supported high tariffs on European manufactured goods because they were largely involved in manufacturing.

The Executive Branch would be headed by the President. The President would be able to appoint officials, and veto legislation. In addition He (and later he or she) would also be Commander in Chief of the United States military.

Because slaves lacked basic rights as citizens, Congress was not sure whether they should be counted as people in censuses. The South wanted slaves to count because it would increase their population, and, by extension, their representation in Congress. In the end, the delegates settled on the Three Fifths Compromise which counted each slave as three fifths of a person.

The constitution was submitted for ratification in 1787. Public opinion on the document fell into two general categories: Federalist and Antifederalist. The Federalists wanted a powerful, centralized government that would protect and improve the economy. Antifederalists were loyal to their state governments. They supported a Bill of Rights to protect personal freedoms, and worried that the government would abuse their right to tax the states.

Alexander Hamilton, James Madison, and John Jay wrote essays collectively known as the Federalist Papers to try to address the concerns of Antifederalists. The Federalist Papers helped gain the necessary support for the Constitution. It was ratified in 1788, and the Continental Congress was disbanded.

George Washington, previous commander of the Patriot army, was elected president. John Adams had the second most votes, so he became Washington’s Vice President. Under Washington, Congress established the Supreme Court as well as circuit and district courts. John Jay, one of the authors of the Federalist Papers, was appointed Chief Justice.

Due to popular demand, James Madison drafted the Bill of Rights. It initially consisted of more amendments, but the states only approved ten. It went into effect in 1791.

Secretary of the Treasury Alexander Hamilton developed as economic structure which would inspire confidence in the government. All state debts from the revolution would be assumed by the federal government, the nation’s capitol would be moved south (to present day Washington D.C.) to reward the Southern States for paying off most of their debts, and a national bank would be established. Secretary of State Thomas Jefferson opposed this plan because he believed in a strict interpretation of the Constitution. The Constitution did not make provisions for national banks or any of the other parts of Hamilton’s plan. Nevertheless, the Bank of the United States was established in 1791.

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Honors Project Part V by Hades

June 23, 2011

1770s-1780s

In which America gains its independence.

In 1774, delegates from every colony except for Georgia met to formulate a response to the Coercive Acts. Famous attendees include John Adams, George Washington, Samuel Adams, and Patrick Henry. John Adams proposed the Declaration of Rights and Resolves. It stated that Americans had the right to control their own legislation, but Parliament could control commerce between the colonies and foreign countries. This meeting, the First Continental Congress, also resolved to boycott British goods for a year.

The next year, more British troops were sent to Massachusetts to control the colony that King George III felt was in a state of rebellion. The soldiers were trying to prevent a second meeting of the Continental Congress.

Redcoats were sent to seize weapons and gunpowder from the colonists, and arrest to Patriot leaders, John Hancock and Sam Adams in Concord, Massachusetts. They clashed with militiamen in Lexington, Massachusetts. This battle was the first in the American War for Independence.

Although the British attempted to prevent it, the Second Continental Congress met in May, 1775. They appointed George Washington Commander in Chief of the Continental Army. They also wrote the Olive Branch Petition which asked King George to intercede with Parliament on the colonists’ behalf. In effect, the Second Continental Congress was becoming America’s new government.

Britain passed the Prohibitory Act in 1776. All colonial ports were closed, and treason was redefined as any resistance to British rule. In response, Congress opened port to international trade and authorized privateers to attack British ships. Thomas Jefferson drafted the Declaration of Independence which formally broke ties between American and Britain. On July fourth, 1776, the Declaration of Independence was approved by Congress.

The document as well as the principles of the American Revolution was influenced by Enlightenment philosophy. Ideals of a balanced, democratic government, perfecting human society, reason, and the role of the individual came from the Age of Reason. Many colonial leaders including Benjamin Franklin and Thomas Jefferson were deists. They relied on logic and science instead of faith. These values were reflected in the Declaration.

During the first few battles of the Revolutionary War, the British were able to defeat the Continental Army through a combination of superior numbers and strategy. However, in 1776, the colonial army captured about a thousand British soldiers at Trenton, New Jersey. This was General Washington’s first true victory.

America won more battles. Then, in 1777, the American militia forced British General Burgoyne to surrender at Saratoga, New York. This victory convinced France to support the American rebels in their battles against the British.

France and America signed the Treaty of Alliance in 1778. It stipulated France would not stop fighting until America won its independence, neither country would stop until they emerged victorious, and both were responsible for protecting America against all other powers. In the same year, Britain decided to meet all American demands made prior to 1775 in hopes of ending the war and retaining control of the colonies. At this point, only total independence would satisfy the colonists. The offers were rejected.

By 1779, Britain was fighting America, France, Spain, and the Netherlands simultaneously. In an attempt to cut off the colonies, they blockaded the American coast. Because France had a large, powerful fleet, this tactic was ineffective.

During 1779 and 1780, the British captured Georgia and moved on to the Carolinas. South Carolina was almost subdued, but Britain overreached themselves. Two subordinates of General Cornwallis were captured by the Patriots.

General Washington and French commander Comte de Rochambeau surrounded Cornwallis and forced him to surrender in 1781. At the same time, the French fleet attacked and defeated the British navy. Although American victory seemed inevitable, King George decided to continue the war.

Britain was in debt, and suffering losses not only in the Americas, but also in other colonial areas. In 1782, Parliament voted to discontinue the war. Lord North resigned. The new Prime Minister, Lord Rockingham wanted to negotiate a peace treaty. Benjamin Franklin, John Adams, and John Jay were appointed by the Continental Congress to travel to Paris to talk with the British.

The diplomats were supposed to consult with their French allies before making a final settlement. The Americans were perturbed by this arrangement because
France was allied with both America and Spain. They were attempting to help Spain win back a small peninsula bordering Spain, Gibraltar, from the British. It was possible that the French would try to use American land west of the Appalachians to bargain with if they could not capture Gibraltar. Although France wanted to destroy the British Empire, they didn’t want the newly independent US to become a threat.

It seemed increasingly likely that European countries would cede all the land bordering America. Jay and Franklin held speparate negotiations with the British. They insisted that Britain recognize their independence, and withdraw British troops from America as soon as possible.

The American border was set to include everything south of the Great Lakes, east of the Mississippi River, and north of Florida. Florida would be returned to Spain, and Britain would  keep Canada. In addition, British merchants would be allowed to continue trading and collecting debts in the United States.

In 1783, France and Spain stopped trying to recapture Gibraltar. They agreed to make peace with the British. The Treaty of Paris was signed that year.

America began organizing their government during the Revolutionary War. Continental Congress was acting as a legislature without any constitutional basis. To give it legal authority, a national constitution was drafted in 1776. It was submitted for approval by the states the next year. In 1781, the first national constitution was ratified. It was called The Articles of Confederation.

The Articles linked the thirteen states into a country, and gave the Continental Congress a legal basis for their power. However, Congress could not levy taxes, regulate trade, or enforce new laws. The legislature had only one branch in which each state received one vote. Nine states had to approve in order to pass a bill about war, treaties, military or finances, while constitutional amendments required unanimous approval.

As a result of these political changes, a social revolution occurred. Most land-related voting requirements were dropped, allowing the majority of white men to vote. The Anglican Church was dissolved and reformed as the Protestant Episcopal Church to break its ties to England. There was greater religious freedom, and separation between church and state increased.

Starting with Pennsylvania in 1780, every northern state abolished slavery. Many southern states relaxed manumission laws which prevented owners from freeing their slaves. About ten thousand slaves were freed by their owners between 1782 and 1790. However, even in the North segregation prevented African Americans from holding specific jobs, purchasing property, and going to school.

Many Congressmen wanted to abolish slavery altogether. However, they decided that the issue would take too long to resolve, and cause division between the states. Slavery was outlawed only in areas where it wasn’t economically important.

Women could not vote, preach, hold office, or get divorced during the 1700s. In many states, they lacked the ability own property, and had no legal rights to their children. Although John Adams’ wife Abigail advised him to secure women’s rights in the constitution, he did not comply.

One area that saw significant progress was education. The first American history textbook was published in 1787. Eight new colleges were founded during the 1780s, almost doubling the original number.  Americans grew more interested in public schooling.

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Honors Project Part IV by Hades

June 23, 2011

1760s-1770s

In which Britain exercises their right to tax, and the colonies exercise their right to protest.

The Seven Years War and French and Indian War left Britain in dire financial straits. The issued the Proclamation of 1763 which forced colonists to stay east of the Appalachian Mountains. They wanted the settlers to stay in areas the British controlled so that they could be taxed.

Prime Minister William Pitt decided to keep a large force of British soldiers in the American colonies, increasing Britain’s debt. Parliament started strictly enforcing the Navigation Act of 1660 in order to raise revenue. However, this merely increased smuggling and did not make much money.

George Grenville succeeded Pitt as Prime Minister. Grenville resolved to make the colonists pay  what he felt was their fair share of the war cost.He reasoned that because the French and Indian War was fought to protect the colonies, they should contribute via taxes.  He started by passing the Sugar Act or Revenue Act in 1764. It placed tariffs on sugar, wine, coffee, and other goods the colonies imported.

Because they lacked representation in Parliament, the colonists thought these taxes were unjust. They continued their smuggling activities to avoid the Sugar Act. Grenville argued that Parliament represented all members of the British Empire, but the Americans ignored him. When the Sugar Act failed to generate revenue, the Stamp Act replaced it.

Under the Stamp Act, all printed materials had to bear a special stamp to show that one had paid the tax. This duty effected legal documents, playing cards, pamphlets, newspapers, and other printed goods. Although this type of tax existed in England, the colonists were resentful.  In 1765, delegates from nine colonies met and started a petition to repeal the Stamp Act.

When Parliament ignored them, colonists started organizing assemblies like the Sons of Liberty. These groups started riots, vandalized the homes of stamp distributors, and intimidated stamp agents into resigning their posts. By the time the law came into effect, there were no stamp distributors left.

In addition, colonists boycotted British goods and cut down on imports in general. Parliament was forced to repeal the Stamp Act. However, they passed the Declaratory Act which gave England the authority to pass any laws they wanted in the colonies. This gave Britain absolute power over the colonists.

In 1767, the Townshend Duties were enacted. The Townshend Duties taxed glass, lead, paint, silk, tea, and other colonial imports. The revenue from these taxes went to support American ports. Many British troops were also withdrawn from the colonies.

Although some colonists boycotted these taxes, others did not. It was a relatively small, indirect tax that benefitted them directly. Smuggling was so widespread that most people could easily avoid the Townshend Duties anyways.

When the duties failed to raise much revenue, more soldiers were sent to the colonies. Colonists worried that their rights were going to be forcibly taken away. There were frequent conflicts between British soldiers (dubbed Redcoats due to their scarlet uniforms) and rebellious colonists.

In 1770, a conflict between the two groups turned bloody. Five colonists were killed by British soldiers in Boston, Massachusetts. They had been threatening the soldiers and throwing snowballs at them. One Redcoat panicked and fired at the mob. The event was dubbed the Boston Massacre.

John Adams, a fierce Patriot, defended the British as an attorney to ensure the soldiers would have a fair trial. All but two were acquitted, and the pair was only charged for manslaughter. The New Prime Minister, Lord North repealed all of the Townshend Duties except for the Tea Tax that same year.

By 1773, the British East India Trading Company was facing bankruptcy. American boycotts and smuggling contributed to their financial woes. Fearful of losing revenue, the British government passed the Tea Act.

It allowed th company to forego wholesalers and sell directly to American merchants. This reduce prices so much that it was more expensive to buy from smugglers than from legitimate venues. Colonists were incensed. They believed that they were being duped into paying the tea tax. Protests were common, and mobs blocked the ports to stop tea from being unloaded.

Governor Thomas Hutchinson of Massachusetts ordered three ships with cargoes of tea to stay in Boston harbor until they cold take their goods to shore. He wanted the Boston rebels to respect British authority. Instead, the Sons of Liberty snuck aboard the ships disguised as Native Americans. They dumped the tea into Boston Harbor.

Opinion among patriots was mixed. John Adams supported this drastic action while Benjamin Franklin thought it was wrong to destroy private property. Although many colonists opposed the actions of the Sons of Liberty, Lord North decided it was time that the Massachusetts colonists were punished for their rebelliousness.

In 1774, the Coercive Acts were passed. They consisted of The Boston Port Act which closed Boston Harbor to commercial traffic until they paid for the wasted tea, the Administration of Justice Act which transferred legal cases involving royal officials to Britain, the Massachusetts Government Act which increased governor’s power while decreased local authority,
and the Quartering Act which forced citizens to house British soldiers. They also passed the Quebec Act, which extended the Canadian border to include the Ohio River Valley even though the land was already claimed by Massachusetts, Connecticut, and Virginia.

These laws were called the Intolerable Acts in the colonies. The Coercive Acts were designed to punish Massachusetts alone. Lord North assumed that each colony was an individual body, and the rest would not care about the plight of Massachusetts. Lord North was wrong. Many colonists, both in and outside of Massachusetts felt that their freedom was being directly threatened. The fact that Britain claimed absolute authority over them rankled.

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Honors Project Part III by Hades

June 23, 2011

1690s-1760s

In which the Age of Reason and the Great Awakening make Waves, tensions with France rise, and there are Consequences.

In addition to conflicts with the French, British colonists had to deal with internal struggles. Between 1691 and 1693, the Salem Witch Trial caused hundreds of deaths and many more imprisonments. The Witch Trials occurred in the fervently religious New England Colonies.

The end of the Witch Trials marked the beginning of the Age of Reason in America. The Age of Reason or the Enlightenment was a cultural movement that began in Europe around the end of the Thirty Years War in 1648. According the Enlightenment ideals, humans could discover objective truth and understanding of the natural world through close observation. Mathematics and science were celebrated in poetry, art, music, and architecture.

Francis Bacon, John Locke, George Berkley, David Hume, Voltaire, Robert Hooke, Isaac Newton, and Jean-Jacques Rousseau were some of Europe’s greatest Enlightenment thinkers. Their works traveled to the American colonies, sparking an era of Enlightenment thinking. Many leaders of the American Revolution were inspired by the Enlightenment.

The Age of Reason had an effect on religion in the colonies. Some came to believe that Christ was entirely human and that God saved sinners because they would go on to do good of their own free will, not because of predestination. Others came to reject the Bible and religious dogma altogether. Deism, a belief system that proposes the God created the universe then ceased to interfere developed at this time. Famous American deists include Thomas Jefferson, Benjamin Franklin, George Washington, and Thomas Paine. The effects were not extremely wide spread because the Age of Reason generally impacted the wealthy alone.

Despite ideas introduced by the Age of Reason, religion remained an integral part of life in Europe and in the colonies.  However, in America many people lived far away from churches. To attract people from isolated areas, a new system called revivalism was developed. Revivals involved a preacher giving a dramatic, theatrical sermon in order to elicit spiritual outpourings from his congregation. These events could attract hundreds or even thousands of listeners.

Due to revivalism, church membership increased, especially among young men. Churches competed against each other for potential members. This period of increased religious fervor started in the 1730s. It is referred to as the First Great Awakening.

Although it rekindled interest in religion, many ministers disliked the flamboyant new preachers. Revivalism lured people away from their congregations and made spiritual claims based on personal experience rather than church doctrine or the Bible. Many members of more traditional sects such as Congregationalists and Presbyterians joined new groups like the Baptists or Methodists.

Demand for ministers increased so more people went to colleges and universities. The majority of new preachers thought salvation was a responsibility that belonged to men, not God. This conflicted with traditional church doctrine. Colleges such as Dartmouth, Brown, Rutgers, and Princeton produced many Great Awakening ministers and preachers.

The Great Awakening was one of the first truly American experiences. It wasn’t a movement that migrated from Europe, and it impacted people in all levels of society. It also contributed to religious freedom. While the Age of Reason promoted the right for one to choose a religion, the Great Awakening affirmed the right of dissenters to worship without government interference.

During the peak of the Enlightenment and Great Awakening, tensions between colonial America and New France intensified. French trappers allied with the local Huron Indians against the British settlers and Iroquois tribes to the south. The French wanted to expand south toward the Ohio Valley for trapping opportunities. Britain wanted to claim the same land for their settlers.

Britain was involved with the War of Spanish Succession in the early 1700s. The king of France’s grandson had been named heir to the Spanish throne. Most European countries, including Britain backed an Austrian Hapsburg candidate. They worried that France and Spain would unite if Philip of France inherited the Spanish throne.

This led to a war. France suffered numerous defeats. Although Philip did become king of Spain, he and King Louis XIV were forced to sign the Treaty of Utretch. Under the treaty, Philip had to abandon all territories outside Spain and Austria, and Louis had to promise not to unite Spain and France.

As a result, relations between the British colonies and New France deteriorated. In 1745, Britain invaded Nova Scotia. The French attempted to regain their lost land. They were unsuccessful. New England colonists planned to invade New France, but their plans were stopped when a peace treaty was signed in 1748.

However, in the 1750s, tensions rose again. Marquis Duquesne of France established new settlements that were threateningly close to British holdings. In 1754, the French started building Fort Duquesne in a remote region of Virginia. Colonel George Washington and 150 soldiers were dispatched to interrupt the construction.

Washington and his men encountered French and Huron forces on their way to the fort. This skirmish marked the beginning of the French and Indian War. The colonies started organizing a defense force and planned to raise taxes to support the war effort.

North American violence spread to Europe. In 1756, the Seven Years War began. France, Austria, and Russia united against Britain and the rising power of Prussia. The fighting spread to colonial regions of Africa, South America, and the East and West Indies.Unlike previous conflicts, this war began in the Americas and spread to Europe. The colonies were becoming increasingly valuable and strategically important.

Initially, British forces were disorganized. They lost several battles. Despite their initial failures, they pulled ahead. Quebec was captured in 1759 and Montreal the year after. These two settlements were the largest in New France. Shortly afterward, France surrendered.

The Paris Peace Settlement was signed in 1763. France was forced to cede all of its New World holdings to Britain. Britain deported many French settlers to New Orleans and cleared Native Americans from tribal lands to make room for white settlers. Some tribes revolted. In response, the British gave them blankets infected with smallpox. The disease would decimate local populations, leaving the tribes vulnerable.

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Honors Project Part II by Hades

June 22, 2011

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1530s-1680s

In which France and Britain establish their own colonies, America develops, and the expansion causes Problems.

France, Britain, and the Netherlands all expressed interest in establishing New World colonies. However, they had to satisfy themselves with attacking Spanish and Portuguese ships and settlements. Due in part to labor shortage, the Spanish New World Empire began to decline during the 1600s. In 1665, England captured Jamaica.
The French and British established successful colonies in North America. These settlements threatened Spanish holdings in Texas, Florida, and California.

Despite a distinct lack of precious metals, the North American colonies proved to be very profitable. The French set up valuable fur trading industries in Canada with the help of local Native American tribes. British colonies in Virginia exported tobacco. In 1619, the first African slaves arrived in Virginia to help harvest their crops. Virginia’s population grew quickly. It became a Royal Colony in 1624.

In 1558, the Anglican Church became England’s state church. Extreme Protestants still felt that the new church was too tied to its Catholic roots. Calvinism, a more radical form of Protestantism was spreading through the Netherlands, Switzerland, Scotland, and France. This resulted in a civil war between French Protestants (called Huguenots) and Catholics. King Phillip II of Spain attempted to stop the spread of Protestantism in his country by brutally oppressing anyone who didn’t conform to Catholicism.

The Netherlands, which were controlled by Spain at the time, rebelled. With the help of England, they gained independence from Spain. To retaliate, Spain attacked England in 1588. Due to bad weather and England’s naval power, Spain’s fleet was destroyed.

The oppression of Protestants led to increased immigration to the Americas. Dutch Calvinists settled in New Amsterdam (now New York). In 1655, they captured New Sweden (Delaware). Huguenots from France went to Quebec and Montreal, fur trading settlements in modern day Canada.

In England, a sect of Protestants known as Puritans emerged. Puritans felt that the Anglican Church was still too close to its Catholic roots. The strongest Puritans were called Separatists. They left the Church of England in 1606. In 1620, they established their own colony in New England.

Between 1618 and 1648, the Thirty Year War raged between European Catholics and Protestants. Spain, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, and France were embroiled in the struggle. Because of the conflict, emigration from these countries was restricted.

Due in part to the Thirty Years War, between 16,000 and 20,000 Puritans left England for America during the 1630s. This exodus is known as the Great Migration. Because of the influx of European settlers, there was a war between British Colonists and Native American in 1644. The tribes were defeated and forced to move west.

Meanwhile, England was experiencing its own difficulties. A civil war occurred between Calvinists and Anglicans in 1642. King Charles was overthrown and executed. In 1649, Oliver Cromwell took power. He gave himself the title Lord Protector, and ruled Britain as a military dictator. During Cromwell’s reign, fewer people immigrated to the New World because of increased restrictions on travel.

In 1660, Cromwell died and the monarchy was restored. Charles II became king. Under Charles, England captured New Amsterdam from their previous allies, the Dutch in 1664. They renamed the area New York. People from diverse European countries settled in the region. Because they lacked an ethnic or religious majority, New York was one of the most tolerant colonies.

To strengthen the British economy and protect merchants from foreign traders, the Navigation Act was passed by Parliament in 1660. The Navigation Act listed specific goods that could only be carried by English ships. The main purpose of the act was to stop Dutch traders profiting from English markets.

By the 1680s, there were three distinct regions in the American colonies. The New England colonies (or Northern Colonies) were predominantly Puritan. The church controlled the government and had little tolerance for any form of dissention. Mills, fishing and ship building industries, and ports made settlements in the area very wealthy. The New England colonies included Massachusetts, Connecticut, New Hampshire and Rhode Island.

New York, New Jersey, Pennsylvania and Delaware were called the Middle Colonies. They had diverse, urban populations. Exports included grain, fur, and lumber. Due to their profitable ports, religious dissention was tolerated by English officials.

The final group was the Southern colonies. They were composed of Maryland, Virginia, the Carolinas, and Georgia. They all had rural populations, and a plantation-based economy. The plantations promoted racial and class-based segregation. In addition, the economy was entirely dependent of European markets for tobacco, rice, and indigo.

Many French settlers immigrated to the Americas during the 1680s. In 1685, King Louis XIV revoked the Edict of Nantes, stripping Protestants of their rights. Many Huguenots left France. Their Canadian colonies expanded south.

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Honors Project Part I by Hades

June 22, 2011

From the late 1400s until Reconstruction, America was closely linked to Britain and other European nations. Until the Revolutionary War, America was subject to laws passed by England. Even afterward, the United States continued to be affected by European wars, culture, and inventions.

Please give me feedback on this essay! It is an honors project for my US History class, so I would really appreciate your opinions.

1490s-1520s

In which Christopher Columbus stumbles upon the Americas, and the Spainiards and Portuguese are grabby.

In 1492, Italian explorer Christopher Columbus became the first European to set foot in the Caribbean. He claimed the region for Spain. Europeans speculated that a route to Asia might lie somewhere in the “New World.” This made the Americas very valuable real-estate. Under the Treaty of Tordesillas, the New Worlds was divided between Spain and Portugal. Spain received most of the Americas while Portugal was granted Brazil and Africa.

During the 1500s, the greatest civilizations in the world were in Asia. European merchants wanted access to Asian silk, jewels, spices, and other luxury goods. However, hostile Muslim states such as the Ottoman Empire stood in between the traders and their prize. In order to safely travel to Asia, merchants had to pay hefty sums to the Ottomans.

The Ottoman Turks controlled the Black Sea, much of the Eastern Mediterranean, and the western ends of the land route to China and India. European explorers wanted to find another, safer, less expensive way to Asian markets. However, no water route through the Americas was found.

Interest in the New World was rekindled once gold was discovered in South and Central America. In 1519, Herman Cortes began his conquest of the Aztec empire in modern day
Mexico. Using superior weapons, the Spaniards were able to topple the civilization in only three years. They were aided by smallpox, a European disease which decimated native populations. People in the New World had never encountered Old World diseases, so they had no natural immunities.

Soon after the collapse of the Aztec Empire, the Incas of South America were conquered by the Spanish. Spain became wealthy with New World gold. In 1519, the same year that Cortes began his campaign against the Aztecs, King Charles of Spain became Holy Roman Emperor. This gave his authority over Spain, the Netherlands and large portions of Italy. When Charles was appointed, the Hapsburg Dynasty, which would last two hundred years, began.

Another event which would, in time, have profound effects on the New World occurred in 1517. Martin Luther, a German monk, wrote his 95 Theses which expressed his displeasure with the Catholic Church. His words resonated with many Christians who felt that the Church had become corrupt. The resulting political and religious turbulence was part of the Protestant Reform Movement.

The Protestant Reformation divided Europe. However, the continent was threatened by another power: the predominantly Muslim Ottoman Turks. The Ottomans controlled much of the Middle East by 1516. In 1526, they defeated Hungary, and three years later, they besieged Vienna. Vienna was the home of the Hapsburg Emperors. Although the attack was repelled, the Ottomans were a force to be reckoned with.

Around the same time, the New World replaced Africa as the primary source for European gold. Portugal started settling the coast of West Africa during the 1400s. In 1502, the Portuguese trading posts became a source of human labor. Enslaved Africans were shipped to the Americas to provide workers. European diseases and Spanish conquest had killed thousands of Native Americans, so the European conquerors needed another long term labor force.

Meanwhile, in China the Ming leaders decided to close their borders to foreigners. They resisted European trade. Due to their isolation, they would lose their technological superiority over the next few centuries. Interest in Asian trade decreased, and Europe’s attention turned to the Americas.

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History is fun…ish

June 21, 2011

I am doing an Honors project for US History through my online school. I was trying to finish it before the regular school year ended, but it didn’t work out. Initially, I had planned to present it for a middle school class.

Instead, I was wondering if I could publish it here and get some feedback. It’s an essay, and it isn’t terribly exciting, but I’d appreciate it if you read at least some of it.

Because it’s pretty long, I’m going to post it in several parts. Please let me know what you think!

My premise is:

From the late 1400s until Reconstruction, America was closely linked to Britain and other European nations. Until the Revolutionary War, America was subject to laws passed by England. Even afterward, the United States continued to be affected by European wars, culture, and inventions.

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