Shieldwolf Chapter 3: Skulls and Bells by Hades

January 27, 2012

Chapter Three: Skulls and Bells

     Jonathan was surrounded by mist. He was amongst gnarled, stunted trees, completely bare of leaves. The mist swirled around his shoes. It rose to chest height, and everywhere it touched his skin, he burned. He screamed and screamed, and the mists burned him. He looked down at himself, and yelled again; his body was covered in angry red bumps and hives.

As he sank to the ground in agony, he looked up at the trees. Now their branches were not bare, but full of crows, black and shimmering. They hopped from branch to branch with fussy little caws. As he watched them, they turned as one bird to stare at him. Again, as one bird they spread their wings, and lifted into the air. As one bird, they dove-

Jonathan was lying in his bed at home, the blankets wrapped tightly around him. They were stranglingly close, and the more he struggled to tear them off, the more trapped he became.

“Josh!” he yelled “Josh! Josh! Help me!”

“You’re sick, little brother.” came Josh’s voice from somewhere out of sight. “You need to stay in bed today.”

“Josh! Please, Josh, help me!”

Josh only laughed. The laughter grew louder and deeper until it vibrated in his teeth, in his bones. And he was burning, burning, burning…

He was running up a hill, Scott’s Hill, through the snow. He was panicked, terrified. He had to reach the top. He glanced back, and there was the wolf. Its muzzle was flecked with blood, and its eyes shone with malice. It drew closer and closer, and he forced himself to speed up.

He was getting away! He sprinted on, and suddenly it was snowing. Except the flakes were not white, they were iridescent and black; not flakes, but feathers. He was running through a storm of crows, and the wolf was on his heels again. It leapt-

Jonathan opened his eyes. Tob’s hand was on his forehead. He tried to push her away, but he was weak and shaky. He blinked. He was no longer in the forest. There was a ceiling that slanted down to the floor on both sides. It looked as though he was in some sort of attic. Not an attic though, for there was hay all around. A barn loft, then.

“W- what did you do to me?”

“Knocked you unconscious.” Tob said matter-of-factly. “Well, spelled you to sleep at any rate. I was a bit nervous about using magic on you, but it seemed safe than hitting you over the head with a rock. We had to get you on that speeder somehow. Anyways, I woke you up just now. We couldn’t find an inn with any room for us to stay, so we’re staying in here.”

Jonathan closed his eyes. His head was pounding.

“If I had eaten anything today, I think I would be throwing up right now. I just can’t believe this. You guys could have at least told me what you were going to do.”

“Old habits die hard, I guess. It’s a bad idea to tell someone when you’re going to use magic on them. Most people know how to resist at least a little bit.”

“Where’s Ari?”

“Paying the owner of the barn.”

Jonathan kept his eyes closed and did not say anything. He heard Tob fidgeting with something a little ways away. He wanted to prop himself up to see what she was doing, but it seemed like far too much effort. A few minutes later, he felt a blanket being drawn over him. He tried hard to open his eyes, but they were suddenly very heavy.

The next thing he knew, low voices were whispering somewhere in the dim loft.

“-don’t know why you haven’t told him.”

This was a woman’s voice; Tob’s voice. She sounded exasperated.

“What does it matter to you?”

A lower voice, surly, and defensive; Ari was speaking now. “He’ll know in a couple of days anyways.”

“If it doesn’t matter, then why don’t you explain it to him? You’re being ridiculous, Ari!”

Keep your voice down!”

There was a pause. Jonathan made sure his breathing stayed steady.

“Anyways,” Ari continued, “I don’t know how he’ll take it. I mean, he’s a Traveler. If his world is anything like ours, then-”

“That’s not what I’m talking about. My point is that you’re pretending to be a-”

“And my point is that that doesn’t matter, Tob.”

Jonathan turned his head slightly and opened his eyes a crack. Ari and Tob were sitting close to the Fire Box, facing him. As he watched, Tob touched Ari’s arm lightly.

“Ari, it isn’t fair to the boy. He is depending on us completely for protection, poor little bastard. I think he deserves to know at least a little bit about who we are.”

“Yeah, and you’re one to talk.”

“Don’t start. You know that this,” Tob gestured to her face, “is a safety measure. Rimvolf is a dangerous place for my people now.”

“And this is a godsdamn safety measure too. If the Royalists found me, who knows what they’d do? It was a risk even going to Aeolik.”

“So you think that they are still looking for you?”

“If they found me, I’m sure they wouldn’t waste much time in administering their punishment. But I’m more worried that my parents will find me and ship me off to some godsforsaken castle in Corithis.”

Tob leaned forward and kissed Ari on the top of his head. Obviously irritated, Ari withdrew, wrinkling his nose.

“Don’t worry about that right now. Get some sleep. I’ll stay up and keep watch.”

Ari nodded crisply and curled up near Jonathan. Jonathan hurriedly shut his eyes. He considered snoring gently for effect, but thought better of it. Late into the night, he replayed the conversation in his head. He fell asleep wondering what secret Tob and Ari were keeping from him. When he dreamed, he dreamed an empty, maze-like house.

Ari prodded him awake at the crack of dawn. Jonathan was dimly aware of eating something flavorless, and being bundled out into the cold morning. He yawned enormously. Tob drove the speeder out of the barn, hopped down, and placed her hand on Jonathan’s forehead.

“Wait, I don’t-”

He woke up swaddled in blankets, lying on an under-stuffed mattress in a dim room.

“Will you stop doing that!” he snarled feebly.

Tob shrugged.

“Where am I anyways?”

“Red Eagle Inn, somewhere off the main road. We’ve got another day of driving ahead of us, this time off road.” Ari said from across the room. “You’ll need to slow down a little, Tob. I swear I thought we were all dead when that patroller came around the corner. You could have run into them.”

“Could have is a long way from did, my friend. Besides, I thought you wanted me to get you there in a hurry.”

“In a hurry, but also with all limbs intact.”

“I’ll do my best. For now, I’ll leave you two boys to talk.”

Tob winked at Jonathan, and made an unfamiliar hand gesture at Ari, and left the room. Ari shook his head ruefully.

“How do you feel?”

“Sick. Tired. I don’t like getting knocked out every morning and waking up somewhere random. It makes me feel like I’ve been kidnapped.”

“Sorry. If you come up with a better solution, tell me.” Ari sounded brusque again.

“I will. Do you have any food? I haven’t eaten since breakfast.”

“Yes. Here.”

Jonathan had some rather stale bread, a handful of nuts, and a hot drink that Ari brought from downstairs.

“Is there somewhere where I could wash off?”

“Yes. There’s a wash basin in the other room, but the water is heated by magic.”

“Never mind then. I’m going to sleep.”

Silently, Ari left the room, locking the door behind him.

As soon as he left, Jonathan pulled off the blankets and got up. There were three mattresses in the room, all of them on the floor. He crept past them. There were three doors leading off the bedroom. Ignoring the one Ari had just exited by, Jonathan opened the next door. It was a closet. Inside was Ari’s pack. Jonathan smiled grimly.

Stealthily, he opened the pack. Inside, there were a number of tins and packets, each labeled neatly with words like “Jerky”, “Biscuits”, and “Dried Fruit”. Under the food were dull colored blankets and clothes, all folded crisply.

In various pockets, Jonathan found bandages, bottles of ointment, rolls of twine, several types of little round tablets, a number of efficient-looking tools, a small bag of coins, a wooden case that would not open, the Fire Box, and half a dozen sewing needles in various sizes.

Other than the locked box, Jonathan did not find anything that seemed to pertain to Tob and Ari’s strange conversation. He closed the pack, closed the closet door, and tried the next one. It opened onto a room with a large bronze tub inside it.  Jonathan closed that door as well.

He walked around the bedroom twice, but did not find anything of interest. He sat down on the mattress, defeated.

Jonathan rolled over and closed his eyes. He counted splotches on the wall. He tried to remember all of the geometric proofs he had learned the year before in math class. He recited the words of The Star Spangled Banner backwards in his head. He attempted to touch his nose with his tongue. When that proved impossible, he started pondering possible solutions to The Sussex Vampire.  With a pang of regret, he realized that he would never finish it. He rolled over again.

After a couple of hours, Ari and Tob returned. Tob was laughing at something Ari had just said. Her chuckles were louder than usual, amplified, Jonathan supposed, with alcohol. Ari held a finger to his lips, motioning to Jonathan. Jonathan narrowed his eyes until they were open only a crack. Blurrily, he could see the two figures in the doorway.

“Is he asleep?” whispered Tob.

“I think so. Keep it down anyways, just to be safe.”

Jonathan watched the taller figure open the closet and retrieve the pack. He tensed slightly. Suppose he had left a pack undone, or something was out of place…

Ari took out his cloth and started cleaning his daggers. Suddenly, he froze.

“Tob, have you been going through my pack?”

Jonathan stiffened.

“No. Why?”

“Someone has.”

He shut his eyes as Ari approached his mattress. He felt a strong hand gripping his shoulder, shaking him. With feigned grogginess, he opened his eyes and sat up.

“What? What is it?”

“Have you been looking in my pack? Answer me! This is important.”

For a moment, Jonathan considered lying outright, but thought better of it.

“Y-yes. It’s just that I was…hungry. And I didn’t want to leave the room, so I was just looking for some food…and…um.”

Wide-eyed, he stared at Ari. At first, Ari scrutinized him suspiciously, but after a moment, he gave an irritable jerk of his head and shrugged.

“Don’t do that, you stupid sonuvabitch. I thought someone had been in here sneaking around.”

“I’m sorry.”

He made his voice as meek and contrite as possible.

“Just don’t do it again. I’m sorry I woke you up. I had to check, though. Go back to sleep.”

“Oh, I’m not tired now. I think I’ll stay up a while.”

“Fine. Try to stay in the rooms. I’m going to go bathe.”

“Need any help with that?” Tob asked.

Her face had an expression of angelic innocence. Ari glared at her. He picked up his pack, and stalked across the room. Tob winked cheerfully as he passed her. With a loud slam, the bathroom door closed. After a moment, the noise of running water could be heard.

Uncomfortable at being left alone with Tob, Jonathan tried to think of some way to occupy himself. There were not many options.

“Game of Four Armies?”

Jonathan started a little.

“Um…no thank you.”

“That’s just as well. You need four players, and I haven’t got a board.”

“Oh.”

“Want to play cards, then?”

“What game?”

“Anything. Capture the Fortress, Skulls and Bells in the Green, Triple Goddess.”

“I don’t know any of those games.”

“I’ll teach you.”

Reluctantly, Jonathan got up and sat by Tob on the floor. She got out a deck of playing cards.

“Let’s start with Skulls and Bells. It’s the easiest.”

Curiously, Jonathan examined the cards. They looked more like a tarot deck than a set of playing cards. They were illustrated on one side with little pictures of what looked like gods, goddesses, monsters, various symbolic figures, a skeleton or two, and a number of animals. On the other side, each card was printed with black diamond patterns.

“Right, so you draw seven cards each round. You try to get a pantheon, full court, battalion, half court, trinity, or duality. Any lone cards get added to your score.”

Tob began expertly shuffling the deck. The cards blurred beneath her fingers. Jonathan watched them, mesmerized. This close, he could distinctly smell alcohol on her breath. He watched her carefully for signs of intoxication, but her hands were steady as she dealt the cards.

“What were those things you’re looking for, sorry?”

“A pantheon is all seven part of a set. Full court is six upper cards. Half court is three. Battalion is four or five of a set, in order. Trinity is three in a progression, and duality is opposites. Anyways, you can pick up cards from the deck or the top of the Graveyard each round. You can’t have more than seven cards. First person to have no lone cards turns their cards over, and the round ends. If you get a pair of Green Men, you have to discard your entire hand. Reapers and Grey Ladies are wild. Bells don’t count for any points if you have them left over. ”

Jonathan had to ask a lot of questions before he understood the rules. It was, indeed, not very difficult, and actually quite fun once he got the hang of it. Tob did impersonations of the little characters on the cards, explaining who they were when they turned up in the game.

He and Tob chatted and laughed through the rounds. Jonathan began to relax. He gained confidence.  In the last round, he was ahead by fourteen points. He glanced at his cards and smiled. There was a half court: the smith, the phoenix, and the girl in fire. He had an additional Grandmother Spider, hanged man, and Great Whale.

Tob laid her cards down with a snap.

“Pantheon.”

“What? You haven’t even drawn any cards!”

“Lucky deal, I suppose.”

“No way. Let me see.”

She passed him the cards. There they were: the Lady of Earth, the Green Man, the Great Tree, a green dragon, a golem, a Reaper, and a Grey Lady. His eyes widened. Tob smirked.

“And that means I’ve one by one po-”

“OH GODSDAMNIT!”

They leapt up, card game forgotten. Jonathan, who was closest to the bathroom flung the door open.

“Ari, are you o-”

The first thing Jonathan noticed was blood. Ari’s hand was stained red. A knife was lying, as though dropped, on the floor. The second thing Jonathan noticed was that Ari dressed only to the waist. And the third thing…

Ari dove for a towel, but it was too late.

“Y-you’re-”

“Shut it!”

“But you-

“Didn’t I tell you to shut your mouth?”

“But-”

Tob elbowed her way into the room.

“Ari, are you…oh.”

“Everyone get out. I’ll be out in a minute.” Ari snarled, clutching the towel more tightly.

Jonathan retreated. His face was burning.  He stared appealingly at Tob.

“I didn’t know- I didn’t mean to…”

“I know. I know.”

“But why did-”

The door snapped open. Ari, hair still wet from the bath, was standing there, fully clothed, and glowering. The injured hand was no longer bleeding. There was a hideous moment of tense silence before Jonathan found the courage to speak.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Does it matter that much to you?”

“Well it is kind of an important thing to tell someone.”

Why?”

There was venom in Ari’s tone. Jonathan opened his mouth and then closed it. When a reply was not forthcoming, Ari sighed and ran a hand through her wet hair.

“I’m the same me,” she said, “I’ve just got a few different…parts.”

She smiled a little as Jonathan blushed.

“It’s not just that! Don’t you trust me?” he muttered.

“Should I? You’re this just some traveler I met a few days ago. We don’t even come from the same world.”

“I’ve had no choice but to trust you, and you don’t even have the courtesy to tell me that you’re…not a boy!”

“That’s enough. I don’t have to explain myself to-”

“Comrades,” Tob cut in, “there is something you might want to pause your charming little argument for.”

“What?” Ari and Jonathan asked together.

“That.”

Their eyes followed Tob’s pointing finger. The door was shaking, and muffled crashes sounded from the hall beyond.

“What is it?” Jonathan breathed.

“Guards, probably. Ari, that man at the bar, the one who was asking questions. He must have driven back up the road to Kerik, and-”

“Never mind that! We need to get out!”

“Window again?”

Ari sprinted across the room and opened the shutters a crack.

“No good. They’ve got it covered. How many do you reckon are in the hall?”

“Don’t know. But the passage is pretty narrow. We could probably take them.”

The door trembled in its frame. Ari slung on his-her, Jonathan reminded himself-pack. She drew her knives, and passed one to Jonathan.

“I don’t know how to use this.”

“It’s easy. You hold the blunt end, and stick the pointed end at the angry bastards in the grey uniforms.”

“But-”

“Understood? Excellent.”

“Hold on, I-”

“Tob will open the door in a few seconds. Some guards will come hurtling in. Tob will deal with them. Follow me down the hall, and above all do not get lost.”

“Okay, but-”

Tob opened the door.

“Wait!”

A man fell headlong into the room. He had obviously not expected the door to jerk open just as he was ramming into it with his shoulder. Tob leapt at him before he could rise. Jonathan did not see what happened next because Ari was tugging him out into the corridor. The hall was filled with people in grey uniforms.

At first glance, there seemed to be dozens, but a quick headcount showed that there were only seven. Three where blocking the hall on each side. One was doubled over in the middle of the floor, clutching at a puncture wound in his stomach. Ari kicked him out of the way, not bothering to wipe her blade.

There was a shocked and awkward silence. Then, as one, the rest of the uniformed men surged forward. Jonathan winced in preparation for sudden pain, or death by dismemberment.

Neither came.

Instead, the wall behind him exploded. He was flung forward and peppered with chunks of plaster.  The noise was incredible. There was something underlying it too, a sort of penetrating buzz: magic.

Then, there was a blessed pause.  Around him, he could hear coughing and little groans of pain. He blinked. Gingerly, he glanced up. Thick, white dust obscured everything more than a few feet away.

His moment of repose was rudely interrupted when someone hauled him to his feet. He cried out, protectively cradling his throbbing head. He was being dragged down the hall, past the prostrate guards, down the stairs, and into a milling mob of people.

Head still ringing, he flinched at the noise and light.

“Can you walk?” Tob hissed in his ear.

“I…I…what did you do?”

“I’ll take that as a ‘yes’.  Follow me.”

“Hold on! Where’s Ari? Where are we going?”

“I’m here, and right now we’re going away from this inn.”

Startled, he jerked around. Ari was, indeed there, covered in dust, and bleeding from a cut on her face. Her hair was still damp. Powdered plaster clung to it, making her look decades older.  Jonathan stood there blinking until Tob started tugging him forward again. He realized that he still had Ari’s knife squeezed in one hand, and dropped it compulsively. The world was a blur of confused voices, and frightened faces.

“Did you hear that? Never been so scared in my life! I thought-”

“Whole hall way full of guards-”

“Have you got any idea what just-”

“-wall completely blown out!”

“They say it’s an attack from Grek!”

“They say it’s those rebels again!”

“They say it’s-”

Unnoticed in the confusion, Jonathan, Tob, and Ari slipped out the back door and into the night. They narrowly avoided a group of guards by diving into an unnecessarily thorny bush. The guards rushed past, shouting and gesticulating. They were headed toward the inn as people poured out of it. Jonathan heard screams. He smelled something burning. The inn’s upper windows flickered with orange light; soon flames were licking at the roof.

“What did you do?” he asked again.

“Only thing I could think of.”

“I said we could take them.” Ari grumbled, dabbing at her temple.

“No need to take that tone, love.”

“’We can take them’ doesn’t mean to blow up the whole damn building.”

“I didn’t blow up the whole building! Just a wall.”

“It started a fire!”

“Not our problem. With any luck, it will serve as enough of a distraction to let us get away clean.”

“Where did you leave the speeder?”

“I’ll show you. Jonathan, come on- Jonathan? Are you still with us?”

“What? Oh…yeah. Yeah, let’s go.”

He shook himself. This was no time to fall apart. Clumsily, he hurried after Tob. The speeder was stashed just out of sight of the inn.

“We don’t have time to put you out and hide you in the hold. You’re going to have to hang on very securely and try not to vomit.”

Tob strapped on a pair of goggles, and leapt onto the speeder, followed by Jonathan and Ari. As the contraption rose and accelerated, Jonathan saw red spots.  The sensation was comparable to nothing he had felt before. He felt as though his bones were full of fire. Lightheaded, he teetered.

“Stay awake!” Ari hissed in his ear.

Tob was fidgeting with some dials. All of a sudden, the speeder shot forward. Jonathan winced as a tree rushed toward them, but they swerved at the last moment. The forest rushed by on all sides. Ari was yelling something, but he couldn’t hear it.

“TELL-TOB-TO-SLOW-DOWN!”

Still dizzy, he leaned forward and relayed the message to Tob.

“SHE SAYS WE NEED TO GO FAST. THERE ARE GUARDS FOLLOWING US.” he called back to Ari.

“SHE’S BEEN DRINKING. WE NEED TO SLOW DOWN.”

Tob merely swore at him when he told her. He shrugged at Ari and focused on clinging onto the back of Tob’s jacket. He shut his eyes tightly.

Cold air numbed his face. After an immeasurable length of time, Ari tapped him urgently on the shoulder. He glanced back and understood the problem at once. There were lights behind them in between the trees. Faintly over the rush of air, he heard shouts.

“KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN!” Ari yelled in his ear. “TELL TOB.”

“THEY’RE CATCHING UP! ARI SAYS TO KEEP LOW.”

Tob said something indistinct.

“WHAT?”

“I SAID, HOLD ON TIGHTLY!”

Something roared over their heads. It left purple afterimages hanging in the air. All of them crouched a little lower in their seats. Tob jerked the handle bars, and they turned so sharply that for a moment, Jonathan was leaning out over empty space.

“THEY’RE SHOOTING AT US,” Tob informed them rather unnecessarily.

Jonathan glanced back. The other speeders were only yards behind. They were grey, and marked with an official-looking crest: a golden bird rising from red flames. They were slightly larger, and much sleeker than Tob’s tank-like vehicle. Four uniformed guards sat on each.

They made another sharp turn. This one felt somehow less controlled than the last. Jonathan’s vision flickered. Ari shook him, and he straightened a little, only to feel something hot miss his head by inches.  He hunched down again..

“TOB!”

Ari yelled so loudly that Jonathan started. One of the grey speeders had pulled up alongside them. The guard sitting behind the driver was holding a very serious-looking weapon of some sort. More than anything, it reminded Jonathan of a flamethrower.

“STOP YOUR VEHICLE IMMEDIATEL-”

Tob once again yanked on the steering wheel. They slammed into the grey speeder very hard. The impact jarred Jonathan so badly that his vision distorted for a few moments. When his head cleared, they were off again, trailed closely by three speeders. The one they had just rammed was lagging slightly.

The two undamaged vehicles were attempting to flank them. Nimbly, Tob guided their speeder between two large trees. Just as they were almost through, she braked. The two closest pursuers rocketed past. However, the driver of the slightly slower, crippled craft noticed the ploy. The guard with the projectile weapon was taking careful aim.

They lurched forward with a shocking burst of speed. Jonathan almost toppled off the vehicle, but saved himself by catching hold of Tob’s shoulder. He jolted her arm slightly, and the speeder yawed right.

At that moment, a burst of bright blue light scythed through the air an inch away from Tob’s left elbow.

“THANKS!”

Swiftly, they streaked away into the trees. In the distance, the whine of the pursuing speeders sounded faintly. Tob breaked their craft and twisted around to look at Jonathan and Ari.

For a long moment, they hovered there, panting faintly.

“Well. That was fun.”

“Let’s not do it again.”

“Agreed.”

The night was silent. Jonathan could no longer hear the hum of pursuit. He slid off the speeder onto the ground, and pressed his face to the cool earth. He heard a faint click, and behind him, the speeder settled to the ground. There were no words to describe the relief he felt.

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Shieldwolf Chapter 2: Thunder and That Which Follows by Hades

January 27, 2012

Chapter Two: Thunder and That Which Follows

     Jonathan was not nearly as astounded as he should have been, but the word still made him stop. Unmistakably, it had just come from the wolf’s mouth. It hadn’t actually growled, but spoken.

“Hello, Jonathan.” There was a pause.

He looked at the wolf. The wolf looked at him. Its head was tilted expectantly to one side.

After a few seconds, it prompted “this is the part where you say ‘hello’ back.”

There was a sexless, ageless, inhuman quality to its voice that Jonathan couldn’t place.

“Wolves don’t talk,” he said stupidly.

“Of course they don’t. They don’t have the right vocal cords or mouth shape. But you shouldn’t take my word for-oh no you don’t!”

The wolf bounded after him as he darted toward the street. Its paws hit him hard in the middle of the back. He toppled. It stood on top of him, its weight crushing the air from his lungs.

“Now we can have an intelligent conversation without you running off.” The wolf’s voice was close to his ear. It was quiet, calm, and pleasant, but this scared him more than anything else could have. Panic was twisting uncomfortably in the pit of his stomach. His heart pounded. There was icy breathe on his face.

“Now, let’s skip the tiresome business of ‘oh goodness a talking wolf? How can this be? I must be dreaming! I must be hallucinating. La dee da dee da.’ This is real. A talking wolf is standing on your back. And it’s going to eat you once it finishes this increasingly one sided conversation.”

“Wait, why?” he managed. The wolf’s bulk was making it difficult to draw breath. “Why do you want to eat me?”

It seemed amused. “I’m hungry, of course. And you are an interesting edible food creature. An interesting mind. I will be very happy to gobble it right up after I’m done with the rest of you.”

Suddenly, the weight vanished. Jonathan sprang up, fists clenched, prepared to strike and flee. The wolf was crouched a little way away. Its tail was waging playfully.

“Run!” It said happily.

He dropped his backpack and ran.

Soon, he was gasping for breath: short, ragged inhales, and heavy, panting exhales. A howl sounded close behind. It was hopeless. Impossible. Jonathan knew it. Nevertheless, he sprinted on.

He wondered if he could somehow get far enough ahead to ambush the beast. He considered this. He could hide in the trees, and when it came around the corner, he could hit it with a branch; injure it enough to get away. Would it work? Could it work?

Jonathan was still not entirely convinced that he was not drugged, dreaming, or hallucinating.

He cast a glance behind him. There was no sign of the wolf. He sprinted on for another few minutes before checking again. Still nothing. Tentatively, he slowed to a jog, then a walk. He was completely alone. There was a momentary flicker, almost as though the world had blinked.

Turning slowly in a circle, Jonathan stared up at the surrounding trees. There was something odd about them that he could not quite place…

A sudden panic rose within him. He was lost. He was lost in the Woods with a talking, potentially imaginary wolf that wanted to eat him. Desperately, he stared around for some sort of landmark. There was none.  Even the familiar path, with its itchy, shredded red bark was gone.

He started walking in what he guessed was the direction of his house. After what seemed like an hour, he stopped. He could not have run this far. Pausing, Jonathan reflected that he could have accidentally turned himself around during his mad dash through the Woods. Cautiously, he took a few steps in the other direction.

After an impossibly long time, he gave up. He had no idea if his search for a landmark had brought him closer to or farther away from his home. He was hot. He took off his jacket, put it on a tree stump, and sat down. Not knowing what else to do, he waited.

More time trudged by. He found a heavy branch and propped it up against the stump. Still no sign of the wolf. He was beginning to wonder if he should build some sort of shelter, but it seemed like too much effort. He felt slightly stupid for even thinking of it, as though he were some rugged hero in a survival story. It was still mostly light. He sat there in the silence, one hand resting on his make-shift club, and other clenched on nothing. He got up and paced. He sat back down.

“Growl, growl, woof, woof. Have you missed me?”

Heart racing, he sprang up, turned, and swung the branch hard. Jonathan gasped as he overbalanced, stumbled against the trunk, and fell. The wolf sprang on him, taking the back of his shirt in its jaws. Cold breath on his neck.

“Ahm oing oo ea oo ow,” the wolf mumbled around its mouthful of cloth.

The words were unintelligible, but Jonathan thought he understood the jist of the phrase. He struggled harder, even as icy drool dripped down his back.

“Stop!”

The jaws opened. Jonathan fell, grazing his palms. The animal was still close; its bristling tail almost brushing his face. Very slowly and quietly, he got to his feet. The wolf didn’t seem to notice. It was staring at two people standing in the path across from them.

Jonathan glanced at them, looked away, and then did a double take. He had never seen people so…odd. At first, they seemed to be slim, angelic boys. Then, Jonathan thought they were androgynous, prepubescent girls. He could not tell for sure either way.

One had a shock of jet black hair; the other a mop the color of a dandelion clock. The first had truly white eyes without irises or pupil. The second’s were uniformly dark. Both had skin of a medium grey that fell precisely halfway between black and white. Each wore a knee-length grey tunic belted at the waist over grey leggings.

Their clothing seemed too scant for winter. Admittedly, there was a warm lightness to the air that puzzled him, but he did not pay it much attention. Very stealthily, he began creeping backwards, away from the wolf.

“What do you want, master of duality?” it sneered. “I was just playing with my food, so if you don’t mind…?”

“We do.” The dark haired one stepped forward. “He does not belong to you, Wolf. He belongs to us, as all things do.”

He hardly heard their words, so total was his focus on the placement of his feet.

“You have no right to make that claim! He’s mine! I found him, I caught him, and I’m bloody hungry, so back off!”

The wolf glanced back at him. He froze with one foot half raised.

“For what it’s worth, I agree with those guys. You should definitely not eat me.” He said, surprising himself slightly with the words.

“No one asked you, edible human.”

It turned back toward the odd people. Jonathan slunk back another few inches.

“Listen to us, wolf.” the white haired one said. “You have entered our domain. The human is subject to our will. And our will is that you will release him immediately into our care. There will be no argument.”

The wolf tensed as if in preparation to spring. Jonathan almost cried out a warning. However, after a few taught seconds, it flattened its ear to its skull, tucked its tail between its legs and trotted off the path.  He only released his pent up breathe after its bushy tail vanished behind a tree trunk.

“Are you injured, Jonathan?”

“How-?”

“Rest for a moment only, then we must carry on.”

“What-?”

“All will be explained in time.”

“But who are you? What are you? What the hell is going on? What was the wolf? Am I hallucinating? This is all completely effing insane!”

The words came rushing out in a jumbled, tangles stream of questions and accusations. Jonathan was angry, Jonathan was scared, and above all, Jonathan was utterly confused.

“Silence.”

Disobeying the quiet command was physically impossible. Try as he might, he could not voice the objection on his lips. Tree branches trembled in the wind. It struck him suddenly that this forest was composed of tall, silver-barked, deciduous trees; leafless, but untouched by snow.  The landscape was arid.

“Come.”

Again, he obeyed, his feet propelling him relentlessly forward even as his mind rebelled. The two strangers led him through the thin underbrush. They walked in silence as the forest darkened. Jonathan realized that he had forgotten his winter jacket on the stump after being saved from the wolf’s jaws. He did not mention it.

He followed the little grey figures through the trees, his uneasiness growing. After a long time, or perhaps very little time at all, he saw a red glow faintly illuminating the trees ahead. They were walking toward it, Jonathan and the two strangers. The light brightened. Jonathan slipped between a pair of slim trees and emerged in a clearing.

The clearing was illuminated by a dull red light, and was much warmer than the rest of the forest. A figure sat at the center of it, warming its hands over a small, luminous cube. Its head jerked up as Jonathan and his companions approached. The man, or rather boy, leapt to his feet, drawing two long knives from his belt. Jonathan yelled, and jumping back about a foot. He stumbled and nearly fell.

“Oh,” the boy said shortly, “it’s you. Again.”

His voice was very sharp, higher than Jonathan expected, and strangely accented. Something Eastern European, Jonathan supposed. He was glaring with intense loathing, at the strangers, completely ignoring Jonathan.

Sheathing the knives, he strode toward them with a loose, feline gait. He was taller than Jonathan, and probably a few year older too; maybe seventeen or eighteen.  Jonathan flinched a little as he approached, not sure what to expect. The strangers had hardly twitched throughout the encounter.

The boy flicked a few strands of coarse auburn hair out of his face. His hair was long, slightly dirty, and drawn back into a ponytail. His bangs were uneven, falling into his eyes in some places, cut close to his scalp in others. It looked as though the boy had cut them himself, without a mirror, using a blunt sword.

He wore trousers, battered knee-high boots, and the same sort of sleeveless, mid-thigh length tunic as the strangers. His arms were sinewy, his skin a deep bronze hue. As he drew closer, Jonathan noticed many abrasions on his arms: faint, whitish scars, older, scabby wounds, and one ugly cut that looks almost fresh.

Ignoring Jonathan, the boy glared at the strangers with obvious hostility. They remained expressionless. Jonathan cleared his throat awkwardly. Tension was palpable in the chilly, evening air.

“Well?” the boy said abruptly. “What are you doing here? I don’t really care how you found me, but I’d like to know what you want so that you can leave.”

“Um, I don’t mean to be rude, but I don’t really-”

Jonathan trailed off as the boy drew a dagger and started cleaning his fingernails with the tip. He looked pointedly at the strangers

“Your implied threats mean little to us.” The dark haired one’s voice was even colder than usual. “Put the toy away.”

Defiantly, he tossed the knife in the air and caught it by its blade without looking at it.

“You are going to do a service for us, Ari,” the other commanded, “You will take this boy, here. He is a traveler lost, and in need of protection. You cannot object. We are owed a debt, and you must pay.”

“Does he want to join?”

“It does not matter.”

Although the boy, Ari still looked mutinous, he nodded curtly. He sheathed the dagger with ill grace.

“Hold on a minute. You guys are just leaving me here with this random person who just threatened us with a knife? Excuse me for not having complete confidence in this plan.” Jonathan’s voice cracked slightly as he said this.

“Ari will take good care of you, won’t you Ari?’

Ari shrugged. Jonathan was not convinced. Before he could object, the strangers strode away into the forest, leaving him alone with Ari.

Avoiding Jonathan’s gaze, he sat cross-legged in front of the illuminated cube. At this proximity, Jonathan could tell that it was giving off the light and heat in the clearing. Nervously, he sat a little ways away. As he drew close, he became aware of a sort of humming vibration. It was faint but perpetual and a little annoying. He shook his head. The buzzing did not stop.

“So…what is that cube thing?” he ventured.

“Fire Box.”

“Oh. I see.” he lied. “So, um…Ari. I’m Jonathan. Hi. I mean, hello. Listen, could you please-“

“No, I could not please. This is how this is going to work, Jonthen. Tomorrow morning, we are going our different ways. I will give you some supplies, enough for a few days. There is a town not far to the east. I do not have time to take care of you.”

“What town? The Woods are in the middle of my neighborhood, except all of a sudden, there’s this wolf chasing me around, and talking, and the snow’s gone, and I am hallucinating or dreaming, so why do I even care what you do? You know what, fine. Go ahead and leave me here. And it’s Jonathan. Not ‘Jonthen’.”

“Oh. That kind of traveler.” Ari started chewing the ragged end of a fingernail thoughtfully. “I suppose you’ve jumped.”

“What?”

Jonathan felt as though his brain was running at half its normal speed. He recognized the words, but when Ari strung them together, they were confusing and meaningless.

“Alright, you know what an Edge is, right?”

“Um…”

“How about fey?”

Jonathan shook his head.

Ari sighed, and pulled off a strip of fingernail with his teeth.

“This might be difficult to explain, then. Where should I start…let’s see… you live somewhere. You presumably live on a planet, in a solar system, in a galaxy, in a universe, right?”

“Yeah.”

“But there are a bunch of other universes. Got it?”

“So far.”

“These other universes aren’t exactly outside yours. They’re all sort of stacked, and overlapping. I guess, it’s more like the same universe repeated over and over, but changed a little each time. So one universe might be exactly the same as yours, except…I don’t know…people have eyes in the middle of their foreheads. It could even be something smaller. The most obvious example is of someone flipping a coin. It comes down face up in your world, but face down in another.

“So there are all these universes, an infinite number of universes, just existing. And they usually don’t bother with one another. And that’s where Edges come in. In some places, the separation between universes gets thin, and things can slip between them.

“This usually happens when something alive gets close to an Edge and is drawn through. Most of the time, they die crossing, or end up somewhere inhospitable. They could jump to somewhere with too much gravity, or not enough air, or something.

“So you were probably wandering around, being an idiot, really close to an Edge. And some sort of fey or Edge feeder, senses you, and comes along for a snack. You were lucky, because it looks like This One and That One found you and helped you jump to somewhere safe.”

Jonathan opened his mouth, but found he did not have anything to say.

“There are some things that can move easily between worlds; fey like This One and That One. They’re that dual creature that picked you up. Then there are things that live close to the Edges, and waited for prey there.”

“Like the…the wolf?” Jonathan said numbly.

“Wolf? What wolf?”

“It chased me. It talked.”

The wolf.” Ari repeated as if there was some profound meaning to the statement.

After a few moments, he ran his fingers through his long, rust colored hair.

“This complicates things. But who knows? You might be useful. If you want, you can come with me to True Home. It will most likely take a few days to get there, and I have an old friend I need to meet along the way.”

“Is there a way I could go…back instead?”

Ari looked directly at him for the first time. His eyes were a funny, silvery shade of grey. They were sharp, but a little pitying.

“No.”

“I guess I don’t have much choice then, do I?”

“You could strike out on your own, I suppose.”

“I guess I’ll come with you, if you don’t mind too much. I’m tired, now.”

“I’ve got blankets. Here.”

From a large, canvas pack, Ari produced two squares of material, each about the size of an envelope. He began unfolding them. When he was finished, he handed Jonathan two full-sized blankets. He took them without thanks, and did not ask about the strange fabric that was simultaneously thin, light, warm, and sturdy. He wrapped himself snugly in the blankets and closed his eyes.

Facing away from Ari, hugging his knees, Jonathan bit his lip to stop himself from crying. Despite his best efforts, he felt a few rebellious tears trickle across his face. He bit his lip harder. He tried to breathe deeply through his nose.

Jonathan did not dream that night. He lay awake listening to the forest until he sank into a dark state of oblivion.

“Up! Jonth- Jon-a-than, get up! We need to get moving!”

“Go away, Ben. I’m sick.”

“What?”

“I said…oh.”

Jonathan stared blearily into Ari’s sharp face. Ari was shaking him roughly. His eyebrows were drawn into a harsh “v”. It was still dark. Up close, Ari looked younger than he had the night before. Jonathan could tell he hadn’t started shaving yet.

“Are you coming or not?”

“What? Oh, yeah. Sorry.”

Weakly, Jonathan dragged himself out of the warm cocoon of blankets. Ari brushed the sparkling layer of frost off of them, and folded them methodically until they were once again crisply envelope-sized. He put them back in his pack, and rummaged for a second before passing Jonathan a small cloth bag.

Jonathan opened the bag. There were several things that resembled energy bars inside, wrapped in brown paper. He took a bite of one. It tasted distinctly nutty. He could not decide whether he liked it or not. He ate two of them.

By the time they left, Ari had erased every trace of the campsite.

“Why are you doing that?” Jonathan asked as Ari meticulously arranged leaves and branches on the ground to hide the imprint where Jonathan had been sleeping.

“To make sure nobody knows we were here.”

“Is that important?”

“Yes. If they find us, they’ll kill us.”

Jonathan was about to ask who they were, and why they were going to kill Ari if they found him, but decided not to. He was not sure if he wanted to know the answer.

Ari must have noticed Jonathan’s discomfort, because he added, “I’ll explain later. We need to go now.”

The forest was illuminated with a misty, grey light. Jonathan supposed that the sun was rising. He wished he could have slept a few more hours. More than that, he wished he were home, and not trekking through a strange forest with Ari, but he could not allow himself dwell on that. He listened to crows cawing in the naked branches of the trees.

They were walking west, with their backs to the rising sun. Their shadows stretched before them, pale, and thin, and elongated. Frost on the ground glittered, making the day morning seem brighter. Jonathan was cold. Ari was wearing a light, high collared jacket, but he looked perfectly comfortable. Jonathan did not say anything.

Although they walked swiftly and without many pauses, the going was fairly easy. The forest they traversed was open and largely free of underbrush. The land was flat. Jonathan tried to imitate Ari’s loose, effortless stride. He found that he could propel himself mostly by momentum if he let his feet do most of the work. It was a curious sensation. He felt almost out of control of his limbs.

They stopped twice that day. To eat a midday meal, they sat on a fallen tree. Jonathan twisted to scratch his back where the crumbly bark was making his skin itch. He jumped as a centipede scurried over his hand. Quickly, he stood up and had another bar, and a crisp, green fruit that tasted a little like a melon, and a little like a pear. Ari remained seated and had half of a bar, which he ate with very little enthusiasm.

Later, they paused for no apparent reason when Ari raised a hand. The forest was very quiet. Jonathan wondered if the mysterious ‘they’ had caught up and were going to kill them. After a few minutes of looking and listening, Ari motioned them onward.

When they stopped, Jonathan was very cold, and very tired indeed. His back hurt. His legs hurt. His feet were numb, but he was certain he would soon be feeling blisters. He wished he had his hiking boots.

They camped in a tiny clearing surrounded by brambles. Ari set up a small, canvas tent. He glanced at the sky.

“It’s going to rain tonight.”

Jonathan looked upward too. There were heavy clouds pressing against the tree tops. The light streaming down was weak and grey.

“Okay.”

“Are you alright? You look dazed.”

“I’m fine.”

“Good.”

Ari sat down beside the tent. Jonathan sat down too.

“So,” Ari said, “what’s home like, for you?”

“Um…”

“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it,” he said hastily, “it’s just that travelers are rare. They had one at court, but it didn’t speak Varrim. I don’t think it even had a mouth.”

“I don’t speak ‘Varrim’. I speak English.”

“Whatever. English for you, Varrim for me. Our worlds must be similar. Sorry.”

“No, it’s alright. I don’t know. I guess it was just home. I have…had a family. You know, parents, two sisters, a brother, three cats. My mom and dad work-worked for some boring company. They worked a lot, doing something that didn’t really matter to the world. They were depressing. They had no idea what was going on in my life, or in the larger world around them. My older sister Becky knew that too. She tried to tell them, but nobody listened to her except for me. Then there was my other sister, Celia. She was just a kid. Kind of stupid, and petty, but sometimes kind of sweet. My brother Ben was a year and a half older than me. We didn’t get on. I was jealous of him.”

“That sounds…unpleasant.”

“Yeah, I don’t know. It was just life. It was mundane. It was lonely a lot of the time. I guess it was just a lot of ordinary middle class problems. They add up and make it all seem so big and insurmountable.”

“You are the next to youngest in your family?”

“Yes.”

“I’m the eldest. I have two sisters.”

Jonathan was interested. This was the first time his companion had volunteered any sort of personal information.

“Oh. Are you close?”

“No. We do not see each other often.”

“Why not?”

“I ran off. I haven’t seen them for over a year now.”

“Oh. I’m sorry.”

“I’m not. Tell me more about yourself.”

Reluctantly, he accepted the change of subject.

“Okay.”

Jonathan gathered his thoughts for a moment. It was kind of nice to tell his story to someone who was entirely removed from his life.

“I go to a public high school. I’m in tenth grade. I don’t have a lot of friends. It’s usually just me and Alex and Lucy. Alex is a year ahead of me and Lucy. We were in orchestra together. He plays the viola, and I play violin. We always argue, sorry, argued about which instrument is better.”

“What are they? A ‘violin’ and a ‘viola’, I mean.”

“They’re stringed instruments. The viola is lower, and doesn’t sound as good. Anyways, we met a couple years ago. But Lucy and I were in elementary school together. We’ve been best friends since we were like eleven. We went to different middle schools, but now we go to the same school. We have lots of classes together.”

“Are you…romantically involved?”

“No. Everyone asks that. I had a major crush on her when I was in seventh grade, but then she came out.”

“Came out?”

“You know, of the closet.”

“What closet?”

“That means she’s a lesbian. She likes girls. She dated this girl called Sonja for almost two years, but they split up the day I, um, left.”

“So that is allowed in your world?”

“What, being gay? Uh some people think it’s immoral, but to hell with them. Why? Isn’t it okay here?”

“There are laws against…homosexual conduct. The fines can be quite high. Under the royals, if people were covert, it was generally ignored. The Auttans, however, are not so lenient.”

“I’m sorry. Are you gay?”

Ari inhaled sharply.

“You don’t have to answer that,” Jonathan added.

Just as he had decided that Ari was not going to respond, he said, very carefully, “I am not attracted to men.”

“Are you a homophobe?”

“No. I knew a number of…’lesbians’ during my military training. My shieldsister Germa was homosexual.”

“Yeah. I never told my parents about Lucy and Sonja. Dad always assumed she was dating a guy, and I never bothered to correct him. My parents are pretty Christian. Um, that’s a religion. I guess I’m Christian too. I don’t know though. I guess it doesn’t matter now. This whole interdimensional thing kind of changes one’s perspective on morality and theology and so on.”

“I am sorry. The experience must be beyond shocking. I would like to…apologize for my behavior earlier. I don’t much like This One and That One, you see. I don’t like fey much at all.”

“Oh. Is it that whole ‘owing them a favor’ thing?”

“It is a contributing factor. They convinced they fey Ramorrim to help lead our army as the Tactical.”

“Army?”

“Yes. I’m part of the rebellion against the Auttans. They took over our country, Rimvolf about three years ago. We’re part of their empire now. Kor province.”

A heavy water droplet splashed against Jonathan’s head. It started to drizzle. Ari extracted a bag made of heavy, light brown cloth. He set it out on the ground, and he and Jonathan crawled inside the tent. Ari took out the Fire Box and set it down in between them. It glowed dimly, illuminating the fabric walls, and giving everything a bloody tinge. Ari brought out some more bland, but filling food.

Jonathan took a small bite of a round, crumbly piece of flatbread.  He realized that the same odd buzzing that he had noticed the night before had started up again.

Ari reached over and drew the tent’s flap shut.

“We are fighting the Auttans as best we can with a bit of help from some of the surrounding countries. They’re afraid that they’ll be conquered next. Rimvolf used to be a convenient barrier against the Auttan Empire. I suppose we were just an annoyance, a small label on a map that was hindering their expansion. Our neighbors don’t want to openly oppose such a powerful empire, of course.  It’s been bloody difficult, especially since we split. Some of the rebels wanted to restore the monarchy, and go back to how things were, but the way I see it, there isn’t much difference between the royals and the Auttans. Either way, they’re in charge whether we like it or not. But a bunch of people, mostly the nobles want the crown back on the Hellick’s head, so to speak.”

Jonathan turned the piece of flatbread over in his hands.

“So I’m walking into a war zone with a rebel fighter?”

“I’m not taking you into a war zone. We’re going back to True Home. That’s where our main base is located. Then, the Trinity will figure out what to do with you.”

“Who are they? What will they do to me?”

“Don’t worry. You aren’t an Auttan, a Royalist, or a traitor. They won’t punish you.”

“But I don’t want to be a rebel. I don’t fight. I’m a pacifist.”

“A what?”

“A pacifist. I believe everything can be solved peacefully. You know, through civil disobedience and stuff.”

Ari looked puzzled.

“’Pacifist’ or not, I assume that you would prefer to accompany me back to camp than end up wandering the countryside by yourself. If you were lucky, you might end up as some sort of novelty in the Auttan court.”

“Well, what’s going to happen to me once you take me back to your base?”

“Like I said, the Trinity will decide. I do not know what will ultimately happen to you. Presumably, it will be in the best interest of rebellion.”

“But not in my best interest,” Jonathan muttered.

What was that?”

“Nothing.”

They ate. Ari started cleaning his knives with a cloth. The blades looked red in the bloody light.

“Does everyone here fight with knives and swords and stuff?”

Ari shrugged, still focused on his work.

“Only if they’re spelled. Regular ones are easy enough to protect against. We’ve also got some projectile things, but I like blades better. They soak up the spellwork more easily.”

“Spellwork? Like magic?”

“Yeah.”

“We don’t have that at home.”

“Then how do you protect yourself?”

“Um…there are laws, and policemen, and things. Some people have guns, but I think that just contributes to the problem, so I guess it’s mostly the government’s job. And we can fight physically if we need to.”

Ari snorted, but did not say anything.

“What, have you got a better solution?”

“Yes. Magic.”

“Well, unfortunately for us, we haven’t got magic. So we just make do with what we have.”

“You’re world doesn’t sound very well designed.”

“It’s not designed! It’s scientific.  It just sort of happened. And it works just fine. We can get by without magic.”

“Fair enough.”

“It’s just different.”

“Yes. It sounds as though it is. And that reminds me, you should probably change clothes before we get to Wall. You’re dressed incorrectly. We’re going to have to go into a city to meet my friend, and people will be excessively curious. I’ll lend you some clothes.”

Jonathan shrugged.

“They might be a bit big.”

Jonathan shrugged again.

“Are you alright?”

“Yeah. Fine.”

“That’s good.”

“Yeah.”

Conversation petered out. Jonathan noticed that the sound rain drumming against the sides of the tent had stopped too. He scooted a bit closer to the Fire Box. Ari put away his knives, and the cloth.

“C’mon.” he said quietly. “I won’t let anything happen to you. It’s not your fault that you’re here. I’ll try to make sure you don’t get swept up in our cause. Fighting isn’t for everyone. If it was, we’d have overthrown the bastards already.”

“Yeah. Thanks.”

“Seriously, though, is everything-”

“Everything is fine, thanks, Ari.”

It was beginning to get stuffy inside the tent. Ari put the Fire Box away. Closing his eyes against the intense darkness, Jonathan curled up and pretended to sleep. He breathed deeply to fool Ari, and he ended up fooling himself as well, because before he knew it, it was morning.

“Where are we going anyways?” he yawned as Ari packed up the tent. He did a slight double take when he noticed that Ari had braided his chaotic ponytail, and tucked the braid down the back of his jacket. He had also tied a rough sort of bandana over his head, effectively hiding his hair.

“Aeolik. Or as it’s now called, Mayin. We should reach it this evening, but we’re camping a few miles away. Now take these, and change.”

Jonathan took the stack of neatly folded clothes, and stripped down behind a tree. The ground was damp from the light rain of the previous evening. However, the clouds hung as low as before. Now there was a charged feeling to the air. Goosebumps erupted all over his skin. He felt defenseless, clothed only in his underwear, out of sight of Ari, in the middle of the forest.

He dressed himself in Ari’s clothes.  They did not fit well. They were loose at the hips and shoulders, tight across the chest and waist, and slightly too long everywhere. He felt funny in the high necked tunic, and trousers still worn over his running shoes. He came out from behind the tree, and Ari gave him a strange, grey coat. It came down almost to his knees, and buttoned all the way up to his chin. He assumed it was waterproof. It had a funny, shiny surface.

Ari had only a light jacket over his tunic, trousers, and boots. He seemed irritatingly at his ease; hardly inconvenienced by the chill.

The new clothes made Jonathan’s skin feel oddly electrified. It was not a pleasant sensation, somewhat like being exposed to low-grade static shocks all over his body. He tried to ignore it.

“That’s better.” Ari said. “If we could only do something about those ridiculous shoes, you’d look almost ordinary.”

Jonathan shrugged, ignoring the remark about his sneakers.

“Thanks for lending me the clothes.”

“It is not an inconvenience. But don’t lose them. They belong to the Circle.”

“The what?”

“The Circle. The rebellion. Just be careful with them, understood?”

“Yes. Thank you.”

He watched his breath puff out into the cold air like a cloud. He looked for trees with leaves still trembling at the ends of their spindly branches. He counted birds, and mushrooms, and shrubs with white berries. He made up a song in his head. He got bored. He wondered if he was allergic to the material of Ari’s clothes. The tingling, prickling sensation persisted.

“Ari?” he called.

Ari, who was a few paces ahead, glanced back. He paused until Jonathan caught up with him.

“What are these clothes made of?”

“They’re a little bit hemp and a little bit magic.”

“Oh.”

Jonathan was pretty sure that he was not allergic to hemp. Becky had bought him a hemp shirt once, and it had not bothered him a bit.

Since the silence had been broken, Jonathan tried to think of something else to talk about.

“Ari, who are we meeting in…Allik?”

Aeolik. But you’re to call it Mayin. That’s the Auttan name for the city. It means ‘the flower’ in their language. That’s the name you’re to use. And we’re meeting my friend, Tob. Tob’s from outside the country. She helps out the Circle by bringing us supplies, and weapons, and money.”

“Okay. I was just wondering. So where’s Tob from?’

“Grek. It’s North of here. They’ve been sending us lots of weapons, but no soldiers. We used to be allies. Not exact-ly allies, but trade partners. Anyways, we weren’t enemies. They’re supporting us over the Royalists, thank deity.”

“Thank deity?”

“I wasn’t thanking a specific god or goddess.”

“O-kay. Um.”

“What?”

“It’s nothing. Only, I believe in only one god. Or at least sort of believe in it. Him.”

“That’s very strange.”

“Not where I come from.”

They arrived at a road. It was paved in something that looked like neglected cement. Its surface was cracked and uneven. Spindly, spiny plants seemed to be in the process of destroying it from the inside. Together, the two boys glanced up and down the road. There was no one else in sight.

“We’re very close, now. We ought to set up camp.”

“Why can’t we just go into the city?”

“I don’t want to rent a room. We haven’t got much money, and I don’t want to get stuck inside the walls after curfew. It’s not safe.”

He couldn’t think of anything to say to that, so he suppressed his twinge of annoyed impatience. He followed Ari away from the road, and helped him set up the tent in a small clearing shielded from view by heavy underbrush. It was wet, and cold, and miserable that evening. Ari was especially laconic, staring almost angrily out into the now pounding rain.

Jonathan started to wonder what his family was doing at this very moment. Maybe his mother and father were making dinner. Chicken? No, they had had chicken only two nights ago. It would be steak, or maybe pasta. But perhaps the times were different, and they were not making dinner at all. Maybe hundreds of years had passed, and they were all dead. Maybe they had not yet been born.

Suddenly, Jonathan wondered if his world had ever existed at all.

He felt a creeping sense of loneliness so intense that it made him want curl up in a ball on the ground. It was isolation beyond words that no amount of companionship could assuage. He looked over at Ari who was crouched in the opening of the tent, and realized that he did not know this person, not really. Jonathan felt cold deep inside, as though his heart had frosted over.

He picked up a leaf that had blown into the tent and started carefully tearing it apart. He scattered the pieces of leaf on the ground. When he had nothing left but a stem, he broke it into tiny pieces and started fidgeting.

“Will you stop that?” Ari snarled after a few minutes.

“Stop what?”

“Just stop moving around. Stay still.”

“Fine.”

Thunder rumbled in the distance.

“Seriously, stop fidgeting. It’s making me nervous.”

“Well, it makes me nervous when you play with your knives.”

“I’m not playing with my knives, in case you haven’t noticed. Just stop, alright?”

“Okay. Whatever.”

Jonathan tried hard to refrain from tapping his fingers and shifting his weight. Accidentally, he itched his chest where the unpleasant feeling of the clothes was the strongest. Ari did not seem to notice. Jonathan concentrated on counting the time between thunder claps. He had read somewhere that one could calculate the distance of a storm based on the time span between the rolls of thunder. He was not sure exactly how to do this, but counting gave him a distraction. He listened and counted silently. The storm seemed to be getting closer.

In the entrance of the tent, Ari was humming quietly. Jonathan doubted that he even realized he was doing it. He looked very cold, even wrapped in a heavy blanket.  Rain plastered his reddish hair to his wet face. His arms were crossed tightly, but Jonathan got the sense that he would like to be fiddling with his daggers.

Rumble. CRACK!

Jonathan and Ari both jumped.  They looked sheepishly at each other. Jonathan smiled a little uneasily.

“Just lightening.” Ari breathed. “It was just some godsdamn lightening. We should be fine. There are lots of tall trees, but the rain should put out any fires. Maybe. We’ll be just fine.”

“Yeah.”

“Yes.”

“Okay.”

Rumble. Rumble. CRACK!

“Just lightening. Everything’s perfectly fine. Everything’s fine, fine, bloody fine. Godsdamn.”

Ari’s face was white. He yanked the tent flap closed, and scooted away from the entrance.

“Are you okay?”

Jonathan hesitantly laid a hand on Ari’s shoulder. He was trembling. He flinched a little at Jonathan’s touch, but did not pull away entirely.

“Yes. Of course. It’s just some godsdamn lightening. Nothing to be afraid of. Just loud noise and godsdamn light. I’ll be fine in a moment. I’m alright, really. It’s just lightening. I don’t like lightening. But I’ll be fine.”

CRACK! Rumble. CRACK!

Ari flinched again.

“Try breathing deeply. Or something. Er.”

This time, Ari did pull away. He sat up a little straighter. His face had gone blank.

“Thank you, but I am really perfectly alright. I am just a little…on edge.” Although steely, his voice was a emotionless as his face.

Lightening cracked again, but Ari hardly batted an eye. There was a frigid determination in his manner. Jonathan could tell he was fighting the impulse to react, but the only sign of his struggle was a faint tightness in the set of his jaw, and a quickness to his breathe. He regarded Jonathan coldly, but without anger. It was like looking at an unoccupied mask, or a house with blinds drawn over its windows; the windows themselves were visible, but everything within was obscured.

Jonathan shrank back a little bit. For some reason, he was keenly aware of the knives in Ari’s belt. Rumble. Rumble. Rumble. Crack.

The storm was receding. Each roll of thunder came farther apart. Nevertheless, rain pounded down with the same ferocity. There was a loud crack and a thump; a branch fell to the ground mere feet away from the tent. Jonathan looked up at the fabric ceiling uneasily.

The next morning, Jonathan and Ari surveyed the destruction around them. Fortunately, no tree limbs had fallen on the tent, which Ari claimed was due to the excellent spot he picked, but Jonathan suspect was more thanks to luck. It had stopped raining sometime in the night. There were thin branches and fallen leaves scattered everywhere. They did not wait for breakfast, but started toward Aeolik- Mayin, Jonathan reminded himself- immediately.

Although Ari led them on a winding route that never came quite in sight of the main road, Jonathan glimpsed a vehicle hurtling past every one and a while. He could not tell exactly what they looked like, but they did not seem to touch the ground as they zipped by.

They left the trees behind, and crossed an extremely marshy field. Muddy water soaked straight through Jonathan’s shoes in a matter of minutes. It seemed that the dry soil had absorbed every drop of water it could hold, but had been unable to drink up all of the rain that had flooded from the now distant clouds.

They crossed a somewhat less marshy field. They came to a foot path. As they walked, Jonathan spotted a few houses scattered far apart amongst the expanses of brown, broken stalks. The buildings had small windows, flat roofs, and thick, whitewashed walls. He supposed that they would keep a lot of heat in, or out, depending on the season.

Jonathan noticed it before they spotted the city. It started as a faint hum that was felt more than heard. As the city loomed on the horizon, the sensation grew more obvious.

“What is it?” he asked.

“What is what?”

“That buzzing!”

“What buzzing?”

“It’s getting stronger, and it…it hurts.”

It was true. As they continued to walk, the vibration reached a painful level. Jonathan gritted his teeth, not only against the pain, but to stop them humming in his mouth. Ari looked at him curiously.

Eventually, they reached a wider road.  There were other people walking ahead of them, but Jonathan hardly noticed them. He held his hands tightly over his ears. Ari led him to the end of a short line of people that had lined up before a wooden gate in the enormous, crenellated wall. There was a pair of men in official-looking grey uniforms flanking the entrance, questioning each person passing through.

“City Watch.” Ari murmured in Jonathan’s ear. “Shouldn’t be too much trouble.”

Jonathan nervously glanced at his running shoes. They did look very out of place. He looked again at the watchmen. They were both very tall and broad chested. He darted a glance at Ari, and was surprised to see that he seemed perfectly at his ease. He even smiled at Jonathan as if to say, not to worry, naïve traveler.

Jonathan was worried. He was worried about the guards, but he was more worried by the fact that the closer he got to the city walls, the more intense the buzzing became. He felt sure that his bones would shake themselves to dust before they got through the gates.

They reached the entrance in less than twenty minutes.

The first guard, a man with a rich brown beard and moustache said, “Names?”

“Burn Nick, and this is my cousin Lok Coil.”

“Business in A- in Mayin?”

“Visiting  my cousin Bret.”

“Duration of stay?”

“Just for the day. We’re leaving before nightfall.”

“What’s in the bag?”

“Camping gear.”

The first guard opened Ari’s pack and unenthusiastically rummaged. He pulled out the Fire Box. It was dull at the moment, not glowing or burning.

“Is this regulation?”

“Yes, sir.”

“We’ve been having lots people selling illegal Fire Boxes lately.”

“I’m sorry to hear that, sir.”

The guard turned it over in his large hands, rubbed the surface, and sniffed it before handing it back to Ari.

“Pay the toll. It’s a half crown.” said the second guard.

He was even taller than the first, and looked to Jonathan like he was from India, or maybe the Middle East. Of course, Jonathan thought, there is not India here. No Middle East either. If only that buzzing would stop…I think I’m going to throw up…no, I can’t. Stop thinking about it. Lalalala everything’s totally fine…

Ari rummaged in his jacket pocket and removed a shiny, yellow coin. Jonathan made out the sharp profile of a person before the second guard took the coin and tucked it into a bag tied around his waist. He handed Jonathan and Ari each a piece of paper typed with the words ‘Visitor Pass. One day only.’ The first guard yawned.

The vibration started to lessen as they drew away from the wall. Jonathan felt a bit better. He glanced around at the buildings. They were flat roofed, narrow, and closely packed. He thought of skyscrapers, but these buildings were nowhere near as tall as many of the towering office buildings back home. Pipes led from the eaves troughs to enormous rain barrels at ground level.

He doubled over and vomited.

“What’s going on?”

Jonathan spat. His mouth tasted disgusting.

“I don’t know. I just…I don’t know. I was starting to feel okay after we got away from the wall, but then…”

“Can you walk?’

“Yeah. I’m  okay. I just need a drink of water or something.”

“Wait here.”

Ari lead him to a mostly empty square. There was a fountain at the centre. He sat Jonathan down on its edge. Jonathan fidgeted uncomfortably. The stone he was sitting on was very cold. There were only a few inches of water in the fountain. He glanced at his pale reflection and winced. He looked awful.

A few minutes passed. Jonathan lay down and pressed his hot face against the cool marble. He closed his eyes. Suddenly, he jerked upright. There it was again! So faintly that he had barely noticed it before, the fountain was humming! He stood shakily and sank to the ground a few feet away.

“Jon-a-than?”

He sat up. Ari was back with a full water skin. He drank thirstily. Then, he took a small mouthful, rinsed, and spat into the fountain.

“Thanks. Ari, what is going on?”

“I don’t know. Maybe you’re just sick or something. Anyways, the sooner we get to our destination, the better. Tob should be staying at an inn a little ways from here. I’m showing up a little earlier than expected, and Tob can be a bit edgy, so it would be helpful if you stayed quiet and stuck close to me.”

“Okay. Sure.”

Jonathan trailed Ari through the narrow streets. It seemed to him that the surroundings were getting increasingly grubby and run down. They finally stopped before a squat wooden building with ‘Whit’s Inn’ painted on it in dirty white letters. They slipped inside.

It was cramped and dim within. Jonathan squinted into the gloom. He supposed that it was some sort of pub. There was nobody inside except for a skinny, tired-looking woman behind the bar. She glanced up half-heartedly, when they entered.

“We’re here to see Brettin Nick. I believe that she’s renting one of the upstairs rooms.”

“Nick? She said she didn’t want any visitors.” the woman said tersely.

“Well, let her know that Burn called. Thank you, milady.”

“I’ll be sure to tell her next time I see her. Good bye, sir.”

The woman turned away and started putting glasses away in a drawer. A scrawny, tousle haired girl entered from a back room carrying a tray. She stopped when she saw Ari and Jonathan and smiled shyly at them. Ari smiled back, nodded again to the barwoman, and led Jonathan back out the front door.

“What now?”

“Quiet. This way.”

Purposefully, Ari walked back up the street. Jonathan followed. They turned a corner, and slipped into an empty alley.

“Back entrance.”

Ari pointed to a door painted with chipped blue paint. He tried the handle. It was locked. He extracted a few oddly shaped pieces of metal from an inside pocket of his jacket, knelt, and began deftly picking the lock of the door.

“Are you crazy? What if someone sees us?”

“Sh!”

There was a muted click. Ari put on his pack, and turned the doorknob. The door opened a fraction.

“Hurry!”

He darted into the inn, Jonathan on his heels. They were in a dirty room full of wooden crates and barrels. There was a rickety set of stairs leading up. Just as Jonathan reached them, a door creaked open. It was the girl, now without her tray. He froze, heart pounding. She had not yet glanced up, but it was only a matter of moments…

“Mere! Come back here and finish the dishes!” a voice called from the front room.

The girl turned away from Jonathan. Stealthily, he put a foot lightly on the first step. It creaked a little, but the girl did not seem to hear it.

“But Mama, you told me to get you more barley crackers from the storeroom!”

Ari was beckoning to him. Jonathan held up a finger. Slowly, he put his full weight on the first step and placed his other foot gently on the second.

“Do as I say! Dishes first, then crackers!”

“Yes Mama.”

She left, closing the door behind her. Swiftly, but gingerly, Jonathan climbed the stairs. He and Ari emerged into a landing above. It was dim, the only lighting coming from a dirty window at the end of the hall. There were five doors. They tried each in succession. The first four opened to reveal dingy bedrooms. The third and final door was locked.

Ari sat down in the hall and brought out his lock picks.

“You can’t just break into-”

Quiet! This is a delicate procedure.”

After a minute or so, the lock clicked. Ari tried the door. It did not budge.

“Spelled. Of course.” he said, seemingly to himself.

Ari laid a palm against the wooden surface. His eyes had a faraway, unfocussed look.  After a few motionless moments, the buzzing surged so strongly that Jonathan almost cried out. It vanished just as suddenly as it had come, and the door swung inward with a faint pop.

Silently, they crept into the shabby rooms. Ari silently checked the hall closet, a bedroom containing a mattress, an empty bookshelf, and a small wardrobe, and a room that was completely empty except for a bare table. As Ari examined the scant contents of the closet Jonathan wandered back into the bedroom.

He crossed to the window. It overlooked the alley that they so recently occupied. It was not a particularly scenic view. He turned and started walking back across the room.

“Don’t move!” a voice whispered fiercely.

Something cold, sharp, and metallic was tickling the back of his neck. Jonathan froze. The point where the metal was touching his skin burned.

“Take four steps backward. Slowly now. Hands up.” The voice hissed.

Jonathan obeyed, mind racing.

“What are you doing here? Who sent you?”

“No one!” he whispered.

“Then what do you want?”

“We’re looking for Tob. Or Ari is anyways.”

“Ari? What do you-”

At that moment, Ari entered the room. He stopped, and stared at something behind Jonathan. A look of incredulous delight crossed his face.

Tob?”

“Ari!”

Someone darted out from behind Jonathan. There was a blur of motion, and suddenly, a slim, raven haired young woman was hugging a rather uncomfortable looking Ari.

“What are you doing here, Ari? I wasn’t expecting you for at least a week! I thought you were out scouting.”

“I was. But I’m going back to True Home earlier, so I thought we could both go. The fey gave me a Traveler to look after.”

“Who? Him?” the woman turned slightly, and Ari carefully slipped out of her embrace.

Tob was more than a head shorter than Ari, but looked to be about nineteen or twenty. Her skin was so pale that she almost glowed, and her hair and slanted eyes were black. She wore a red bandana over her head, a leather vest, tunic, and trousers decorated with horizontal stripes in black and grey. She looked somewhat piratical. Jonathan decided that she was extremely pretty in an elfish sort of way. He wondered if she was actually an elf. Perhaps there were elves in this world…

He rubbed the back of his neck. There was a small raised bump that itched horribly.

“Yes. That’s Jon-a-than. Jonathan, Tobbit Nix.”

“Um…” said Jonathan.

“Nice to meet you Jonthan. Sorry about all that. One can never be too careful.”

Tob grasped his hand and wrung it enthusiastically.

“Where were you hiding, by the way?” Ari asked.

“Wardrobe. It was a tight fit, even for me, but I managed it. I heard my door open, and realized that there were at least two of you, so I thought that it would be best if I was a tad on the cautious side if you know what I mean. Then, I slipped out to ask a few questions of Mister Jonathan Traveler, here.”

Both Jonathan and Ari looked toward the wardrobe. It was open. Jonathan could not imagine how anyone, even the small, delicate Tob, could fit inside it.

“I’m impressed.” said Ari.

“Are we heading out, then? I’m already packed.”

Tob retrieved a pack much smaller than Ari’s from behind the wardrobe and slung it on.

“Yes. What about the shipments.”

“I stashed them in the woods.”

“Let’s get moving, then.”

Jonathan trailed the pair out of Tob’s room. Ari and Tob weren’t actually speaking, but they kept exchanging subtle glances of the sort that made Jonathan feel like an intruder. Old friend indeed, he thought, giving a mental snort.

When they reached the stairs, Ari halted.

“We aren’t exactly…supposed to be here, Tob. The barwoman told us you didn’t want visitors, so we broke in through the alley.”

“Lock picks still in good condition, I take it?”

Ari wrinkled his nose. Jonathan could tell he was suppressing a grin. He cleared his throat, and Ari and Tob started slightly.

“How are we going to get out?” he asked, a little petulantly.

“Window.” Tob said. “I’ve paid for the entire month, so old Mitz can’t complain if I leave early.”

They went back into Tob’s vacant room. Tob shoved at the window.  Its hinges creaked stiffly, but it opened smoothly enough.

“Do we jump, or something?” Jonathan eyed the ground below nervously. Two stories was not really so high up, but the pavement looked extraordinarily hard.

Tob shook her head.

“We climb up onto the roof.”

Before Jonathan could ask for clarification, all that was visible of Tob were her feet on the window sill. After a moment, those too vanished up and out of sight. Ari followed.

Jonathan crossed to the window. There was a narrow ledge outside it. He glanced up. Ari and Tob were peering down at him from atop the roof.

“I don’t know about this.” he called.

“Get moving! It will be fine.” Ari sounded impatient.

Reluctantly, Jonathan got onto the window sill. He stuck his head out the window.  Very slowly, he shifted so that his back was to the sheer drop behind him. He grasped the edge of the roof with both his hands, and stood. He wobbled for a moment as he edged out of the window, but steadied himself against the building. He pulled himself onto the roof with a grunt.

“Okay. What now?” he was pleased that his voice hardly trembled at all.

“We climb down the rain pipe.”

Tob led the way across the flat expanse. Jonathan felt vulnerable even though the roof was as even as the ground below.

The street was deserted except for an old woman rummaging in a garbage bin. Tob gave a significant nod. She dropped her pack off the edge of the roof, then lowered herself after it. Jonathan craned his neck to watch her shimmy down the pipe. It looked disconcertingly frail.

“Go ahead, Jonathan. I’m going back to close the window.”

“Oh. Right. Okay.”

Descending the pipe was not quite as nerve-wracking as climbing out of the window, but Jonathan’s stomach still lurched uncomfortably every time he glanced down. The pipe held, but it was wet, and slippery, and hard to grip.

Ari came a short while later, first tossing down his pack, then expertly lowering himself. The old woman was still digging in the bin. She did not seem to have noticed anything.

As they started walking, the city seemed a little more alive, but just barely.  It was not so early that people would not be at work, Jonathan decided. He wondered if it was a weekend or holiday. However, he quickly discounted this idea. The few people in the streets looked subdued. They hurried along, not making eye contact with anyone.

Jonathan tapped Ari on the shoulder.

“What’s going on?”

It was Tob who had answered.

“Mayin is a royalist town. Imperial soldiers caught and executed a group of crown rebels two days ago. During the investigation, they found out that some members of the City Council were aiding them. They’ve been imprisoned, and are awaiting trial. The entire city is being punished with trade restrictions and curfews.”

“Oh.”

“Fortunately,” she continued, “they aren’t stopping visitors from coming and going. At least, not yet.”

Their route was more circuitous than the one that had lead from the gate to the inn, leading them deeper into the city. At one point, they came to a wall. It was taller than the first, and grey uniformed guards circled it like very orderly sharks. When no one was looking their way, both Tob and Ari spat on the ground.

“That’s where the government buildings are,” Tob said out of the corner of her mouth. “You need papers and a pass to get in at the very least.”

“Oh,” said Jonathan.

They came to the outer wall after a while, and exited. Jonathan was once again almost sick from the awful buzzing, but he managed to refrain from actually vomiting. There were two new watchmen. Technically, a watchman and a watchwoman, Jonathan supposed. Neither paid them much heed as Jonathan and Ari returned their visitor passes.  Tob pulled a much older, crumpled Month Pass out of a vest pocket, and the three of them set off toward the forest.

Jonathan plodded back across the field and into the forest with ill grace. He felt somehow betrayed. He knew it was stupid, that Ari of course had friends, and ‘friends’, and a life beyond Jonathan and the forest and the tent, but it still made him feel resentful. It was like being abandoned by a new buddy in elementary school in favor of one of their older companions who had suddenly returned. He kicked angrily at a pale brown mushroom. It collapsed satisfyingly.

“This way, now.” Tob motioned them deeper into the trees.

And after twenty minutes or so: “Here.”

She was pointing to a mass of brambles about ten feet away. Gingerly, Tob lifted a long, thorny vine, and vanished into a small hole in the foliage. There was a scuffling noise, then a bang, and a quiet, steady purr. Slowly, something emerged from the thicket.

Tob was sitting astride something dull green, and built like a small tank. It floated about a foot and a half above the ground, purring faintly. It had a depression where one could sit, gripping with one’s knees, a steering panel, and a windshield. There was room for at least four people to mount the vehicle. Ari clambered up.

“God.” Jonathan groaned. “Oh God. I think I’m going to-”

He wretched, but nothing came up. Ari leapt off the machine, and knelt by Jonathan.

“What? What is it?” his voice was low and urgent.

“That buzzing! It’s here again! It’s coming from that thing. It’s so strong. I can’t- I just can’t-”

“What’s wrong with him?” Tob murmured.

I don’t know. He was like this earlier after we crossed the wall, but he seemed to get better. I don’t know what’s going on.”

“The wall, the speeder… is there anything else that makes you feel like this?”

Jonathan tried to think. It was difficult because he felt like he was on some sort of murderous vibrating massage mattress.

“Um…the Fire Box, but it’s not as bad. It’s just this faint hum.  Ari’s clothes too. And your knife burned me and left a welt on the back of my neck.”

Ari and Tob looked at each other.

“Do you think it might be-”

“That hardly makes sense, but-”

“It’s just possible-”

“What?” Jonathan growled.

He sat up and glared at the other two.

“Spellwork.” Tob said simply.

“What?”

“You might be reacting to spellwork. You sense it as a vibration. The city walls of Aeolik are very ancient, and spellcasters have been reinforcing them for centuries against attacks. The speeder is powered by spells, as is the Fire Box. My knives are spelled to burn in battle, but they’re under concealment spells to avoid detection.”

Jonathan looked at Ari for confirmation. Ari shrugged.

“Some people are better at sensing spells than others. I’ve never heard of anyone having such an extreme reaction to it, but I wouldn’t rule it out as a possibility.”

Nevertheless, he sounded a little skeptical.

“So I’m like allergic to magic or something?”

“Yes.” said Tob.

“Perhaps.” said Ari.

“Then how am I supposed to ride that thing to wherever we’re going? I’ll fall off, or throw up, or pass out, or something.”

“Well, we can’t walk. The supplies…” Ari broke off midsentence.

He and Tob exchanged a look that Jonathan did not like one bit. He squinted at them suspiciously. After a moment, Ari turned to face him.

“Jonathan,” he said very gravely, “do you trust me?”

“Why?”

“Do you trust me?’

“I’m not going to like this, am I?”

“No.” Tob said.

She crossed to Jonathan and put a hand to his forehead. He tried to jerk away, but she forced his head forward with her other hand.

“What are you doing?”

Jonathan began to struggle in earnest. With an impatient noise, Ari pinned his arms.

“Ari! Stop!”

Tob closed her eyes, and her hand burned against his forehead. Jonathan cried out, and then-

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Shieldwolf Chapter 1: Avoidance Techniques by Hades

January 27, 2012

     As soon as the door closed, Jonathan felt stupid. He took off his sodden jacket and hung it on a hook. Somewhere upstairs, Becky was playing her violin. His mother and father were arguing about how to cook a chicken in the kitchen. The nightmare world of wolves and wind and woods seemed much farther that a wall’s width away.

By dinner time, he had half convinced himself that the wolf had been nothing more than a stray dog, or a particularly bold coyote. He was embarrassed about his panicked flight through the forest. There was nothing beneath those dark trees to be scared of. Nothing that he couldn’t handle, at any rate.

Jonathan ate quietly. He ate with his mouth closed, kept his elbows off the table, and chewed each bite thoroughly. His cheerful, intelligent parents had a cheerful, intelligent conversation. Jonathan suppressed the urge to glance over at his sister Becky and roll his eyes.

Becky had not touched her chicken. Becky, his rebellious, hippie sister. The violinist, the melancholy poet, the impractical idealist. She was the crazy one. Not Ben, who was loud, and funny, and popular at school, both on and off the Frisbee field. Not Celia, who desperately wanted a cell phone and blond hair and tickets to a concert she was too young to attend. And certainly not Jonathan.

He ate with a focused intensity. He helped clear the table without his parents reminding him to, and loaded his plate into the dishwasher. He was not paid for chores, but he worked efficiently and went upstairs to do his homework with the same blank ferocity. Jonathan’s face was expressionless.

He would not think of about the assignments, would not let himself rebel against the awful futility of the work. He would not think about the fact that he would write meaningless words, do meaningless calculations, turn them in, and receive more to do as soon as he returned to school. To avoid this despair, he unplugged his heart and his mind and attacked his assignments coldly.

Finally, after hours of essay writing, and graphing, and note taking, Jonathan lay on his back, staring at the ceiling of the room he shared with Ben. The door frame glowed orange with light from the hall. He lay flat, arms by his sides, legs straight. The lonely, slightly muffled sound of Becky singing in the room next door sent a cold tingle down his spine. It was a high, wild tune, probably of her own invention.

The wind was picking up again outside. At 8:00, the radio weather man had predicted that school would be cancelled the next day. A branch whipped the window. Jonathan thought of another branch, a branch in his hand that he had thrown in frightened fury. He remembered the sound of it breaking against a tree trunk. And then, the Woods. With uncomfortable vividness, he recalled the metallic smell of snow, the crunch of frosted pine needles beneath his feet, the rough cawing of a crow, and, most of all the silent, magnificent, terrifying creature that had stared at him with fathomless eyes. In Jonathan’s mind, it loomed hugely, magnified with almost crystalline clarity: the wolf in the Woods.

The need to share the experience built inside him like a headache, the pressure growing until he finally said:

“Ben? You still awake?”

“Mph.”

“Okay, so I saw this…dog, you know walking home the short way through the Woods.”

“So?”

“Okay, okay, I’m getting to the point. Anyways, it was big and it didn’t have a collar, and looked sort of like a husky. Except it was more wild looking. It looked kind of like a coyote or…you know…”

“A wolf?”

“Sure. A wolf.”

He heard Ben sigh. There was a rustling of sheets and a meow from Sparrow, the only one of the three cats that occasionally slept in their room. Ben had obviously disturbed her as he rolled over to face Jonathan and more effectively scorn his supposition.

“Jonathan, that’s stupid. We don’t get wolves around here.”

Jonathan did not like Ben’s tone.

“That’s not true. There’s a breeding program where they release wolves back into the wild and stuff. I read about it in the paper.”

“You read too much.”

“I like reading.”

“Whatever. Okay, so you like reading and logic and stuff like that, right? So let’s just think about this logically, Mr. Spock. People aren’t releasing wolves into urban areas. They’d be running around eating little dogs, and kids, and stuff.”

“One could have gotten lost and wound up in the Woods where it’s isolated and quiet. And besides, I just know it wasn’t a dog. It was too…” he trailed off, searching fruitlessly for the right adjective.

“Wolf-like?” he could tell Ben was grinning. “Can I go to sleep now?”

“Yeah. Sorry. Good night.”

“Night.”

Sparrow hissed as Ben rolled over again.

Jonathan stretched his leg, extending his feet beyond the confines of his blankets. He lay awake, listening as Ben’s breathing slowed to a steady rhythm. The house quieted.

Ben started muttering unintelligibly. By this, Jonathan gauged that it was probably close to midnight. He closed his eyes and sucked in a deep lungful of cool air. Sleep remained elusive.

Somewhere close to the house, a branch cracked. It was a sharp, intrusive noise. Jonathan stiffened. The sound did not repeat, and he forced himself to relax. The strange encounter in the Woods had left him on edge. He mentally berated Ben for his midnight orations.

There was another crack, somewhat louder, and closer than the first. Across the room, Sparrow hissed. He heard a soft thump.

Jonathan sat up and peered into the darkness. Something near the floor meowed. The cat leapt onto his bed, and jumped from there to his desk.  Silhouetted by the faint light, Sparrow looked out from the gap between the curtains.

Guarding us, he thought. He stared at the little grey cat perched on the window sill. For a long time, they remained in that fashion: the boy watching the cat, and the cat looking fixedly out the window. Then, Jonathan fell asleep.

He dreamed an enormous thorny tree with black feathers instead of leaves. He dreamed his friend Lucy was walking through a forest of eyes, dressed in vivid scarlet. He dreamed about a wolf leaping through his bedroom window in a shower of glass and devouring his family.  But he did not remember any of it in the morning.

School was cancelled that day. Even his intrepid parents were forced to concede that they would have to stay home. Celia practically deafened them all with her excited shrieks when she heard the news. Ben grinned, and fell back into bed. Becky shrugged moodily.

Jonathan sat down on the end of her bed. She was already up, writing something in a black-bound journal.

“Here.”

She passed the book to him. He read:

A Memory of Roses

she walks amongst them like a ghost

in the cold garden

where the roses used to grow

 

the spiderwebs all hung

with mists and moons and fire

black thorns harsh against the sky

 

written on her pale lips

in a sharpness that does not fade

flocks of crows in dark

feathered trees

a fretful forest

with one hundred eyes

 

He shivered.

“I like it.”

“Thanks.”

“Yeah.”

Becky looked at him strangely. Her tone was very grave, and the meaning was somehow profound when she said, “Thank you.”

“What for?”

“I don’t know.”

He frowned a little, and went downstairs. A fully dressed Celia was devouring a plate of eggs at the table. His mother and father were eating more sedately. Ben was nowhere to be seen.

“The snow won’t just vanish.” His mother reminded Celia as she inhaled her breakfast. “You can go down to the park with your friends, but please don’t go sledding on Scott Street. I swear someone will get hit by a car going down that hill!”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah. I get it. Stay away from the big, scary hill,” she said, shoving the last forkful of scrambled egg into her mouth.

When his mother turned her back, Celia rolled her eyes exaggeratedly.

“Jonathan, you’ve been awfully quiet.” His father was looking at him intently, an expression bordering on suspicion on his face. “What’s up?”

Jonathan hesitated perhaps a moment too long before answering. “Nothing is going on Dad. I’m fine. Really Dad. I’m alright.”

He continued his scrutiny, obviously unconvinced.

“Well, I think you should get out of the house today. You could go hang out with Alex and your girlfriend.”

“She’s not my girlfriend, Dad. Lucy is…seeing someone.”

“Lucky guy, whoever he is.”

“Yeah. Guy. I guess.”

He did not bother to correct his father. Jonathan rarely did.

“Well, why don’t you go hang out with Alex and Lucy-who-is-definitely-not-your-girlfriend?”

“I’m not feeling that well. I guess I’ll just stay home, and get some rest.”

Placing a palm on his forehead, his mother said doubtfully, “You’re a little warm. Still, some fresh air would be good for you. Why don’t you walk Celia down to the park?”

He shrugged wearily.

“As long as she isn’t too annoying.”

After eating, Jonathan pulled on a jacket and sneakers. Celia grabbed a small foam sled from the garage and set out into the wintery day. Once out of sight of the house, she changed direction.

“Where are you going?” he called from a little way behind.

“Scott’s Hill.”

“But that’s-” he stopped myself before he could add ‘across the Woods.’ Instead Jonathan said “Mom won’t let you.”

“So? Mom’s not here. And you won’t tell her, will you?” Celia sped up, the sled bumping over the uneven ground behind her. He hurried to catch up and grabbed the sleeve of her parka.

“It’s dangerous, Celia. And it’ll be my fault if you get hurt. I’m supposed to be responsible. You can’t go.”

Celia crossed her arms and regarded him with raised eyebrows. There was something distinctly Becky-ish in her determined expression.

“What are you going to do? Go wunning to Mummy and tattle on me?” she asked in a mock baby voice.

Jonathan breathed in deeply. Patience.

“Seals, I don’t want you to get hurt. You’re my sister. I’ve gone sledding there before, and it’s dangerous. Plus I’m not feeling good and I don’t want to go all the way over to there. So, I think I will go back and tell Mom and Dad.”

A little impatiently, Celia said, “No one has ever been hurt on that hill! Relax. You don’t need to be so uptight about everything. And don’t call me Seals. I hate that stupid nickname.”

She turned and started to trot away.

“Wait!”

Celia ignored him. If anything, she was walking faster. He stopped. He could see the snow covered trees not far ahead.

“Hurry up, Jonathan!” Her voice was sharp and impatient. “You know I can’t go through the Woods alone.”

“Why do you care about rules all of a sudden?”

She tilted her head and rested it on her hand in mock contemplation. “Well, let’s see. Maybe because I don’t want some creepy pedophile to kidnap me or something.”

Jonathan didn’t move. As he recalled, the only people he had ever seen in the Woods were their neighbors, the occasional jogger, and once, a homeless man asleep amongst the trees. Of course, that did not take the gigantic wolf into account.

“So if I stay here, you won’t go?”

“Don’t be stupid.”

With a deep intake of breath, he followed his little sister into the Woods. Celia waited until he had almost caught up with her. Then, she turned on her heel and half-walked, half-jogged down the path. The sled bounced erratically behind her.

They reached Scott’s Hill without any more pauses. There were about a dozen giggling preteens already there, each with a flimsy sled. A couple of boys were pelting each other with snowballs from behind parked cars.

Before Celia could scamper away to join her friends, Jonathan leaned in and whispered, “Enjoy your sledding while you can, Seals. I’ll give you forty-five minutes before Mom and Dad show up. Tops.”

Celia shrugged unconcernedly. Without a backwards glance, she ran off, yelling, “Tessa! Anne! Wait up, you guys!”

Shaking his head, Jonathan started off toward home. The hill was in a quiet part of the city, so he walked in the street. It looked like snowplows had been at work. Nevertheless, snow was soaking through his sneakers, and his fingers were bright red with cold. School tomorrow, he thought. Ben and Celia would be disappointed.

Determinedly staring ahead, he marched into the Woods. There would be no distractions; no delays. In less than half an hour, Jonathan would arrive at his house. It won’t matter if there is a whole pack of wolves; a whole flock of crows, he thought. I’m going home.

Before he knew it, he was out of the Woods and facing the back gate. He carefully scanned the area for signs of movement. There were none. He glanced up, then down.

Slowly and deliberately, he rubbed out the large paw print preserved in the snow with the toe of his sneaker. He opened the gate and latched it securely behind him.

“No need to worry,” he breathed. “Too late.”

The next morning, he decided to be sick.

“Get up, man! Jonathan! Up! We’ve got school! C’mon, get up!”

Pulling his covers up over his head, he croaked, “Go away Ben! I’m sick.”

“Like hell you are.”

“No, really. I’m sick and I can’t go to school.”

Ben gave a derisive snort, but exited quietly in case his brother was actually telling the truth. It was very comfortable, just lying there, eyes closed, listening to the distant sound of other people preparing to face the chilly, snowy world outside. Although it was stuffy under his quilt, Jonathan did not pull it away from his face. It would help bring his temperature up, should one of his parents demand to take it. Sure enough, his father arrived less than ten minutes later. Jonathan could hear a thermometer clink against something else he was holding, maybe his glasses, or car keys.

“Are you awake? Ben told me that you’re sick. Will you going to be able to go to school?”

Very slowly, and feebly, he pulled the blankets away from his head, and rolled over to face his father. He put a hand to Jonathan’s forehead, then handed him the thermometer.

“You’ve definitely got a temperature. How do you feel?”

Making his voice thin and frail, he whispered, “Dad, I can’t go to school today. I’m all cold, and my throat hurts, and I’m nauseous. I just feel really, really bad.”

“Hmm…then I suppose you should take some cold medicine and get some rest.”

It was a test, and he knew it. The cold medicine in question was a thick, brown, gelatinous syrup. It half-suffocated the helpless patient while simultaneously burning the coating off their throat. It tasted strongly of pepper.

This deterrent served to stop Jonathan and his siblings from faking illness to avoid school until they reached twelve or so. His cheerful, intelligent parents hadn’t figured out that they were sometimes willing to take the ghastly concoction if they thought that facing the alternative test, homework, or social problem was worse.

“Yeah. Having some would probably help me feel better. Can you bring it up before you go? Thanks Dad.”

“Okay.” He seemed convinced. “Do you want me to bring you up some breakfast too?”

“No thanks. I’ll have some plain toast if I’m hungry later.”

“That sounds like a good idea.” He ruffled Jonathan’s hair gently. “I’m sorry, but you’re going to be home alone for most of the day. Your mom and I can’t get off work today, but Becky said she’ll skip her violin lessons and come back early. She’ll get home around four.”

“Alright. Bye Dad.”

He listened as his father’s heavy footsteps faded. They returned, and a bottle of cough medicine was deposited on the bedside table. He took his dose docilely. His father reminded him to take another spoonful in the afternoon. He promised he would. Exit father.

Below him, Jonathan could hear his mother’s shoes clacking across the tiled kitchen floor. Spoons clattered on bowls. Voices buzzed unintelligibly. Keys jingled. Doors slammed.  Engines purred faintly from the driveway.

Silence.

He waited for five minutes, still listening. Nobody returned to collect a forgotten binder of briefcase. Slowly, hesitantly, Jonathan smiled with self-satisfaction. He was comfortable, and free to do as he pleased. Right now it pleased him to pick up a large book of Sherlock Holmes mysteries from his bedside table. He thought about what Ben would say if he knew that his brother was reading on a sick day. He frowned slightly. He did not like to think about his brother unnecessarily.

He opened the book and tried to immerse himself in the story. After a few minutes of reading, he succeeded in forgetting his family, and the life he was currently escaping.

“Mrow.”

He turned a page idly. He was about half way through The Sussex Vampire, and could not fathom what the solution might be.

“Mrow!”

He glanced up, annoyed. Sparrow was sitting by the marginally open door, flicking her tail impatiently.

Mrowle!”

“Listen, cat, I’m trying to read. This is classic literature you’re interrupting.”

Sparrow didn’t seem to care. “Mreo-o-o-ow!”

“Let yourself out. You’d only have to nudge the door with your nose, and you could leave. And the door was open earlier!”

“Mrow!”

“Oh for the love of…”

Muttering darkly, he folded the page to mark his spot and heaved himself out of bed. Sparrow wound between his legs, obviously pleased with her cleverness.

“There. The door’s open. Out.”

Without a second’s hesitation, she streaked away down the hall. Jonathan shook his head.

“So much for gratitude.”

For a moment, he was torn between clambering back into bed and going down stair to feed himself. Hunger won. Jonathan grabbed an errant sweatshirt before realizing it was one of Ben’s. It had a faded picture of a cartoon dog catching a Frisbee in its mouth, and the sleeves came down past his hands. He put it down and wrapped a blanket around his shoulders instead.

Shivering a little, he edged down the stairs, and sprinted across the cold kitchen floor barefooted. The house silent except for the hum of the refrigerator, and the faint murmur of the wind outside. Pale, grey light suffused the morning. Jonathan felt very pleasantly alone. He thought that Becky would have written a song or a poem about the solitude. A few lines came to him, but as he tried to hold them in his mind, they dissolved into nonsense.

Celia’s small, white tomcat Ed was curled up on the warm spot in front of the fridge. He stood, stretching languidly when he spotted Jonathan. To his great surprise, Ed stalked up and rubbed against his leg.

“You’re awfully solicitous.”

He gently scratched Ed under the chin, feeling the vibration of his purr. Then, he scooted the cat away with his foot, and yanked open the fridge. There was half a loaf of whole grain bread, a small square of hard cheddar cheese, and not much else. They would need more food soon.

Meditatively, Jonathan constructed a sandwich with far too much cheese. He sat in one of the straight-backed kitchen chairs, sandwich in one hand, newspaper in the other. Ed clambered onto his lap. He craned his small neck as if to read along with him. Jonathan raised an eyebrow. The cats were very friendly this morning.

When he was done eating, he carried his plate to the sink and left it with the dirty dishes from the family’s breakfast. There was a tap. It was a sharp, but slightly muted noise: the sound of something hard but dull striking glass. Jonathan paused, warily. It came again. He circled the kitchen, searching for the source. Tap. Tap. Tap.

“What the…”

He was face to face with the crow. It was perched boldly on a window sill, staring into the house.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Its ebony beak made hard contact with the glass.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Half entranced by the bizarre scene, he backed away from the window. There was a dream-like quality that prevented him from running up the stairs for cover. Jonathan was rooted to the spot, transfixed or perhaps hypnotized. Tap.

In a disconnected fashion, he thought, Quoth the raven ‘Nevermore’.

Then, he wanted to laugh at the melodramatic nature of what had just entered his mind. The whole scene was too surreal. He was half fascinated, half petrified…

MREO-O-o-O-o-OWLOWEOWMRoW!”

A hissing, thrashing, yowling, black phantasm hurtled past him. It leapt onto the counter and dashed itself against the window. The hypnotic moment passed. A massive cat crouched on the window sill, menacing the crow. After a few moments of intense staring, the crow gave up and flapped away.

“Inky?”

It was. The great, ink colored, half-feral cat had emerged from the attic. Jonathan was truly astounded. When Becky adopted her four years ago, she had been flea ridden, emaciated, and missing chunks of fur. Now, Inky was enormous, her black coat glossy. Although scarred and lacking part of an ear, she was well fed and clean. She never forgave them for it. The cat lurked in the attic, venturing out only to collect her meals from the stairway. Sometimes, not even then. Jonathan supposed that there were mice living amongst the storage boxes.

Her evil yellow eyes gleamed. Foolishly, he reached out to pat her and she shied away, hissing. Jonathan climbed back upstairs in a daze. Sparrow was sitting on his bed. He flopped down beside her and stared at the ceiling. It had a lot of interesting whorls and shadows to keep him occupied.

Although he lay there unmoving for a long while, he did not drift to sleep. He roused himself only when the doorbell rang twice: Becky was home. He heard the jingle of keys, the thump of a backpack hitting the ground, the gentler thump of a violin case being set on the kitchen table, and the quiet patter of feet on the carpeted stairs.

He sat up when she entered the room. Her face was very hard. School was not kind to Becky, he observed sadly. As she looked at him, she smiled a little.

“Have you eaten?”

“Yeah.”

“How do you feel?”

“Better, I guess.”

“I guess that’s good. Do you need anything?”

“No. It’s okay.”

“Alright.”

They looked at each other for a moment, and then Becky turned away and closed the door behind her. Jonathan sighed. One could only be sick for so long, he mused.

The next morning, he stared regretfully out the back window of his mother’s car. Rain was streaking down in freezing sheets. Water droplets coursed down the window of the car. He touched the glass. It was very cold. It misted slightly with his breath. He and Ben and Becky were getting a rare and welcome ride to school. His father had already dropped off Celia at the middle school.

Unfortunately, that afternoon they would be walking home despite the unfriendly weather.

The car pulled up in front of the high school, gutter water flying from its tires. Becky, Ben, and Jonathan sprinted for cover. In a few, brief seconds of exposure, they were completely soaked, their hair plastered darkly to their rain spattered faces. Ben shouldered open the door, and Becky followed, their wet sneakers squeaking on the linoleum floor.

Jonathan paused for a moment, staring out into the rain. The parking lot was only half full. His mother’s sleek, silver car had already pulled away. He thought about his parents working busily, happily, and contentedly at their respective offices. He turned away from the rain and wind and trees, and opened the door.

Crowds of rain soaked students were drifting between lockers and classrooms. He was intensely and unpleasantly lonely. Yesterday, he had been alone, and perfectly happy to remain so. Today, he was surrounded by people, but he had never been so isolated.

He frowned a little and put his hands in his pockets. A bell sounded, and he hurried down the 200 hall toward his English class; there was no time to visit his locker. Jonathan felt the sudden urge to turn around and dash out the front doors of the school. He had never skipped classes before in his life; well, at least not without feigning illness. He wanted to leave, unexcused, without seeking any permission but his own. He half turned, but the hall was full of blank-faced students. They were walking inexorably toward him. He could not look at them, could not face the awful anonymity of their blank, tired eyes, so he slipped into his classroom and went to his seat.

The day did not improve from that point. Mr. Stein handed them their new novel: The Scarlet Letter. Jonathan read the inside flap unenthusiastically. The cover was decorated with an ugly painting of a distressed young woman with big, sappy eyes. He stowed it in his already heavy backpack. Mr. Stein lectured them. Jonathan disengaged his senses, took crisp, boring notes, and stared attentively at Mr. Stein’s eyebrows. They were bushy, and grey, and they moved up and down as he talked.

In math, they had a test that he was thoroughly unprepared for. Science was so dull that he was bored almost literally to tears.  At lunch, Lucy told Alex and Jonathan that she was splitting up with Sonja. And so it continued…

He approached the Woods with a sense of impending doom. Frigid sleet trickled down the back of his jacket in an ominously melodramatic fashion. He wanted to feel cool and unimpressed, but nevertheless, he faltered indecisively. If he circled the Woods, he would probably end up walking home in the dark, down by the college. He did not relish that prospect. He did not want to take the bus either. The bus gave him a case of existential depression more severe than reading a whole book of “Peanuts” comics.

The rain cast a misty pall on the street. Thirty minutes. Then he would be home, ashamed of his weakness; his pitiful fear. There were odd things going on, it was true. But home, despite its flaws, was safe.

With a muffled patter, rain struck the trees above. Forest green was not an accurate name for a cheerful, plastic-Christmas-tree color, he thought. Forest green was an ugly, mossy black that darkened with wet weather.

He did not realize that he was in trouble until he lost sight of the street. Too late, he noticed the subtly sinister padding of leathery paws on pine needles. The wolf faded out of the shadows.

“Growl.” it said.

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Shieldwolf Prologue by Hades

January 27, 2012

In the beginning…

There was a boy. He was skinny, and tall, and looked as though someone had grabbed his feet in one hand and his hair in the other, and pulled hard in opposite directions. His feet were large, and clad in heavy, black running shoes that skidded slightly on the icy pavement. Above the clumsy feet, he was dressed neatly in jeans, a collared shirt, and a black windbreaker left unzipped. An overstuffed backpack made him lean slightly forward as he walked. His tousled brown head was bare despite the biting wind.

He hurried down the street, shoulders hunched against the chill of the late afternoon. Soon, the bustle of cars, bicycles, and pedestrians was muffled by the soft soundlessness of snowfall. The flakes fell around him and on his hair and shoulders. They dashed themselves against his warm cheeks and neck. He shivered, zipping his windbreaker up to his chin. This was sharp, angry snow that pelted down with the vengeance of hail, stinging slightly where it landed.

Faster and faster the flakes fell. The boy barely avoided collision with a cyclist riding the wrong way down the sidewalk. So thick was the snowfall, he almost continued on past the faint but familiar path that stretched across a field toward the Woods.

Frozen grass crunched beneath his shoes. He hung his head wearily and buried his hand deep in his pockets. Almost before he realized it, the Woods were directly ahead, looming before him out of the early dusk.

Their green shadow had already engulfed him. He faltered, glancing perhaps a little apprehensively at the blackness of the limbs above. Snow was falling faster now. Huge, thick flakes the size of quarters settled on a crisp outer layer that already blanketed the ground. The wind whipped the snow until it fell almost horizontally. The wind was blowing at his back, pushing him into the Woods’ embrace, and yet he hesitated.

Finally, after what seemed like five minutes, he took a deliberate step forward. He squared his shoulders, clenched his hands in his pockets, and kept walking.

It was much darker under the evergreen boughs. Occasionally, one of the trees would dump a load of snow onto the needle-strewn ground with a mighty, creaking thump. Then, the branch would spring up again, sending any remaining flakes cascading down in a glittering stream.

His footsteps were too loud.

A flurry of white crystals landed on his bare head. He stopped to brush the snow out of his already wet hair, shivering as some flakes trickled down his shirt. Rubbing his hands together vigorously, he hurried on lest the offending branch should attack again.

In the trees above, something croaked, deep and gravelly. The boy jumped a little and quickened his pace. Feeling a draft on his neck, he ducked as a dark something swooped low over his back. It soared upward again and landed in the low branches of a tree across the path.

Squinting through the dim half-light, the boy could vaguely make out the outline of a crow. Its impossibly black eyes glinted at him out of the gloom. The bird opened its beak and let out a loud, irritating caw.

He stooped and snatched a stick from the ground. When he straightened, the crow was nowhere to be found.

“Stupid bird.”

His voice was small, and young, and very quiet.

“I said, STUPID BIRD!” he threw the stick at a tree trunk. It split with a sharp crack.

And silence. It was as though the abrupt noise had switched off the howling wind, quieted the creaking trees, and ended the small scurryings of squirrels. The boy stared around wildly. He took a step back and whirled around, feet light and poised for flight.

There was a wolf in the middle of the path.

It was sitting there nonchalantly, watching him with tawny eyes. Snow crystallized the long, silver hairs of its coat, and encrusted its bushy tail. It was very still. In fact, it did not move at all except for the occasional twitch of its moist, black nose as it sniffed the air. It hardly blinked.

The wolf stared at the boy. The boy stared at the wolf. The seconds stretched on like hours. The boy eventually lost his nerve and looked down. He froze again, staring at his shoes instead of at the wolf.

Perhaps this scene would have stayed unchanged until the snow had melted and winter passed if a raspy cawing hadn’t momentarily distracted the boy. Perched on a branch across the path, the crow bobbed up and down, splintering the silence with its harsh cry. The repetitive noise visibly calmed him. He took a deep breath.

“Go on!”

He stomped his foot at the wolf.

“Go home! This is the city! You don’t belong here. Well, GO ON!”

The wolf twitched its nose, apparently unperturbed. The boy started edging around it, keeping a safe distance from the animal. With one fluid motion, it stood. Still watching him, it shook a few snowflakes out of its fur and gave a huge yawn. It had a lot of very sharp, white teeth that managed to glisten despite the low light.

It turned and trotted off into the Woods. He watched until the darkness swallowed it completely. The crow gave a low croak.

“What are you looking at?”

He adjusted the position of his backpack. The bird gave one last irritating caw and flapped away after the wolf.

“You do know that crows don’t fly at night!” he called after it.

Shivering slightly, he started walking toward home. Then he broke into a gentle jog. He heard, or maybe imagined that a branch cracked somewhere in the darkness behind him.

It was so cold…

He ran. He stumbled and nearly fell, but righted himself just in time. The wind had changed directions and was blowing in his face. Minutes later, although it felt like an hour, a day, a dark, snowy eternity, he arrived panting at the back gate, unlatched it, and slammed it shut behind him.  With clumsy, frozen fingers, he unlocked the back door and half-fell into his house.

The wind howled in the Woods.

Designed by Tim Sainburg from Brambling Design

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Unglossed

January 27, 2012

Since Unglossed moved addresses, nothing seems to have happened. What’s up? I submitted a couple of pieces, but I’m not sure if they were rejected or not.

Categories: I'M TO LAZY TO CORRECTLY CATAGORIZE MY STORY!!!!!!!!!! :P, Must Reads.

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Pictures: A Messy Freewrite Exercise

January 27, 2012

The Exercise:  Pick a picture that resonates with your muse, and freewrite. That means no editing, no fear, no pausing for the right word. Just write the story of the picture. If you change some details, draws some character deeper into the shadows and breaks open the clouds, that’s okay. Just write.

Then type them up, change a word or two, and plop them onto the Worst Ending.

Here’s my “Tiny Fairytales” pinterest board, teeming with interesting images: http://pinterest.com/prettybowerbird/tiny-fairytales/.

 

First Picture: Not All Who Wander Are Lost

Bursts of blue bloomed against her skin, more lovely than oxygen, more lovely than the gritty shore and brittle grass. The water nudged her lips, slid between her toes and legs and fingers and cells, filling her, spilling into her mouth and stomach. People who drown don’t die of lack of air, she realized. They die of being too full, too full of water, or maybe too full of earth. The earth and water meet and ignite. Fire! Black flames flicker at the corners of her eyes. She would burn until all the earth inside her was consumed and all that remained is the rush of her soul frothing in the waves of the ocean.

 

Second Picture: A Drawing by Arthur Rackham

Though the adults shunted the old man into a corner with a rocking chair and lukewarm cocoa, the children spoke his language. His hands told his stories, gleaming with candlelight, broken like his horses, thin veins and tendons sticking rod straight over his bones, bulging against his skin. He reached out over the children’s heads and spun cobwebs around sleeping beauty’s castle, set winged demons loose on the rooftop, floated a tiara down on a princess’s head, sparked sunlight in an airless cave. His crumbling lips hardly made a sound, croaking wobbly syllables. Maryanne said he sounded like God sneezing, accidentally erupting frogs, and her mother sent her to her room for blaspheme, but the children understood all the words his hands spoke.

 

Third Picture

I am twelve years old and I am full of sky. I can taste it in mama’s mashed potatoes, in a glass of sweet tea, in a quick lick of brown sugar, something so wild and blue and spicy that it stands on my tongue even after I’ve swallowed. I can smell it on the walls of our house, every brick tingling my nose and scaring up the  hair on the backs of my hands. Molly didn’t even know hands had hair, when I told her she couldn’t stop laughing at her hands, didn’t look at mine with trembling fingers and electrified hair follicles. F-O-L-L-I-C-L-E-S. When I stand outside I can smell taste feel hear see the sky and that’s when I know deep in my soul that sky is what I’m made of. I hold tight to the grass so it can never take me back, and when I sleep, I tie my wrists to my heaviest books just in case my ceiling isn’t strong enough to keep me in. But I know if the sky wants to swallow somebody, it could swallow the whole world to get to her.

 

Categories: Exercises, Short Stories.

Man of a Thousand Faces

January 25, 2012

Man of a Thousand Faces

a short story

We hide from the moon, clinging to the shadows. And because we use their shadows, the forest claws and grabs at our skin, clothing, hair.

We barely notice.

Every snapping stick is a pursuers’ footstep. Every kicked pebble is a gun’s safety clicking off. Every sigh of wind in the leaves is the hiss of breath between the teeth of our pursuers.

And there are monsters.

With my eight year old eyes, my eight year old mind turns branches into talons and trees into giants that will pick their teeth with my tiny bones. The grown ups don’t help my fear. Mommy carries me until she has to put me down and then she clutches my hand so hard my bones feel ground together already. Why is Mommy helping the giants?

Mr. Leader, leading, turns suddenly into a cave-like awning of trees, and the rest of us follow. Mice to his pipe.

“We will rest here, for the moment,” he says. His shadow stretches over us, long and darker than the trees themselves.

“Hawkins, get a fire going.”

“Is it safe?” the man with a hawk-like nose asks nervously. He is nothing like the proud and beautiful birds I’d seen circling in the sky, nothing like his name sake.

“What?” Mr. Leader asks distractedly. “Oh, yes, yes, it’s perfectly fine. Everybody please sit in a neat, ordered circle around the fire. Oldest and youngest closer. Mae?”

I jump at my name, peal out of Mommy’s skirt.

Mommy looks at Mr. Leader for a long time. “Go to Uncle Cleveland, Mae.” Her words say one thing, but her fingers say another. They try to clutch me back again.

But I go to Mr. Leader, the strange man that makes Mommy’s face tight since Daddy’s death.

“Yes, Mr. Leader?” I ask, holding my hands tightly together in front of me.

“How are you, Mae?”

“I’m fine, thank you,” I say. I stare at him, this man who leads us to freedom. There is a question gnawing at his tongue.

“How is your mother, Mae?” he asks finally. He stares at me with earnest eyes.

I don’t like him. He changes and melts and is not solid, like the man with a hawk’s nose. He is a Man of a Thousand Faces. Ever since Daddy went to be with angels, Mr. Uncle tries to solidify himself for Mommy. He becomes forced gentleness and hugs me and treats me like I’m glass – always watches Mommy out of the corner of his eyes to see if she’s watching his empty kindness.

And he smells of cigarette ash and metallic guns that my taste buds hate. Nothing like Daddy: peppermint and love.

I don’t like him.

“Mae?”

“She’s okay, Mr. Leader,” I say.

His face is changing before my eyes again, and he is no longer Mr. Leader. He is Mr. Uncle, trying to be Father.

He stares past me at Mommy with burning eyes.

“That’s good,” he says.

I nod and make a sad face in the dirt with my scuffed shoe. The sad face needs tears, so I sprinkle grass on him, and do not look at the Man of a Thousand Faces.

“Mae?”

“Yes, Mr. Uncle?”

“Do you like me?”

“No, Mr. Uncle.”

“Why?” he asks, and his voice shakes.

I look up. We are a little away from the group and the small fire paints gleeful shadows of death on his face.

“Your face is made of wax,” I say, honest like Mommy taught me. He is silent, and a shadow dances across his eyes, casting them in darkness. Save the red glow of fire reflecting in them.

“Everyone, break’s over! Go back to your mother again, Mae.”

“Yes, Mr. Leader.”

I go back to Mommy and she clutches me to her breast. The fire had just started, and I can see confusion as to why we’re already moving.

“What did he say, Mae?” she whispers, trembles, eyes frightened.

“He asked if I liked him.” I don’t want Mommy’s face to become more moon pale, so I try to be honest. She always wants me honest.

“What did you say?”

“That I didn’t like him. I was honest, like you and Daddy taught me.”

“Oh.” It is half strangled by her sob and mangled by her laugh. “I’m sorry, Mae, that you had to talk to him. I don’t like him either. We just need your uncle until we can get away. To where you can leave your house without asking for a slip of paper from Them. Where it’s not illegal to go to the market after 12pm. Freedom of speech taken away isn’t the problem, Mae,” she whispers in my ear things I don’t comprehend yet. “It’s freedom to move, to breathe when we need that they took. We’ll be away from all that. And you never have to see your uncle again, Mae. We’ll live by a park and you can go there whenever you want. Does that sound nice?”

Her voice is light, beautiful, floating above the dark – held aloof by dreams and hopes.

“Yes, Mommy,” I say obediently.

“Beth.”

Mommy’s face is suddenly moon pale.

“Cleveland,” she says.

I smile. “Hi, Mr. Leader.”

It is odd how his face is now granite and not wax. He doesn’t look at me. His eyes don’t burn at Mommy anymore. They are frozen over and glossy. She can’t move.

“We’re leaving now,” he says, cold, and then leaves.

Mommy buries her face into my neck and I feel something wet. I pat her back carefully.

“I miss you, John,” I hear her murmur, shaking.

“Why do you call him John?” I ask. “He’s Daddy.”

“No reason, Mae,” Mommy replies. “I love you.”

“I love you too, Mommy.”

Mommy puts me down and holds my hand. The man with a hawk nose, Mr. Leader’s friend, stomps out the fire. We file out of the trees, Mommy and me second to last. Mr. Leader hangs back. When I am about to lose sight of Mr. Leader, he pulls out his cell phone and calls someone. I blink and he is gone, hidden by trees.

Mommy tugs my hand and we leave Mr. Leader farther behind in the cave of trees. The moon is brighter and we stand under the trees, deep in shadow. We’re not used to its glow since we came from the tree cave.

People hold whispered conversations around us but are shushed. Mommy and I remain quiet and we all wait for Mr. Leader to come. When he does, his face pale and hard, he leads up through the woods again. This time, we don’t try to hide from the moon. Our movements are quick and flighty. I cannot keep up so Mommy carries me again.

We are close to the big water, where a small, floating house – “boat” sounds too round in my mouth – will take us to a Free Country. Where we can leave when we want, shop when we want, without Them controlling us.

I don’t understand this. I can’t imagine my life any other way, but Mommy has told me stories of “before.” When the gofern – government wasn’t a Big Brother. I don’t understand much of what she told me – I’ve always wanted an older sibling. A big brother would be nice, wouldn’t it? Mommy had laughed. One of the only times that she had since Daddy went to be with angels and the Man of a Thousand Faces started visiting our house, engraining himself into our lives.

A branch slaps my face. I focus on the shadows and the moonlight has painted everything else white. We’re in an old silent film without the silence. I peer over Mommy’s shoulder. We travel for a while, and I sleep some of it.

I dream of white forests, filled with black men cloaked in shadow.

Mommy wakes me and puts me on my feet. We stand huddled in a group at the foot of a tree as Mr. Leader pulls off a blanket of grass. He checks his watch, looks at his phone when it beeps. I see a flicker of doubt in his eyes, but he barks, “Everyone, single file. Down the hole, don’t make a noise.”

Mommy steps up to be of the first, me close behind her, but Mr. Leader grabs her elbow and she spins to face him, her beautiful hair fanning behind her.

“What?” she snaps.

He almost shrinks back, but whispers, “Beth, I…”

“No, Cleveland! You’ve done enough!”

And with that she sweeps by him, followed closely by the hawk nosed man.

Mr. Leader stares after her, his hand opening and closing in the air where she had just snatched herself from him. His face is melting, thawing, liquefying, changing, forming. His face goes through thousands of peoples and masks, flashing and never settling.

But then… for the first time, I see his face harden with emotion – pain, loss, regret, anger and hate – carved deeply into it. No more is he wax or solid or blank granite. And I think his face will now always be etched that way, terrible emotions painted on for the world to see.

His hand drops and the Man of One Face blinks down at me where I stand demure with my hands clasped and head tipped up and open to him.

“I don’t like you,” I say. I watch his face. It doesn’t change. I’m not surprised. “I don’t like you, but thank you anyway. Your heart was cut, but you meant well, didn’t you?”

He stares wordlessly at me.

“Goodbye, Mr. Leader.”

I turn to go down the hole Mommy went down. I wonder why she hasn’t come back up for me -

“Mae?”

I look behind me, and the moonlight is behind him. So his face is covered in shadow.

“I’m sorry, Mae.”

I cock my head at him.

“I think I forgive you, Uncle,” I say simply. I smile just for the Man of One Face. And go down the darkest hole to join Mommy.

I am not astonished to see Mommy and the rest of the group, save the man with a hawk like nose, tied up, with guns at their heads, and Them dressed in black.

 Fin

Categories: Futuristic Fiction, Short Stories.

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Don’t really have a title because I just started writing…

January 22, 2012

Stumbling down a dark alleyway, drunkenly stumbling along. The two run past couples caressing in the dark corners. She laughs and he pulls her arm a little harder, further away from the safe lights of the Taxi cab. Somewhere off in the distance a bottle shatters and sirens wail. He presses her up against the cold wall. Flailing arms, gasping breaths. She slumps on to the ground, the sound of tearing satin and dying breaths hanging heavy in the damp air. He picks up his jacket off of her shoulders and takes off his gloves, walking away, tossing them down a sewer drain, and dissolving into the shadows.

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              Flashing red and blue lights as the others pull up to the scene. I’ve been here for about fifteen minutes, standing in the cold, watching my breath escape between my lips and envying the people who have normal jobs with normal hours and can sleep in on Saturdays. There they are, all warm in their beds and here I am. Waiting for my sister and my coffee, not really knowing what is around this corner.  Bea steps out of the car, juggling the coffee, smiling somehow.

“Bea, its 5:30 in the morning on a Saturday in November, there’s a dead woman around the corner, and you’re smiling?” She looks at me, still smiling. I guess she didn’t hear the November part. Or the dead body part. Or the Saturday part.

Categories: I'M TO LAZY TO CORRECTLY CATAGORIZE MY STORY!!!!!!!!!! :P, Modern Fiction.

The Lost Light

January 11, 2012

Prelude: History

King Niefion stormed down the spiral staircase of his tower uttering foul profanities, his hair streaming behind him in perfect coordination with his black cape, in color and in motion. His eyes were dark as well, and black with anger. He wasn’t a small man by nature, nor sickly, yet his skin was pale as a winter’s moon and it clung to his bones like cobwebs to old furniture, the circles under his eyes revealed he hadn’t slept well in a long time. All in all, he was the worse for wear, but his stride was purposeful and his anger potent; there was no weakness in his bearing, it was, as is fitting, the bearing of a king. A righteous king. An enraged king.

In his bony hands he clutched an ancient tome, savagely tight, in an obsessive way, shielding it from his own wrath. The shadows around him responded readily to his rage, squirming and writhing, trying to be free from natures constraining laws. Soldiers and servants alike tried to avoid him, pressing up against the wall as their king stalked by leaving a trail of evil, warped magic behind him.

He stopped abruptly and slammed his foot on the stone steps with more force than should be physically possible. The steps around him fractured from the power and the men around him cowered further.

“Traitorous hag!” He raged to no one present. “I loved you! We were going to be the rulers of ALL Yorathia! And what did you do? Turn against ME!?!”

Niefion yelled again and punched the wall, shattering it and sending pieces skittering down the stairway. He then reached out a grasping hand toward a terrified guard, the guard’s own shadow ripped free of the ground and lifted the man into the air, hurling him at the wall. The man screamed before hitting the wall face first with a bone crunching report. He made no more noise, however, as he bounced off the wall and tumbled down the stairs. The other men stood still, silent as prey in the eyes of a hawk, hoping against hope to be overlooked. King Niefion ignored them all as he continued his furious descent into the depths of his castle, even stepping in the dead guards rapidly expanding puddle of blood without a downward glance.

He felt rather than heard the seven spell casters’ chanting, standing outside the walls of his castle. It reverberated in his head like a drum, each word a hammer’s blow driving another nail into his coffin. He could sense their magic forming to their will, rapidly bringing the spell to completion, the spell that would be the end of him if he didn’t act fast.

“Yes,” he sneered. “You have bested me, this battle is yours. But know this Eleri, dear, this war is not over. It does not matter if you battle beside them, the pestilence of this world, I will still win. I. ALWAYS. WIN!”

He bit out these words just as he reached a large double door deep in the bowels of his castle, two slabs of plain iron, completely unadorned and even lacking the handles to open them. Leaning close he put one hand on each side and started to whisper into the crack of the door. His words were soft, smooth, all the fury had gone out of his voice. As he was speaking, black writing flowed out from underneath his palms printing itself on the metal. Suddenly the doors moved as if of their own volition, opening into a large circular chamber with no windows. Inside something stirred, concealed by the shadows at the edges of the room. It produced a sharp clatter as it stood, like horse hooves on pavement, and as it moved the clanking of chains revealed its imprisoned state. However, the single blood red eye that glared through the darkness was not the gaze of an brainless horse and the fire it held is not found in a captive slave.

Niefion returned the glare with one of his own as he crossed the room.

“You will go to my son with these,” he snapped as he flipped through his book, tearing out pages, quite a contrast to the protectiveness with which he had previously held it. Desperation can force a man into a corner, and when trapped, a fox will gnaw off its own leg if only to survive.

He held the papers out to the creature but didn’t let go when it tried to take them in its clawed hand – bending close to it he whispered, “Tell him these are a gift and if he wants the rest….Well, he will have to come free me. Won’t he?”

He finished his statement with a small, sly, smile. Only then did he let the creature take the pages. Stepping back, he uttered a word and the sound of shattering metal filled the room as the chains holding the creature snapped, sending shards rebounding off the stone. The creature stomped its newly freed limbs without moving its gaze from Niefion. Niefion stared right back with a firm look that dared it to disobey his command. A moment lapsed, then the creature began to chuckle.

“The army on the plain, desperate but unbroken, and the king sulking inside his castle, so sure in his power.” the creature’s voice, mocking at first, turned deadly serious “They have something in common, they both only postpone an inevitable fate that will come when the chains are broken and the True Will unleashed. It is not the stroke of a sword that can be blocked or shattered, or a moment in time you can avoid or prevent. It is. Simple and binding, stronger than stone, and as undeniable as the rising of the sun or the falling of the rain.” The creature paused a second as if to say more, instead it let out a shrill, inhuman, laugh that echoed around the room. It kept laughing as it faded away and disappeared from the castle. King Niefion shook himself to dispel the chills that the creature’s words had invoked; abruptly he realized that his emissary had left not a moment too soon. He could already feel reality twist and come apart as the magics ripped into the fabric of the world. The distortion of reality was like a knife being twisted in his gut, even the spiders felt it as they scurried around in the dark room searching for a way out.

“Do your worst lowlifes,” he sneered in contempt. “And you Eleri, I applaud your initiative, bask in this victory, my dear, for there won’t be another. But, please, do not hurry, after all…” A grin split his face as he casually leaned up against a pillar with the book hugged once again to his chest. “I have all the time in the world.” He started to chuckle to himself as the chanting ended and everything went dark.

 

Lyris stood on a balcony of white marble looking out across the city while she tried to calm the crying baby girl in her arms. The entire city was made of the same stone as the balcony, so purely white that it glowed with the brilliance of the full moon, even if only a few stars peaked through the gloom overhead. It was a beautiful sight, with floating lights wandering the streets shedding light to help the wayward souls to find their ways home and a long wall with tall towers lending a sense of security to all that dwelt within. It wasn’t a large city, little over a mile from one side to the other, so small some would say it didn’t even warrant its impressive walls, but those were a necessity in these dark times. Her child shifted in her arms; a smile came to her lips as she watched her baby’s golden eyes drift shut and her breathing calm. She kissed her daughters forehead gently before returning her attention to the town.

She found her gaze pulled beyond the rooftop gardens to the pale walls and then , beyond… beyond into the shadow lands where a black mist hung eternally over the land, providing a safe haven for the creatures of living darkness that wandered and hunted within. Her smile disappeared as she looked at the mist, a constant reminder of what her people had lost, of why these walls were necessary. Even after hundreds of years, the sun’s light was still forbidden to touch the once green and rolling hills of her homeland, where cattle had grazed and wild beasts had foraged, only the shadows of the dead still walked. But those do not graze for grass nor forage for the bounty of the earth – no – their unquenchable appetite is saved for those of living flesh alone. There were few animals alive out there anymore but the living shadows do not die of starvation, they feed for the joy of killing alone, not for any nourishment their ethereal bodies might need.

She was pulled from her dark reverie when her husband, Missael, came up behind her and put his hand on her shoulder. In his other hand, he held a miniature sun; it floated above his palm chasing away the darkness in the corners of the balcony while the warmth of his hand on her shoulder chased the dark from her mind. Turning her head, she smiled lovingly up at his face. He yawned before returning her smile with a sleepy one of his own. He was a large man with a strong jaw and heavy brow, his eyes and hair, golden like that of all their race, lightly reflected the city’s glow. Stepping in closer, he looked down at their daughter, murmuring in her sleep. Lyris pulled away a little when he reached out to touch the child, her meaningful glare informing him wordlessly of the consequences that would come if he woke her. He grinned a little then smoothed the child’s small patch of hair gently.

Suddenly an explosion shook the balcony beneath them, and their neighbors’ houses, and all the rest of the city. A white cloud of dust rose from the city as stones, long held still by mortar, were disturbed from their motionless state. Missael’s arm snaked around Lyris’ waist supporting her, keeping her and their daughter from tumbling over the edge as they were thrown against the balcony’s rail. When they had recovered their footing they looked up to see the city guards gathering at a gap that had appeared in the wall, an entire ten foot section of the wall had been reduced to rubble; inside that breach living shadows of all shapes and sizes were gathering, dreadfully curious. Magic lights were popping up all over the city as people poured into the streets to see what was happening, a mistake on their part. The shadow creatures’ eyes lighted upon their new prey and they started forward, stepping on soil that had long been kept from them by barriers of stone and magic. They came hesitantly at first but with gathering confidence, until they swept forward into the ranks of the guards. Sulfur-yellow lights erupted angrily in the distant streets as the guards fought back against the hordes of maleficent creatures. Then the screams began, deafening, the people in the streets realized that they were under attack, the walls that had protected them for generations had finally failed. Panic took the streets as people ran rampant not knowing what to do now that the unthinkable had happened. The never-ending waves of monsters quickly overwhelmed the city guard and tore into the populace. Lyris stood frozen in place as she watched the white streets run red with blood; the women, the children, the old, the infirm – it did not matter to the beasts as they mindlessly slaughtered everyone within reach with wicked glee.

Unnoticed by the fear-ravaged people, several men in black cloaks now stood atop the walls, indifferently watching the carnage unravel.

Lyris stayed as she was, unmoving and rigid with fright, until Missael grabbed her shoulders, turning her towards him and breaking her from her trance.

“Go,” he said urgently pushing her down the corridor into their home. “Save yourself – save her. Take the back stairs and head to the citadel. You should be safe there.” He kissed them both quickly before dashing down into the street to help where he could.

Lyris took a deep breath then turned and ran into the house. The jostling woke the baby who started to cry, tears of fear and desperation seeped out of Lyris’s eyes as she ran down the hallway; she headed for the stairs as Missael had told her. Running full tilt, she grabbed the banister, pivoted right, and charged down the steps. But she stopped short as the door at the bottom of the stairs exploded inward, the heavy wood splintering with a crackling sound. Pieces of it clung to the frame as the door fell to the floor with a thud; the air forced out from under it became a small breeze that blew away the dirt on the floor, raising a small dust cloud. Through the opening came one of the living shadows, it was in shaped like a man, standing tall, shoulders back, but it seemed to be made of a dense black mist, like the mist that covered the rest of the land, but thicker. The only parts that seemed truly solid were its teeth and its clawed fingers, which were like polished obsidian, solid and shiny and deadly sharp – they dripped the blood of previous kills – as it stalked into the house. Lyris didn’t hesitate, she turned and ran back upstairs; turning, she ran into the bedroom. Immediately she stopped short, knowing she was at a dead end, she had entered the room through its only door; turning in a circle, she searched for options, only one came to mind. She placed the baby on the bed and ran to the door. The shadow creature came out of the stairwell, just as she reached it, blocking the only way out; when its bottomless black eyes met her golden ones it howled with feral glee. She screamed and slammed the door as it began to charge. She put her back up against the door and quickly muttered a phrase, activating the magical lock just in time to feel the impact as the creature crashed into the wood. She darted back to the bed and took her daughter into her arms; kissing her baby girl- one last time.

“I wish I could have seen you grow up.” She whispered in a quavering voice. The beating on the door grew louder as more creatures arrived. A sob tore out her throat as she tossed the child into the air, words flowed from her lips in a strange, flowing language. The baby hovered at the peak of the throw as magic danced over her like light shining through a glass of water. With a pop the floating baby disappeared in a bright flash. Lyris smiled briefly before turning towards the door, magic running spilling from her fingertips like fountains of sunlight, ready to fight the undefeatable hordes.

“Goodbye, Sola.” she said.

 

Not long after in Angharad:

Davyn Owen sat on a bench outside his mother’s chamber attempting to blow his unruly brown hair out of his eyes. He was barefoot, as young boys will be on a sunny day like this, but his clothes were well-made and tailored personally to fit him. They were not extravagant clothes, no bright colors or jewels; instead practical and tough, perfect for the rough horseplay of childhood’s days.

Children have a tendency to notice small things that their parents assume they won’t pick up on, it is the obvious things that slip past them: that cats do not like to be squeezed or that bugs are not meant to be eaten. Such was the case with Davyn as well, he was innocently ignorant of the tension surrounding him, blatantly obvious though it was. He just pattered his bare feet on the cold stone and wondered what games the village boys would be playing on such a nice day.

His father, Baron Cadwallader Owen of Traheron, was pacing up and down the hall in front of his wife’s door – his hands clasped tightly behind his back, knuckles turning white. Cadfael Owen, Davyn’s grandfather and the former baron, was more in control of himself, sitting on a chair next to the window puffing on a pipe of abyss-weed, but he too sent frequent glances toward his daughter-in-law’s room.

Davyn fidgeted slightly as muffled sounds of pain came from behind the door. However, he was quickly distracted when a movement in the window caught his eye. Getting up he ran to investigate. Standing on tiptoe he stuck his head as far out the window as he could, looking right and then left, then up, then down. He saw nothing of interest, just the walls surrounding the keep and the village rooftops beyond them. It was a nice day, sunny, with an occasional cloud, a day meant for fun and mischief. But Davyn was stuck inside; not that he cared, much, not while his mother was finally giving birth to his new baby sister- or brother. He wiggled in excitement as he imagined all the things he would do with his new sibling, if it was a boy he would be his squire, if it was a girl she would be the damsel in distress.

Cadfael came over to lean against the windowsill beside his grandson.

“What is it lad?” he asked quietly, barely above a whisper, “What do you see.”

“Nothing, I guess.” Davyn replied, “Thought I saw a bird or something. Hey grandpa! Is it going to be a boy or a girl?”

Cadfael chuckled at the question. “Can’t say that until it’s born, it’s one of those cherished mysteries of life. Though Midwife Wynne has her suspicions.”

“I hope it’s a girl. Father says if it’s a girl I’ll have to protect her no matter what, so he’s going to train me to be a better knight than him or even Davyn Brychan.”

“Better than Prince Brychan was? Your namesake? Hmmm, your father had better train you hard then, I hear he was very good.”

He looked down at his grandson’s face. “You don’t look to happy about it.” He said softly.

“Well,” Davyn said scratching his head, “Being a knight’s alright, I guess, but I wanna’ be like you grandpa and make swords and armor and stuff.” He looked up excitedly. “Do you think you could teach me? Well grandpa?”

It was Cadfael’s turn to scratch his head. “Well… Your father won’t like that at all, besides you’re still too young to work the forge, maybe in a couple years.”

Davyn’s face split wide in a grin, revealing gaps and gums where his baby teeth had been.

The sound of a door opening disrupted their conversation and they turned to find Midwife Wynne leaving the baroness’ rooms, several red-gray hairs had escaped her tight bun and her wrinkled face was weary and sad.

“You might want to go in, my lord.” she said before they could question her, “she hasn’t much time”

Baron Owen let out a breath that sounded like a weak “no”, stricken he shoved past Midwife Wynne and a couple of maids bearing rags and hot water, into his wife’s chambers. The old woman shook her head sadly and let him go.

“The child?” Cadfael asked, “I heard no cries.” But the look on the midwife’s face and the faint sobs from the room behind her were answer enough. There was no child.

Cadfael’s face was grim as he followed his son into the room, a worried and confused Davyn right on his heels. Inside the room was well lit by a few candles and an open window that let in a warm summer breeze. Davyn’s father was not one for appearances and his mother, Ellen, was almost as austere as her husband, so their furnishings were not ornate, a wardrobe, a dresser, a canopied bed, only what was necessary. On the bed lay his mother, looking pale and tired, holding his father’s hand. Cadwallader knelt next to the bed talking softly to his weeping wife not even noticing the tears that stained his own face. Ellen held the unmoving babe in her arms, wrapped in a blanket she had so lovingly made months before.

Cadfael stopped several feet away from the bed and watched. Davyn stood wide-eyed, his hand fisted in his grandfather’s tunic. Cadfael let out a sigh that sounded almost like a groan. Closing his eyes, he pinched the bridge of his nose as if he had a headache, his jaw rippled slightly as he clenched his teeth, trying to contain his grief.

Davyn turned to his grandfather, questions spilling from his lips.

“What’s going on, grandpa? Is it a sister or a brother?” His voice grew more frantic. “Why is father crying? What’s wrong with mama?”

His Grandfather’s hand came down upon his head, not an answer but a simple comforting gesture. Then Cadfael gently pushed him forward towards the bed, Davyn clambered up beside his mother and looked quizzically down at the still form she held.

“She is a girl.” Ellen told her son weakly.

“Oh…” Davyn said sheepishly, “She’s just sleeping then.”

Ellen sobbed but tried to smile. “That’s right Davyn, she’s sleeping, and mama has to sleep now too.” Her voice grew fainter even as she spoke the words. “Your sister and I are going to sleep for a very long time… and one day, when you sleep to, I’ll see you again.”

“Huh?” Davyn said his brows scrunching together in confusion.

Ellen just kissed his forehead and said, “You will understand someday when you’re older.”

Turning to Cadwallader she tried to raise her hand but her strength finally failed her. Instead, Cadwallader leaned in close and kissed her lightly, and then he took the hand he still held and brought it to his lips. Tears leaked from the corners of his eyes. Ellen’s eyelids drooped lower and lower and her breaths become shallower and shallower. Finally her eyes shut completely and the small smile froze on her face.

Davyn still did not understand why his father was crying but, seeing that his mother was sleepy, decided not to make any noise that might disturb her or his sister. He was looking around the room for something to play with when something spectacular caught his eye. In the window floated something nearly invisible, most would have ruled it off as a trick of the light but children like Davyn knew exactly what it was.

“A Fairy.” Davyn immediately concluded. Awed, his jaw hung open as he watched it drift into the room, the thing was only about a foot and a half long and it looked just like golden sunlight passing through a wisp of mist. Though it was almost transparent, Davyn could make out some slight shadows within it that might have been construed as a face.

The creature twisted its way through the air towards the bed; Davyn didn’t dare move for fear of scaring it away or waking his mother and baby-sister, so he held perfectly still eyes glued to the fairy. It came to a stop right above the unmoving baby girl unnoticed by his father who wept silently over his mother, It seemed to hesitate a moment before it descended down to touch the child. As it fell it thinned out into a stream, like water from a pitcher, plunging into the baby’s forehead passing wraithlike through the skin. Davyn held his breath as a moment passed and nothing happened, then his little sister moved, her mouth opened and a wailing cry sounded through the castle. Cadwallader jerked his head up at the sound and stared in amazement at his daughter. Then he shouted for joy and jumped to his feet, taking her in his arms he started laughing through his tears.

“You did it Ellen, our daughter is alive! You did it.” He smiled and cradled the baby close. “We have already chosen a name for you little one, it’s the last thing your mother ever gave to you so treasure it, Creia.”

Davyn leapt from the bed, careful not to disturb his mother, and ran up to his grandfather who wore a large smile now as he watch his usually gruff son cuddle and coo at the crying Creia. Though he was smiling his eyes were thoughtful, almost intense.

“Grandpa! Grandpa!” Davyn whispered loudly, “Did you see that fairy? It woke up my sister.”

“Her name is Creia, Davyn.” Cadfael said, “And yes I did see the ‘fairy’.”

Chapter one

18 years later

It was a dreary day in early spring, the sort of day that was only appropriate for solemn funerals or silent battlefields. The trees wept under the drizzling rain, the roads were rivers of mud, and in the thin, clinging, white mist there wasn’t a songbird that dared sing its song. Gray clouds and gray forests were all nature had to display, and while the animals shivered, cold, in their burrows so also did the humans quiver in their hovels, hands outstretched toward meager fires.

Through this Davyn Owen rode with his travel worn and road weary company of knights. There were seven in all, including Davyn himself, all of them wearing suits of chain mail and sporting swords and wary gazes. It was an odd thing for men to wear armor of any sort when they had been traveling for a long period of time, a length of time made apparent by their weary, mud splattered steeds. But upon closer examination anyone could see that though the armor was well polished and cared for, it was also well used; scratches and nicks adorned the suits as well as their sword scabbards, fresh by the looks of them. All in all it seemed that the roads had not been kind, not even to knights of the realm.

But though there were seven men, they were not all seven of them knights, only the six men following Davyn claimed that title. They were knights sworn to the Baron Owen of Traherun. Davyn was the Baron’s only son and not a knight but a Wielder, one of the few people chosen by an elemental spirit of power to be its host and master. The Celestial church claimed that these spirits were sent by the gods to choose warriors to do their work on earth, since the gods could no longer freely transverse the heavens. They appeared to their chosen in vivid dreams and asked them to enter into a contract binding them together. Davyn was a Wielder of fire, as was evidenced by his smoldering green eyes and his flame red hair, which seemed to change between red, orange and yellow. His eyes had a subtle luminescence of their own that pierced the gloom of the fog, on this dull, colorless day, and his bright hair stuck out against the drab grays and browns that surrounded him.

Davyn was a tall man, not an inch under six feet, and he had layers of muscle built from hours and hours of hard labor. A strap across his back held a sheathed broadsword and a shield; an odd combination since the broadsword had to be used with two hands even by the most hulking warrior. Davyn, however, used both the shield and the sword at the same time, and with contemptible ease at that. The power the elemental spirits imparted to their Wielders was not limited to their magic, a Wielder’s speed, strength, and senses were beyond compare and in battle he had no equal. Songs were sung of the legendary few who had managed to kill a Wielder even if it were by trickery or some such method.

“ “The condition of the roads betray the state of the kingdom” ” Davyn sighed to himself, quoting one of the many books he had been forced to study over the past six years at the Wielder Academy in Freilds.

“Truer words were never spoken.” Said Sir Orthal with a  grim smile. ‘Grim’ wasn’t a look Sir Orthal had much, it didn’t suit his happy-go-lucky personality or his handsome face. Orthal was a knight straight out of those stories people begged the bards to tell over and over again: long, blond hair, devilish smile, chivalrous, brave. And a good swordsman to boot, which had served him well upon this journey. He was an inch or two shorter than Davyn, and of a somewhat slighter build. He wore what the rest of the knights wore, the green tunic emblazoned with a black embroidered lion clinging to a sword set point down- the Owen family crest.

Davyn had to agree with him, the words were true indeed. Six years had passed since the war with Arisland. But, bloody though the war may have been, how long could peace talks take? Something was wrong with the world, of that Davyn was sure, something had poisoned it against them: fields refused to grow, cities were rife with the plague, and the monarchs were too concerned with their political plays to be distracted by their peoples plight. On second thought, maybe there wasn’t anything wrong, it had been like this for as long as he could remember, could be this was how it always was. But the old men always told stories of how things were so much better when they were young; they worked hard, got paid, the nobles fought for their vassals and tenants, fairly and justly. They talked of prosperity as opposed to poverty, contentment instead of greed, honor instead of dishonor.

“My lord.” Sir Orthal said as they passed a lane. “Isn’t this the Obren family’s farm?”

Davyn looked at the place. The ramshackle buildings and pitiful fields did not need a gray day to make them appear grim, the state of the crop and condition of the buildings were sad enough. The fields were weed infested, no one had plowed them in over a year, the barn was overgrown with vines that wove in and out of the stone foundation slowly tearing it apart. It looked as if the next passing storm would blow it over. Already the equipment shed lay on its side, flattened, tool’s handles stuck out between the rotting slats of the walls. A rusty plow, half buried in mud, was surrounded by a small herd of sickly cows, there by choice if the broken fence was any indication.

A knot formed in his stomach. The Obrens were some of the wealthiest farmers around or had been years ago when he had gone north to the Wielder Academy. His father, Baron Owen, had held hhhhhh Obren in high esteem, letting him do whatever he pleased with the land the Baron gave to him.

Old man Obren’s secret to success was well known. “Run a tight ship”, a seafarer’s term that Obren clung to judiciously. hhhhhh claimed he was a descendent of the last captain to sail here from the Homeland, he said it was his great-granddaddy’s mantra and now it was his. Everything had a place on Obren’s farm, and it all was painstakingly maintained, nothing stayed broken for long. This mess of a place was hardly recognizable.

Davyn, Sir Orthal  and the other knights solemnly watched the farm as they rode by.

“I had been wondering,” Orthal whispered “I saw this happening in the rest of Angharad but… this is home, it’s not supposed to change.”

Davyn shook his head sadly and looked away. Orthal and the others followed suit. They continued on in silence once again, each occupied with his own thoughts.

In spite of the dreariness of the journey and the sad sight of the Obren homestead, a jolt of excitement went through Davyn as they rounded the next hilltop to see Traherun stretched out below them. A happy murmur ran through the knights at the sight, their spirits rising at last. The horses snorted and tossed their heads, sensing their riders’ enthusiasm.

“Well it seems not all has gone to the Accursed, eh?” Sir Orthal said, that familiar smile back on his face.

“Not all,” Davyn thought happily “not all indeed.”

Traherun, ruled by the Baron Cadwallader Owen, Davyn’s father, was a large, practical city tucked into the base of the Burmast mountains. The square, blocky keep was situated on a hill, higher than the inner walls of the castle which were also built taller than the houses and buildings of the city. The outer wall encompassed the city, it was twenty feet tall all around with a tower every quarter mile or so. It was well designed; the outer wall no taller than the city buildings, should an invading army take the wall they would be granted only a very limited advantage over the retreating defenders, who could take up defensive positions on the rooftops. Also, if the invaders took the inner wall the soldiers in the keep would still be at a higher point and able to pick off attackers easily from above.

It was a good layout. A simple layout. One to be proud of, though Davyn knew it was not something his family could take pride in. Traherun had been designed by some renown architect, —–, some four hundred years ago. It had been ruled by the Brychan family until it was given as a fief to Sir Andreas Owen a century and a half ago along with the title of ‘baron‘.

As Davyn’s cohort neared the gates, one of the two rain drenched guards on watch hailed the approaching company, a greeting and a warning. The soldiers hoisted their bows to the ready, arrows knocked in case of trouble, without actually drawing them.

“Ho! Who goes there? Don’t come any closer, friend.”

“This is about as close as I’d ever want to get to you Gwil.” Orthal called back. “We all know how you chew those nasty garlic cloves when you’re on duty.”

“Well if it isn’t the young master and his order of disreputable knights.” said Gwil, visibly relaxing at the sound of Orthal’s voice. They lowered their bows but, Davyn noticed, did not remove the arrows from the strings.

“Finished dancing wit’ dem pretty northern orcsies, have yeh?” Joined in the other guard. “’Ope yeh haven’t gone to soft or high n’ mighty to thresh some wheat. Or do yeh think now that yeh got some notches in yer blades that ’ol Baron Owen won’t send yeh out t’ the fields?”

The men all laughed at that. In Traherun no one was spared from harvesting save for the dead and the dying.

“I’m sure we’ll be back in shape come harvest time.” Davyn quipped. “But you two…” he gave them a scathing, mocking glance. “… might take a little longer.”

This brought on another round of boisterous laughter. The group had not had a reason to laugh in awhile and the liberating feeling of returning home left them all somewhat giddy.

Realizing they were keeping their friends out in the rain, the guards lowered the gate and ushered the troop under the portcullis into the city streets. After promising to meet again later to have drinks and swap stories, Davyn and company continued on toward the castle.

The city folk turned out to greet them despite the rainfall and cold early spring air. They gathered around the knights in droves, making progress slow. They did not care about the drizzle or the puddles that splashed them when the horses plodded through, and news traveled fast spreading to more and more people, who then came to see their old friends. Davyn was anxious to get to the castle- to get home- he needed to get his men off the road, out of the wet and back to their loving families. He, too, had family to see. Three years was a long time to be away from home. Impatience continued to well up inside him to the point of bursting. He shifted in his seat, half ready to holler at the crowd to remove themselves from his path.

With a glance over his shoulder that all changed, his restlessness drained from him with the rain at the scene before him. Shop owners stood in their doorways, men came from their houses. The women also left their chores and their baking and hurried into the streets. They all came out to welcome home their town’s sons; back from distant lands and strange adventures. It wasn’t something to be expected in such a large city, such a closeness, but it had always been in Traherun. Davyn couldn’t believe he had forgotten that. Many people kept pace with the group, chatting and exchanging news. His knights were desperate for local news, especially concerning their families. Davyn recognized most of the folk on sight, some had changed, grown a beard or a mustache, the children ,especially, had grown. Orthal’s brother-in-law, one of many, gave Orthal’s horse a friendly smack on the withers before sprinting off, presumably to spread the word, of the return of the family’s glory boy.

Davyn allowed himself a small smile as he turned back around releasing his tension into the wind. He felt no overpowering need to hurry to the castle anymore. He was already home. Right where he belonged, just like he remembered it.

He listened to the chatter around him continue as they rode on. From what he heard no one mentioned the Obren family, sad news was better left till last, but there were plenty of odd tidbits to be heard.

“… grew a carrot this big, but his wife chopped it up for…”

“… a healthy baby boy, cries all the time though…”

“… -aid he heard a banshee! Can you belie-…”

Davyn was so wrapped up in the conversations going on around him he started when a small hand grabbed his boot. He reigned in his horse as he looked down… right into the gaunt, hungry face of a young girl. Her right arm, the one not clutching him, was bandaged with a clean cloth, the white linen stood out against her dirty skin. Her blond hair was matted and unkempt, her bare feet were scratched and raw and her toenails were frayed from walking the cobbled streets. A tattered dress clung to her bony frame, it was brown now but looked like it had been yellow or white several owners ago.

“Alms sir?” the girl said in a trembling voice, holding out her right hand. “Have you a coin or two to spare?”

When she spoke Davyn instinctively raised his eyes to meet hers and what he saw there shocked him- fear. She expected him to lash out at her but she was hungry- starving even- and willing to risk some pain for a little food.

The conversation behind him went silent, the knights had stopped when he had and now sat utterly still upon their horses, staring at the shivering child with solemn expressions. However, the gathered people did not look at the girl, instead they turned their weighty gazes upon Davyn.

They’re waiting, He realized, waiting to see what I do. Three years is a long time, they want to see how I’ve changed.

          He turned back to the scrawny girl with the fear filled eyes. Jesting with the guards on the gate, being welcomed so warmly by friends; he had naively allowed these things to convince himself that Traherun was untouched. That it was above and beyond the influence of the rest of the kingdom. An influence that reared its ugly head everywhere, evidenced by the Obren farm, first, and now here with this little girl. Traherun was his home! Home doesn’t change. Not like this.      Davyn sighed and reached down to pry the child’s hand from his leg. She tensed at his movement but he kept it as smooth and unthreatening as he could so she remained where she was, frozen like a rabbit, hoping, waiting. He dismounted then. Once on the ground he realized that the girl was taller than he thought, she was probably somewhere between twelve and thirteen; older than he had thought her to be. The clean bandage on her arm and the fact that she had survived the winter led him to believe that someone had taken pity on her on numerous occasions. He realized now how thin the people around them were, their clothing was patched and their shoes had holes if they had shoes at all. Winter had not been kind to any of them, least of all this girl, but still the people of Traherun would not have let one of their own go unhelped. But still…

Davyn took out two copper nobles and pressed them into her outstretched palm. Before she could take them and run he asked softly.

“Why haven’t you gone to the church parish? The one next to the Sleepy Sun Inn?”

She gave him a shaky smile. “They are filled up there, sir. I go there from time to time for a few morsels of food or to visit my younger siblings.”

“And your parents?” He asked.

“My pa died of the plague, and my ma…” She hesitated and glanced away, uncertain whether to trust him. “…she is over there.” She gestured to the alley behind her.

Davyn looked up at the place she indicated, he saw a woman chewing on a piece of hard bread, the dark of the alleyway and the rain kept him from seeing any details but she looked even worse off then her daughter. She was not the alley’s sole occupant either, farther in a man slept on a plank of wood covered in a ragged blanket and a boy sat with his head in his hands, small shoulders shaking.

Davyn pulled out three more copper nobles and handed them to the girl. Her eyes lit up, she clutched them to her chest as she ran back to her mother.

Davyn turned back to his men who still waited silently.

“I need to see my father.” Davyn told them before he remounted his horse. They all nodded and rode on, a little faster this time. They would catch up with friends later, at this moment they had a duty to fulfill.

Seeing the troop’s new resolve the townspeople made a way for them, waving them on. Davyn caught several glances directed at him, the people threw him nods and smiles as he passed. They had wanted to know if he had changed, if he had apparently they approved.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter Two

 

 

Davyn knew that word of their arrival had undoubtedly reached his father before they even reached the keep. On top of the gatehouse, it seemed, the entire castle guard had gathered. They let out a cheer when Davyn and his men came into sight. Davyn chuckled a little to himself, though his father would have their hides on a rack if he saw how lax their discipline was.

They passed into the courtyard, where the members of the general staff had also come out to greet them. The knights dismounted amidst more applause and cheering, and handed off their steeds to nearby stable boys.

The courtyard was sizable, with plenty of room to build any essential buildings. The castle itself was small, considering the size of the city it governed. Usually the castle grew with the city, the wealthier the city the more prestigious the keep, but Baron Owen refused to spend any money on frivolous things. In his eyes enlarging the keep, when there was already plenty of rooms in which they could conduct any necessary business, was indeed frivolous. It was this mindset that kept Traherun running so well, despite the condition other cities were in. The nobles taxed the people so they could live their luxurious lives, raising taxes even when the crop yield was low and the winter long. Baron Owen took only what he needed to pay the Kings taxes and keep Traherun safe. That and what he needed to keep himself in the cups.

Davyn’s thoughts turned to his father’s drinking habits. They had started after Ellen, Davyn’s mother, died giving birth to Creia, her loss had taken a toll on the burly baron. Not long after her death Cadwallader was called to duty by King Mabon to fight the Arisians, a war that had made Cadwallader a hero and a legend. But Davyn had never heard his father speak of the war. Ever. He had heard songs composed about the great Cadwallader’s exploits in battle: Capturing the gate house of Naldun single handedly, leading a small band of fifteen knights to victory against a hundred Arisians. The stories got more and more ridiculous after that, men said that he was secretly a Wielder of stone and used his magic to bring down the walls of the city, or that he was descendent from giants and stood ten feet tall. But Baron Owen would suffer no mention of the war, a minstrel had asked him about it once, wanting to compose a new song, the Baron’s face went hard as stone and his eyes cold as ice. Then he ordered the man out of the castle, out of the city too, actually. They threw him out of the gates with only the clothes he was wearing and his lute. That had ended all inquiry into that subject matter.

Making his way through the crowd amidst much back slapping, and “welcome home”s Davyn reached the large, carved, double doors, left ajar by the joyous staff. On either side of the doors stood two stern guards, their disciplined gazes swept the courtyard missing nothing, even in the throng of people gathered there. They flicked their eyes at Davyn as he passed but that was all the reaction they gave him. They were part of his father’s honor guard, veteran soldiers who knew their jobs well, some had served with his father in Arisland.

Once inside Davyn found himself in the great hall, the main room in the castle, used for all purposes. Dinners were taken here, guests greeted, and court cases heard. His father might not be one for trying to impress visiting nobles, but the great hall contained astounding craftsmanship worthy of the King’s own palace. The room was at least fifty strides long with the lofty ceiling held up by eight towering pillars, each adorned with carvings of legendary battles and hunts. On the walls hung embroidered tapestries depicting scenes from ballads and songs, these Cadwallader would have had sold long ago had not Ellen said the cold stone hall needed their warmth, he had never mentioned taking them down after her death.

Davyn made his way into the hall, eerily quiet to his ears after the noise from the staff outside. Sitting at the head of the table in an ornate chair was a large, burly man, drinking ale from a mug while reading a stack of parchment covered with numbers and lists. The air around him seemed to say “Do not come near“. His muscular frame and forceful stare gave him this imposing presence, but it was his multiple scars that made him so unapproachable. They decorated every exposed part of him, his skin was a map of war and pain, a lifetime’s worth of each and then some to spare. One intense brown eye lifted from the paper to gaze at Davyn as he walked closer, the other was a blank gray, empty and blind. A knife wound had done that, and left him with a gnarled scar running across his forehead, through his eye and down his cheek. It was deep and craggy like a crevice in a rock, and it wasn’t even his worse wound. Both the man’s arms rested on the table before him, his right hand holding the parchment, but his left arm was a useless stub of flesh ending just before the wrist. Some stories said that he had chopped it off himself when an enemy had grabbed a hold of it. Davyn could believe it, this man was the sort of fighter to do just that. He knew that well.

“Hello Father.” Davyn said as he came to a stop several feet down the table from the man.

Baron Cadwallader raised his head, shaking his long chestnut brown hair out of his face. It had more gray in it than Davyn remembered. The baron’s wrinkled, scarred, and weather beaten face had always seemed ancient to Davyn, though the baron was only now nearing fifty years of age.

“You are back, eh?” Baron Owen said unsmiling.

“Yes, just now.” Davyn replied.

There was a brief pause, it wasn’t awkward, but neither of them had anything to say. Then Baron Owen asked.

“How were the roads?”

Three years and that was the question he got. To the Baron fond greetings and drawn out farewells were naught but mind numbing drivel. The state of the kingdom‘s roads was useful information, something he needed to know, his son was obviously alive and healthy so he had no need to enquire as to how he‘d been. In Davyn’s eyes it was one of his father’s more redeeming qualities, he took after his father in his impatience for gestures of sentimentality.

Davyn sighed and sat down in one of the chairs, needing to get off his feet.

          Odd, Davyn thought, I’ve been riding all day and yet I need to rest my feet. He found the idea very amusing but stifled his smile and gave his father an account of the trip from Frields.

“We ran into two groups of bandits on the way, we were obviously well armed and they still tried to rob us. I can’t imagine what it is like for other travelers who are less well equipped. I expected to pass quite a few merchant caravans this early in spring but we only came across three, and they were small. None of them had more than three wagons of goods to sell.”

Baron Owen leaned forward, his one good eye focused on Davyn, soaking up everything he said.

“There were a surprising number of families traveling as well, ’moving to greener pastures’ they said. Thing was they were coming from all directions, some were fleeing Lord Barian’s lands and heading to Dimstane, people from Dimstane were heading here to Brychan lands. People are even leaving Bituwin, though it seemed better off than most cities when we passed through it, thanks to the church. But they all seem to think that they would be better off somewhere else.”

His father sat back, exhaling heavily.

“The King has been raising his taxes.” He said “But he cannot tax the nobles, our tithes to him are set and changing them would anger some important -and dangerous- people, so he taxes the common folk.”

“I saw the Obren farm on the way here, Father,” Davyn interrupted. “it was falling to pieces. What happened?”

“That is a different matter. Obren was always very good with his money, so even when whole crops went bad he still was able to pay the King his due. But the King’s taxes have hit hard on the sale of abyss weed, it has become very hard to get. Obren fell victim to the plague two years ago and died refusing to pay the exorbitant  prices the merchants wanted for their abyss weed. He was a stubborn old man and, I suppose, more tight fisted than a he should have been. Anyway, his sons were much less frugal and had no idea of how to run the farms finances, that was all done by Obren. I tried to help where I could but without him the farm was unable to keep going.”

“Abyss weed, eh? You have heard, I suppose, about the king’s sally into the Standing Forest?” Davyn said.

“I have heard rumors. Letters from court gossips and such. I did not think that he would actually do such a thing.” Cadwallader replied. “Did he really try to enter the Fralken forest?”

“Yes, he did. Earl Sayfius had just come back from court with the news before I left Frields. He says King Mabon tried to claim lordship over the Standing Forest, saying that it was inside the borders of his Kingdom and his families personal holdings giving him twice the authority over the it.”

“And the Fralken ignored him.” Cadwallader said.

Davyn nodded. “They refused him any entrance at all, stopped him at their borders like they do to everyone else. From what Earl Sayfius said, he was fuming mad at that.”

“Yes, King Mabon would be, wouldn‘t he?. His pride will not let him stop pushing the edges of his authority, he thinks that nothing is forbidden him; raising taxes, making war with his neighbors, banishing nobles, and now this. The Fralken have always been a reclusive people, no one has entered between the trunks of the Standing Forest in living memory… or before. Our past Kings were forced to keep a good relationship with them because the Abyss weed grows only deep in their secluded haunts. Without our trade with them a quarter of the people of Angharad would die from the plague in just a few short years, with more to follow after.”

He sighed and shook his head in disgust.

“Well, at the end of all things, he is still the king. We need only concern ourselves with that which we are able to change. So tell me. How was Freilds?”

“More bad news from there, I’m afraid.” Davyn said wearily. “The orcs are acting strange. Reports are that they have been fleeing from the Eternal Mountains in droves, the patrols can barely keep up. Earl Sayfius says he has never seen them so violent and restless.”

“Well,” Cadwallader said. “Orcs have always been prone to mood swings. And of course they’re violent, what does Sayfius expect? Peace talks? By the stars! They’re orcs!”

“Father,” Davyn replied quietly. “they reached the inner villages.”

His Father paused at that. The Orcs had been held at the border for years. Low level skirmishes had been commonplace for centuries but never any major invasions large enough, or determined enough, to get past the patrols sent out from the Guardian Cities; Frields, Sayastan, and Wanspar.

When his father didn’t say anything Davyn continued to explain.

“The orcs haven’t gathered any large forces but their raiding parties have grown more and more frequent over the course of the winter. And they almost seemed desperate and frantic when I fought them; Like they really needed to get into Angharad.”

Cadwallader let that sink in a moment

“You fought them?” He asked.

“Yes.” Davyn said, sensing where this was going.

“You kill any?” Cadwallader asked.

“Yes.” Davyn answered tensely.

“With magic?”

Davyn didn’t say anything, but his face started to heat up, slightly ashamed at his father’s accusing tone of voice.

“My son the Wielder.” Cadwallader said scornfully.

“Most fathers would be proud to have their son chosen like I was.” Davyn said. “Most consider it a position of honor.”

“Bah!” His father said, angrily swiping his hand through the air, no longer bothering to disguise his disgust. “Fighting with magic is a coward’s way to do battle. No son of mine should be scared to face his opponent with a blade in hand.”

Davyn stood up quickly, so quickly that the movement sent his chair skidding noisily across the floor. Cadwallader’s good eye flickered toward the heavy oak chair as it hit a pillar twenty feet behind where Davyn stood, a good distance to throw such a hefty piece of furniture much less knock it back by simply standing.

“I am NOT afraid. I would, were it up to me, face my enemies with my blade instead, but a Wielder’s place in battle is where he can help the most.” Davyn said quietly, tightly controlled anger raging behind his tone.

“Behind the lines with the archers and the women?” Cadwallader shot back. “Yes true honor is found there. That is where the battle is best fought at. Had I known that I would have stayed there while we slaughtered the Arisians down south!”

Davyn struggled to keep his anger in check. From him, a blow struck out of anger wouldn’t just knock his father down, it would kill him.

But why? Why didn’t his father understand? Of course he wanted to fight at the front lines as his father had but it wasn‘t his choice to make, the patrol commanders had their orders, and in battle the Wielders always stayed back. As physically destructive as they could be in hand to hand combat it was no match to what they could do with magic and the concentration required to do magic meant they couldn‘t do both. Cadwallader had trained Davyn in combat since he could walk, he had hoped that Davyn would become a knight someday. They had practiced Sword fighting, horseback riding, archery, even wrestling, though it was considered to be a low form of fighting by the nobility. And neglected many of his other studies such as poetry, music and dance. But the baron’s expectations were shaken early on when Davyn showed a severe lack of talent in horsemanship. During times of peace the tourney matches were where knights gained stature and renown, and jousting, the preferred game of knights, required, above all else, superb horse riding skills. Nevertheless, Cadwallader’s hopes were not destroyed until the morning Davyn had awoke seemingly burning with fever and rambling about a man with fiery skin standing in a burning field. No one knew what was wrong with him at first, thought him mad with sickness, until he had set several curtains and a serving boy’s clothing on fire.

After that Davyn’s fate was fixed, the law required all wielders to be reported to the landholder or shirereave of the area, Davyn‘s father in this case. Then they were shipped off to the academy for military training and were required to serve in the army of the noble who‘s land they had been found on. A Wielder could be chosen by the spirits at as young as ten years of age but they were never older than twenty. They were taken by force, if necessary, from their parents to serve the kingdom.

This was no problem for Davyn who had always known he was destined for military service, as the son of a noble, but his father had been crushed. Enraged that his only son would not follow in his footsteps he had nearly defied the law and refused to send Davyn to the academy. In the end he had, however, he given up on Davyn and drowned himself in managing his estates, raising his odd daughter, and ale.

Davyn looked into Cadwallader’s eye and saw something he hadn’t before- Cadwallader’s eyes were glassy and he was sweating to much for the coolness of the castle air. He grimaced as a few things that had just happened suddenly made better sense.

“You’re drunk.” Davyn said almost sadly.

His father looked confused for a moment, then the anger seemed to drain out of him and he slumped back into his chair.

“It doesn’t matter.” He half-mumbled.

“No it doesn’t. Does it?” Davyn replied wearily. He scrubbed his face with one hand, blinked several times, as if to reorient himself. Then he abruptly started toward one of the doors heading deeper into the castle.

“Where are you going?” His father called after him. “We are not done yet.”

Davyn turned briefly to say, “I need to rest and to go say hello to Creia and grandfather. We can talk later about courts and nobles and kingdoms later, father, perhaps when you are sober.”

 

Chapter Three

          Davyn stood outside his old room. He ran his hand over the wooden boards of the door, which were held together tightly by two bolt studded bands of iron, one at the top and one at the bottom. It was not as old as the rest of the doors in the castle, though, the wood was comparably newer, not as grayed with age. He smiled a little as his fingers found familiar knots and dents. He had built this door himself; his father had made him do it as punishment for burning it down in the first place.

It was deep in the winter months when it happened. A blizzard had snowed them in. With nothing to occupy his time but trying to stay warm he had had decided to do just that. He smiled a little, remembering how hard it had been to work magic back then before he had gone to the academy. Concentration is very hard for a young man of fifteen; there were so many distractions, even in the eerie stillness created by a winter’s storm: wind rattled the windows, his hands were too cold, his nose was too runny. The more he tried the worse it got, the rattling became louder, the cold colder, and his nose ever wetter. He kept pausing to wipe it but then he had to start all over again. And then there was his father’s voice calling out to him to help haul firewood. His annoyance became irritation, then quickly developed into anger, rage followed closely on anger’s heels. Flash! Bang! Boom! The door was gone, in its place sat burning cinders and warped metal.

Davyn sighed and rolled his neck as he remembered his father’s wrath. The baron might care little for fancy decoration and pretty embellishments but that did not mean he did not like to keep things in their best shape. In this case, in any shape at all.

One good thing had come out of all that, he realized, his father had ordered him to remake every piece of the door himself with no help, and so he had. It had taken him many long hours, days, and weeks, but he forged the bolts, bands, handles, and hinges he needed, then he cut the timber for the boards. His step became lighter as he remembered those days he had spent in the smithy, with fire and iron all around him. The feel of it is his hands, the musical sound of metal ringing on metal, smelling it in his hair and clothing as he fell asleep at night.

Opening the door, he entered his room for the first time in three years. It was cleaned and dusted but otherwise unchanged, a warm feeling rose in him at the sight. He would never accuse his father of sentimentality so Davyn figured that his room was vacant and unused because its state of availability had been kept hidden from the baron. Cadwallader left the rooming arrangements to his housekeeper, Missus Idelle wife of      , but had he known they had an extra space he would have found a use for it. That was just the way he was.

There was not much to the room: a bed, a wardrobe, a desk with a chair. A locked chest sat in the corner near the window, which had been covered with a woven matt to keep out the winter snows. Davyn shivered a little as he realized how much this room resembled his father’s, both were austere and simple. Most boys of his age and status collected random items or decorated their rooms with useless frippery; they wore lace and silk and owned a suit for every day of the year. Davyn bought what he needed, only what was necessary to life, sometimes he made it himself if he knew how. He didn’t care to admit how much he and his father had in common

After dropping his packs on the bed, he made a circuit of the room. He opened the wardrobe and, finding it barren; he turned and wandered towards his desk. On the desk sat a few items he had left behind, a fresh candle, a quill pen, and a inkwell, probably dried up by now. He picked up the candle and fiddled with it a moment, then he took a breath and concentrated on the wick.

He had used a candle as a boy to practice his magic, failed attempt after failed attempt to light it had taught him a lesson, that lesson was “it isn’t as easy as it seems”. The concentration required to light the candle was as great as the concentration needed to start a bonfire. And with a child’s mind, which is as flighty as a bird, it was near impossible to focus solely on the wick and the flame.

But that was years ago.

Davyn reached for his magic, drawing it from that secret place where it hid within him, pulling it though that gateway hidden in the recesses of his mind. He felt its familiar warmth spread out from his chest, down his arm and into his fingers like a gentle caress. It did not heat his skin, however, nor was he actually any warmer than before; it was an internal heat, an ethereal one; it did not touch his body, only his soul.

The candle sputtered into flame, leaping up a few erratic inches before settling down to a steady burn. That magical warmth bled out of him like a receding tide as he released his hold on it, and was replaced by a surge of self-satisfaction. Silly though it may seem for a grown man in his twenties to feel so proud to accomplish something he failed to as a boy, Davyn could not keep himself from smiling.

(This chapter is unfinished :P . I’ll get to it later. Eventually.)

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