Shy Melodies (CH. 14)

April 30, 2009

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Hearts!
Jules
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CH. 14

I found myself, soon enough, sitting against the wall of a cold, damp, smelly, rock chamber underneath the tower, with Alexine. We were chained to the wall, with huge metal links that seemed impossible to penetrate without the key. The bars of the cell were thick and there was little space between them, thus not even enough room to fit my head through. It was dark and dank, and we had been defeated. Alexine seemed to be crying next to me. I wasn’t sure, but my shoulder was wet, so I guess there were tears. I didn’t do anything to comfort her, since I expected she’d snap at me if I did, so I just kept firm and silent. She wept just as silently. I wanted to do something, but there was nothing I could do. I don’t think I’d ever seen her cry before. I wonder if she’d ever cried before. She probably had, when she was a baby, or when she fell off the chair as a toddler, or something. But not like this.
A few times I heard footsteps pacing the floor, but no one ever passed our door. Or maybe they did, whenever I almost drifted to sleep, but I could not tell. Finally, I saw someone. Alexine had stopped crying by then.
They unlocked our chamber door, and three men came in. They were different than the ones that had originally taken us down, but they were just as scary looking.
Maa,” they demanded. It meant ‘name.’ They wanted our names.
Alexine Ebonyine-Clyre girsal,” she said, sounding a bit confident.
Maa,” he demanded of me.
Liamo Rileyne tadar.”
A slow smirk settled upon the man’s face. It made me feel uneasy, thinking about all the things he might do to us, but I tried to keep steady. I did not look over at Alexine.
The man attached a new chain to the ones we already had around our wrists, then unlocked them from the wall, so we were being held where we were by him, instead of the rocks.
He led us up to the first level, into another room, where a tall young man stood.
Gia fodhud yinne,” he said.
That means, “I’ve found you.”
Ryah,” Alexine growled from next to me.
Leanna Tenadii mett. Gia an fhere. Gia ang lonkingor. Constodang, nin no leana,” he said.
That meant, “Leave Tenadii now. I am the heir. I am going to be the king. There will be consequences if you do not leave.”
Wurr lient?” Alexine countered.
It meant, “Like what?”
Gia ang dekillant tado.
That meant, “I will kill him.”
He went on, “Ai, no supenroe ang supen yinne.”
That meant, “And then, no superhero to save you.”
Notimm!” Alexine shouted at him.
That means, “Never!”
Yinne notimm dekillant tado, yinne notimm dekillant tagir, ai yinne notimm ang lonkingor! Gia ang rost yinne!”
That translated to, “You will never kill him, you will never kill anyone, and you will never be king! I will stop you!”
Yinne ang?” You will?
Gia ang!” I will!
Ryah let a quick chuckle escape, then cleared his throat. “Gyin ang sheem hette.”
That meant, “We’ll see about that.”
A silence overtook us. The tense mood was hard for me to follow, as they both seemed to shoot glares at each other that told stories and threw threats.
After a time, Ryah muttered, “Gia ang relitine pisonrett hitte timm.”
I searched my brain. What was pisonrett? Did I ever learn that? Was it…
He pulled a vile from his pocket and grinned with a hint of evil in his eyes. The liquid inside was purple and bubbled up towards the cork plugging the vile. My eyes widened, as did Alexine’s. He was going to poison her for real. That’s what it meant. It meant, “I will really poison you this time.”
Hette no seidnatbaye. Hette relitine pison. Relitine pison,” Ryah explained.
Translation is, “This is not seidnatbaye,” which is a plant found in Tenabii, “This is real poison. Real poison.”
He snapped his fingers. The men brought us back down to the dungeon and re-chained us. Alexine hit her head on the wall over and over. When I was sure the guards were all out of earshot, I spoke in English.
“Alexine,” I said.
She paused the hitting of her head to turn my way. “What?”
“Why did he say he was going to poison you for real? When did he try?”
“I don’t want to talk about it. When did you learn the word poison?”
“I guessed.”
“Whatever. I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Is he really going to?”
“What do you think? He said he would and he held up a vile of pure snake venom! He’s gonna kill me to get the throne.”
“When did he try before?”
“Didn’t I say I don’t want to talk about it?”
“Yes, you did. I still would like to know. As the guy that’s going to save you… I want to know. I want to know what happened to you up until I met you.”
“I guess… Okay. Once upon a time I was born, Ryah got jealous, decided to put a fake poison into my milk, made everyone think I was dead, stole me away and put me with a family of humans. Eventually learned Tenbian and found out about my fairy heritage in fairy books, did research, then had to move to your town. Met you. Denied any knowledge of the eyes thing. Knew exactly what the eyes thing meant.” Alexine slowed down her speaking and repeated, “I knew exactly what the eyes thing meant.”
“Then why’d you deny it?”
“I didn’t want you to be the one. I didn’t want you to go on a possibly perilous journey into an unfamiliar word with an unfamiliar language and everything. I didn’t want to put you into such a sticky spot.” She slowed down even more. “I care too much about you. Why should I put you in such trouble? Of course, I eventually thought over that, remembering that you were the only one that could help me. That’s the only thing I don’t know, though. Why you’re the only one that can help me. Well, anyway…”
“You didn’t want me to help you?”
“It’s not a thing of arrogance, or anything! I just didn’t want you getting out of your way to help me. I care too much to let you get hurt.”
“You knocked me out of a tree, instead,” I recalled, smiling.
“Unintentionally!” she protested.
“Yeah, but you did.”
“Yeah, but I didn’t mean to.”
By now, I just had to start laughing. She stared a moment, then understood why. She laughed, too.
“Okay,” she admitted, “that wasn’t the best fallback plan. I suppose that also, I owe you one, since you have to go through both.”
“Falling out of a tree, getting dragged by guards I couldn’t see, running from men in black, being captured by men in black, having to face Ryah and watch you two bicker, being locked in a dungeon… I think you owe me a few.”
“We’ll figure something out.” Then, her smile faded. “If we get out alive.”
“We’ll figure something out,” I repeated. I reached out and placed my hand on her shoulder, trying to comfort her.
And then, Alexine looked at me. What she did then reminded me of Andrea, or Andrella, in Tenbian. She made me think of her, when she looked up at me. Like the many times before that Andrella had done this, Alexine stole a smile from me.

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“The Way I See It” A Veeeeeeeeery Short Explanation of Muses, Those Terribly Un-understandable Things (Myth)

April 27, 2009

Dedicated to:

Em-you helped me come up with this on the phone. Well, you didn’t say really any of it (a line or two), but you still inspired it :D :D :D   Miss ya, ‘sis’! (And yeah, Sandy, you got on the phone later or I dunno…but the point is you heard it too :D LOL!)

The way I see it, your muse is like a person.

To be more specific, it is like a human in the sense that it has different moods and different sides.

If your muse whispers to you “Kill this person” or “Make this horrible thing happen that you really don’t even want to make happen”, then it is being evil.

On its best days, it is a majestic eagle, or a graceful unicorn.

On its worst days, it is like a munching parasite, or a greedy termite.

When it is evil, it eats at your mind and turns what it eats into dark energy.

This is bad.

When your muse runs away, it is like a disobedient child. It leaves you feeling empty and confused, and it loves to make you feel so. It relishes your discomfort.

It will come skipping home, an evil grin on its face. You may think that punishing it will just make it run away again, but really that will only make it think, “Well, ‘Mother dear’ didn’t punish me. It must she doesn’t really care…which means I can do whatever I want, all the time!!!!”

Trust me-that is a bad idea.

When it does come home, you ought to spank it and send it to bed with no supper.

Sober it.

Then hopefully by morning it will come to you with its hands clasped behind its back and its head down. It will say, “I’m very sorry.”

You can then forgive it and give it breakfast. It will be quite hungry by now.

However, I am not telling you to punish it eeeevery time it does something-because there will always be a time it does something. That’s the way most muses are. They are rebellious, and they like to have their say and go their own way.

But you do need to punish it every now and then to remind it who is in charge.

Because you ought to be in charge.

Most of the time.

I say ‘most of the time’ because there are, in fact, times where you can let your muse lead, and when you do so, you will find it leads you to a most agreeable place.

But don’t let it rule you.

You’re boss.

Step up.

Crack down.

When it runs away, don’t coax it. Don’t write a poem that says:

Musie, Musie, where have you gone?

Musie, Musie, please come home!

Musie, Musie, I feel so alone!

Musie, Musie, please hear my song!

If you coax it, it will make you pay some price to get it to come back. You don’t need to pay to use your imagination or muse.

You own it. You get to say whats what in good ol’ Museville.

‘Musie dear’ is your child. You are its mother.

You are its ruler.

You are its owner.

Let’s all remember that, shall we? Because if we don’t, we’ll let our muses take over.

Very, very bad thing to do.

Usually.

Also, if it runs away, don’t go looking for it. Just let it come.

Of course, if it really won’t budge, then you can always get a friend or two to threaten to kick its butt into next week.

Next year.

Next century.

And try to pick some of your more intimidating, stronger friends.

That oughta scare little ol’ Musie good.

*Ghostbusters theme song*

When Musie runs away

And you can’t find him

Who can you gonna call?

Buttkickers!!!

(Your friends would be the Buttkickers by the way-and you would also be one because I’m sure you’ll wanna kick Musie’s butt when it runs away and then comes home and acts like nothing happened.)

So, when Muse acts up, you’re just gonna ignore him.

When he tries to get attention, you’re gonna pretend he doesn’t exist. Never did.

When Muse runs away, you’re not gonna panic.

Because you know your muse the best, and you know how to trick him into coming back.

Besides, you can always tell him you’ve just met a new muse and might forget about him now. The new muse is soooooo nice…

Trickery might sound terrible, but your muse is really untameable. So you can only do to it what it does to you.

Remember, your muse is like a disobedient, rebellious child.

Maybe it’s going through puberty.

Whatever the case, you’re its parent.

You’re in charge.

When it comes home, ya spank it and send it to bed with an empty stomach.

And ya move on with life.

Muses may seem to come and go, but there will never be a time when they’re gone completely.

They’re just hiding around the corner, waiting to see if you’ll come looking for them, stinky little buggers that they are.

Don’t.

Curl up in your LaZBoy, sipping your hot cocoa (in the dead of winter; your muse will probably be quite cold wherever he is hiding from you, and if its summer, he’ll be hot). Wrap yourself in a blanket and read a book.

Muse’ll come back.

Always does.

He can’t resist.

I’m done singin’ ma song now.

Oh wait.

*dorky weather person voice (imagine dorky weather person with dumb smile)* The weather today was hot and sunn, and tomorrow should be the same! Yay! Partaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Now I’m done singin’ ma song.

Peace out, ya’ll, and remember not to let Muse control you!

And if it tries, who ya gonna call?

*faint in background* Buttkickers!!!!
Yeah. Random. I admit it.
But still…
Peace out!

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MYOB by Alilybit

April 27, 2009

Maybe it’s rumor

Maybe it’s the truth

Only God knows

for I will never tell…

it’s private- discreet

exclusive information 

that you will never see.

Now let that be a manifesto

to all you gossip-hungry mongrels

its my business-not yours.

I’ll tell who I wish- who it concerns

and who I want to know.

But I will surely not tell you snoops-

who spread the word around.

 

okay…. yeah i’m weird.. but i was a biiit mad.. when people kept asking me the other night what was wrong… cause’ apparently i looked.. i dunno down?????? and some people i didn’t mind asking…. cause yeah… but THERE IS SOME PEOPLE WHO ASK JUST so they can have something to talk about. KSDJfl;akjdl;fjals;dfj

 

makes me mad… lol

 

sorry you guys!! since my anger is not vehmented toward you! and seriously i just totally toned it down.. it was kind mean…. before i …. fixed it. lol

 

with all the love that I possess,

 

Alilybit <3

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uuugghhh

April 27, 2009

AH

NO

GO

AWAY

 

ARGHH

SHOOT

EW

NO WAY!

 

HA

AS IF

PLEASE

NOPE

 

BLLAAGGG

BAARF

JUST

NO

CAN

DO

 

ljsdlfkjas;ldfjk;l lol.. i’m in a weird mood…….. thats just my feelings on playing truth or dare last night… NEVER EVER EVER play w/ a teenage boy…. EVER… or little siblings either.. who will do gross things like try to dare you to KISS the BOY……. which of course I WAS LIKE “sorry, I won’t kiss anyone over 10…… or under 40 (unless i’m related.. lol)”

so of course little chilren.. said okay.. not on the lips then.. .how about the cheek???? ah uh.. no thank you…

or the teenage boy dares you to go skinny dipping in the creek???

heck no!!!

I SAID NOTHING MY MOM HAS ALREADY FORBID.. lol

 

so instead he dared me to stop a car and ask a random guy for their number…. idiot…. 

 

and that is my advice!!!!!! 

 

 

sdl;fj;alskdjfl;a

 

with all the love that I possess,

 

Alilybit M3

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Change

April 27, 2009

Do you really think that all we are is friends?

I thought we were…

you thought the same…

but can our friendship really last

when everything has changed?

I can’t believe

we messed this up

I can’t believe 

we blew our chance

I’m sorry-

but this has to end.

I’m not ready for the change

I’m not ready for the new

I liked things the way they were

but now your stance has changed

the door is open

you know the way

don’t make this harder

I really love you-

but only as a friend.

Nothing more,

and nothing less.

THE END

 

the story of my life!! LOL

kjl;dfjla;ksdjf;akjsdflajsdfl;kjsdl;fkjal;sdkf

 

askdjf;laskjdfl;askjdfl;

ughgh makes me sooo mad!!!!!!

 

 

 

YEAH i’m NUTZ

with all the love that I possess,

 

Alilybit <3

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Chapter Thirteen: Time (The Flames-They Dance-Myth-AKF P3)

April 26, 2009

We had been traveling for three days now.

My arm was getting infected. No one had bothered to even offer me some water to gently scrub the dried blood off…but why would they? I was going to die soon anyway. What did it matter if I lost a limb?

I thought again of him.

Adan.

Love of my life.

My second half.

The owner of my heart.

He was gone.

Forever.

“Move it, witch!” one of the men shouted, yanking on the rope that tied me to a saddle (all of them were on horses, and I was tied to one of their saddles, walking behind). I stumbled forward and nearly fell face first into the snow and mud. It was cold too. They might as well kill me now. I would be as good as dead by the time we even reached the Dark One.

Where was he, though? No one had told me, and I wanted desparately to know. How long would our journey be? How long would my death be held off? Not knowing was eating me up inside.

Also, had Japheth and the others escaped? I assumed they had, but what if there had been archers farther back-right where they had to run by? What if…what if…what if…

My life was ruled by ‘what ifs’ now. There was no end to them.

I had once again given up. Even before when my parents had died and I thought my sister had too I had never been so utterly empty…so utterly lifeless. I was completely resigned and emotionless.

I kept picturing Adan’s face in my mind. I kept imagining him leaping out from behind a tree, suddenly there to save me. I imagined feeling safe in his arms…but it was never to be again.

Never.

~

In the next few days, Adan struggled to hang on. The only thing that kept him even breathing was the thought of Aaleyah. He would picture her face in his mind and know that if there was one thing he had to live for, it was her. He had to find her…had to save her.

Japheth and Shastara still weren’t back. Had they been killed? Had they ever even found Aaleyah? Adan cursed his weak body, but he knew he wouldn’t be able to do much even if he tried.

If she was even still alive, where was Aaleyah now? Was she hurt? Was she sad? Was she scared? She probably still didn’t know that he wasn’t actually dead.

I need you, Aaleyah…he thought, though of course she couldn’t hear him. Please just hang on. I’m coming as soon as I can.

And he would be. The moment he felt even slightly strong enough, he was out of this bed and searching for Aaleyah. Nothing could stop him.

He ached to hold her in his arms and tell her everything was alright. He was dying to kiss her, or tell her he loved her.

Would he ever be able to do those things again?

~

Aaliyah was worried…and full of a deep grief. Her husband still wasn’t back, and her sister was as good as dead if she wasn’t already dead.

Aaleyah.

She had lost so much time with her sister when they had been separated for the first time. Aaliyah wasn’t sure how well she even knew her any more.

Yes, they both loved each very, very much, but they seemed to have drifted apart a bit. Aaliyah was sure she had been the cause of that when she had been held captive by the Dark One’s army and refused to have hope, no matter what her sister said. She had driven Aaleyah away, and now she would probably never get to tell her how very sorry she was. She would never get to tell her that she never meant to hurt her…that she couldn’t help it.

If only she had also tried to fight back a few days ago. Her sister had just started defending all of them, giving no aforethought to her own safety. Of course, she had been enraged with grief when she thought Adan was dead…but Aaleyah was always the first of the two sisters to step forward. To do something.

Aaliyah cursed herself for that. Why was it that she had made her sister bear so much of the burden? Why was she always so weak?

I’m sorry, Aaleyah. I’m sorry. It’s all my fault. I never shared the burden, no matter how much I thought I tried to. I’m so very sorry, Aaliyah thought in her mind, not really expecting a response.

It hadn’t been the first time she had tried to communicate with her sister by mind in the last few days. She had tried many times, but she had never gotten any sort of answer. That meant that either Aaleyah hadn’t opened the connection in her mind…or that she was dead. Aaliyah hoped with all her heart it was the former of the two reasons.

I miss you, Sister. Stay safe, Aaliyah thought.

~

“What are we going to tell them?” Shastara asked Japheth as the cabin came in sight. The two men stopped and looked at it.

“The truth,” Japheth said.

They were silent, then, as they walked up to the house. They quickly went up the steps, across the porch, and opened the door. “Mara?” Japheth called.

Mara and Aaliyah came running, and much to Japheth’s chagrin, Adan followed on his own-slowly. “Did you find her?” he said, walking and standing not an easy effort for him.

“No, Son; we didn’t,” Japheth said, wishing so badly he didn’t have to tell his son what he didn’t want to hear. “We found the start of some tracks, but after awhile they disappeared. The men must have covered them up. The people around here are good hunters and trackers; they know what they’re doing.”

At Japheth’s words, Adan paled. He looked like he was about to collapse, and when he swayed a bit, Shastara caught him and quickly helped him back to his bed. Adan’s face was pure shock and sorrow.

“They didn’t find her…” he murmured, more to himself than anyone in particular. “They didn’t.”

“Son, we’ll keep looking!” Japheth said. He was afraid that Adan would just give up on life and die now that he thought Aaleyah was gone. “We’ll find her.”

“But you didn’t yet. She could be dead by now. Dead. Aaleyah,” Adan said. He spoke in a blunt, emotionless way that seemed to hint he was in complete denial.

“Adan, you have to have hope! Remember what the Scrolls of Truth (note to readers-do any of ya’ll remember if i called them ‘the scrolls of truth’ or was it ‘the scrolls of light’ or was it something else entirely? LOL :D ) say. ‘Never give up hope. The Light will triumph over the Darkness one day’,” Mara said.

“But not today,” Adan said. He talked in the same way as before. “I have to find her. I have to.”

“Let yourself get better, Son! Don’t you think this is killing us too?” Japheth said. “We all love her as well. Please. If you kill yourself looking for her you’ll be no good to her anyway.”

“But we need to go soon.” Aaliyah spoke up from the back of the room, where she was in Shastara’s arms. “We might not have much longer.”

And if she had known how exactly correct she was, she would have the house that instant.

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The Dance (by Jules)

April 25, 2009

I saw them dancing
I watched from afar
But I did not join
I just stayed on my own
Instead of following the moves
Gracefully with a partner
I stayed off on my own
I did not join
I watched them sway—
One, two, three,
One, two, three

Them smiling sweetly at one another
That look in their eyes
I only wished I had the will to join
I only wished you’d been there
You’re finally mine, but it had to be this day
That you were not there,
That you were missing,
That I could not be the one to dance with you
I could not sway that way—
One, two, three,
One, two, three—
I could not smile sweetly at you
I could not share that look with you
That showed that I care and I love you
Because you were not there
Because you could not go
Because you were feeling sick
And I cannot blame you for that

But now I have no memories made
Of the graceful dance
Where I waltzed with my partner,
That cozy, spring night in April,
Because you were not there
So I just watched them dance from the side walls
And wished you were there to join me.

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Chapter Twelve: Unimaginable Pain (The Flames-They Dance-Myth-AKF P3)

April 25, 2009

My scream of unreal agony and rage that followed pierced the air. It rang through the trees, and filled everyone’s ears.

I stood up and whirled around to face the men who had done this, seeing red. Kill…burn….kill…burn…went through my head over and over.

“Take them all and go, Japheth,” I said. “They should have a hard enough time dealing with me.” My voice was low, dangerous, and steely.

Arrows started flying through the air toward Japheth and the others, but I put a sort of fiery shield around them. “Go! Now!” I shouted.

They didn’t want to leave me, but they had no choice. Aaliyah was too weak to stay and help me, and Shastara took her hand and ran, pulling her along with him. Shastara hurried scooped Adan up in his arms.

I looked at the love of my life one last time. For him, I would kill, and for him only. I might die trying to avenge him, but I didn’t care now.

I love you, Sister, I thought to Aaliyah. Then I closed our mind connection.

I stood there, shielded by my fire (which was suddenly so strong). The men’s weapons were no use against it. I put my arms straight out at my sides, my palms facing up to the sky. Huge orbs formed in each hand, and I quickly turned my palms so that they now faced the men.

This is for you, Adan, I thought.

Then I started to burn.

~

“Mara!” Japheth shouted. He ran up to the house, his son limp in his arms.

“What happened?” Mara said, coming out of the house. Her face was pale as she stood there holding Ilana. When she saw Adan, she stopped dead in her tracks and her mouth dropped open. “No! No!” she sobbed, pressing a hand to her mouth.

“He’s still alive, but barely. We have to get him inside!” Japheth said, bounding up the porch steps and taking his son into the house. Shastara followed close at his heels, hoping that his healing would work.

Japheth laid Adan on a bed. There was no color in his son’s face, and Japheth choked back a sob. Adan couldn’t die. Not his only son. Not today.

“We need to get the arrow out,” Shastara said, ripping Adan’s bloody shirt open.

Japheth assisted him, and Adan didn’t even flinch as they took the arrow out.

Shastara pressed his hand to the bloody wound and closed his eyes, concentrating. Please work! he thought, as if he could to his healing ability.

He nearly shouted for joy when it did work (though this didn’t necessarily mean that Adan would live). A green light came from his hands, more bright than it had ever been. It lit up Adan’s whole upper body.

He kept the healing flowing from his hands as long as he could, but soon he became too weak to go on. He stumbled back, panting a bit.

Color was returning to Adan’s face. His eyelids fluttered, and then his eyes were completely open. He looked around with a confused expression on his face, as if he couldn’t remember what had happened.

“Son?” Japheth said softly and hopefully.

Adan turned his head. “Pa…wh-what…happened…” he started to ask. Shastara and Japheth could see that the effort exhausted him.

“Just rest, Son. You nearly died,” Japheth said, struggling to keep back his tears of joy.

“Aa-leyah,” Adan rasped. The wound on his chest was now much smaller, and Shastara was certain that inwardly, it had probably mostly healed. His gift had been strangely strong.

Shastara briefly looked at Japheth. Graveness returned to his face. “She’s…” he began. He didn’t want to go on.

Adan seemed to realize that they weren’t telling him something. “Where-is she?” he demanded, wincing in pain as he did so.

“She told us to go. She-she stayed behind to fight the men,” Japheth said. Shastara could see he cursed every word that came from his tongue.

The little bit of color that had returned to Adan’s face drained again. “What?” he whispered in disbelief. “We have to-have to go…” He tried to sit up, but fell back, moaning. Shastara might have healed his wound inwardly, but one the surface of his skin, it was still very much there.

“You aren’t going anywhere. You’re going to lie in this bed, and your mother will finish tending to you. Shastara and I will go after Aaleyah,” Japheth said firmly. Mara came in at that moment, having just seen to a shaken and slightly wounded Aaliyah, and having just reuntied daughter with mother (Ilana had quieted the instant she was in Aaliyah’s arms).

“No! I have to-go! She…needs me…” Adan said with great effort.

Japheth recalled the look in her eyes when she had had fire in her hands after she thought Adan died. He wasn’t sure she needed anyone’s help. She had looked fairly invincible, and completely filled with bloodlust and rage.

“No. You are staying here,” Japheth said. “I’m sorry, Son. You’re just too weak. You lost a lot of blood. Please just do as I say.” He then turned and wearily walked from the room.

“Shastara, help me…help me get up,” Adan said.

“I can’t do that,” Shastara said, helping Mara bandage Adan. He wished he could give in to his friend (who seemed more and more every day like his blood-related brother), but he couldn’t. Adan was in no condition to be running through the forest to find Aaleyah or fight with a sword.

“I have to…have to…” Adan started. But then he slipped into unconsciousness.

“It’s better he isn’t conscious,” Shastara said as he helped Mara get Adan better positioned on the bed. “He’s too weak to go, and I have a feeling he would have gotten up no matter how much it hurt him.”

“He would have,” Mara said. Her face was pale, and it was streaked with tears. “You need to go.”

“Alright,” Shastara said. He hugged Mara, took one last look at Adan, and then left to find Aaliyah and Ilana. He kissed both of them and then held his wife for a few moments before leaving with Japheth.

Everything had gone so wrong.

~

I had only killed six men before a weapon broke through my shield of fire, and it was unfortunately a sword. It slashed at my arm, leaving a very deep gash. I cried out, and in pain let my fire go out. I was becoming too exhausted to keep burning anyway.

Here comes death, I thought. Sweet death. I have nothing left to live for…this truly will be sweet and wonderful. I took one last look at the the trees.

A man walked toward me, clutching his sword before him. I knelt there on the ground, breathing heavily, blood streaming from my left arm’s wound.

“Die, filthy witch!” he shouted, swinging the sword toward my head. So I was to die with my head lopped from my shoulders.

I closed my eyes and waited…but the sword never hit me. Another of the men leaped forward and blocked the blow just in time.

“What are you doing?” the would-be killer demanded of the man who had dared to stop him in his ‘work’.

“I have a better idea than killing her. First of all, she’s a witch. Her spirit will probably come and haunt us for the rest of our lives. You can never know with witches,” the man said, catching a disgusted glance at me. “Second of all, I have heard that the Dark One is still alive, and I’m sure he’ll want revenge on one of the people who caused him so much misfortune. Let’s get to her him somehow-he may even reward us.” My heart beat faster at his words.

The men all seemed to consider this. At last my would-be killer spoke up. “You’re probably right. Let’s give her back to the Dark One,” he said.

So the fools had finally decided that I was in fact one of the Twins. Weren’t they brilliant.

They proceed to tie me up and throw me over a horse. The blood in my body rushed to my head, making my head pound. The brutes did nothing to tend my wound, and it still gushed blood (I had already lost a lot).

I had to make it happen so that they killed me before we reached the Dark One, wherever he was. I could not even begin to imagine the pain I would feel dying at his hands.

I’m sorry, Adan. I failed you, I thought. Of course, I hadn’t completely failed him. One of the men I had burned had been his actual killer.

But the love of my life was gone. It didn’t matter if I had avenged him. He was gone. I would never again seem him-never again touch him.

Never again would I hold in my arms. Never again would our lips meet in a kiss. Never again would I hear my name come from his mouth, or look into his beautiful blue eyes. The shatters of my heart had been shattered themselves, and they now throbbed.

Never in my life had I so much wanted to be dead-never.

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Chapter Eleven: Heart Games (The Flames-They Dance-Myth-AKF P3)

April 24, 2009

Later that day, after coming up with a plan, I, Adan, Shastara, and Japheth set out. We all had at least one weapon with us, and I hoped against hope that my fire would kick in and work when I needed it most.

A tearful Mara remained at home with a screaming Ilana. Ilana was less than a year old, and still her mother(who had now been gone from her for about a day). Mara had wanted desperately to go along, but she knew that she couldn’t get someone else to watch Ilana because right now, we just simply couldn’t trust anyone else.

We set off on foot, going as quietly as possible. Without telling the others my decision, I had decided that if it came to it, I would have to sacrifice my life for Aaliyah. I could tell Adan knew this; I could see it in his eyes when he looked at me. They held a deep sadness, and yet an understanding.

I stayed close to him, determined to have as much time as I could with him before…before I might have to leave him forever.

My heart was playing games with me.

Of course, if I did end up giving myself to the people holding Aaliyah captive, Adan would fight to the death. He wouldn’t be able to live without me; that much I knew.

A man had come to the house earlier to (READERS PLEASE NOTE THAT CHAPTER EIGHT-WHERE BASICALLY THE SAME THING HAPPENED, EXCEPT ADAN WAS NEVER REALLY HELD CAPTIVE- IS GONNA BE REWRITTEN AT SOME POINT-THAT WAY I WON’T HAVE TWO CHAPTERS THAT SEEM EXACTLY THE SAME) say that we were to go through the forest until we came to a clearing marked with something, such as a piece of red cloth tied around a tree, or something else noticeable. From there we would be lead to their little camp, and make the exchange…but of course we weren’t really planning on making the exchange. We would start fighting, and if things turned out in their favor, then I would give myself to them. I refused to see any of my loved ones die because of me.

We at last came to the clearing. Two arrows had been tied together in the shape of an ‘x’, and then their points had been stuck into the ground. Shastara took the arrows and untied them, glad to have them as extra ammunition.

Suddenly two men stepped out of the trees. “You will follow us, and if you try anything, our hidden scouts will send word back and the woman will die,” one of the men said.

“We’ll be glad to be rid of this one. I was starting to suspect her anyway…should have just turned her in before you decided to take my friend,” Japheth said (pretending of course), pushing me forward. I was tied up (loosely enough that I could slip my small wrists out) to help ease the suspicions of the people I was possibly giving myself to.  We all had different roles to play. Mine was subdued, resigned woman, and the others were to act like they couldn’t wait to have me off their hands. This of course was not that easy for them, but it was necessary.

“Took you long enough,” the second man muttered. “This way.”

We went at a quick pace. My heart pounded hard in fear, just as I was sure the others’ were doing.

At last we came upon a small camp. A few tents were spread over the ground, and a few more men stepped forward. One of them held the arm Aaliyah, who was blinded and gagged. About ten other men bustled about the camp, and I knew more were hiding in the trees (probably archers) watching us.

Both Shastara and I nearly stopped breathing when we saw Aaliyah. I wanted to just run to her and hug her…but we had to carry out the plan.

“First things first,” Japheth said. “We want some sort of price for giving this woman to you.”

“You are getting a price-the other woman. Of course, we could always kill her,” said the man holding Aaliyah back.

“No. We have kept this woman for months, and we deserve some sort of pay for it. You shouldn’t have taken our friend in the first place; you could have simply asked us for the witch and we would have handed her over,” Japheth said.

“That’s-” the man began. But then another one cut him off. He seemed to be the leader of the group.

“He’s right,” he said. “We will you twenty gold crowns-no more. If that’s not good enough, you may take the girl and go. If you don’t want to do that, we can kill you all.”

“Hardly high enough, but fine,” Japheth said begrudingly. “Give us our friend first, and then we’ll give you the witch. I don’t trust you enough to hand our friend over once we give you the witch. How do we know you won’t just kill her in spite because we didn’t give you the witch sooner?”

The men grumbled under their breath, but their leader said “Very well. It shall be as you ask. Once we hand your friend over to you, shove the witch toward us.”

I was surprised that these men were so daft. Most other people would have seen through our plan. It was good these men were townspeople and weren’t so smart and crafty.

“Agreed,” Japheth said. I could feel his fingers tighten on my arm. I wished I could be in his arms, getting a big hug from him. Japheth was a huge man (taller even than Adan and very muscular) and I felt so safe whenever he hugged me. He had become like my very own father, even though we weren’t related by blood.

He made the signal to Adan and Shastara, and they nonchalantly gripped their weapons. I swallowed, my tongue, mouth, and throat all dry. My palms were sweaty, and I wanted to turn and run in the other direction.

The man handed Aaliyah to Shastara, funny enough, and then Japheth pretended to be about to push me toward the men, but then he gave the signal.

Please work! I thought. Then two, beautiful orbs formed in my hands as soon as I slipped them out of the rope.

The men gave shouts of surprise and leaped back. “Get her!” they shouted to Japheth.

“Actually, I think we’ll keep her,” Japheth said. He whipped out his sword and pressed it to the leader’s throat. “Let us go and he’ll live. Hurt a single hair on one of our heads and he’ll die,” he called out so that even the archers in the bushes would be sure to hear him.

The leader gave the order (very frantically) for all his men to stand down…but one didn’t listen.

I could hear it whiz through the air…that arrow. I screamed as I saw it headed for Adan, but I was too late. It seemed I was swimming through thick molasses as I raced toward him.

The arrow slammed into his chest, and he fell to the ground on his knees, gasping in pain.

“NO!” I screamed again. I raced toward him, my orbs going out.

He fell onto his back and he lay there, the color draining from his face. I knelt by him, tears streaming from my eyes. “Adan…please stay with me! Adan!” I cried frantically.

“I…I love you…” he rasped.

“No! Hang on, Adan! Don’t leave me!” I sobbed.

He weakly raised a shaking hand to touch my face…his hand dropped back to his chest. He touched his heart and then pointed to me, our signal that meant ‘My heart is yours’.

And then his eyes closed.

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Chapter Ten: Choose (The Flames-They Dance-Myth-AKF P3)

April 23, 2009

Somebody wanted me gone from Kiria, or at least from the town I was in. Time after time I was plagued by magical spells that would try to get me to walk outside or go into the woods by myself. Thankfully, Adan and the others knew every time it happened, and protected me…but it was only a matter of time before they moved too slow and one of the spells worked.

It had been nearly a month since I had nearly been killed by the men in the forest, and Adan had yet to find those men. I knew the minute he did, they were dead. Gone. History. That was just the way Adan was. Whoever hurt me was really hurting himself.

Today was the day that marked two months of my and Adan’s marriage. I could hardly believe it had only been two months; it felt much longer.

Thankfully, I was better now, and could move around with ease. Yes, there was still the risk of my mind being controlled by whatever dark sorcerer was doing it, but I refused to think of that today. Today I was going to keep my mind focused on my husband, and on thoughts of our glorious future together.

As I sat brushing my hair, I didn’t notice someone come up behind me until they stuck their big hands over my eyes.

I put the brush down and reached up to feel the hands (though I knew who it was right away without touching the hands). “Adan,” I said, pretending to guess.

“No fair! You saw me out of the corner of your eye,” Adan jokingly complained, taking his hands away from my eyes.

“No, I didn’t!” I insisted. “I just knew it was you. No one else has such big hands.”

Then suddenly he was kissing me. I kissed him back and put my arms around his neck, never wanting to let go.

At last we drew apart, only to hug a few moments later. “I’m scared, Adan, I whispered.

“So am I,” he said, “but we are together. Until I breathe my last breath, I will do everything in my power to protect you.” He hugged me tighter. “I love you so much, Aaleyah. You own my heart entirely, ” he murmured in my ear.

I wanted to cry with joy when he said that, and I hugged him tighter as well. “And you own mine, Adan El’Hara,” I murmured, putting my arms around his neck.

Suddenly Shastara burst into the room. “Aaliyah’s gone!” he cried. He was panting and sweaty.

“What are you talking about?” I demanded of him frantically. “What happened?”

“She was in the garden with Mara, and Mara turned away for a moment-just a moment,” Shastara panted. “When she looked back, Aaliyah was gone! Someone must have taken her!”

I felt as if someone had slapped me in the face or punched me in the gut. My hands dropped to my sides. “No,” I said, stumbling backward. “No.”

~

Aaliyah’s head pounded with pain. She tried to put her hand to it, but she found, to her great shock and fear, that her wrists were tied together.

What had happened, and for that matter, where was she?

Her questions didn’t have to wait long to be answered, because (she had realized she was sitting blindfolded  on the ground against a tree, and she was tied to the tree)someone approached her and then squatted next to her. She could make out the outline of the person through the blindfold, but she couldn’t really see their face.

“Ah…so you’re finally awake,” a man’s voice said. Just his voice boded no good.

“Wh-where am I?” Aaliyah managed to get out. She wondered if whoever had taken her had Mara too. She just remembered being in the garden, something hitting her head…and then there was nothing. Her mind drew up a blank.

“You don’t need to be worrying about that,” the man said. “No-if I were you I would just hope my sister was kind enough to sacrifice herself for me, because the death you will experience at our hands won’t be nice. At all.”

Chills went up Aaliyah’s spine, but she forced herself to stay strong.

“I hope she doesn’t come. I’d rather die at your hands then go free with the knowledge you were killing her,” she said defiantly. “You piece of scum,” she added under her breath.

That earned her a hard slap to the face. Tears filled her eyes, and she was glad that the man couldn’t see them through the blindfold. “You know, I think we ought to get a gag for you now that you’re awake…and one that’s good and dirty,” the man said. He spat at her, and then he angrily stalked off.

Aaleyah?! Aaliyah called out with her mind. Aaleyah, please answer!

~

I heard my sister call out to me in my mind. Aaliyah? I replied, hope singing in my heart.

Aaleyah? Are you really there? she thought back. I could feel her great fear.

Yes-it’s me, I replied. Aaliyah, where are you? Are you hurt?

I think I was hit in the head with something, she replied. I’m not sure who has me, but they plan to make me be a ransom-and the price to get me back is you. They want you to exchange yourself for me.

My heart was beating so hard I thought it would pound out of my chest.

When I didn’t answer, Aaliyah thought, Which you will not do of course.

But I refuse to be the cause of your death! You have a husband and daughter-they need you. I’m not so needed, I thought.

What about Adan? You are the main reason his life functions. Without you he would go insane-if you left he would be overcome with grief and loneliness. What about the rest of us? We all love you! Aaliyah thought firmly.

I knew she was right about Adan. If I died, he would probably lose his mind. It made me happy and sad at the same time…but what was I to do? Sacrifice a husband or a sister?

No! Don’t think like that! I thought angrily to myself. But I was truly being presented with a huge predicament.

Adan was young…he could find someone to love again once he had healed…

But in the depths of my heart, I knew if I died, he would never heal. He loved me that much.

Aaleyah? Are you still there? Aaliyah thought.

Yes, I replied, thinking of so many things at once my head spun.

Will you just…just tell Shastara and Ilana that I love them? Aaliyah thought. I could now feel her deep sadness.

No! You will tell them yourself. Don’t give up hope, dear sister! We’re coming to save you, I thought back vehemently.

You are not exchanging yourself for me. I will not have it. I would sooner end my own life, Aaliyah thought back, just as vehement.

I will do what I must to save you, and we must leave it at that, I thought. Now where are you? Do you know?

I have no idea, Aaleyah, came the reply. I have no idea. Please just tell Shastara and Ilana my message. I won’t give up-but just in case. Please tell them, Aaleyah. Please.

I will tell them, but I will also tell them that you are coming back soon, I thought. I think I should be able to figure out your location by our mind connection, so keep our connection open, alright?

Alright, Aaliyah replied. I could tell she was already losing hope.

You need to find out as much as you can about where you are, how many people are holding you captive…things like that. I must go now; I love you. Sisters forever and always, I thought, blinking back tears at the thought of my beloved sister in pain and being held captive. It angered me so much.

I love you too. Sisters forever and always, Aaliyah thought back. We kept our connection open, but we both stopped talking. With it still open, I could feel her feelings and hear her thoughts (to herself) much more…and she was petrified and sad. My heart ached for her.

I went straight to Adan. “I’ve just been talking to Aaliyah. She doesn’t know where she is, but she’s going to find out as much as she can. I’m also going to try to figure out her location by using my mind-the connection between our two minds is open, so it might work. I have to try,” I said.

“Will it be dangerous for you to do that?” Adan asked. His brow was creased with worry lines.

“I’m not sure. It might leave me a bit weak…but I have to try, Adan!” I said. I looked at the ground.

“There’s something you’re not telling me,” Adan said, putting his hand under my chin and pulling my head up.

I swallowed. “The price for her life is me giving myself to them,” I said softly.

Adan’s jaw tightened, and his face hardened.

“I’m not going to do that as soon as I get a chance; I will fight until I can fight no more. But if it comes down to it…” My voice trailed off. I was torn in two directions. It was awful. “What do I do, Adan? What do I do?” I whispered.

He pressed me to himself as I quietly cried. I could tell he was crying too; could feel his tears drop onto my head. He knew the battle I was going through right now, but he wasn’t asking me to choose between him and Aaliyah. He was wordlessly saying that while I must choose for myself, his last breath would be devoted to me. This made me cry even more, and my heart overflowed with love for him.

Aaliyah had done the same. In fact, she had told me not to try to save her.

What was I to do?

I would have to just cross that bridge when I came to it.

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Why I Read (Myth)

April 23, 2009

I read books because they me away from myself. I read because reading is my sweet escape from a troubled life. I read because it gives me joy. I read because reading lets me feel all feelings…anger, sadness, joy, love…

It makes my heart sing. It makes my heart cry. I feel purest ecstasy. I feel purest agony.

I am a pirate, sailing the blue seas.

I am a ballerina, twirling on the tips of my toes and leaping through the air.

I can be whatever I want to be, and I can go wherever I want to go.

Be it deserts, or icelands, meadows or mountains…I am somewhere else. I am no longer tied down. My weights fall away…I am flying!

All from the comforts of the top of my bed, a book in my hands, I can disappear. . I may seem to only sit for a few moments, but in my mind I’ve been gone for years. Centuries.

You may see me, but I won’t be there.

I’ll be far away.

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Heads up

April 22, 2009

Hey ya’ll!

I’m just posting this to say that there are in fact two new chaps of AKF-

Chapter Eight: Fear’s Long Fingers

Chapter Nine: The Haunting

you just have to look at the dashboard because there are lots of new posts so you can’t see they’re actually there anymore :)

just givin’ ya’ll a heads up!!!

and hopefully i can have chap. ten out soon…

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i love to write!!!! sorry-i just love it!!!!!!

:D

thanks for all your help so far! please keep in mind that this author loves critters-they’re better than a much craved gift at christmas! :D

over and out,

Myth

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Vanity by Alilybit <3

April 22, 2009

WOW u guys have been busy!! LOL :D

LOVE IT ALL!!! :D U GUYS ARE AMAZING!!KJl;kjdfl;askdjfasdf

 

 

I glance into the mirror

but quickly turn away 

For what I see

and what I want

are two completely different things

No- I don’t thing I am ugly

No- I don’t think that I am plain

for I am clearly special

in my own unique and peculiar way

But still- I mean just look!

There’s nothing extroidinary

Nothing beautiful

Nothing that just says “Wow!”

Just an average pretty girl

Yes- I am content

with who I am

with the way I look

But somewhere deep inside I wish-just wish

that I was something more

Categories: Poetry.

Why Can’t Friends Stay Friends Forever? (Myth)

April 22, 2009

As we grow up
And we grow old
Sometimes we drift apart
It is this very aspect
That fairly breaks my heart.

“Why can’t friends
Stay friends forever?”
I murmur softly
As my tears silently fall
“Why can’t they stay close through it all?”

I don’t know the answer
I know I never shall
But I hope with all my heart
That I and the rest of my friends
Shall stick close together until the very end.

Author’s note: Hey ya’ll! I can’t remember if I have put this up yet…and it’s not very good, but bear with me!!! <3 crittys are soooooooooooo so so so welcome!!!!! peace out! over and out, myth

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The Seasons (Myth)

April 22, 2009

God made the seasons
Spring and summer
Fall and winter
Each one so different.

Spring is joyous
Lively and bright
Colors explode all around
And things come back to life.

Summer, although, is hot and sticky
The sun shines so brightly
It floats high in the sky
Time for a long, long swim.

Fall comes softly
Red, orange and gold
Leaves flutter to the ground
Trees start to fall asleep.

Winter is cold
Bitter and barren-the sun hides
Gales blow, and snowflakes fall
Everything turns brown and dies.

But never fear
Spring will come again
You’ll notice the sweet, subtle changes
As green things poke their heads up through the earth.

God made a masterpiece
When He made Earth
And the seasons so unique-
Doesn’t it all amaze you?

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I’d Really Rather Not (Myth)

April 22, 2009

Soccer practice, soccer practice,
Usually not great
I’d rather dine with pterodactyls
It I really hate.

You seem to run around for hours
Just to kick a ball
No time to stop and smell the flowers
Oftentimes not nice at all.

But then again it can be fun
Just preferably not in the cold
It’s much, much better in the sun…
And now my tale has been told.

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Guess Who?

April 22, 2009

Restless Tonight

Long grew the shadows o’er the quilts wrapped so gently around me

Sparkling lights drifted near, falling from the stars so softly

Ever shone the bright moon, singing the nightly whispers

And my resting eyes watched the night’s slow dancing

*

Ever more the long night settled on my sleepless form so thickly

Dreamy islands wrapped in mist were never further from me

Never came the sweet surrender of the wakeful whimpers

My ne’r closing eyes feverishly renounced drooping

*

My mind worn with storms, with being thrown over life’s sea

Cried out for respite, but refused to rest, endlessly tormenting me

Long I laid there, dreamless, sleepless, thrown into dead stupors

Not gaining even rest from my bed, no escape, only tossing

*

Long has a memory tortured my sleep, for in my mind I see

What was left behind in the ashes of my past, it e’er haunts me

With tears, ever cornering me with fear announced by harpers

Diamonds of guilt and crystals of remorse, silent weeping

*

Moving ahead to worlds unexplored has chained me down with its fee

Drowning in my quiet tears, will I ever from longing for the past be free?

Or will I dissolve in my grief, dragged down with my tempers

That spring from my hopes, my dreams, their denial of crying

*

Then splashes of color bubbled across the sky, like boiling, blood red tea

The reviving of dawn and light shouted a tender, shouting reminder to me

That there is a God, and He will save me from the ensnaring vipers

That threaten to choke hope from my veins, He restores dreaming

*

Let my heart let go of its sorrow! Let peace once again flow through me

Never again may I fall into the shadows of pain and guilt—He saves me

Though my tears remain unquenched, I am not always among sleepers

But may it be said, that even with broken heart, I am e’er singing

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Revisiting the Past

April 22, 2009

REVISITING THE PAST: A SAMPLE OF POETRY FROM EACH YEAR

The Oddity’s Music

Document of Poetry from ages 11-13 (click if you want to download, not that you’d want to:P)

No Names (age 11)

There is no name for a moonbeam

For the tender light e’er streaming down

Somehow whispering with silent bow

Softly caressing with no strength

*

There is no name for the ocean

Azure waves of gentle paradise

Or the strength of a million souls

Lapping, snapping, resting, shouting

*

There is no name for a dream

Soft whisper of truth ringing

Vivid pictures flying, smiling

Darkness, shadows, cheerful, light

*

There is no name for life

Its tumults and scales, its shouts, its whispers

Caressing, tender sweetness, or shouting out with all the voices

Hush, hush, – vivid, darkness, shadows, light, cheer

There are no names.

Night (age 11 or 12)

The whispering thoughts of night

Chase away with fairy footfalls

The tender sleep without a fight

Drifting with mists, it softly calls

Me.

Homeless Streets (age 13)

The streets have no home,

Reaching, reaching to what they cannot find

Ever and always will roam

The Mystery of Things (age 13)

Dark is the sky, patterned with no stars

The moon hides its face from me tonight

The only lights I see are from cars

Or street lights,

All Edison’s.

Where is nature? It hides from me in shadow

But under light its beauty breaks,

Deserted by its companions,

Is it not for me, then, since I cannot see it?

Or is the mystery for me, not the thing?

Or the knowledge that it is still there?

Not to be touched,

But there.

Self Portrait (early 14)

There I am—
My pencil poised over a blank piece of paper
The kind of paper that rules my life, and once filled
empties again

There I am—
Wondering at myself, my frizzy hair, my chewed nails
Wondering, not hating. Its a pact I’ve made with my outside self,
To like it

There I am—
Bending back to the paper, interest in my profile gone.
More words and words to puzzle into sense, for that’s who I am,
A writer

WOW! I’ve changed so much! funny to read back! I had lots of strange notions bigger than my head when I was twelve and eleven… hmm… Hey, i’d be fun if each of you did the same thing! Stick on some of your olllldd works

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“How sweetly imagination”

April 22, 2009

by Miracle

How sweetly imagination

Coaxes out the soul

Beckons beyond the lengthy reach

Of timidity’s control

*

Simplicity both its statute

And its eminence

Between the scholar and the child

It has no preference

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Sticks and Stones

April 22, 2009

by Miracle

Venom slashes like whips on my back,

I’m lashed to the post by my dreams.

Who would have guessed that a dream would kill me?

I stay where I am for I hope, for I hope

*

Slash! Slash! Whips down my back

Fifty lashes for another’s poison words

I scream, I cry, but no one hears as they kill

I stay where I am for I hope, for I hope

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Glass

April 22, 2009

by Miracle

AN: I wrote this when I was grounded for two months, every once in a while my brother would look at WE and he’d leave it up…then I could see you all living and laughing… but I was all alone… :)

I’m in a room of reflecting glass

I can see you, but you’re blind to me

Alone and lonely, alas, alas

Fists on cold walls, I storm

*

People are laughing beyond the glass

I smile eagerly, I yearn to play too

But no one knows, alas, alas

In such chill silence, I storm

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To Dance with Danger (Downloadable)

April 22, 2009

To Dance with Danger – Versiona Dos

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By Myself

April 22, 2009

Hello?

Anyone there?

Anybody home?

Am I all alone?

It seems so.

But I don’t know

Can anyone hear me

Or are you quite gone?

Hellooooooooooo?

Guess I’m alone.

:D

GUYS COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S NO FUN BEING ON THIS SITE BY MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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over and out,

myth

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Chapter Nine: The Haunting (The Flames-They Dance-Myth-AKF P3)

April 21, 2009

It was as if I got a fever overnight. One day I was just in pain, and the next I was tossing and turning and feeling so hot it was like someone was smothering me with a million blankets. It was terrible…and Mara and the others weren’t sure what to do.

I would hear them speaking in hushed tones. “We’ve already tried that,” Mara would say to a teary-eyed Aaliyah. “That herb doesn’t grow anywhere around here,” she’d said to a stony-faced Adan. I was slipping away.

Today had been just one of those days, and Adan had hurriedly left my room for no apparent reason…but I knew he was going somewhere by himself to sob his heart out. He didn’t want to lose me. I wished I could assure him everything would be alright, but I simply wasn’t sure it would be this time.

I was lying in the bed on my stomach (my wounds were on the back of my body), all alone. Everyone thought I was asleep finally, but I wasn’t. I hadn’t slept for quite awhile. What I really wanted was Adan to come be with me, but I knew he needed to be alone and get a grip on himself. I also knew he just didn’t want to scare me by getting sad about my possibly dying…but the truth was, not much could scare me, at least in the way of dying. I had nearly died so many times I had lost count. It was almost a way of life.

Aaleyah…a voice called in my head.

Aaliyah? I thought.

No; not Aaliyah…your mother…the voice said.

My heart nearly stopped beating. My mother was talking to me in my mind? But she was dead!

It can’t be you, I thought back.

But it is, my dear! the voice said. It’s me! I’m outside-come see me…

Outside? I thought in disbelief.

Yes, darling, the voice said. It rang through my head, and it did sound exactly like my mother.

You want me to come see you outside? I thought, slipping into a trance-like state.

Yes, Aaleyah. Come and see me! We haven’t seen each longer for so long…the voice said (my mother said).

Alright…I’ll be right there…I thought. I looked around; no one was in the room with me except for Adan, and he was in a deep sleep. He sat in the chair next to the bed, and his head was resting on the bed. It was also the middle of the night, and if I was quiet I could slip outside, unnoticed.

I cautiously sat up, not even noticing the pain in my shoulder and calf. It seemed to disappear. My mother was alive! She really was alive! I carefully got off of the bed, making sure not to shake it too much so that Adan wouldn’t wake up.

I went over to the one window in the room. I carefully opened it and then climbed out, keeping an eye on Adan the whole time. He was still asleep.

As soon as I was out, I carefully closed the window. Where are you, Mother? I thought in my head.

Over here, darling, I heard her call in her sing-songy voice from the edge of the forest at the other side of the house.

As I went, the wind blew hard, whipping my hair and dress around…but strangely, I didn’t feel the cold, nor did I notice the snow start falling softly.

I’m coming, Mama, I thought.

Quickly, before they notice you are gone, my mother thought.

I’m trying, but my leg seems to not be working so well…I think I did something to it, I thought, looking down at my leg. I couldn’t feel any pain, but I seemed to limp.

I’m sure it’s fine-just hurry, she thought. I just want to have you in my arms again.

And I want to have you in my arms again, I thought, an expectant smile coming to my lips.

Only a few more moments, and I would have her in my arms!

~

Something cold settled on the back of Adan’s neck. He awoke with a start to find a chilling wind blowing in through a small crack in the window (it had not been closed all of the way), along with a few flakes of snow.

“I’m sorry, love-I’ll go close that,” he whispered, sitting up and rubbing his face.

But he suddenly became very still, and, with a sickening jolt, realized something.

Aaleyah was not lying in the bed in front of him.

Standing up so fast he knocked his chair over, he rushed to the window just in time to see a bit of Aaleyah’s dress blowing in the wind. She disappeared around the corner of the house, headed to the back of it.

He grabbed his sword and raced from the room. “Shastara-did you let her go outside?” he demanded of a sleepy Shastara.

“N-no…” he said, looking confused.

“Quickly-open the door!” Adan said frantically. “Get my father!”

Adan ran outside, not even bothering with the porch steps. He just leaped down and ran around to the back of the house.

~

Mother? Is it really you? I thought as I came to a stop at the back of the house. My mother stood just a few yards away, just at the edge of the trees (of the forest).

It is-come here! I have missed you so! my mother thought, holding out her arms to me.

But just before I could take another step forward, I felt strong arms around my waist, holding me back.

Holding me back from my mother, who I hadn’t seen for close to seven years.

“No! Let me go!” I cried, struggling to break free. But whoever held me back was just too strong, and my limbs felt sluggish. They didn’t hurt, but they felt so strange…

“Aaleyah! Stop-it’s me!” a voice said. I turned around to get a look at my captor.

It was that man that been sleeping by my bed in a chair. I couldn’t even remember his name now, but his face seemed familiar. Still, he -now seemingly a stranger- was holding me back from my mother.

Let-me-go,” I said, saying each word separately and slowly (stressing each word).

The man didn’t respond; he just started to drag me away. Then suddenly two other men came running around the corner, one my captor’s age and the other much older. They saw my captor and me and came toward us as if to assist him.

No! I would not let this happen!

I elbowed my captor in the gut, causing him to gasp and loosen his grip for a moment. I took the chance and wriggled out of his arms.

Run, Aaleyah! my mother thought.

I stumbled forward, my left leg completely numb now. It was so numb it could have not been there at all and I wouldn’t have noticed.

Something slammed into me, and I fell to the ground with it on top of me. Then I realized it must be my captor and I struggled to get away again.

“Love, it’s me! Calm down!” I heard him say as he held me down. Why was he calling me that? I didn’t even know-

Suddenly everything came back to me so fast it made my head spin.

It was as if I was waking up from a long sleep. My head felt groggy, and my limbs hurt so badly. “Wh-what’s going on…?” I said, my tongue thick and heavy again.

Adan quickly got off of me and then gently looked at my wounds. I could feel blood trickling from them; all of my movement and then Adan diving into me must have reopened them. “Oh, Aaleyah,” he breathed. He sounded close to tears.

Then he was scooping me up in his arms. I put my head against his chest, suddenly so dizzy. Then suddenly I remembered something and brought my head back up. “My mother!” I exclaimed. “My mother was standing over-” I turned my head. There was no one there, except for someone maybe hidden in the trees, waiting to kill us. What had I been doing?

“She was never really there, my love,” Adan murmured. “She is dead; remember?”

I suddenly moaned as a horrible wave of pain went through me. Adan quickened his pace toward the house, Shastara and Japheth on either side of him.

“She’s burning up, Son,” Japheth said, feeling my forehead. “We need to hurry.” His voice seemed to come from far away.

They quickly got me inside, and Adan laid me on the bed again. Shastara hurried to close the window, and Mara brought new bandages and hot water.

She and Adan quickly got me cleaned up, and then Mara gave me some more of a special herb that would help fight infection. I was so cold…chills shook my body non-stop.

It didn’t matter how many blankets they put on me; it didn’t work. At last Adan laid beside me and put his arms around me to give me some of his warmth. That helped me feel warmer, and it also helped me calm down. I was shaken up from what had just happened.

Aaliyah was so afraid I was going to die any second. She cried silently as she stood in Shastara’s embrace and he swayed her gently.

“She was so real,” I whispered to Adan, still in shock. My head was turned toward him, and I could see that he was trying to put a clamp on his fear. I must have scared him greatly, disappearing like that. “I’m sorry. It was as if I was under a spell…I didn’t feel any pain when I moved, and all I could think about was her.”

“I know, my heart,” Adan said, stroking my face. “I’m not angry at you; I’m just relieved you’re alright.”

“I miss her so much,” I said, a tear trickling down my face. “Adan, what if the Dark One was the one that just conjured up my mother, and the one that had me under a spell? What if he does it again?” My heartbeat quickened as my fear grew greater.

“Ssh,” Adan whispered, putting his arms tighter around me. “You’re alright now. Just relax.” He kissed me gently, and I clung to him. He was like my life boat in the stormy sea of life.

Whatever was going on, it didn’t bode well.

Not at all.

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Chapter Eight: Fear’s Long Fingers (The Flames-They Dance-Myth-AKF P3)

April 21, 2009

Over the next few days, Adan was constantly by my side. I knew, though, from all the questions he was asking me about the men, that he was going after them. As soon as I gave him a good enough description, one of these days he would leave the house and go…do something to them. The thought scared me while at the same time comforting me.

Shastara’s healing had not come back, and now Aaliyah and I could not use our fire hardly at all. It would abruptly come and go-we could never be sure if it was there.

I wondered if it was the Dark One at work. Who else could be taking away our abilities? It made no sense.

It had been nearly five days since I had been attacked, and I was-of course-still lying in the bed I had been placed in. I wanted to get up and move around, but I knew it would cause me great agony to do so.

All of this was placing great stress on Aaliyah. She wasn’t sleeping as much as she should have been, and it was if Ilana could sense her discomfort as she screamed day and night. A few moments of quiet from her were rare, and I knew if Aaliyah would just relax a bit, then her daughter would probably go back to her quiet, happy self.

But how could she relax? Her stupid sister kept getting into scrapes, and her life was threatened. She was also lying wounded on a bed, unable to move or do anything stressful.

I hated myself for my weakness; my helplessness. I cursed myself for not heeding my loved ones’ words, and for not telling Adan when I had first suspected something. I didn’t want him to have to think twice before trusting me. I was such a failure.

If only I had known what an awful thing was about to happen, I could have prepared myself for the shock of it.

But I didn’t know, and when it happened, I couldn’t believe it.

It couldn’t be real.

~

“No! You can’t go! I won’t let you!” Aaliyah said, barring my way to the door. I winced as I, unattended, sat up and put my feet on the floor. The room spun slightly.

Earlier that day, we had gotten a visitor(this was when we were beginning to worry about Adan not being home; he had gone out to chop wood). The man had said that they were holding Adan hostage, and unless I turned myself over to them, they would kill him. He had also said if we tried to do anything to him or kill him, that when he wasn’t back by a certain time, his men would kill Adan, so basically, we were trapped.

Everyone said that Adan would not want me to do this, but I ignored them. I would literally sneak out of the house if I had to.

They certainly weren’t making it easy. “Aaliyah, he is my husband. I have to save him.  They can do what they want to me. I am going to save him,” I said stubbornly.

“Shastara!” she called, ignoring my words. “Get in here fast! She’s going to try to leave!”

Shasara came running in. His face had a no-nonsense expression on it, and I knew this was going to be hard. But I would not let the people that had Adan kill him just because I was injured.

“Aaleyah, you are not going,” he said wearily. He and Aaliyah had been dealing with this from me from the past few hours.

Mara and Japheth, thankfully, were not home to also try and stop me. They were both in town, meeting with the council again. I knew that if I was going to leave I had to do it before they got back.

“Yes, I am,” I said, gripping one of the legs of the bed as I stood. The room spun fast now, but after a few moments, it stopped.

“I don’t care if we have to tie you to that bed! You’re not going!” he said, taking a step toward me.

“This is ridiculous! If someone had Aaliyah and said that they would kill her if you didn’t turn yourself over to them, would you lie in a bed and do nothing? I don’t think so!” I said in annoyance.

Shastara seemed to think about this for a minute. “No. You’re not going. We still don’t even know if they have Adan. It could be that he got lost…or saw someone he knew and got into a deep conversation,” Shastara said.

“Yes, I am, but first of all, he wouldn’t get lost. He grew up in these woods. Second, Adan has hardly left my side for five seconds. You know how he is! Do you really think he would just stand around and talk to someone?” I said. It was all so obvious.

“You can’t know that for sure! Maybe he wasn’t able to get away from the person,” Shastara said.

“You’re catching on now!” I said sarcastically. “That is exactly his problem! He can’t get away from whoever has him!”

“Come on, Aaleyah! You know that Adan would want us to keep you from going, and if we really have to tie you to a bed or hold you down to keep you from going, we will,” Shastara said firmly.

I knew he was right, of course. He was getting to know Adan well. “What would you propose we do?” I asked, thinking of any way I could get out that door.

“We will wait until Japheth gets back and talk it over with him. Getting yourself killed wouldn’t help anything, and I know that once Adan sees you turn yourself over to whoever has him, he will want to die. You’re his life, Aaleyah. Don’t be rash,” Shastara said.

He was right again, but I couldn’t do nothing!

Just then-unfortunately for me-Japheth and Mara got back. Now I really wasn’t going anywhere. Wonderful.

“Aaleyah, lie back down on that bed this instant,” Mara said firmly. A look of great relief passed over Shastara’s face, and I could tell Aaliyah was just as relieved as she followed them into the room.

“No! You can’t make me! I have to go after him!” I cried, trying to shove my way past them.

“Stop this!” Mara shouted, shocking everyone in the room, including herself. She lowered her voice, and suddenly she looked much older than she was. “He is our son, Aaleyah. Don’t you think we are worried for him?”

“Then why aren’t you doing anything?” I said.

“Because we know our son, and we know that if we let you go after him, he will never forgive us. He would want us to keep you here-you know it, and we know it. You cannot go. We have to make a plan. Shastara and Japheth can try following that man’s tracks or searching for Adan, but you cannot go. You can’t, Aaleyah. You won’t,” Mara said quietly, but with such a strength in her voice I knew there was no way I could leave. They really would force me to stay.

“That’s not good enough! They won’t find him-those men aren’t stupid!” I cried, tears now coming to my eyes.

“Which is exactly why they know how to play on your emotions. They know how to get you to come to them,” Japheth said in his deep voice. “What can you do anyway, Aaleyah? You are injured.”

“But they could be doing something horrible to him! What if they are torturing him? What if he is already dead? We’ll never know if we don’t do something! Please let me go!” I sobbed.

Just then we heard someone coming into the house. Shastara drew his sword and went out of the room, Japheth in tow.

“Are you planning to kill me?” a voice said, chuckling.

Then Adan walked into the room. I gave a strangled sob before I stumbled into his arms.

“Wha-what’s going on?” Adan said, shocked and confused as he hugged me. “What is wrong?”

“A man said…he said they had you and were going to kill you!” I sobbed. “They said if I didn’t turn myself over to them, then we would n-never see you again!”

“I had to search around for the right sized tree to chop down-that was what kept me,” Adan said. His eyes turned dark and angry. “You didn’t let her go out there, did you?” he asked the others.

“No, but it wasn’t easy keeping her in here,” Mara said.

Adan turned his gaze back to me. “Aaleyah, I don’t care if something like that actually happens-you will not give yourself over to someone to be killed just to save me. I will not have it,” he said firmly. I just kept crying in his arms, ignoring my pain that was coming back strongly now that I was standing.

“We tried to tell her that. We thought it was true too, but we were going to come up with a plan and then go looking for you, but Aaleyah started going crazy with wanting to save you so much-not that you ever needed saving though,” Shastara said.

I had been sobbing this whole time, and Adan gently picked me up and put me back in the bed. I clung to him, almost afraid that if I let go for even a moment, I would lose him.

“Aaleyah,” he whispered, sitting down in the chair next to my bed. He put his head by mine on the pillow, and he put his arm around me. “It’s okay now. I’m here-nothing bad is happening. Calm down, love,” he murmured soothingly.

“I just can’t bear to lose you!” I said, still clinging to his neck.

“And I can’t bear to lose you,” he murmured back, “but there is nothing wrong now. You’re going to make yourself feel worse. Please calm down, my heart. It’s all okay now.” He stroked my cheek with one of his fingers.

His quiet, murmuring voice did calm me down, and I felt my eyelids growing heavy. Still holding on to him, I slowly drifted off to sleep…

~

Adan carefully unwrapped Aaleyah’s arm from his neck. He covered her with a blanket, and then he stood to go speak with his father and Shastara.

“Do you realize if you hadn’t been able to keep her here she would have been killed?” Adan said, fear and relief both filling him at the same time. He shouldn’t have ever left Aaleyah’s side.

“I know, Son,” Japheth said, putting his hand on his son’s shoulder. “But let’s not dwell on the past. It’s over now.”

“Aye, maybe so, but they will try again. They’ll stop at nothing to see her dead, superstitious fools that they are,” Adan said. Why did the people of the town have to question everything? Why could they never just listen ?

“Which is why we will all be here to protect her,” Japheth said.

“Aye,” Shastara said. “We also need to keep Aaliyah out of sight. If they realize that she is related to the woman they think is a witch, and that furthermore she looks exactly the same, they will really go insane.”

“He’s right,” Adan said, worry creasing his brow once more. “We need to make sure they both stay in this house for now, and that, if they go out at all, they have one of us men with them.”

“And I say we should start keeping watch throughout the night,” Japheth said.

“Until Aaleyah is a bit better, I think maybe I should just sit by her all the time, or at least as much as I can. It seems to help her rest easier,” Adan said.

“Then for now Shastara and I can keep watch,” Japheth said. “Remember, the Light will conquer the Darkness one day. This won’t go on forever.”

That did give Adan a bit of hope, and hope was a great vitality in these dark days.

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