Yes, our low-self-esteemed singer is back! Now that the contest is over and everything, I thought I’d send out (FINALLY) the fifth chapter of Shy Melodies. OH MY GOSH IT’S BEEN SO LONG. I spent like all day working on my stories. First I was organizing every little detail of my folders on writely, then I was picking which story to go with, then I was working on some other stuff, then suddenly it was time for Hanukkah, and then I got back to Shy Melodies and here you go! I’d better stop cause I’m rampling.
Well, here you go! Hope you like!
Hearts!
Jules
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CH. 5
I didn’t think about it. I just instinctively locked myself into escape mode. I grabbed Alexis’s hand and pulled her with me, running the other way as fast as possible. I eventually let go of her and got faster with her keeping pace with me surprisingly. Nonetheless, there wasn’t much time to think about it, because I was sure the boys had pursued us. I was sure of that. I slowed down from getting tired, but my legs still wanted to flee like a mouse from any trouble.
I think we ran only about a half of a mile before I actually stopped. I turned around, hoping I didn’t lose Alexis on the way. She was right behind me, bent over, catching her breath. I sympathetically stared at her, wondering if I’d run her too far.
“What the heck…did you do that for?” she said between breathes. “I had to get to the post office! This got me nowhere! Thanks for saving me though, not that you did me any good.” She stood up and straightened herself. “Now if you don’t mind, I need to get back to the post office, where I can mail this letter,” she took an envelope out of her pocket, unfolded it, and waved it in my face. “and then go back to my mother and explain why I’m so incredibly late, then go home.” her eyes were brownish.
And with that, Alexis turned around and started walking back the way we’d come, making it look like she was almost trying not to look back and ask me which way to go. When she reached the first intersection, which was a little way down the road and stopped. She stood there and I stood back where she’d left me, then she turned around to look at me with an embarrassed look on her face.
“Which way should I go?” she admitted. I ended up walking her all the way back to the post office, and then to her where her mother was waiting. I don’t think her mother likes me very much. She gave me a glare as soon as I walked in with her girl. I guess she gave Alexis a deal of questions on what happened after I left.
Life. It stinks. My music hasn’t been stolen in a while, but the problem is that the music won’t come to me, among other things. I can’t think of any new lyrics, melodies, chords, it just isn’t here. My whole musical sense has completely left me. I’ve been trying as hard as I can, but nothing has happened for the better. This afternoon I was in my room, playing the accompaniment to my favorite one, but I just didn’t feel the effect it usually has on me. I fear music has just left my life completely. That’s only one problem though. We got new seats in English, my one class with Andrea that I have every day, and she was going to sit next to me, but she’s been absent since the day before seat changes. That’s four days. I’m concerned and afraid. Have both my musical sense and Andrea left my life or something? Now it almost seams possible, is the thing.
Then again, I guess it’s okay that Andrea hasn’t been in school, because I get to spend more time with Alexis, and I guess that’s a good thing, right?
It was Saturday when I decided to go hang out at the book store. There wasn’t much else that could take my mind off life. So I went. My mom was overjoyed to see me go outside on my own free will before the afternoon started.
The little bells on the handle of the large oak door of the bookstore jingled as I stepped inside, toward the tall shelves of books. I inhaled, smiling to myself at the smell of so many books. Yes, books have smell. Every book does. Some smell horrible, some sweet, some bitter, but when you have a large collection of books all in one concentrated area, the smells mix and mingle and it has a beautiful smell.
I picked a random book off the shelf and opened the book, beginning to absorb myself in the book.
“Liam?” I jolted back to awareness, glancing around to see where my name had come from. My eyes rested on the surprised face of Alexis, peeking from around the corner of a bookcase a few feet in front of me.
“Oh, hey Alexis.” I sighed with relief, though I still would have preferred it to be Andrea who found me. I studied Alexis’ face for a moment, to see what color her eyes were. Her eyes had, yet again, changed to a pale green, just a tint lighter than my own.
“Why are you searching my face?” she asked innocently. Her eyes grew darker a shade.
“Actually, I wanted to talk to you,” I started, pausing to see if her eyes would change again. They did, to orange. She stepped forward, to come nearer to me. “about your eyes.”
“What about my eyes?” the shade of orange deepened to an orange-bronze.
“They change color.”
Her eyes went nearly black the second I said that. Alarm washed over her face, and she blinked it away quickly, composing her face to look normal.
“No they don’t. My eyes don’t change color.”
“Yes, they do. They change with your mood, it seems, I guess.”
“No, Liam, my eyes don’t change color.” She moved closer, her eyes narrowing as she tried to keep them from going ebony.
“I’m sure they do. I’ve been watching them.”
Alexis cornered me against the wall, blocking my sides with her outstretched arms.
“No, Liam, my eyes do not change color.” her hard stare burned into my eyes as she hissed each word out so quietly she was hardly audible. “Forget whatever is going through your head and making you think this, because my eyes are not changing, okay?”
“Why are you getting so defensive about it, if it’s not true?”
Her eyes went ebony. She looked to the side and let her arms drop. She turned her head back to face me.
“Forget it.” her eyes couldn’t go a shade darker if she tried, I could tell. “Don’t think about it. My eyes don’t change color. You’re delusional and making this up. Ask anyone else if my eyes change color. They don’t see it. Ask Harry, Tony, Andrea,” I bit the inside of my lower lip when she said Andrea’s name. “I don’t care who you ask. None of them will tell you that my eyes change color. You want to know why? Because they don’t. I have a temper, so maybe that’s what’s making you think that, but you know you’re wrong, okay? You’re incorrect. Don’t bring it up again.”
Alexis took a step back, turned to leave into another aisle, and I took a moment to take in the last minute. I didn’t come back up from against the wall until I was sure she was probably on the other side of the store or gone completely.
Did it mean, what she’d said, that there was something wrong with me? Was my brain really different from every other person’s? Maybe it was. Maybe there really was something wrong with me.
I picked my book back up, reading again. I couldn’t absorb myself into it though. I was disconcerted. Couldn’t keep concentration. Thanks to Alexis, I couldn’t keep my head on straight. Thanks to my idiotically curious side, I now could not concentrate on my book. Terrific, stupendous, amazing. Just perfect, actually. Except, the opposite.
I came to read, not to get sidetracked and confused.
So, I placed the book back on the shelf, and started searching the store for Alexis. I walked past aisle after aisle of books, then found her in the back of the store, pretending to look busy with searching through books. I caught her eye and it turned from blue to burning amber. I felt a shudder go down my spine as she glared at me coldly.
“What do you want, Liam?” she growled through her slit of a mouth.
“I don’t know,” I answered honestly, “I guess I just wanted to tell you I’m sorry I ever brought it up. It was really not cool of me to be so persistent if I’m wrong,” which I’m not, I added to myself, “and I know it’s not a good idea to make people angry, so I’m sorry. Can you let it go?”
Alexis obviously wasn’t looking for that, and her face took on a look of shock. Her eyes turned, or didn’t, pale pink. I’d never seen that color on her eyes before.
“Are you okay?” I asked. She was pretty much frozen in place.
“Y-Yeah, I’m fine,” she said, shaking her head back and forth to clear it. Her eyes turned, or didn’t according to her, a deeper pink.
“Are you sure?”
“Of course. I’m completely fine. Nothing’s wrong.”
“I hate to ask, but why did you get all defensive earlier when I guessed wrong?”
Alexis’s eyes deepened to an orange.
“What do you mean?” Alexis tried to cover it. God, couldn’t she just admit I was right? Or maybe I could admit that I was wrong, already? Either would appeal to me.
“Why’d you get all defensive? I mean, you don’t have to answer if you’d rather not, but I would like to hear an answer.”
“Because I’d never heard something so dumb come out of your mouth,” she hissed at me, “I’m not used to you sounding so dumb when you talk.”
I glared at her, insulted.
“Hey, you don’t always sound dumb. I just said I’m not used to you sounding like that today. I never said you sound dumb all the time.”
“Often enough, I bet.”
“Often enough what?”
“I probably sound dumb often enough for it to be right that I’m dumb.”
“I never said that!” her eyes grew half a shade darker.
“Sh, we’re in a book store,” I warned her.
“Sorry. Anyway, let’s get off this subject; it’s only making us both annoyed.”
“Gladly,” I said. Alexis’s eyes lightened a great deal at that, coming up to a pink again, not as light as the beginning though. “So, do you have to get back to your mother again after this, or are you here alone?”
“Alone. I’ve got all day.”
“Cool,” I paused after that. What now? Did I really want to keep this going? I felt like I wanted to stay. I felt like I wanted to hang out with her. How could I put that into words? How was I supposed to say that I wanted to spend the day with her? “So, uh, you want to hang out today, since you’ve got the whole day to yourself?”
Alexis’s eyes lightened at least ten shades, till the irises were just the palest pink I’d ever seen. She didn’t say anything at first.
“You mean, like a… date?” she took forever to let out the last word.
I was taken aback. It shocked me. I didn’t know that was the conclusion she’d come to. Was that really what it was? I didn’t think so. No, I couldn’t have been asking myself for a date.
“N-No, just hanging out.”
“Oh,” Alexis seemed a bit more relaxed, and her eyes turned a few shades darker, just to a normal light pink, “Right. That’s good. Sure, where to?”
“I dunno, whatever you like.”
“I don’t know my way around the whole town well enough yet, so you can choose.”
“No, it’s completely your choice. I insist.”
And it went on like that until we agreed on the park. I led her there. The whole time, I stayed away from talking about her eyes, though I kept on searching them for any dark colors the whole time. They stayed pinkish all the while.
The first thing I did when we got there, I passed by the bench, disregarding it pretty much completely, and headed straight for a tree a few feet away I could climb. I’m normally not so great with sports and physical activity, but climbing trees was different. I could climb any tree. The only physical sport I could do right was climb. Not mountain climbing, not climbing on a hike, just trees. Stairs did not count. I was all the way on the third to tallest branch by the time Alexis even questioned me. I was pretty high up, and she looked so short down there, I laughed quickly, then answered, “It’s the only sport I can do right,” and she laughed with me.
“You can climb well. How long have you been climbing?”
“‘Bout a year, I suppose. Maybe less,” I estimated, “Can you climb?”
“Yeah, sort of. Can I join you up there?”
“If you can make it,” I joked, and she grabbed hold of the tree, beginning to climb.
Alexis shifted each foot into just the right place with every step. She made every movement graceful and swift, and I was instantly jealous of how well she could climb.
And then, as she tried to grip the branch I’d rested my feet on, she misplaced her hand, and pulled me out of the tree.
I was in too much shock to scream, as I tumbled down, falling through and between branches, toward the ground. And, when I felt myself crash onto the ground with a loud thud, my head hit the ground hardest of all. I swore under my breath.
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Oh yes, and for those of you who were totally confused at the beginning of this because it’s been so long, you can probably go back like five pages to find chapter four and then it’ll all make sense. See ya!
Hearts!
Jules
PS: Happy eighth night of Hanukkah! <3
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