Shy Melodies (Chapter 5) FINALLY!!!!!

December 28, 2008

Yes, our low-self-esteemed singer is back! Now that the contest is over and everything, I thought I’d send out (FINALLY) the fifth chapter of Shy Melodies. OH MY GOSH IT’S BEEN SO LONG. I spent like all day working on my stories. First I was organizing every little detail of my folders on writely, then I was picking which story to go with, then I was working on some other stuff, then suddenly it was time for Hanukkah, and then I got back to Shy Melodies and here you go! I’d better stop cause I’m rampling. ;) Well, here you go! Hope you like!

Hearts!

Jules

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CH. 5

I didn’t think about it. I just instinctively locked myself into escape mode. I grabbed Alexis’s hand and pulled her with me, running the other way as fast as possible. I eventually let go of her and got faster with her keeping pace with me surprisingly. Nonetheless, there wasn’t much time to think about it, because I was sure the boys had pursued us. I was sure of that. I slowed down from getting tired, but my legs still wanted to flee like a mouse from any trouble.
I think we ran only about a half of a mile before I actually stopped. I turned around, hoping I didn’t lose Alexis on the way. She was right behind me, bent over, catching her breath. I sympathetically stared at her, wondering if I’d run her too far.
“What the heck…did you do that for?” she said between breathes. “I had to get to the post office! This got me nowhere! Thanks for saving me though, not that you did me any good.” She stood up and straightened herself. “Now if you don’t mind, I need to get back to the post office, where I can mail this letter,” she took an envelope out of her pocket, unfolded it, and waved it in my face. “and then go back to my mother and explain why I’m so incredibly late, then go home.” her eyes were brownish.
And with that, Alexis turned around and started walking back the way we’d come, making it look like she was almost trying not to look back and ask me which way to go. When she reached the first intersection, which was a little way down the road and stopped. She stood there and I stood back where she’d left me, then she turned around to look at me with an embarrassed look on her face.
“Which way should I go?” she admitted. I ended up walking her all the way back to the post office, and then to her where her mother was waiting. I don’t think her mother likes me very much. She gave me a glare as soon as I walked in with her girl. I guess she gave Alexis a deal of questions on what happened after I left.

Life. It stinks. My music hasn’t been stolen in a while, but the problem is that the music won’t come to me, among other things. I can’t think of any new lyrics, melodies, chords, it just isn’t here. My whole musical sense has completely left me. I’ve been trying as hard as I can, but nothing has happened for the better. This afternoon I was in my room, playing the accompaniment to my favorite one, but I just didn’t feel the effect it usually has on me. I fear music has just left my life completely. That’s only one problem though. We got new seats in English, my one class with Andrea that I have every day, and she was going to sit next to me, but she’s been absent since the day before seat changes. That’s four days. I’m concerned and afraid. Have both my musical sense and Andrea left my life or something? Now it almost seams possible, is the thing.
Then again, I guess it’s okay that Andrea hasn’t been in school, because I get to spend more time with Alexis, and I guess that’s a good thing, right?
It was Saturday when I decided to go hang out at the book store. There wasn’t much else that could take my mind off life. So I went. My mom was overjoyed to see me go outside on my own free will before the afternoon started.
The little bells on the handle of the large oak door of the bookstore jingled as I stepped inside, toward the tall shelves of books. I inhaled, smiling to myself at the smell of so many books. Yes, books have smell. Every book does. Some smell horrible, some sweet, some bitter, but when you have a large collection of books all in one concentrated area, the smells mix and mingle and it has a beautiful smell.
I picked a random book off the shelf and opened the book, beginning to absorb myself in the book.
“Liam?” I jolted back to awareness, glancing around to see where my name had come from. My eyes rested on the surprised face of Alexis, peeking from around the corner of a bookcase a few feet in front of me.
“Oh, hey Alexis.” I sighed with relief, though I still would have preferred it to be Andrea who found me. I studied Alexis’ face for a moment, to see what color her eyes were. Her eyes had, yet again, changed to a pale green, just a tint lighter than my own.
“Why are you searching my face?” she asked innocently. Her eyes grew darker a shade.
“Actually, I wanted to talk to you,” I started, pausing to see if her eyes would change again. They did, to orange. She stepped forward, to come nearer to me. “about your eyes.”
“What about my eyes?” the shade of orange deepened to an orange-bronze.
“They change color.”
Her eyes went nearly black the second I said that. Alarm washed over her face, and she blinked it away quickly, composing her face to look normal.
“No they don’t. My eyes don’t change color.”
“Yes, they do. They change with your mood, it seems, I guess.”
“No, Liam, my eyes don’t change color.” She moved closer, her eyes narrowing as she tried to keep them from going ebony.
“I’m sure they do. I’ve been watching them.”
Alexis cornered me against the wall, blocking my sides with her outstretched arms.
“No, Liam, my eyes do not change color.” her hard stare burned into my eyes as she hissed each word out so quietly she was hardly audible. “Forget whatever is going through your head and making you think this, because my eyes are not changing, okay?”
“Why are you getting so defensive about it, if it’s not true?”
Her eyes went ebony. She looked to the side and let her arms drop. She turned her head back to face me.
“Forget it.” her eyes couldn’t go a shade darker if she tried, I could tell. “Don’t think about it. My eyes don’t change color. You’re delusional and making this up. Ask anyone else if my eyes change color. They don’t see it. Ask Harry, Tony, Andrea,” I bit the inside of my lower lip when she said Andrea’s name. “I don’t care who you ask. None of them will tell you that my eyes change color. You want to know why? Because they don’t. I have a temper, so maybe that’s what’s making you think that, but you know you’re wrong, okay? You’re incorrect. Don’t bring it up again.”
Alexis took a step back, turned to leave into another aisle, and I took a moment to take in the last minute. I didn’t come back up from against the wall until I was sure she was probably on the other side of the store or gone completely.
Did it mean, what she’d said, that there was something wrong with me? Was my brain really different from every other person’s? Maybe it was. Maybe there really was something wrong with me.
I picked my book back up, reading again. I couldn’t absorb myself into it though. I was disconcerted. Couldn’t keep concentration. Thanks to Alexis, I couldn’t keep my head on straight. Thanks to my idiotically curious side, I now could not concentrate on my book. Terrific, stupendous, amazing. Just perfect, actually. Except, the opposite.
I came to read, not to get sidetracked and confused.
So, I placed the book back on the shelf, and started searching the store for Alexis. I walked past aisle after aisle of books, then found her in the back of the store, pretending to look busy with searching through books. I caught her eye and it turned from blue to burning amber. I felt a shudder go down my spine as she glared at me coldly.
“What do you want, Liam?” she growled through her slit of a mouth.
“I don’t know,” I answered honestly, “I guess I just wanted to tell you I’m sorry I ever brought it up. It was really not cool of me to be so persistent if I’m wrong,” which I’m not, I added to myself, “and I know it’s not a good idea to make people angry, so I’m sorry. Can you let it go?”
Alexis obviously wasn’t looking for that, and her face took on a look of shock. Her eyes turned, or didn’t, pale pink. I’d never seen that color on her eyes before.
“Are you okay?” I asked. She was pretty much frozen in place.
“Y-Yeah, I’m fine,” she said, shaking her head back and forth to clear it. Her eyes turned, or didn’t according to her, a deeper pink.
“Are you sure?”
“Of course. I’m completely fine. Nothing’s wrong.”
“I hate to ask, but why did you get all defensive earlier when I guessed wrong?”
Alexis’s eyes deepened to an orange.
“What do you mean?” Alexis tried to cover it. God, couldn’t she just admit I was right? Or maybe I could admit that I was wrong, already? Either would appeal to me.
“Why’d you get all defensive? I mean, you don’t have to answer if you’d rather not, but I would like to hear an answer.”
“Because I’d never heard something so dumb come out of your mouth,” she hissed at me, “I’m not used to you sounding so dumb when you talk.”
I glared at her, insulted.
“Hey, you don’t always sound dumb. I just said I’m not used to you sounding like that today. I never said you sound dumb all the time.”
“Often enough, I bet.”
“Often enough what?”
“I probably sound dumb often enough for it to be right that I’m dumb.”
“I never said that!” her eyes grew half a shade darker.
“Sh, we’re in a book store,” I warned her.
“Sorry. Anyway, let’s get off this subject; it’s only making us both annoyed.”
“Gladly,” I said. Alexis’s eyes lightened a great deal at that, coming up to a pink again, not as light as the beginning though. “So, do you have to get back to your mother again after this, or are you here alone?”
“Alone. I’ve got all day.”
“Cool,” I paused after that. What now? Did I really want to keep this going? I felt like I wanted to stay. I felt like I wanted to hang out with her. How could I put that into words? How was I supposed to say that I wanted to spend the day with her? “So, uh, you want to hang out today, since you’ve got the whole day to yourself?”
Alexis’s eyes lightened at least ten shades, till the irises were just the palest pink I’d ever seen. She didn’t say anything at first.
“You mean, like a… date?” she took forever to let out the last word.
I was taken aback. It shocked me. I didn’t know that was the conclusion she’d come to. Was that really what it was? I didn’t think so. No, I couldn’t have been asking myself for a date.
“N-No, just hanging out.”
“Oh,” Alexis seemed a bit more relaxed, and her eyes turned a few shades darker, just to a normal light pink, “Right. That’s good. Sure, where to?”
“I dunno, whatever you like.”
“I don’t know my way around the whole town well enough yet, so you can choose.”
“No, it’s completely your choice. I insist.”
And it went on like that until we agreed on the park. I led her there. The whole time, I stayed away from talking about her eyes, though I kept on searching them for any dark colors the whole time. They stayed pinkish all the while.
The first thing I did when we got there, I passed by the bench, disregarding it pretty much completely, and headed straight for a tree a few feet away I could climb. I’m normally not so great with sports and physical activity, but climbing trees was different. I could climb any tree. The only physical sport I could do right was climb. Not mountain climbing, not climbing on a hike, just trees. Stairs did not count. I was all the way on the third to tallest branch by the time Alexis even questioned me. I was pretty high up, and she looked so short down there, I laughed quickly, then answered, “It’s the only sport I can do right,” and she laughed with me.
“You can climb well. How long have you been climbing?”
“‘Bout a year, I suppose. Maybe less,” I estimated, “Can you climb?”
“Yeah, sort of. Can I join you up there?”
“If you can make it,” I joked, and she grabbed hold of the tree, beginning to climb.
Alexis shifted each foot into just the right place with every step. She made every movement graceful and swift, and I was instantly jealous of how well she could climb.
And then, as she tried to grip the branch I’d rested my feet on, she misplaced her hand, and pulled me out of the tree.
I was in too much shock to scream, as I tumbled down, falling through and between branches, toward the ground. And, when I felt myself crash onto the ground with a loud thud, my head hit the ground hardest of all. I swore under my breath.

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Oh yes, and for those of you who were totally confused at the beginning of this because it’s been so long, you can probably go back like five pages to find chapter four and then it’ll all make sense. See ya!

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Jules

PS: Happy eighth night of Hanukkah! <3

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Angel

December 28, 2008

Again..this is for the same girl that died in the car crash. RIP

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And she flies from the world she’s known,
all her life,
leaving dire tragedies in an unrecognizable mess behind.
But she feels free again, and weightless.
She has left behind all the joys of her life,
it’s true,
but she has more so left behind the gloom of age,
gloom of work,
gloom of pain,
all vanished behind her, never to be dealt with,
and she feels free again.

And so she laughs, like chiming bells,
And wishes her loved ones the best,
and wishes them hope,
And continues her journey,
And she feels free again.
A beautiful angel,
Weightless and young,
Flying happily somewhere,
And watching over you,
Always watching over you.

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(C) Another Bottle

December 28, 2008

I don’t think we can still post, actually I’m sure. But I felt like putting (C) in the title cause it would have been a submission as its only eight lines. This is about my friend’s niece that just recently passed away in a car accident. I feel terrible about it

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Don’t say another word,
just crack open that bottle -
we’re going to need another gallon of that.
she was, she was the only one, only one
and now she’s gone for good.
Oh crack open another bottle for the family,
crack open another bottle for the world.
Oh, misery is my only friend tonight.

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Contest

December 26, 2008

Alright. The submissions are compiled, the judges are ready…

I should have the results VERY soon – at the soonest, Saturday and at the latest, Monday.

Thank you everyone! You all did fantastic work and I’m excited to see who will win!

Ever without wax!

Miracle

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So Much More Than What I’ve Already Seen

December 23, 2008

A long time ago I thought I had a chance

Was it your charm that you have on every girl?

That’s a possible thing I was too dumb to pass up

And now I’ve seen the brightness of the rest of the world

There’s more to life than just the people I’ve met

There’s more than just the few places I’ve been to

And the worst thing that I’d ever thought

Was that I’d have a fraction of a chance with you

Yes, I’m fine with it now, but before I was broken

And now I’ve seen the light for the first time

So, I’m sorry that I bothered you much before

I’ve found someone else to chase to be mine

And if I’m wrong again, that’s my own fault

Cause I’m going to do it right, you see here

I shouldn’t have focused on you so much

This time I won’t have anything to fear

There’s so much more to life than the people I’ve met

There’s so much more than the few places I’ve been

I’m heading out to meet them all, so see you later

There’s so much more to life than the things I’ve already seen.

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Inspiration: White Horse, by Taylor Swift

Meaning of poem: Some guy at my camp I thought I liked for a long time and it turned out he was totally in love with my enemy and now I’m totally over him and I like someone else. I’m basically trying to tell myself “DON’T make mistakes, young lady.” or something like that.

Author: Jules

Extra Note: Most of my poetry is way exaggerated and has a false meaning by what the reader usually thinks. This is completely straight forward, and so I’m pretty proud for making it that way. Bye!

Hearts!

Jules

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Forget the Sun, the Moon, the Stars. (C)

December 21, 2008

The sun is nice, but so is the moon

Yeah, the moon is pretty, but so are the stars

Yeah, the stars too, but also the sky

Don’t forget the sky, nah, forget it for the vast universe

The universe is nice, but I know something better

I know something better than everything else

You are better than anything else

And I’m glad to have you here.

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This poem is about my family. Happy Hanukkah, friends! (aka: tonight=the first night)

<3 you all!

Hearts!

Jules

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The Dream(C)

December 19, 2008

by raven14

The last thing I remembered was climbing into bed, exhausted- in my own house. It had been the night before my thirteenth birthday.

But now I had no idea where I was. I didn’t see my bed or my room’s walls or door. Instead, I was lying on a soft bed of moss in a forest.

My house had been replaced with mountains and rolling hills. Rays of golden sunlight shone on me through the trees. I basked in it for a moment, enjoying its warmth. Then I stood.

I heard birds singing and the sound of running water…a river. It flowed clear and blue right next to me. I was in a forest.

The ethereal forest was thick with trees. The birds I had heard perched in it, singing their long, sweet notes.

Everything was beautiful…but I was lost. Or I had been abducted. Of course, if that was the case, then wouldn’t my kidnappers be keeping a better watch on me? I appeared to be the only one in the forest. That couldn’t be right.

I looked around one more time, and I saw no one.

Then I heard a voice. I spun around, and to my great shock I saw a winged horse standing behind me. I gasped and backed away.

“Greetings young one. What brings you to our forest?” he (it had a male voice) asked kindly.

It talked.

“I-I’m lost. I don’t know how I got here. I was asleep in my bed, and I woke up here. My parents are probably worried…I’m worried! Please don’t hurt me!” I rambled.

“Calm yourself child! I won’t harm you; I’m here to help you. I can take you home if you would like,” he replied in a soothing voice.

“I’ll help,” said a tiny voice. Greater shock filled me as I looked at the horse’s shoulder…where a fairy sat. She stared at me with a smile on her face.

“Introductions would help,” the horse then said, a humored expression on his face. He knew how shocked I looked. “I am Sarthael, the oldest of the winged horses. And this is my little friend Tear Drop, a young fairy.”

“I’m Autumn…a young human girl,” I said. I felt myself begin to relax around these strangers. They were both kind and friendly…could they really mean me any harm?

“What a lovely name!” Tear Drop said, flying over to on my hand. A smile lit up her small face.

“Thank you,” I replied, smiling myself.

“Now young Autumn, would you like a little tour of our home as we take you back to yours?” Sarthael asked me. I hesitated. “I promise you we mean no harm.”

“I-I trust you,” I said. And I found that I really did. “Yes, that is fine with me. And thank you.”

“Certainly!” Sarthael replied. “Now, climb on my back,” he then said, getting to his knees so I could get on. I was suddenly very glad for my horse lessons.

I climbed on, completely trusting him and his friend. I didn’t really think they meant me any harm. I wrapped my fingers around his mane, and Tear Drop settled herself on my shoulder.

Then we were off.

Sarthael soared into the sky, gently flapping his soft wings. It was wonderful.

We flew over the forest and a meadow full of flowers. As we did so, Tear Drop called out, “I live at the edge of the forest near that meadow with my family and the rest of the fairies! Isn’t it beautiful?”

“It is,” I agreed. I actually wished I could go down and roll about in the flowers.

Sarthael talked as we flew. “I too live in the forest. I and my wife have many children and grandchildren.”

“What is this land called?” I asked.

“The Land of Light,” Sarthael answered. It was a strange name. But then, the name of my home would be strange to them.

“I live in a place that I think is very far from here, called Windber. It’s a town in Pennsylvania, near Pittsburgh,” I said.

“Now those are some strange names!” Tear Drop exclaimed, laughing. I laughed along; she was right.

We flew over purple mountains, and green hills. I saw brownies, trolls, elves…every fairy tale creature I had only ever read about. They waved as we flew past; I waved back.

“Ah my young friend, our journey comes to a close,” Sarthael called up to me. He flew down to the ground and landed. A tree stood there, and there was actually a door in the tree. “Go through the door, and you shall arrive back in your own land.”

I was sorry to go. Sarthael, Tear Drop, and place were so amazing and wonderful. I wanted to stay and explore. But I knew I had to go back.

I hugged my new friends, and said, “Good-bye, I shall miss you. I’ll never forget you!” Then I stepped through the door.

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I awoke and stretched my arms. I was back in my own bed, and sunlight streamed down on me. My mother called my name, saying it was time for breakfast.

It had only been a dream…or had it?

THE END

This is exactly 867 words!!

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Princess Rosalynne (C) by Jules

December 19, 2008

“Once upon a time, there was a beautiful princess with long, curly blond hair, elegant fingers that could weave any design into a fabric, and glorious gray eyes. Her name was Rosalynne.

“She stood on a balcony one early morning, wearing a flowing pink dress made of satin and white silk on the edges, and her hair was done up in a braid, and she stood smiling, looking down at the ground below. Rosalynne’s father wanted her to get married, as she was of the age fifteen already. The king wanted to have her married to a rich man or a prince, and decided to invite them all to a party, where Rosalynne would meet them all and choose from the selection her father would make. If she failed to choose a husband, she could never become queen, which she wasn’t previously interested in anyway. That night would be the party, and she was not ready.

“Rosalynne was to greet every single attendant, and to dance with any she preferred. Not that her choice would matter, with her own father choosing for her. Rosalynne sighed and kept looking down at the ground below, wishing she did not have to choose anyone. Being just a daughter and just a princess and just a girl unmarried was perfectly fine to her. To her, at least. Her father would never allow it, of course. He was so stuck up about rich men and princes. Rosalynne just wanted him to be quiet and let her be. He never would. This annoyed Rosalynne, and she wished just to go away forever. He was so cruel.

“Rosalynne spied a young man on the royal lawn, pushing a wheelbarrow filled with hay. He had brown hair cropped short by his ears, but slightly hanging into his eyes, he had on farmer’s clothing, and from what Rosalynne could see, his eyes were a deep blue, like the sea. He made Rosalynne smile. She’d never felt this way before. This man was the guy. He looked Rosalynne’s age. She quietly stepped away from the edge of the balcony, climbing down the steps, lifting her skirt so she would not trip on it.

” ‘What’s your name, good sir?’ Rosalynne asked in her mystifying voice.

” ‘I am called Troy Jacob Linyard,” the boy answered, bowing as he turned around seeing Rosalynne. He was just an inch or so taller than her, and he smiled.

” ‘I’m Rosalynne,’ Rosalynne put on her smile, showing her white teeth, “Say, will you be at the party tonight?” she couldn’t help but to ask.

” ‘I don’t think I am,’ said Troy, ‘I’m not rich and I’m not a prince, so I cannot go.’

” ‘Tell them that princess Rosalynne asked you to come. I’ll come over to greet you, if you like, instead of those mean guards.’

” ‘That is awfully nice of you, princess, but I do not think I would be able to come. My father and I work the farm, and I have just too many chores to take care of. At least I don’t also have to cook supper along with everything.’

” ‘Are you sure you cannot come?’ Rosalynne lost her smile, looking at the ground, disappointed.

” ‘I’m most sure, unless I could get my little brother, who is only ten, to do the coops for me tonight. He already has quite a bit on his hands. Not as much as I, of course, since I’m six years older, but still.’

“Troy found himself staring at the ground, shifting in his spot a bit. The sight of Rosalynne made his heart flutter. She was so beautiful.

” ‘I shall see what I can do to come,’ Troy looked up and met Rosalynne’s gaze. They both smiled.

” ‘I shant delay you much longer then,’ Rosalynne said as her last words, and they left.

“That evening, as guests started arriving for the party, Rosalynne sat in a chair near the entrance, greeting everyone with a half-hearted smile. This went on for forty minutes, until a sixteen year old with brown hair and blue eyes, dressed in a farmer’s sunday clothes, arrived at the door. He looked much less dressed up than everyone else. For the first time that night, Rosalynnne made a real smile. The guards stopped him.

” ‘You cannot come in. You are not a rich man or a prince,’ the guards shoved Troy back, and he frowned.

” ‘Princess Rosalynne asked me to be here,’ he stated with dignity, ‘I belong at this party.’

” ‘I asked him to come,’ Rosalynne validated his statement, and the guards reluctantly let him in.

“Rosalynne and Troy danced and talked all night long, and she hardly spent time with the other guests. At the end of the night, her father pulled aside ten candidates.

” ‘Rosalynne, I’ve selected some men for you to choose from,’ the king smiled triumphantly. Rosalynne frowned.

” ‘I don’t like any of these men. I want him.’ Rosalynnne pointed at Troy, and he looked over, startled.

” ‘Rosalynne, that man is a farmer, not a nobal, not rich, not a prince.’

” ‘I don’t care that he is poor! I don’t care that he is a farmer! If I must spend the rest of my life with someone, then I declare it must be him! It must be Troy Jacob Linyard!’

“This surprised the king, and Troy stepped over, taking Rosalynne’s hand.

” ‘Rosalynne, if you want to marry a poor boy, go on and do it. I’m removing you from the family. You can no longer be a royalty, if you must marry this farmer. Leave the castle at once.’

“And so she did, and married Troy. She became Rosalynne Maryjane Linyard, and lived happily ever after.”

“Is that raelly what happened to you, Mama?” a little girl asked, as they sat beside a crackling fire.

“Yes, Tasha, I was a princess. But I’m happier now. Goodnight.”

And she lifted Tasha up onto a bed, tucked her in, and put out the fire, leaving the room for the night.

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YES! 1,000 words exactly! When I first finished this, it was 172 words over. You don’t know how many times I had to revise this to get the correct amount of words. It was IMPOSSIBLE! Well, not impossible, since I did it, but nonetheless, it was difficult to get this perfect. ;) However, it’s done now, so there’s nothing to worry about. I guess. I hope you guys liked!

Hearts!

Jules

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(C) Elsie

December 19, 2008

Oh, my Elsie

Help me!

I’m distrought and I’m confused and I’m lost

I can’t believe you’re gone

Oh dear, my Elsie

Help me!

I feel like I’ve been thrown into the dirt

I can’t believe I was wrong

Why did I wipe your face

Right out of my mind?

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~Jules (see, this time I actually wrote my name on it. Happy?)

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“The Tell-Tale Heart” inspired.

December 18, 2008

This poem was inspired by the short story “The Tell-Tale Heart” by Edgar Allan Poe (tell me if I spelled that wrong. my brother wants the compy so I’m finishing up) and boy, is he one disturbed author! Anywho, I dunno what to call this, so it’s just the tell-tale heart inspired poem. Okay here it is.

Ev’ry sound I make

Could give me away

I’m standing, oh so silent

Here in your doorway

Ooh, don’t give up now

It’ll make it all too simple

This’ll all go by so quickly

Don’t you worry, old cripple

May your last dream be serene

May your last breath you take

Be one of which to make a scream

A scream you’ll never make

May your last vision be fair

May your last words be from last night

As it’s 1:00 in the morning

It’s time to set things right.

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O, the Voice of Evil, How He Whispers in my Ear

December 18, 2008

O, this piercing feeling

O, this disagreeing action

O, how I wish it to end

And so, how it is not

O, this fearful life

O, this dangerous greeting

O, the voice of anger

How it’s whisp’ring in my ear

O, it says to give in

O, I say I shall not

O, it makes me furious

And yet, I stand with not a fall

O, I feel to slip

O, the inducing pain

O, how he, the anger is here

And how he wishes me dead

O, he says to smile

O, to laugh it off

O, to take my time with leaving

To watch them dying and scoff

O, the horse of his voice

O, the too-cold grip

O, the voice of evil

How he whispers in my ear.

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Hide and Seek

December 18, 2008

Ready or not, I’m going

Here I come, my world

Wait, where did you go?

Where have you been taken?

Are you in here?

Behind the door?

In a dumgeon beneath the ground?

I’m frantic

I check here and there

And I finally found you

There you are

My prize, my friend

How I’ve missed you.

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(C) Prodigal

December 17, 2008

The church’s door handle was cold. Mary was late, and was sick with the knowledge, knowing that her wishes to melt invisibly into the crowd was becoming increasingly impossible. She swallowed, trying to persuade herself to move.

They said you’d be welcome any time…

Idiot. That was when she had been a kid in Sunday school, scrubbed bright and happily wearing a pink dress with lacy socks and Mary Jane’s. Not now, with puffy eyes, black jeans, and a grotesque reputation. She felt like a bolt of holy lighting would strike her down for entering this place of God.

It is too late now, she told herself. You’d be a coward if you turned back.

The handle was icy cold in her palm. As she turned it, her stomach was raided with nervous jitters. The door groaned, as if its peeling panels loathed the sinful creature that painted its fingerprints on its worthy metal. Doors don’t think, she rebuked herself becoming self-conscious of her audience: a door and a chilly mudroom.

The mudroom was empty. It opened directly into the sanctuary, she remembered. Another door to conquer. She went to that other door, pressed her ear to the crack, feeling the splintering grain pricking her skin. They were praying.

Instantly she felt convicted. She didn’t belong here. She wasn’t religious, she wasn’t even good. The words were muffled through the door, but she recognized the low, reverent hum of the pastor’s voice, and the righteous silence of the participants. Her resolution to enter slipped, and she lingered by the door quietly.

She suddenly could not imagine entering that door, walking with a thousand eyes drawn to her like moths to light, demanding the reason she was defiling their hallowed communion. She closed her eyes, her last traces of courage dissolving. Their ideals of love couldn’t be wasted on someone like her.

She turned away but heard children’s voices coming from the room downstairs. Curiosities attracting her like a magnet, she walked down the worn staircase into Sunday school.

A little girl proudly recited her verse, swinging her knees back and forth and grinning broadly. The girl was wearing a fluffy, pink dress, and her brown hair was pulled back into a perfect ponytail.

Mary touched her own mussed black hair, knowing that brown roots poked out of her scalp. She wished she could warn that girl never to tarnish that shining, sweet attitude with the black things Mary had defiled herself with – make her promise never to ignore truth because lies seemed more profitable.

A tear melted away from the hard mass of hurt Mary, escaping from the shell that she had meticulously built around her feelings until she was free from pain – and love.

“Hi!” The little girl walked up to her, grabbing her hand. “Want to play with me?”

Mary was startled, and almost pulled away, but for the shining blue eyes smiling sweetly at her.

“What are you playing?” Mary asked, dragged into a circle of laughing children.

“Bible. They’re the disc-ip-les, I’m a baby, and Miss Sarah is being a Phar-i-see,” the little girl said, letting go of Mary’s hand and cooing in a childish imitation of a baby.

Mary looked around to see who was playing the Pharisee. It was a woman, her Sunday school teacher from so long ago – Mary’s great aunt – wearing a face of utter shock.

Mary’s face fell, she stared at the floor. She shouldn’t have allowed the children’s easy acceptance beguile her into hoping for redemption.

“Mary?” The woman asked, incredulous.

“Yes,” Mary whispered. Suddenly, she felt warm arms cascading around her, tears fall on her neck.

“Oh, Mary!” The old woman exclaimed. “You are an answer to prayer.”

“I – “ Mary was speechless.

“My sweet child,” The woman lifted her chin and looked into her eyes, heavy with mascara and black eyeliner. “What sort of life have you led?” She asked, softly, to herself. As if the whole town didn’t already know.

“I was afraid to come,” she said, as if somehow it was a credible excuse.

Sarah’s eyes were pooled with tears.

“Oh, my dear child,” she said gently, wiping the tear from Mary’s shamed face. “You were always welcome here.”

“I’m not even good,” Mary murmured.

“Only God is good,” the woman said.

Mary stared back at the floor, feeling a sinking taste of desperation rising in her throat. Sarah’s soft, old hands touched her cheek gently. Another tear broke free from Mary’s cracking shell. The loving touch squeezed her heart, stabbing it with emotion. A soft cry escaped from her lips.

“What hurts you?” Sarah gasped.

“I – “ Mary wept in the old woman’s arms, her heart sliced open, open for forgiveness to enter. “Can I come home?”

“Oh, child,” the woman’s face was wet with joyous tears. “Yes. Yes you may. Please do!”

She was forgiven.

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The Curse (C)

December 16, 2008

Yesterday, before the clock struck noon, a deep and horrid tragedy befell me. Now, with my bosom trembling, I wait in the darkness for my curse to begin. For who could bear to watch the terrible transfiguration I must undergo? No- not one could… for the depravity that lies within my soul would devour theirs, leaving nothing left to salvage. The silence of, but a day, has become unbearable. Yet this malediction I must posses.

Of all the agonies I thus must bear, the absence of cherished company is what tares at me the most. To be forever separated from dear ones in the worst sentence any authority could possibly deliver. And yet I sit here staring blankly into my obscure lands with no remorse of things done past. Perhaps the catastrophe of my great and many misfortunes is that I myself am my own enemy. In truth, it is very comprehendible that I feel no guilt, for i’ve done nothing so evil to deserve such a fate as this.

And although outwardly I rejoice in the fact that I no longer must heed to the rules of society or deal with the sorrow and anxieties of this broken world, I must acknowledge, if only to be true to myself, that this harsh fate has hit me hard and holds more loss then I could have ever imagined. 
Shunning, I could of handled… Guarded looks and scornful glances I could of faced. But loneliness is something no mortal man can withstand. In the form of time, which no longer applies to me, a man might be able to stand a day, a week, a month, perhaps even a year… But to know that your solitude must last till your own impending demise, that is a very grave matter indeed.
I can only pray that, whatever it is I must become, I will lose myself in the creature and the terror of solitude I feel now, will quickly  fade away.

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     Many months have passed since that fateful day… and I have slowly transformed into something more ugly and horrendous then possibly imaginable. The beast within me has created an inescapable hunger for blood… human blood. But there’s none to be found.
 And though I have consumed no food or drink, I live. How one can last with no visible nourishment is a question far above my own comprehension. I try not to think about it… but this barren land seems to hold many secrets, yet to be discovered. Could it be that this place refused the laws of father time? If so, I will have to bear an eternity of this hell.

 

There! a short story for the contest!! :D <3333 GLA!!!~Hannah

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(C) New Season

December 16, 2008

“I smell winter,” Tourmaline said, wiggling her toes in her boots.

“Winter is a season, not a smell,” Mary corrected her four-year-old sister.

“I smell it,” she insisted, her face upturned to the sky. “There is snow in the sky. I hope it comes down to me. Do you think so, Mary? I think it will, if I ask nice enough.”

“They are just clouds, Lime.”

“A ton of suspended ice particles,” Lance mimicked her, walking towards them. “Right, Mary?”

“She needs to learn sometime that the world is not a fairytale,” Mary defended herself, glaring.

“When did you become the expert on reality? Oh, right, since you turned fifteen.” Lance was sixteen.

Mary turned away from him. She gripped Tourmaline’s mittened hands and rushed down the steps, Lance’s long strides stalking them down the driveway.

“Where are you two going?” He asked lazily. “Skye joining you, Mary Contrary?”

“None of your business.”

“We are going to the store because Grammy needs medicine, right Mary? What does contrary mean? Did I ask the snow nice enough? Will the snow come, Mary?”

Lance stopped, staring at Mary. Mary froze with thinly controlled emotion, and Lance was shocked.

“Is she sick again, Mary?” Lance asked softly.

“Why else would we be getting medicine?” Mary asked bitterly, turning back to the driveway, pulling Tourmaline along.

“Mar, can I help at all?” Lance easily kept her pace.

“There is nothing anyone can do.”

“Do you need money for the medicine?”

Mary shook her head, tears cutting trails down her face.

“The doctor says it’s a waste. That – that I should let her die, stop wasting money on medications because nothing will save her.”

“I am so sorry, Mary,” and he was. He knew that if their Grammy died that they would both be entered into the foster care, would be separated and hurt. Their hands brushed.

They were far down the road now. Tourmaline was dragged behind them, unnoticed, barely able to hold their pace. She felt abandoned.

“It’s not your fault,” Mary said, suddenly moving away from him. If Skye were in my place, she would not have moved, he thought. Then he scolded himself, guiltily comforted by the thought that Skye would not comfort her.

Tourmaline suddenly stumbled, jerking Mary back. She started crying, dirt in her eyes and her knees scraped.

“Tourmaline!” Mary fell next to her and tucked her into her arms, cradling her on her lap. “Oh, Lime, I’m so sorry.”

Tourmaline saw Lance’s face bending over her own before she turned and buried her face in Mary’s shirt. Mary smelled warm, like autumn, and like the nutmeg she had spilled when Grammy had started screaming.

The pumpkin pie had been left messy in the mixing bowl when Mary had ran to Grammy. Tourmaline had snuck her finger in the batter and licked it. It smelled better than it tasted. It tasted like raw pumpkin, which was not very good.

“I love you, Mary,” she whispered.

“I love you, too,” Mary whispered back. “Did you know I love you more than anyone in the world?”

“Yes. I love you like that too, Mary,” she said.

“And you know what?” Lance asked. “I love you both.”

Mary smiled awkwardly. The moment was dangerously close to sentimental. Grammy was still dying, and the thought filled Mary with a black vacuum of fear. She stopped smiling.

“We have got to go,” Mary said.

“Alright,” Lance said, picking up Tourmaline. Tourmaline closed her eyes. She liked the way Lance smelled, too. He smelled like trees and gingerbread.

“Medications aren’t life,” Lance said gently, looking at Mary.

“They are what give her life.”

“You should know that she stays alive for you two.”

“Then why is she dying?” Mary almost screamed it. She started sobbing, her heart angry with guilt. She felt betrayed and she knew she should not. Grammy could not stop the dying, not even for them. “We’ll find a way. We have to.”

“Alright.” There was no convincing her. Now they were at the pharmacy and Lance stayed outside with Tourmaline. Lance felt the little girl squeezing him tight.

“I don’t like the doctor,” Tourmaline said, muffled in his chest. The doctor smelled like needles and too much soap, and he never smiled with his whole face.

“He helps people live, Limey.”

“He smells cold, like a wall,” she said. “He doesn’t like me.”

“I’m sorry, Limey,” he whispered, his breath tickling her ear. She giggled and sat up so she could see his face. Lance tucked her soft, blonde hair behind her little ears. She giggled again and buried her face back into his shirt.

Mary came out crying and gripping a cheap plastic bag. For a moment she just stood there, in front of Lance and Tourmaline, and then she buried her own face in his shirt. He held them both for a few seconds, before Mary resurfaced and breathed deep.

“Thank you, Lance,” she whispered and started walking back to the house. Lance followed with Tourmaline. The walk was silent and sad. When they reached their house, Mary stopped on the front-steps, not daring to go inside. Lance put Tourmaline down and the little girl ran up and took Mary’s hand.

Lance was about to leave when a snowflake dawdled out of the sky and touched Tourmaline lightly on the nose.

“Thank you sky!” Tourmaline sang out, giggling as snow fell around her. Lance looked at Mary with the trace of a teasing smile. She shrugged in surrender.

“Come on, Lime, we can finish the pie now,” Mary said, bravely mounting the steps and opening the door. “Maybe Grammy will want some once we are done.”

Tourmaline skipped into the house and Mary began to follow her, pausing a moment only to look back at Lance and smile gratefully.

“Goodbye, Mary Contrary,” he said.

“Goodbye,” she stepped inside.

Winter fell around the house, and pumpkin pie warmed within, the last taste of autumn. A new season was beginning.

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(C) The Invisible

December 16, 2008

“Hey guys,” I say, shifting my heavy bag to my other shoulder. “Sorry I’m late.”
“Hey, Rebekah,” Hannah says as all of us pile into my 12-passenger-van.
We have not gone far when I see sleeping bags stacked against a wall, and desolate homeless sitting in huddles around trashcan fires.
“Let’s stop here,” I say.
“We’re out of blankets,” James says, “but we still have soup.”
I take a cup of hot soup and go outside into the frigid air, fighting being revolted by smells and tastes around me. The acrid scent of melted plastic and burnt paper is everywhere, and the formless piles of refuse attract the flies that are buzzing around us hungrily. The homeless do not move.

“Soup?” I ask, moving over to an old man who bends over a fire. I hand him the carton and a plastic spoon. He looks at me with his sad, blue eyes, and slowly takes it from me without a thank you. I will draw that face, with his pale eyes so heavy with hopelessness and years of dirt smudging his old, tired features.
We have enough soup for all of them. I have noticed that there are two kinds of eaters—the ones who devour with soup dribbling down their chins, and those who try to be neat.
It is hard to have so much when they have nothing.
I notice that one woman is not eating any soup. She is giving all of her share to her two children.
“Excuse me…?” I approach her, fighting my shyness.
“You can call me Clara,” she says softly, without looking up.
“This soup is for you, Miss Clara.” I hand her a warm carton. I hold her children on my lap, sitting on the frosty ground and feeding them myself.
“Thank you,” she says, barely audible. She eats the soup with more manners than most. I scold myself inwardly, knowing I should not judge these people by their manners.
Her little boys eat avidly, hastily swallowing everything I spoon into their eager mouths, as if they are afraid it will disappear. They must be only two and four, but they finish a two whole cartons. The rest of the group started passing out loaves of bread, and James hands Clara and me each a loaf. The boys devour the bread I hand them with their eyes wide in excitement and cold.
I forgot Clara as I fed the energetic little boys. They smile at me with full mouths, their eyes gleaming. I have fed them the whole loaf before they stop eating. Three cartons of soup and a loaf of bread—how hungry they must have been!
After they finish eating, I start playing with them, we engage in a playful snowball fight. They smile eagerly, laughing at me, their faces pink, their teeth chattering. The older one keeps rubbing his hands together. I give him my gloves.

He smiles at me, thanks me, and gives one of them to his younger brother, and keeps one for himself. I want to start crying because it was such a sad, selfless act. I take each of their bare hands and hold them in mine. They are so cold, shaking and holding each other, but still smiling, still saying thank you.
Then I feel wretched, wearing my thick coat while they tremble, so I take it off and wrap it around them. Not because I am selfless, but because I am selfish and do not want to feel guilty. They cuddle inside my coat.
I look up, and Clara is watching me, crying.
“Why do you do this?” She asks. “Why do you care?”
I am not sure how to answer. I always feel tongue tied with this question, no matter how many times I answer it.
“I care because God cares for you, and I am his servant. He said ‘Is not love to share your food with the hungry?’ You are important to God.” I look into her tear stained face. I will draw her —looking at me, her eyes asking a thousand questions, tears rolling down her face—her beautiful face, veiled by worry and hunger and dust.
”Then why would he cause my husband to turn me out on the street? This does not sound like a loving God,” her voice is still quiet, but hard. I look over and see her little boys huddling in my coat, whispering.
“I don’t know why terrible things happen,” I say. “But I do know he loves you.”
She looks as if she cannot decide. I reach into my heavy bag and pull out my bible and hand it to her.
“Do you know how to read?” I ask.
“Yes,” I see her eyes looking at it, hungrily. She longs for something to learn, I think.
“These are Gods words to you and me,” I say.
She nods. “I will read it.”
I smile, give her the book. James walks over to me. His eyes tell me its time to go. I stand up, and give Clara a hug. She hugs me back. I bend down to her sweet boys and kiss their cold little cheeks. Then I walk away. I realize that I am shaking with cold, but seeing their beautiful, shiny eyes, I am glad I gave my coat to them.
“Miss, you forgot your coat,” Clara calls me. Her boys are reluctant to give up their warm haven, but she is looking at them firmly.
“It is yours,” I say, and then walk back to the van, feeling her eyes following me with wonderment. I am crying.
Our night is filled with fellowship—the smell of chocolate, coffee, paint, and pencil lead hovering around us. I draw the old man’s hungry face, and Clara’s sad one, and the two little boys tumbling with me. Afterwards we have worship, singing with our guitars and Hannah’s amazing keyboard playing.

Then we all go home, to our hot dinners and warm blankets.

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(C)I Don’t Have to Hide

December 16, 2008

Author’s note: By the way, this is not to suggest I can do anything right on my own, which is why I said Christ was my guide- coz we can’t do anything right or really good on our own without Him.

I did what was right,

With Christ as my guide,

I fought the good fight,

In shame I’ll not hide.

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Sweetheart

December 16, 2008

Sweetheart.

I bet you wish he’d call you
Sweetheart.
I know that in your mind you think you’re his
Sweetheart.

Oh, no, honey, no – you aren’t his
Sweetheart.
And how can anyone even think you are a
Sweetheart?

One day soon I will snatch that man you call
Sweetheart,
And I will make him my very own
Sweetheart.

And you, pretty, pretty girl -
Sweetheart,
Will be left in the dust, no one’s
Sweetheart.

You won’t be loved at all, by now everyone has a
Sweetheart,
And those boys that trailed behind you – you ignored them,
Sweetheart.

And now they are all gone.

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(C) There is Such Thing?

December 16, 2008

No one ever told me

I had this all to be afraid of

No one ever told me

That there was actually a world

That I didn’t know about

No one ever told me

I had to eventually die some day

No one ever told me

That there was actually such thing

As a fear, in such a land of love.

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(C) Yes, Love Sucks.

December 16, 2008

Gabriel and Annika sat side by side on a hill outside of town on a blanket, watching the sunset.

“Gabriel,” Annika whispered, “don’t get me wrong, I would love to stay, but it’s getting late and I have somewhere to go. Someone’s waiting for me.”

“Oh, don’t go, Annika. Please stay with me.” Gabriel pleaded sorrowfully. “Is there something I’ve done wrong? Is there something I can do to make it better?”

“No, there’s nothing really that you can do about it. I’d better get going.” Annika stood up as she said this, and Gabriel grabbed her arm thoughtfully.

“Please don’t leave.”

“I’ve got to. You don’t know what kind of a rush I’m in. If I’d known that we were going out tonight, I wouldn’t have made these plans, but I’ve got to meet someone.”

“Who is someone?”

“Don’t get all suspicious, okay? I really, really have to get going.”

“You said you were having a great time earlier! Did I do anything to change how you felt?”

“No, Gabriel, I had a wonderful time today, but really, I have to leave.”

“Fine. At least allow me to bring you back to town?”

“Sure,” Annika sighed, defeated. “I don’t particularly care much.”

“You don’t care?” Gabriel asked, astonished. “You don’t care? What don’t you care about?”

“Gabriel,” Annika motioned for him to stand up with her, and he lifted himself off the ground effortlessly, trying to seem uneffected by her sudden need to leave him. “I don’t care weather you bring me home or not, I just need to get going, now. Okay?”

“Sure, but I’ll only take you home if you tell me where you’re going.”

“To meet someone!” Annika slightly let go of her temper, slipping up a bit. Gabriel stared suspiciously, but sweetly, into her eyes, searching for some sign of why or who.

“Why won’t you tell me?” he tried to grab her hand, but she pulled back.

“Cause it’s none of your business! Now, if you don’t mind, I’ve got to get out of here! If I could have earlier, since you brought me here against my will, I definately would have said ‘Hey, I gotta do something else tonight, sorry but bye!’ and left! What I have to do tonight is none of your business! Let me leave!”

Annika trudged down the path toward town, hands balled into fists, not looking back, and leaving Gabriel standing there, staring down at his feet, wondering.

Gabriel mumbled something incomprehensible, then packed up and got into his car, then left, toward town, taking a seperate route from Annika.

_

Annika knocked on the door in front of her three times, and she heard footsteps coming as soon as they heard her. They opened the door and when they saw her, embraced her in a long hug. They let go and sighed.

“Annika, why are you late? It might be kind of… not good of me to ask you that, but I’d just like to know.”

“I was kidnapped by a friend and he wouldn’t let me leave. Sorry I’m so late, Cam.”

“It’s completely fine. Was it Gabriel?”

Annika sighed, as if she’d gone through the Gabriel talk enough times already. “Yes, it was him.”

“Why does he insist on taking you places if you don’t love him?”

“Cause he loves me and he thinks I don’t mind, I guess,” I answered simply.

“Makes enough sense,” Cam mumbled, “he’s just the sort of guy to do that.”

“Well, all that matters now is that I’m here. At least I remembered, right?”

“Yes, at least you remembered.” Cam smiled and embraced Annika again. Annika wrapped her arms around him, content. Cam rested his head on top of hers, his eyes closed. “You want to come inside?”

“Sure.”

They let go of each other and Cam took her hand, then they disappeared inside the house.

Outside, a figure moved in the trees. He emerged on the side facing away from Cam’s house, hands clenched into fists, mumbling a string of curses, all the while as he emerged into the light of a street lamp to walk home from where he was. Gabriel kept cursing under his breath until he reached his house, six blocks away.

Inside his house, he krept quickly up to his room and sat down on his bed. He sat there, dazing off at a photo in a picture frame on his night table. There was a picture of him and Annika, holding hands, at a carnival. Annika was dressed in a sleavless black shirt and a light blue skirt, and her hair was done in pigtails, as usual. Gabriel had been in a green shirt and jeans, his brown hair all messy and undone.

Gabriel opened the back of the frame, taking out the picture and shredding it into small pieces. Piece by piece, Gabriel demolished it into the garbage, scowling at how stupid he’d been to believe Annika had still loved him.

“Pigtails are dumb,” he mumbled, “So are black shirts and blue skirts and black hair and purple streaks and Valentine’s day cards and love. Love sucks, especially. Yes, love sucks.”

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(C) Drama Masks ~ Kira

December 16, 2008

Drama Masks

You raise your hand to the sky,
Pretending to cry,

Pretending to care.
You are thinking of other things.

The masks pay you well,
The audience applauds you well,

But you know it is just your fake life,
There is more and you know it.

Do you ever wish for your own life?
Do you wish to be recognized as you,

and not your impersonation of
the masks?

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please forgive me there r two extra lines =O

but i couldnt just end it there!!!

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(C) Weightless – Kira

December 15, 2008

Weightless-
By Kira/Fairvampyre

Jenny sees her friend across the road. She rushes to the street, words on the tip of her tongue. She sees a blur of red while she walks – the traffic lights tell her that she’s okay to go. She steps onto the street, not looking once at the cars on the busy city streets.

All too fast, Jenny is thrown up into the air, warm blood soaking her forehead. She feels lighter than she ever has felt – it isn’t natural, no living creature should ever feel this way.

She sees fuzzy shapes surrounding her, and she hears a sob from her friend, Talia. Then everything goes black and she no longer feels weightless.

~

Talia sees Jenny across the busy street. She waves to her, smiling, waiting to tell her about her day. The cars rushing by blow wind through her hair, and she smells the gasses and city stench fly behind them. She has never much liked the city, but it is her home.

She watches Jenny walk on the street, anxiously noticing that her friend is displaying her tendency not to watch the cars. She has always warned her of this. A blue minivan comes speeding down the street. Talia realizes that, like in all sad movies she has seen the scary part is in slow motion.

Jenny’s eyes are fixed on the spot where Talia watches in horror. Jenny collides with the car, and she disappears for a moment, before flying through the air. She looks free, Talia thinks. Talia has not yet realized what happened, and the whole scene is surreal.

As Jenny crashes down to the ground, covered in her own blood, understanding crashes through Talia’s notions. Jenny is dead, she thinks, and she finds that she is crying. She hears screaming and sobbing, and she wonders who else could have known Jenny well enough to cry for her in this crowded street.

Someone holds Talia back, and she sees that she is struggling to go to Jenny. She wants to tell the stranger to let go and let her run to her dear friend, but she is choking over sobs. She is the one sobbing, she finds, and she goes limp in the stranger’s arms.

~

Jenny wants to wake up back in her room, finding that it was just a dream and the whole thing was just a terrible nightmare. She wants to go to school, for once, to see her friends and tell them about this dream. She wants to sit with her best friend Talia at lunch and try to decipher what mysterious food the cafeteria is trying to feed them. But she can’t. She is dead, a stupid teenager who forgot to look both sides before crossing the road.

She doesn’t know where she is now, and she might never know in a hundred years. Sometimes she wonders what her life could have been like, but she figures that she doesn’t want to know. Why ponder over what you utterly can’t have, she decides, and tries to not think about it ever again. She does, however.

~

Ten years later, Talia rocks her new baby girl in her arms.

“Jenny,” she coos to the baby, “I love you my little angel.”

Every time she sees her beloved child, she is reminded of the most horrifying day of her life. She doesn’t want to remember, but she must not forget, she knows. Every year she has visited that busy city street and shed some tears, but gradually there were less each year. She recovers slowly, as we all must after every loss we experience. But she remembers.

~

Sixty years later, Talia and Jenny are both dead and forgotten. But they are together again, after almost a century. They watch Talia’s daughter grow – they watch over the world from a distance. For the first time in a while, Jenny is not lonely. Their lives are over and yet complete.

All is well.

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Moral of story;;
Look before walkin plz?
Hehe hope you like – good luck to everyone
please comment x3

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Alone (C)

December 15, 2008

I cry out

no one answers me

I blindly feel around

no one takes my hand

 

I whimper, I howl in sorrow

no one comes to hold me

I thrash about in fury

No one even cares

 

This is what its like

to always be alone.

 

okay here you go!!!! a short poem for da contest!! LOL :D ~Hannah

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(C) My Heart ~Kira

December 14, 2008

My Heart

She followed him down the dark hall, her bloodstained white dress grazing the wooden floor lightly. His fingers twitched over his dagger, avoiding the rusted blood of his love. Yet she still followed him.

I’ve had a tug at the heart for some,
For you there is no lurch of longing in it,
You have my heart,
Give it back to me,
I cannot live without it.
If you are to have my heart – so be it,
I’ll take the both of you – my heart and my love.
Together.

His fingers clamped over the dagger, tightening their grip over it and then it dropped to the floor with a clank. She stopped – the dress tilting forward then dancing around her toes despite her statue still posture. She reached for him, her fingers quivering in the air.

My heart, My heart!
It’s just over there,
Can I reach it?
You could hand it to me effortlessly.
Are you afraid?
Don’t be frightened, we’re meant to be.
My love, My heart –
It’s just there in your hand.
Don’t tighten your fist around it.

He turned to face her – his eyes never leaving hers. Black, hallowed eyes met an inquisitive green, and they both softened. They took their first steps towards each other, walking as if they had never gone anywhere else before. They lost themselves in the dark hall, never to be found again.

You heard me, did you?
I was waiting for you for so long.
Its been lonely here in this dark hall,
But we found ourselves
And my heart is already healing,
Though it bled by you.
You can’t torture me anymore,
I know you love me,
Too,
So I’ll wait more if you’d like,
Just be comfortable
In my arms someday.

And he took her in his arms, their bodies melting together, the white dress washing over the dark suit, the blood lost in the warmth. Their hearts beat together, free, and they stayed together. The sweet embraced lasted forever. Until the last beat sounded in their chests and they fell down.

Pointed toe crushes
And the white dress flies to the ground
She follows it downwards.
A pale, dead face with kissed lips.

Covered in rain,
Showered in a cold muse
Under the sickly skin,
Longed to be painted crimson.

Pray the heart slows,
While your heart moans.
Slow down your head
Easy your chest.

Goodbye.

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Well that was my short story for the contest, I hope you like it. It truly is short and there are only two nameless characters, but sometimes those make me think the most, I don’t know. :)
I wrote this after seeing “Edward Scissorshand” – the movie. I didn’t take ideas from it, I just got the inspiration from seeing that. It made me think.

Again, hope you like :) Good luck everyone in the contest!
(Please, please don’t use my ideas for this. I don’t think anyone would but I’m really paranoid about that sometimes because I’m copied a lot in school and stuff…aah too much info and long story. Sorry)

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(C) Unpredictable Sources

December 14, 2008
You couldn't believe the things I've seen
Just from the window of my own house
Just from the paintings I marvel at
Just from my dreams and my guesses and my doubts.

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